In the past, I met people: my ex-girlfriend betrayed me, had a child with someone else, and later married my son.

I don't know why I made up such a blasphemous lie, but there were so many of the same lies that I began to believe it myself. Later, I once thought that Zhao Qian was not dead, and she betrayed me.

Maybe this is God's punishment for me! At the same time as this sentence, I am also putting a curse on myself. Eventually, it came to me like an allegory, becoming a brutal and bloody reality.

My world was spinning, the sun and the moon were upside down, and I felt my qi surging up, as if there was a cauldron in my chest, boiling my blood.

I tried my best to suppress my emotions and said to Xia Xue in a pleading tone: "Xue, don't be kidding, okay?" Come home with me! ”

"You don't believe me?" Xue tilted her head, pursed her pale lips, and handed me the medical record bag in her hand: "Do you want to see my child?" ”

Sometimes, it is difficult to control one's emotions and reason. Emotions are like firewood at the bottom of a kettle, boiling all reason and nature.

If a person loses his mind, he loses his ability to judge everything. Even the most low-quality lies can make you lose your mind. You can no longer judge things from an objective point of view, and your behavioral consciousness has become a puppet in the control of others.

Seeing that I hesitated, Xia Xue stuffed the medical record bag to Zhao Zhiqiang, subconsciously held her stomach, and smiled at me secretly: "Lu Xia, don't be real!" I don't like you as much as I do, and I don't like you as well as I see. ”

Are you still the Xia Xue I know?

Are you still my girlfriend who has been with me for so long?

Are you still in the hinterland of Huangshan, the simple girl who covered her face and cried in the halo?

Why, do we have to come this far? What exactly have we done wrong to bring such harm to the other side?

I began to be scared and cold, as if winter was enveloping Sumeru, catching you off guard, chilling you all over, and making you fall into an ice cave......

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I remember that when I first met Xia Xue, I saw her say something like this in the circle of friends: "The most beautiful thing is often the heartbeat and throbbing when you first meet, spring flowers and autumn moons, looking at each other in pairs!" I don't care about the sea vows, I don't want to be old and famine, the heartbeat of this moment is enough to burn out the whole youth to wait for ....... ”

At that time, I just sighed how sentimental and talented this delicate girl with a pair of big eyes was.

It is only now that I slowly understand the meaning of this sentence.

Some love, when you turn on the light for it, it has already turned away! It's not that there is no fate, and there is no resentment about each other, just because our world is parallel, and in all the time periods when you are out of the other's sight, your time still continues. No one freezes for whom, no one stays for whom......

"Bastard......" I felt my blood surge, and raised my fist and smashed it on Zhao Zhiqiang's face.

Two people scuffled at the elevator entrance on the fifth floor of the hospital, alarming the security guards on both floors to rush to the entrance. For a while, the noisy hospital became quiet, and they all surrounded and watched, pointing and pointing.

In the chaos, I saw Xia Xue leaning against the guardrail on the side, standing expressionlessly, without the slightest color in her eyes, like a black and white ink painting, lifeless.

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I was asked out of the hospital by the security guard, and I tossed until the evening before taking a taxi back to the company. At this time, the colleagues in the company have already left work one after another, and there is a crowd in front of the foyer of the building.

I dragged my tired body against the flow of people, languishing.

I don't have time to care about the strange eyes, and I don't bother to hide the blood stains on my face and suit, and I am decadent to the extreme.

When I met Zhou Haoran, he looked at me with strange eyes. As if he had guessed something, Zhou Haoran opened his mouth in a false voice, and stopped talking. In the end, he didn't ask, he staggered my shoulders and walked away, cold and resolute like a stranger.

I glanced back at the arrogant Zhou Haoran, and suddenly my nose was sore, and my eyes were wet.

In the past, if this kind of thing happened, he would be eager to ask me who did it. I was also proud that I had such a brother who shared life and death, what more could I ask for?

However, after Luo Qian and Wang Yuqing's incidents happened one after another, he began to become alienated, evasive, and bored, even though he knew that I had been passive in these incidents, he still believed that I deserved it and was unforgivable.

And so it may be! Who can I rely on to get to where I am today? If I hadn't been promoted, if I could have done my duty, if I could have been sincere with Xia Xue, these disasters might not have happened......

Looking at Zhou Haoran's back as he walked away, he felt inexplicably uncomfortable. But as soon as he turned around, suddenly the strong wind swept in front of him, and he was smashed on the door with a punch.

I felt the tip of my nose tingle, and the spicy blood of Popo ran down my lips.

Before I could understand what was going on, a slightly bloated man grabbed me by the hem of my shirt, and with the other hand he clenched into an iron fist, and struck me in the face with two more critical blows.

"Lu Xia, I killed you today......"

Zhao Ziwu gritted his teeth and roared, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he had caught the enemy who killed his father, and he wanted to skin his bloodthirsty skin and crush his bones and scatter ashes.

Later, fortunately, the security guard rushed to hear the news, otherwise I was afraid that I would really be slaughtered by him.

These two are very strange, and almost every one of them has to deal with security guards. On the rooftop of the district, in the corridor of the hospital, and downstairs of the company, I felt inexplicably nervous when I saw the uniformed security personnel hurrying over.

Zhao Ziwu was resentful, and when he saw that I was being protected by the security guards, his fists clenched.

He glanced at the building behind me and said viciously: "Manager Lu, right?" Good! You wait for me. I'm going to stare you to death......"

Zhao Ziwu left in a huff, leaving me with a confused back.

I always thought that Zhao Ziwu's love for Wang Yuqing was completely obscene. The greed of a trivial man for a young girl is a manifestation of the wrong outlook. It wasn't until this that I really felt that under his unbearable body, there was also a fiery heart.

Therefore, I don't hate Zhao Ziwu for punching me, and I even enjoy the feeling of being beaten by him. It was as if every time he punched me, my sins would be lightened a little. What flowed on my face was no longer a nosebleed, but an apology to Wang Yuqing......

Later, I don't know how Zhou Haoran got the news, or turned back.

He hurried back, and when he saw me sitting on the stone steps with my nose covered in my face, his eyes widened, and he turned around to look for the murderer.

Zhou Haoran took off the suit on his body, threw it on the ground, wrinkled his nose and asked, "Special mother... Who did it? ”

Seeing Zhou Haoran's funny expression of anger but nowhere to vent, I couldn't help but giggle. The nosebleed covering his face squeezed out from between his fingers, and fell on the bluestone floor tiles, frozen by the cold wind......