Time flies, and many days have passed in a blink of an eye. It was unexpected. Fortunately, there are still a few months before the start of the third year of high school. This makes Jiang He feel a lot more at ease.

The relationship between them has changed back to the way they were when they first met, but in fact, each of them has changed in essence. Wang Menglai loves to smile, Jiang He can listen to it, Wang Mengling is more generous than before.

Although Wang Menglai is a little indifferent, she has always been a perfect child in the eyes of the adults in the village. Whether it is cooking, housework, farm work, treating people, or dealing with things, she is very good at it, and it gives you a different feeling from other children. So Jiang He took a fancy to her and came to study.

These days, he keeps annoying her to teach herself to do laundry, cook, mop and sweep the floor. After being disgusted by her many times, she finally learned the essence of work, which can be regarded as a slight success.

Taking advantage of the Saturday holiday, he washed all the dusty clothes hanging in her closet, just to get a praise from the "teacher". I want her to be happy before her birthday. After washing the clothes, he didn't bother when he saw that she was still busy in his house, and he was ready to silently do a good thing for her to find out for herself. If I'm really bored, I start playing mobile games, and then I forget about big things while playing.

When Wang Menglai came back, she saw a piece of familiar clothes lying on the ground outside, she silently picked up the branches on the ground, and then sprinted back to the bedroom 100 meters, looking at the river playing games on her stomach.

He was lucky, and the branch he picked up was so thin and brittle that she broke it off as soon as she waved her hand. Then she stiffened in place, her shoulders up and down, trying to calm herself.

Jiang He is still confused about why it happened, and he is now immersed in the happiness of "it is time to be praised". But when I looked out, there was only one clothesline on the clothesline.

He didn't believe it very much, looked at Wang Menglai, blinked his eyes several times in a panic, and then slowly moved away from her, not daring to alarm her. I moved to the balcony and looked down, and finally found the clothes. The mud was on every piece of clothing, and the clothes lay in disarray, as if to say to him, "You are miserable." ”

Looking back, Wang Menglai's death gaze is really terrifying... It seemed that there was a cold chill all over his body, transmitted from his eyes to his heart.

He continued to move slowly, slowly to the top of the stairs, not daring to breathe.

Seeing Wang Menglai's hatred increase exponentially, he ran towards him, and he ran as fast as he could.

If you don't run now, when will you wait?!

On the open road, I saw one person running fast, and the other person never gave up, although he couldn't keep up.

Jiang He didn't dare to underestimate her, so his speed continued to increase, and he took her to run all the roads of the Wangzhuang Group, and said that I was wrong. Until she ran out of anger.

In the past, when she encountered this kind of thing, she always solved the problem first, but this time she wanted to beat someone. Because he's done this too many times. At this time, she felt that 500 years was not enough, and 1,500 years was about the same.

It took ten minutes to walk her before she let him go home. Then she went to clean up the mess. Fortunately, the summer clothes dry quickly, so she won't run out of clothes to wear. The clothes she often wears are all hanging on the wardrobe, and she doesn't often wear many clothes, so in spring, summer, autumn and winter, in exchange for those few pieces.

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And the first thing Jiang He did when he came home was to buy clothes. Because he saw the sweater that Wang Menglai was wearing when he first came. He thought that she would wear that dress that time, but he didn't expect it to be hanging safely in her closet now.

It would be nice if life was always like this, although there were some small fights, but it was also lively, and nothing substantial to ruin the feelings happened. Jiang He will always be such a naughty, pig teammate in her eyes, and Wang Menglai has always been an independent, strong enough person to be independent in his eyes.

In the evening, Jiang Ha admits that he has done something wrong and makes her favorite potato fried shredded pork to apologize, and then accidentally witnesses something that breaks his heart.

Wang Shunye, who had never entered Wang Menglai's door, actually entered, holding a small cake. Not knowing what to expect, he stood outside and waited.

