Chapter 56: The Return
When she handed over the resignation letter to Li Weixiang, the other party had already guessed the outcome of the matter, and only said some words of comfort and encouragement.
As a person who has insight into the warmth and coldness of people, Li Weixiang finally stood in her perspective and let her leave at any time from the time she submitted her resignation report, which saved the time for handover and the gossip she had to face in the company.
It's better to choose a day than to hit the sun, and she can't wait to leave here immediately, Sun Xuemin watched her pack her things with tears in her eyes, "You really want to leave, why?" ”
"I broke up with him, staying here will only make people laugh, change the environment, and start over." Su Wangwu couldn't bear to look at her, afraid that she couldn't help crying for a while, and she couldn't stand the parting scene of others crying and crying, and it was rare to explain the truth to her.
"If you're gone, I'll have no one to talk to." Sun Xuemin looked a little sad: "On the surface, you look kind and angry, maybe you are talking bad about who is behind your back, but you, although you don't seem to get along very well, but you never say bad things about others, clean and clean, in fact, I still like you." ”
It was rare to hear this girl's praise, and was about to speak, but she said, "Can't you not go?" ”
Su Forget smiled bitterly and shook his head, Sun Xuemin said again: "Although I don't know what happened, and you don't want to say it, but what I can be sure of is that Chu Zhen is actually very good to you, just the way he looks at you, it is clear that he likes it, since he likes it, why ......"
"Alright." Su Wangwu interrupted her and gave her a hug: "If you have a fate, you will see you again." ”
Goodbye is just a word, whether she is with Chu Zhen, or with everyone she knows here, maybe this fate has been exhausted, as if fleeing, after arriving home that afternoon, she went to Chu Zhen's apartment to pack up her things.
She is such a person, she doesn't like to drag mud and water, everything is crisp, maybe this is inherited from her father's fiery personality.
A suitcase, that is, all of her clothes, the clothes she usually wears, and the other miscellaneous things have been disposed of as garbage by her, except for the neatly packed gifts that Chu Zhen once gave her, there is nothing about her in the apartment.
In the future life, she will not be blessed with the things that Chu Zhen gave her, her life should be so ordinary and simple, and more importantly, she doesn't want her children to have anything to do with the past.
Removed the phone card in the mobile phone that Chu Zhen gave her, and pressed a note under the phone: Chu Zhen, I'm leaving, I will go to another city to develop, thank you for all the memories you left me in this city, it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, I wish you all the best in the future.
That's all she can give.
After all considerations, she decided, this child, she is going to decide.
If God destined her to be a mother, then she accepted it, everything, just start all over again.
The new rental does not need to be cleaned, on the first day she moved in, the neighbor Aunt Zuo sent dumplings, saying that it was for her to try it, saying that it was not easy for a little girl to come out to work, and if there was anything she needed, just look for her.
Aunt Zuo is a very enthusiastic and very good lonely aunt, the only son died when he was in the army, leaving her and his wife, and then his wife also left, and now she is the only one left.
Reluctantly, it can be regarded as sympathy, and out of sympathy for a lonely old man, Su Wangwu soon stopped being restrained about Aunt Zuo.
"I can't see it, you little girl is twenty-eight years old, I thought you were twenty-two or three years old." This is the third time that Aunt Zuo has praised her after she moved here for half a month.
Su Wangwu smiled embarrassedly, but before he was smug a few times, there was a wave of nausea in his stomach, and he retched several times before he gradually became more comfortable, Aunt Zuo hurriedly peeled an orange for her, and said angrily: "You said you, you are pregnant, why are you still working so hard, you said that your lover is really, why don't you come to take care of you." ”
Hide for three months at most, and after three months, the belly will gradually show her pregnancy, and no one will be able to hide it at that time, so before that, she didn't plan to hide the fact that she was pregnant, but it was inconvenient to explain the unspeakable past, and she made up a probably convincing reason.
"He works in his hometown, and he is usually very busy."
Whether Aunt Zuo believes it or not, this lie is better than nothing.
"Hey, it's hard for you young people from outside, you're young, you're busy running around for life all day long, it's not easy, don't be afraid, what do you want to eat in the future, tell your aunt, and your aunt will make it for you."
seems to treat her as his daughter, maybe this is the spiritual sustenance.
In the past half a month, she submitted a lot of resumes and interviewed several companies, and the other party was still satisfied with her performance, but in the end, when she said that she was pregnant, she ended with the same sentence: Miss Su, we will notify you immediately if there is news.
It's all excuses.
This child who came at a very bad time hit her physically and mentally, but she did not regret it, and in desperation, she could only retreat to the next best, working as a clerk in a small company with only 20 people and no formal insurance during the day, and working as a waiter in a Western restaurant at night, and it was very late when she came back at night.
Only the rest time, is a rare weekend, generally at this time, she sat down quietly to paint a picture, remember when she was a child, the teacher said that she has a talent for painting, but unfortunately her father obstructed in every way, so it was delayed, and then studied outside, or because I like to paint it, all from self-taught half-hanging, did not think, now pick up can be handy.
Talent is really amazing.
Life goes on like this, step-by-step, routine, boring, a little tired, but very fulfilling, all so that after the child is born, she can have enough ability to take care of him.
Mom and Dad often called, and she only said some of the usual words of peace, and she didn't say a word about the pregnancy, because she couldn't guarantee that before the child was formed, she would not be pulled by the father to click, so she had to wait until the raw rice was really cooked.
The mobile phone number was changed by her, and she completely cut off the contact with Chu Zhen, maybe it was the connection with everything in the past, missed, impulsively, and the rest of the days, she just wanted to live a quiet life.
Occasionally, when I dream back at midnight, I will think of that handsome face, I will think of the affectionate love in every corner, and occasionally I will wet the pillow towel, and I have asked myself if I have any regrets about leaving at the beginning.
What if you don't go?
She could accept Chu Hongyi's rudeness, but she couldn't accept Chu Zhen's vacillation, and that day, they kept talking about the family.