Chapter 58: Can I Hold You?

After some careful preparation, I came to Sun Yanping's place of residence. After calculating the time she would get off work, she walked into a small bar in the commercial street in advance.

The bar here is very popular, but the dΓ©cor is exceptional. I don't know how to decorate, I can't tell what the wind is, but as soon as I sit inside, I feel comfortable. I think that's why Sun Yanping often comes here. I especially understand the difficulties of her long-distance relationship with her boyfriend, because I am in the same situation.

I ordered a glass of wine I didn't know the name of, half of it was spilled on my clothes, and the rest was tasted slowly. Soon Sun Yanping arrived as scheduled, and I was very surprised to see me drinking alone in front of the bar:

"Manager Lu?" She looked at me in amazement, put down her bag and sat down next to me, "Manager, why are you here?" ”

"Sister Ping! What a coincidence! I smiled at her drunkenly.

"yes, what a coincidence!" Sun Yanping picked up a glass of beer casually, took a sip, and looked at me with strange eyes: "Manager, have you drunk a lot of wine?" ”

"Oh no!" I shook my clothes and explained, "I accidentally spilled it just now!" You've only been halfway through a drink when you're here. ”

She looked at me suspiciously, retracted her gaze and muttered, "Anyway, you've drunk a little too much!" ”

I smiled at her and asked, "Sister Ping, do you remember when we used to go to the countryside to set up a stage to engage in propaganda?" ”

"Of course I do! At that time, the leader said that we had to turn over and dry outside like dried salted fish. ”

Sun Yanping shook her head when she said this, and sighed: "It was too bitter at that time!" …… The most important thing is that the sun is the same as black charcoal, and there is no benefit at all! ”

"That's right, publicity is the business of the promotion department after all." I'm also indignant.

Sun Yanping drank the beer in the cup and spread her hands: "That's right! At that time, I was a data clerk, and I went to help the promotion department set up the stage, why? ”

"Just by the leader's words!"

After speaking, Sun Yanping and I seemed to have found a point of empathy, and laughed as we patted the case.

"Manager Lu, why are you drinking with me!" Sun Yanping took a sip of beer, suddenly looked at me and asked.

I hung my head and was silent, and it took a long time to raise my head and say to her: "Sister Ping, let's call me Xiao Lu, you used to call me that, and suddenly changed my words, I felt awkward when I listened." ”

"Well......, okay!" She casually hooked a strand of sideburns behind her ear, whispered for a while, and then asked, "Why are you here with me yet?" Don't say anything just by chance, I don't believe it. ”

I smiled ashamedly and avoided my gaze: "I heard that you are going to get married?" ”

"Well, on the eighth day of the first lunar month after the New Year, in my boyfriend's hometown, Jiangsu," she said.

"Hmm!" I groaned, avoiding her gaze, and finally lay down on the bar with my arms on my back, decadent to the extreme.

"Lu Xia, you ...... What's wrong? She asked, as if sensing something unusual.

"After you get married...... Will you still work in the company? I asked, my voice low.

"I haven't figured it out yet," she replied, then asked me again, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing," I raised my head and squeezed out a smile at her: "I'm afraid that you're like Sister Luo, and after getting married, you will become a professional wife with husband and children, and it will be difficult to see you again." ”

Sun Yanping smiled shyly when she heard this, looked at the dazzling wine bottles in the bar, and said lightly: "What are you talking about?" It's always going to be like this. ”

"You know what? At that time, it was also this kind of winter, and Zhao Qian and I wore rustic fat cotton jackets and went to the company to report for the first time. At that time, you were scolded from the manager's office with a stack of materials, and you bumped into me head-on, and you smiled at me, and that smile was really ......" I stared at the red wine in the glass and said, "It's beautiful!" ”

"Lu Xia, you're really a little drunk" Sun Yanping looked at me timidly and said, "Today...... Is that what I'm here for? ”

"Sister Ping, I liked you." I took a deep breath and said simply after drinking the red wine in my glass.

Sun Yanping's whole body shook and looked at me blankly, not knowing what to say for a long time.

"Lu Xia!" Sun Yanping's throat rolled, and she took a breath and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know all along, it turns out that you ......, I'm sorry!" ”

She said with her face hanging down, her fingernails clanging against her beer glass.

"You know what? I'm quitting! I thought about it for a long time and suddenly said to her: "You have also seen what happened in the company during this time, I really ...... It's all overwhelmed! ”

Sun Yanping was not surprised, and nodded understandingly: "You are just unlucky, you have just made some achievements, but you have caught up with the change and become a victim of politics." ”

I smirked a few times and called for another glass of wine: "So, whether you get married or I leave the job, it will be difficult to meet again in the future." I came to you today just to talk to you, and I remember that you took such good care of me before, and I didn't even say thank you. ”

"Hehe, what are you doing with such stupid words?" Sun Yanping charmingly lifted her sideburns, twisted her mind and pursed her lips and asked, "Lu Xia, Zhao Qian's matter, have you passed?" ”

"It's been fine for a long time," I shrugged and said I didn't care, "or I wouldn't have told you this today." ”

"Hmm!" Sun Yanping nodded understandingly, looked at me and asked, "You're here, go to my house to sit down?" I have a pastoral cat and it's time to feed it."

"Okay!" I said yes. was worried about how to answer the next words, but she raised it herself.

Pushing open the door of the apartment, a big cat pounced. Maybe he was hungry and saw his master pounce on him and rub his head. But when he saw me, the pastoral cat behaved very cautiously, and circled me several times.

"You sit down and I'll pour you a glass of water." Sun Yanping dropped her bag and walked towards the kitchen, and the cat followed her steps.

"Don't bother, Sister Ping," I shouted to the kitchen, and I sat down on the sofa, looked around left and right, and picked up the materials scattered on the coffee table and took a look. I found that there was no special value, so I put it back.

"Sister Ping, are you alone in this house?" I asked knowingly.

"That's right!" She put down her teacup, brushed her clothes behind her hips, and sat down beside me. "You know, the dormitory is messy, I love to be clean."

"Very good"

I looked around and picked up my teacup. In the lingering steam of tea, Sun Yanping and I talked about a lot of past things, but most of them complained about the grievances suffered by the leaders under the harsh taxes and miscellaneous taxes.

also talked a lot about things together, the noise at the company party, the oolong when traveling with public funds, and the gossip of so-and-so and so-and-so......

The chat was very happy, and then I glanced at the time on my wrist and said to Sun Yanping: "Sister Ping, it's not too early, I won't bother, and I will have the opportunity to chat with you again in the future?" ”

"Hmm" Sun Yanping frowned and nodded, sending me out.

When he walked to the door, he slowed down his steps again, twisted and pinched:

"Sister Ping, I ......"

"What?"

"Can I hug you?"

I lowered my head and said, but I couldn't hear it in a small voice.