Wang Menglai was first surprised when he saw Wang Shunye coming in, and then asked with a smile: "Dad, is there something wrong?" ”

"Oh, oh, it's fine." He also showed a surprised and heartbroken expression, and looked at Wang Menglai's eyes becoming more and more gentle.

He sat next to Wang Menglai and looked at the test papers and draft books under Wang Menglai's hands, feeling inexplicably sad.

Lovingly stroked her head and said something that made Jianghe and her sad: "No one reminded you that you even forgot your birthday." ”

Wang Menglai felt the sea in his heart stirring, and the waves were surging, but in an instant, tears welled up in his eyes. But Wang Shunye didn't know why, he wiped away the tears from the corners of Wang Menglai's eyes, and said: "Dad has never dared to be too good to you, for fear that Mengling will be jealous, you also know that their mother and daughter have small stomachs, but they are actually quite good." Dad can't give you a warm family, so you can only pay back this debt to Mengling. I don't want her to be like you, you're too sensible, and Dad is distressed. You see, isn't it just a birthday, what to cry about. Dad should. ”

The pain of ten thousand arrows piercing her heart came to her, and she was so painful that she couldn't say a word. In front of him, the strength collapsed in an instant.

can only respond to Wang Shunye with tears.

Jiang He outside the door couldn't help but want to come in, Wang Menglai cried and shook his head at him, which stopped him from pushing the door in.

He couldn't face such a thing.

His biological father remembered his birthday wrongly, and naively thought it was because he was moved to cry for his birthday.

"Dad, I'm sorry for you, for Mengling's sake, I can only let you eat more grievances. Mengling is still young and can't understand your good intentions, but she will definitely understand when she grows up. And your mother, she is a little stingy, but after all, she is also wholeheartedly good for Mengling. It's dad useless and can't give you a complete family. ”

He continued.

Wang Menglai would rather he not say anything, so that the pain in her heart would be much less.

The deep affection in the room seemed to be able to move a lot, and Wang Shunye had a little tears when he watched her cry.

Jiang He felt that no matter how strong and sensible Wang Menglai was, he would never condone Wang Shunye to hurt himself like this, thinking that she would refute it.

But she didn't, she was really too sensible, sensible enough to suppress all the grievances in her heart with all the reasons she could think of.

She smiled, pretending to be really happy that Wang Shunye came to celebrate her birthday, and smiled as if there were brilliant fireworks blooming in the sky. Her smile struck Jiang He's heart.

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This was the deepest arrow he had ever made since he came to City B.

As a bystander, I was so distressed that I was numb when I saw such a thing happening, as if I had been drained of all my strength. Then she is the protagonist, what a tragic shadow. It will stay with her for the rest of her life. Like a nightmare, it locked her heart forever and ever. A void that has to be filled with innumerable, innumerable, innumerable beauty.

Wang Shunye stabbed in every word he said, one by one, and with one knife. No matter what the truth is.

Wang Menglai was sensible enough to use his pain to exchange his inner peace.

The room was terriblely quiet, grief swallowed her, and she couldn't speak, but kept smiling at his words. And smiled so brightly. He couldn't see it, and the river outside the door didn't have the courage to face it.

I don't know what happened later, he was uneasy just by looking at Wang Menglai's crooked tears, resulting in these eyes in his mind and heart. I can't listen to anything more.

He didn't know if Wang Menglai was like this, anyway, he was hiding outside the door now, and he had lost the ability to face tomorrow.

About two or three minutes later, Wang Shunye finally walked out of her room, looking much more relaxed. He hid in the shadows undetected.

He mustered himself a lot of energy before he got up and walked over to her.

All the prejudices against Wang Menglai that have accumulated after knowing him for so many days disappeared in an instant, and it burned a big scar on his heart. This time it's really gone.

Tears were the only heat in this dead room. It falls on the skin and can burn the skin. Falling on the heart can drown happiness.

