I sat alone in the car for a long time, until the chill hit me, and then I went home exhausted. Pushing open the door, there was a faint snoring sound in the room, it seemed that my dad was here too. I have a bitter smile in my heart, and I want you to see the joke.

I wasn't in the mood to wash, so I went straight back to my room to rest. Lying on the bed, I didn't want to move anymore, my fingers just touched the switch of the light in the room, and I pressed it.

If anyone were standing in the distance that night, they would have been attracted by the flickering lights in my room. When decorating the house, I pressed the crystal lamp, which can be dimmed. Press Incandescent once and press Extinguish again. Press the soft light again and press off again. Press the red light again, and then press to extinguish......

Click... Click... Click... Click......

I seemed to be transformed into a machine that could show the papers, mechanically pressing the switch in the room, and the pictures on the walls were all slowed down by the story cropping, some of them were under the moon, exuding a faint fragrance; Some of the wind and rain made the whole house damp; Some have steaming dishes and choking peppers; Some flashed through the fields outside the train window, as if they could feel the wind when they stretched out their hands......

Click... Click... Click... Click......

"Hu Shanshan, I can accept your past, why can't you accept my past? What I can't erase was a part of my life! A person who has no past, what does he take to manage love? ”

I didn't reply to Hu Shanshan on WeChat because I was starting to be afraid, I was afraid that I couldn't give her one-on-one love! I don't know what the girl on the wall means to me, she's getting married, starting a family with another person in another city, and our lives won't cross paths again. But why should I hang her pictures all over the house? What am I doing?

Or as Hu Shanshan said, this wall is the heart! I can't deny my heart.

……

The next day I woke up in the harsh sunlight and glanced at the windswept curtains on the windowsill, and the sun was not impressed by its tenderness. A large expanse of light shone in, and the dust fluttered in the light.

Outside the house, the sound of my mother stir-frying, and my father was talking in the living room. When I dragged my sloppy body past, my dad was startled, and only after half a sound did he come to his senses and ask me when I was back?

My mother only cared about the follow-up development of me and Hu Shanshan, forced my dad to go to the kitchen to finish the unfinished dishes, and caught me asking questions. Later, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I returned the red envelope containing 6666 to her.

"It's all said, it's no fun!"

My mother looked at the red envelope and was stunned for a few seconds, and after a few seconds, she slapped her head and face: "Stinky boy, how old are you?" I haven't had enough of it, have I? When your eldest brother was your age, his son was fighting at school. ”

My dad was much kinder, but only less violent! He walked around the house and said, "I was planning to redecorate the house with your mother just now, and it seems that the money has been saved." ”

"Don't! You give me the money, and I will work hard for the house, and make persistent efforts? ”

My mother scolded, and when she saw the red envelope on the coffee table, she was angry, rolled up her sleeves and came to beat me again.

"I think that girl is interesting to you, and she has gone home with you." My mother shook her head regretfully, and suddenly as if she had thought of something, she leaned into her face and asked, "Shouldn't I come?" ”

"It's the same if you come here or not, we're really just friends," I explained. "But don't come back in the future, if I bring a real girlfriend back one day, I'll be scared by you."

My mom is still struggling with the inopportuneness of her arrival and delaying us. Scratched the back of the grip and asked me if there was really no hope? Chase hard?

I wanted to cry without tears, so I had to find a way to send them back as soon as possible.

In the afternoon, he drove his parents back to his hometown to greet the elders, ate and drank from house to house, and died of drunken dreams. But the good times did not last long, and the eighth unit of the first year started construction, starting the work chapter of the year.

There are a few colleagues in the unit who have a good relationship who know about my run, and after listening to my twists and turns and bizarre experience, they all feel sorry for me and Hu Shanshan, and ask me if I really plan to continue my voyage?

In fact, Hu Shanshan and I have not yet reached the point of irreversibility, but my heart seems to be pressed against a lump that cannot be shaken. I didn't contact Hu Shanshan again until two months later, during the Qingming Festival, my colleague Luo Qian handed me a brochure.

"Wuyuan?" I looked at the colorful brochure in my hand, and I was moved by the golden beauty. What Rao Shi said to Hu Shanshan flashed in his mind: I will come to see Wuyuan rape flowers.

"Are you going?" asked Luo Qian lying in front of the partition, the ballpoint pen in her hand spun in circles quickly.

I shook my head: "We don't necessarily have the same holiday during the Qingming holiday. Forget it! ”

"Phew!" Luo Qian scolded and sat back, disappointed: "I know that if you don't do it, I'll let Zhou Haoran take me there." ”

Luo Qian, Zhou Haoran, and I, the elite small team of the sales department, are also dead friends who have not been broken up for many years. Luo Qian is a hot mother, she lives in a hurry, and she usually thinks of one out of the other. At this time, she wanted to go to Wuyuan, but I couldn't help but be angry when she said that she couldn't move. After a long time she stood up again, stared at me hatefully for a moment, and hurriedly reached out to retrieve the brochure.

Our profession is a bit special, similar to the service industry. Because our customers are oriented to the general public, we are especially busy when others have holidays and weekly holidays. But it's not that we don't have holidays, but they have to be arranged in advance or postponed, and treated as appropriate. I like this model, it's too bad to travel on a holiday!

On March 31, Luo Qian asked me again if I wanted to go to Wuyuan, saying that she and Zhou Haoran were ready. Zhou Haoran drove, and I could go to Wuyuan directly in the car, which is a rare opportunity! I'm a little embarrassed, it's not that I don't want to go, I'll definitely say yes to another place. But Wuyuan is in Rao City, if I really go, I'm afraid that I'm not in the mood to play.

I hesitated and said to Luo Qian: "I will reply to you at night"

Luo Qian was stuffing the document bag into the cabinet, and was surprised when she heard this: "I'll go!" Is this still you? If you go, you won't go, if you don't go, why are you so entangled? ”

"I might have something else to do?"

"What the hell can you do with an old bachelor?" Luo Qian said as if she had thought of something, and suddenly turned her face and asked, "Blind date?" ”

"I also want to go on a blind date, so someone has to introduce me to it!"

"It's not a blind date and there are no customers to see, why don't you go there? Don't dwell on it, it's settled. ”

"Let me think about it again!"

Luo Qian took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her chest, and nodded.

When I got home from work, Luo Qian sent a WeChat message to urge me, saying that I was just traveling, how could I keep up with the law field here? However, she just didn't know that in my eyes, this step was equivalent to entering the Dharma field.

Later, with the stamina of two glasses of red wine, I sent Hu Shanshan the first WeChat message in two months: "Da Shanshan, I'll see you tomorrow and send me the address of your school."

After a long time, Hu Shanshan replied:

"I'm not going to believe it. By the way, I wish you a happy April Fool's Day! ”

"Tomorrow is April Fool's Day!"

"So you're lying to me ahead of time?"

"I'm serious. ' See you tomorrow'"

"You're not really coming, are you?"

"Didn't you see me putting 'see you tomorrow' in quotation marks?"

"Then you have to think about it, I won't have a holiday until the Qingming Festival."

"I know. It's going to your unit."

"What do you want to do?"

"Look at how your teacher-student relationship is, is it like you said, you are the most popular female teacher."