Bitterness Chapter 46
There was silence around the park, only the rustle of the leaves in the breeze, and after some venting, Lolo slowly calmed down, only hearing the rustle around her, and the sound of her own choking, her shame gradually returned.
Oh, my God! What are you doing? Why did you throw yourself into someone's arms!! OMG, it's embarrassing! She buried her face even more in Gu Yiqing's arms like an ostrich, and sniffed the delicious mint smell on his body greedily, feeling for the first time that this cold Gu Yiqing could also give people such a warm and reassuring feeling.
"Charolo, how long do you want to eat this tofu?" Suddenly, Gu Yiqing's clear and beautiful voice came from the top of his head, and if he listened carefully, he could obviously hear a trace of a smile that he didn't usually have.
Luo Luo blushed instantly and pushed him away, and stood up in a hurry, looking at the street lamp on the left, looking at the stars in the sky, and looking at the stones on the ground, but he didn't dare to look at the young man in front of him.
"Hehehe, Charolo, you're not bad at crossing the river and demolishing bridges, what? Push it away when you're done with it? Gu Yiqing stood up slowly, looked at Luo Luo's face that was red to the root of his ears funny, deliberately straightened the folds on his clothes, and said teasingly.
In Luo Luo's opinion, the action is like the feeling of a good woman who has been forced to bow by the overlord to get up and pack up her clothes after finishing it, plus the ridiculous words on her mouth, how can she feel that she is a scumbag with no conscience?!
"You...... What nonsense are you talking about, I didn't do anything to you!! ”
"Really? ~Hehe. Gu Yiqing smiled and just stood there staring at her.
stared at Luo Luo embarrassedly, and then flickered his little eyes, feeling that it was not appropriate to look anywhere.
"Alright, don't make a fuss. It's so late, I'll take you home. Gu Yiqing didn't dare to ridicule anymore, for fear that it would be bad for a little girl to run away in shame, so it would be more appropriate to lure her slowly.
Luo Luo looked up at him suspiciously, his mouth moved, he wanted to say something, and finally chose to shut up, these things, the source is himself, even if he asks him, what can he do, only to increase his troubles. And the choice should be up to her from start to finish, shouldn't she?
The moonlight sprinkled a bright color, in the river, on the flowers and trees, on the eaves of the house, and on the road where the two of them walked, the warm yellow light added a bit of warmth to the surroundings, and it was so beautiful that it was intoxicating. The handsome and cold boy, the petite and lively girl, walking side by side, their eyes meet from time to time, all of which contain warmth and a trace of indescribable complex feelings. It's a pity that the authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders are clear, and youth makes people cover themselves with a hazy veil, and they can't see each other's minds clearly, so they can only carefully grope and try, sometimes advancing and sometimes retreating, lest they expose their careful thoughts.
Walking silently all the way, Luo Luo found out that this was the park near Gu Yiqing's house, that is, he actually came here instinctively, thinking that at the beginning, Gu Yiqing promised her to go on a spring outing together, and they also met a young lady, Gu Yiqing also used her to help him block the peach blossoms, but, when he was here, what did the young lady seem to say? What did you say? I really can't remember. She pursed her lips wordlessly, forget it, it is impossible to complain to him when she walks here anyway. It's just that......
"Gu Yiqing, why don't you ask me why I'm here?"
"If you want to say it, you will naturally say it." Gu Yiqing just replied coldly, not showing any interest.
Luo Luo looked at his nonchalant and disinterested expression, and lowered his head sadly. What, he didn't care about the reason why he cried so badly, maybe everything was his own delusion, Gu Yiqing wouldn't stay for himself at all, maybe he stayed just for other reasons, for example, Lin Ke!?
Gu Yiqing looked back at Charolo who was behind him, not knowing what she was thinking about with her head down, her expression seemed to be a little ...... Down? "Charololo."
Gu Yiqing's deep magnetic voice made her couldn't help but look up at him, and found that he was looking at her thoughtfully, as if he was about to say something. Her footsteps couldn't help but stop, standing in place and looking at him in a daze, and then I saw him walking slowly towards her, he walked very lightly and steadily, but every step was like stepping on her heart, making her heart like a drum, and she was a little overwhelmed for a while.
