Chapter 194: I don't want to care
He caressed the woman in the photo, he had always thought that he would be with her, have children, and spend the rest of his life, but he just didn't expect it, but in the end it became like this.
"You're going to blame me."
He sighed, and then pressed the picture to his chest.
This is the cinnabar mole in his heart, which comes from eternity and lasts forever.
"How good would it be if you were still alive?"
But he forgot that if Mu Tianqing was still alive, then what would Mu Tianen do, one was a cinnabar mole, and the other was a little cabbage.
One is a collection of thousands of pets, but the other is a yellow leaf that no one wants.
He put the photos in the drawer and closed them, as if he were closing something, but some memories could not be closed.
Even now, he even wants to find some shadows belonging to Mu Tianqing from Mu Tianen's body.
The two sisters used to be nothing different, but now they have a sense of similarity.
It's not like it, but it's like.
But I can't tell where it's like?
Another night, it seemed that everything was silent, but the sound of falling snow outside could still be heard, rustling.
Mu Tianen didn't know if it was because his hearing was damaged in one ear, so in the other ear, he could hear the sounds of snow outside, and Ling Ze's sometimes whispering.
And what he said was......
Fine.
How nice it would be if she was deaf in both ears so that she couldn't hear and she wouldn't hear.
She can't fight for the living, she can't fight for the dead, and what can she fight for, it's so overnight.
She knew that in fact, Mu Tianqing had never left, she was by their side, and she was in front of them.
She is like a curse, even if it is not in the corner of the wall, not in every corner, but it is all in Ling Ze's heart, and in Ling Ze's heart, it is also in her heart.
If you want to forget, you can't forget, you want to remember, but you don't want to remember.
"Sunny ......"
It's this one again
Mu Tianen covered her ears, even if she only had one ear to hear, but this sound was still clearly heard in her ears.
She closed her eyes, but she covered her mouth, in fact, the rest of her life seemed to be accompanied by pain.
She didn't want to care, but she could only care.
opened the drawer, and what was in the drawer was nothing else, it was a photo of Mu Tianqing, there was no dust on the photo, and it was also taken out, she always knew that there was a photo of Mu Tianqing here.
But he never spoke up.
Someone has moved, the last time it came back, but this time it was put head-on.
She knew who moved this photo, there was no second person except Ling Ze, and there was only one Ling Ze in this family, and there was also her.
It's either her or him.
And she never touched it once.
The watch on her wrist vibrate, Mu Tianen hurriedly closed the drawer, and she also resisted the urge to lose Mu Tianqing's photo.
She touched her face and wanted to put a smile on her face, but after trying it I don't know how many times, she realized that sometimes it was difficult to laugh.
The watch on his wrist rang again, and Mu Tianen walked out.
She walked barefoot on the ground, like a fire pit in the north, very warm, and she was used to walking barefoot at this time, and she also walked through every place here.
At first, Ling Ze would say a few words about her, but some people just refused to change their ways, such as a woman like Mu Tianen.
said that he wore it once and kicked it off if he didn't wear it for a few minutes, and then maybe Ling Ze felt that he was playing the piano to the cow, and in the end, he didn't like to talk about her very much.
As a result, the more Mu Tianen let himself go.
Anyway, barefoot is not afraid of shoes, she is a barefoot,
"What's wrong?" Ling Ze stretched out his hand and broke her face, with a sad face, what was the matter?
No, Mu Tianen pulled her hair to her ear, and her hair hung slightly to her ear because of her movements, and she also touched the corner of her eye.
She lowered her eyelashes again, as if she was a little heartless, in fact, she was just waiting, as long as you asked, you asked again, I would say.
But Ling Ze didn't ask.
He will always have less insistence on Mu Tianen.
He put all his insistence on Mu Tianqing, even now, the most insistent part in his heart was given to Mu Tianqing.
I came over and took my temperature. Ling Ze took a thermometer and handed it to Mu Tianen, and then he stretched out his hand and put it on her forehead, in a pair of black eyes, only her was reflected at this time.
Mu Tianen's nose was a little sour suddenly, but she was still pressed back.
"Take your temperature first," Ling Ze touched her hair, they haven't shown any symptoms yet, it should be considered a good thing, and they don't need to take any medicine, but if they have symptoms, maybe their bodies will start to get worse, and of course they will start to be bad.
"No."
Mu Tianen shook his head, life and death are not measured.
"Okay, don't measure."
Ling Ze had no choice but to carry her to the sofa, and the two of them were tired of it for a long time, if it was known, they would have to die of acid.
Mu Tianen pillowed on Ling Ze's lap, as if he had recovered, although he didn't figure it out, he didn't feel as uncomfortable as he did at the beginning.
After all, the person next to Ling Ze now is her.
Such discomfort comes urgently, but it also goes quickly.
She has never been the kind of person who quarrels with others, and there are some things that she would rather hide in her heart and guard alone.
Ling Ze seems to come back a little more every time after his patience is used up, he was ruthless to Mu Tianen at the beginning, where is he now, he was eaten by dogs, right?
He started to coax.
And now this coaxing is almost out of control here.
What should I do if I don't coax, I can't beat it, right?
Then he shook the thermometer in his hand, and he personally helped her take her temperature.
In the past, Mu Tianen had always been very healthy, but now her immunity is much worse, and her body temperature has not been too normal, so that he is worried, is she serious?
And like this, Ling Ze doesn't seem to be able to beat her, after all, she became like this because of him.
"It's almost the New Year."
Ling Ze counted the time, what the Chinese New Year was like last year, they all forgot, but it was just a year, like a thousand mountains and rivers, and it was also ten or eight years apart.
Mu Tianen knew that the New Year was coming.
"Are you going back?"
Mu Tianen asked Ling Ze, Ling Ze had never talked about this issue, why did he mention it today?
"It's going."