How is it like a dream, in the dream, I am lying in the cold water, the water level overflows the eyes, and I see a faint light through the water marks. What is that? I can't open my eyes a little, and there seem to be some voices in my ears, very soft. Close your eyes and listen carefully, and find that the voice is very familiar, the sound of rustling! The sound of squirming......

Lin Luoluo woke up, the room was dim and dark, the sunlight came in through the cracks in the curtains, and the rays of light fell on the carpet, so quiet. Lin Luoluo looked at the time and got up at 11 o'clock, walked past the dresser and stopped, Lin Luoluo looked at himself in the mirror, his face still had the scars left by that night, but the bruises and purples showed signs of fading, but he could still see that Lin Luoluo walked out of the room with a look away.

"Luo Luo, you're up!" Mother said softly in a different tone than before.

The father sat on the sofa and saw Lin Luoluo come out without saying a word, silently picked up the newspaper in his hand and opened it to read.

How is it so strange!

"Where is this? Be....... Who? ”

"Lolo? You? Mother exclaimed when she heard Lin Luoluo's words.

It's not that Lin Luoluo doesn't know where this is, and it's not that he doesn't know that the people in front of him are his parents, in fact, this sentence is asking himself, asking himself why he is here, and asking who he is. Usually at this time, Lin Luoluo should be at school, she doubts herself, that night is like a dream and it seems to be a real thing, even if she sees her injured face, she still doubts.

"Eat!" His father's indifferent words made Lin Luoluo sober up from his own thinking.

Lin Luoluo looked at the time on the calendar and asked, "What time is today?" ”

"It's the 17th." Mother replied.

Lin Luoluo vaguely remembered that it was the 8th of school that day, so it had been a week since then? Lin Luoluo doesn't remember what happened after he came back on the 8th, maybe he just got up to eat and sleep normally, but he can't remember a single trace of the memory of this period!

"What am I doing at home?"

"Did you forget?"

"I don't really remember."

"If you forget it, forget it, you are not comfortable at home and have been resting for a week, my teacher and I have already taken leave, it doesn't matter if you go to school in a few days." Mother's calm words made Lin Luoluo a little uncomfortable.

After eating, I thought that I hadn't seen my phone since I got up, "Mom, have you seen my phone!" ”

The mother was stunned for a while, took out the mobile phone from the cabinet and handed it to Lin Luoluo, perhaps the mother was afraid that Lin Luoluo's calm state would be broken by the concern sent by classmates in the mobile phone.

Lin Luoluo took the mobile phone and went back to the room, sitting on the edge of the bed and reading the contents of the mobile phone, the small group did not have any information, but the four of them sent a lot of private messages.

After a few casual glances, Lin Luoluo turned off his mobile phone, and Lin Luoluo, who was lying on the bed with a blank mind, slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep deeply.

"Let's take a few pictures!"

"Why are you collecting loot? Hahaha"

"What do you think?"

"Hahaha, it's cool! Especially her begging look, not to mention how much she feels. ”

"High school girls are really different from wild people outside."

Lin Luoluo saw a dim alley flashing a point of light, and when he got closer, he heard the conversation between the two boys in the alley, there was a girl lying on the ground with messy clothes and no pants, and after the two boys took a photo and left, Lin Luoluo stepped forward to ask if the girl was okay, but he was stunned to find that the person lying on the ground was indeed Lin Luoluo himself.

Lin Luoluo, who woke up again, wiped the sweat from his forehead and turned over, unwilling to fall asleep again.

When the night fell, seeing the sun gradually leaving, there was no sound in the house, and the conversation of his parents could be heard outside the door, from light to loud, Lin Luoluo wanted to stay quietly.

"What do you say, I don't know yet? What kind of attitude do you have, what did she do wrong? Mother's choked voice.

"What to do in the future! What a shame to say! If I hadn't stopped you, would you have gone to the police that day? Where do I put my old face? When the time comes, the people in the community before and after the police station will know what happened to our family, you are afraid that others will not know, right? The father, who had never spoken like this, seemed to be yelling at the top of his throat at this moment.

"Are you afraid that your daughter won't be able to hear? What kind of father are you like this, the father of the family knew that his daughter was bullied and rushed over a long time ago, what about you? What are you doing? Loser! With the sound of the bowl falling to the ground, the voice stopped.

In the conversation that followed, Lin Luoluo consciously chose to forget, and the ping-pong voice outside the room seemed to mock his father's incompetence, his mother's distress, and Lin Luoluo's evasion.

The feeling of loneliness hammered his heart and ached, and that kind of pain made Lin Luoluo really feel that he was still alive. The feeling of physical and mental oppression made Lin Luoluo uncomfortable no matter how he lay down, so he turned over and took out the headphones from the side of the bed and put them on.

It's not so much that my father doesn't think about himself, but that he is ignorant and easily believes that he is loved. Lin Luoluo really hated his father for not fighting for himself, maybe he thought that his father had his own hardships, after all, many colleagues in his father's unit before and after the community would be embarrassed if this matter spread. Lin Luoluo thought about it but laughed out loud, that kind of cynical laughter, piercing his eardrums and piercing the nerves of the tear glands.

In school—

"Shall we go and find Lolo after school?" Qi Yujiu said to Li Ya and Shen Chanjuan.

"To her house?" Riya asked.

"Well, she's at home, let's go out and find her."

"Wouldn't it be bad for us to do this? Luo Luo didn't reply to the messages I sent, so it doesn't seem good to go straight to the past. Shen Chanjuan replied.

Jiang Zhijing sat in the back and listened and didn't answer a word, flipping the mobile phone in his hand, Jiang Zhijing was not playing games during this time, and he was afraid that the text message sent by Lin Luoluo would be missed when he held the mobile phone all the time.

Because of Shen Chanjuan's words, Qi Yujiu was silent, she knew that it was very bad to go to Lin Luoluo so rashly, but her worried mood overwhelmed her rational nerves again and again, and every time she thought of Lin Luoluo's state that night, Qi Yujiu felt distressed, distressed and afraid.

No one had a good time during this time, everyone was going through the most painful period, I thought that Lin Luoluo might take half a month off and go back to school, and Lin Luoluo didn't come back to class until a week after the midterm exam. When the uninformed classmates asked how he was doing, Lin Luoluo had to laugh as usual and explain that he was in good health, and that kind of Lin Luoluo made Jiang Zhijing feel in a trance for a moment.

When you say that your affairs will affect the hearts of the people around you, the easiest way is to control your expressions; You say that you will become less and less like yourself, and even forget your original intention over time; You said you'd drop everything and start over, but I'm really sorry, it's so difficult! The goldfish, which was like a detached from water, opened its mouth and inhaled, slowly stopped its heartbeat, and the pupils that were gradually losing their light began to spread, and everything was over!