Gu Yiqing came to her, stared at her face for a while, took her panic into her eyes, and finally sighed helplessly as if she was struggling to no avail, and said softly: "Luo Luo, it's not that I don't want to know what happened to make you so sad, it's just like you told me, it's a cruel thing to tear apart someone else's healing scars." If you're willing to tell me, then I'll be happy, but if you don't want to say, then I'll throw it away with you, and you just need to have happy memories left. ”
Luo Luo looked at his gentle eyebrows, and found for the first time that Gu Yiqing's gentleness was more capable of drowning people than Ji Yixuan's, was he explaining to her? He saw that he was unhappy because of his indifference? He...... How do you know? The joy in her heart overflowed because of his words, and she couldn't help but smile at him and said, "Gu Yiqing, thank you, I'm not sad anymore." ”
Gu Yiqing finally saw the familiar smile on her face again, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, the dark clouds in his heart were swept away at once, and all the displeasure dissipated in one of her smiles, at this time, he realized what he had been lacking recently, the sweet smile of this little girl in his heart.
That night, although the two teenagers and girls who had feelings for each other did not express their respective hearts, their affection for each other has gradually become clear. In this way, I sent away the first summer vacation of high school and ushered in a new freshman life.
It's the same as endless homework and test papers, and endless practice, but in the first year of high school, at least a little time for entertainment, Luo Luo and Xing Jia seized the time to be lazy and quarrel with each other, which did not affect each other's feelings at all, on the contrary, as Luo Luo said: "Abuse is healthier." "What" beating is kissing, scolding is love", but it is very suitable for these two bad friends. Of course, friends are naturally friends, but Luo Luo didn't tell her about his feelings for Gu Yiqing, let alone anyone about the events of that day, that incident was like a secret for her, sometimes she would deceive herself, if everyone didn't know that Gu's father came to find her, it might not have happened, it was just an illusion......
As for Gu Yiqing, Luo Luo has experienced a summer vacation of thinking, and she really doesn't know how to deal with the choices that Gu's father gave her, she can only let it develop, and she also chooses to hide her feelings for him, after all, if Gu Yiqing really wants to go to Australia, his feelings will be a burden to him, and even more serious may not even be able to make friends, so before it is so strong, he must choose to strangle it. She forced herself to call Gu Yiqing brothers, drew the line of her friend very obviously, and usually tried not to have too much contact with him, burying herself in her studies and numbing her attention to him. So this semester, everyone found that the deputy class president, who has always been active, has become a love of learning, and seems to have become a little more ladylike.
As for Gu Yiqing, he naturally felt the changes in Luo Luo, and inexplicably became eager to learn, although he didn't change much, he always felt that she was hiding from something. It's just gratifying that at least she won't always run behind Ji Yixuan, and she has finally grown up.
After Lin Ke's trip to the amusement park that day, he no longer thought of a way to brush his presence in front of Gu Yiqing, but he still didn't have a good face for Luo Luo as always, how to dislike it. Ji Yixuan did what belonged to his squad leader in an orderly manner, as if he didn't notice the undercurrent surging under the calm. The only thing that is not calm in this kind of peaceful life is that Gu Yiqing's grades are becoming more and more outstanding, and he even catches up with Ji Yixuan, who is the first in the age. Although he still sleeps every day in class, the teacher also turns a blind eye and never cares, and now he doesn't care about it, leaving those who are envious, jealous and hateful can only stare at him with a comfortable face, such as Luo Luo, whose grades were ruthlessly overtaken in an instant!
went to the last final exam of the first year of high school with such a small fight and nothing to do, this time Gu Yiqing came to take the exam on time, and the results were so good that they were smacked, almost close to a full score, and they directly replaced Ji Yixuan, who had a stable position, and won the first place in the age. Luo Luo said that he was speechless and envious and jealous, and the head teacher was full of relief and expectation, after all, he knew before that Gu Yiqing was not stupid, he just didn't want to learn, and finally he was able to get out of the negative emotions and was willing to shine again, which was so exciting for him as his mother's friend and head teacher! Sure enough, my decision to arrange Charolo to tutor in the past was very wise! He couldn't help his mother, he could only help him come out slowly, he believed that Gu Yiqing's mother would never want him to live in negativity all the time.
Among all of them, the most exciting one is Gu Yiqing's brainless fan, after all, he looks good and his grades are so against the sky, it is simply perfect! If you want to say that the only shortcoming, it is that you are too indifferent to them! And no matter how excited and excited the others were, Gu Yiqing was the calmest one, still eating and sleeping without moving.
In this way, they ushered in the slightly urgent life of their sophomore year of high school. Xu is life is filled with learning, the young girls who secretly have feelings have not broken the glass between each other, they grow up and mature in peace, although the wisps of feelings will always run out from time to time to annoy them, but they can't become the fuse that detonates the bomb, until the vacation of the second and third years of high school, the problem that can't be avoided is like a dark cloud enveloping them......