Jiang He walked in stiffly, Wang Menglai still had that warm smile, but he couldn't suppress his desire to cry. So without waiting for Wang Meng to speak, he ran up first and hugged her tightly.

They all cried, Wang Menglai cried the quietest, she was laughing and crying, Jiang He was crying and pestering her unrelentingly, calling her name. She is so affectionate and gentle to call her name, like the wind in April, like water in spring, as if she is a warm and firm existence.

But she wasn't.

Her heart was broken. When she was in his arms, she was tightly covered, and no one would think she was weak and dissatisfied because of her tears. So she loved the embrace.

"Wang Menglai, Wang Menglai, Wang Menglai, Wang, Wang Menglai, Wang Menglai..."

"Jianghe, thank you." She said.

He prayed, "Wang Menglai, can you stop laughing?" ”

"Jianghe," she gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and explained to him calmly, "There is nothing to be afraid of growing up, what is terrible is that you have no right to choose." Poverty is not the source of all evil, the source of all evil is one's own heart. So don't be afraid to grow up, you can only meet a lot of me when you grow up. ”

"No, you are you, standing here, in the Wangzhuang Group of Qing'an Township, Area E of City B, in front of me and in my heart. There may be many Wang Menglai in the world, but there is only one Wang Menglai standing in front of me now. As if thinking of something again, he continued, "In my arms." ”

He seemed to be very affectionate when he smiled, as if he had caught this Wang Menglai in front of him with just his eyes.

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At this moment, only Wang Menglai can pull his heartstrings again and make him laugh.

"Wang Menglai, you're too tired. I'm tired and get used to it. ”

Wang Menglai was fragile at this time, and his words had already shattered the superficial strength she had poured over the years, so grief came at her like a flood, and a huge wave was about to drown her. Fortunately, the pain she forced herself to forget again and again, Jiang He did not force her to remember it again and again.

All she feared most was someone to comfort her, especially him.

When he said that tired word, all the past was replaying in her mind, and her heart was pressed more and more suffocated. There were two lines of blazing heat on her face that kept sliding down, and they were all proof of the pressure she had been under all these years.

They said she was ignorant,

They said she was selfish,

They say, they say, why do they say?! What they thought was pain made them as sad as she was, but was that the reason for ignoring her pain itself? Could that be a reason for them to reveal her scars again and again?!

Obviously their hearts hurt so much that they were about to faint, and they still had to say that they couldn't enough, saying that it was for love, because of love.

Hehe, because of love.. Because of love..

If you stay in the dark for a long time, even the sight of fireflies will burn your skin.

It was grief and pain that stirred her survival instincts.

It's that she has been stabbed every time she has been from her relatives since she was a child, so now she is not so sad that she can't be more sad. She can also reason with Jiang He:

"I don't dare to say that I'm tired, I'm afraid that if I say I'm tired, I'll really give up. Some things really have to be done from the beginning to the end. No matter how dark this road is, I have to come to the end. Temporarily leaving the abyss of the black hole, in fact, the essence is just to change places and get lost. In the four years I grew up, I saw a lot of cold hearts. ”

"The rivers will always stay for Wang Meng." Jiang He half-knelt down and faced her, Wang Meng could see every drop rolling from his eyes, and he said sincerely and slowly, "I will forever, stay for you." ”

"But Wang Menglai will not want the river to stay, because Wang Menglai is a stable person. It is also because Wang Menglai is a stable person, so you can come to me without any restraints. River, go forward. I'm here forever. Self-willedness is good for individuals, but only growth can allow you to see the wider world. ”

I'm always here because home is here.

I'm the one who can give you a hug when you're tired. Don't expose your scars, don't force you to recall painful pasts, and don't tell others about your pain.

What is positive energy?

That's the power to live.

And negative energy?

It will crush you.

Not everyone can survive healthily with patience and tolerance. So we have to have a choice.