The days of training are leisurely and comfortable for Wang Yan, but unfortunately it is only one month, which is too short. The only constraint on the class here is that every day there is a female teacher with a roll call book. Sometimes it's just in the afternoon, and sometimes it's both in the morning and in the afternoon. If you don't show up, you will be recorded, and if you don't show up, you will be expelled more than twice. The result of the dismissal is something that none of the students here want to see. Everyone came here to study because they needed a certificate of qualification, and they were dismissed, first of all, they were embarrassed, and secondly, they heard that they would be deducted money. The salary is just that, the training is a few hundred less than the usual salary, and then the money is deducted, there is not much left, everyone has to live, pointing to the salary to live. Under the strict management here, there are very few people who do not come. But there are also a few people who violate this rule, and the eldest brother who is seated next to Wang Yan did not come today. Wang Yan lit a piece of wax for this big brother in her heart.

Since Wang Yan took classes here, she had a good impression of this eldest brother, polite, and sweet-mouthed. The facial features are delicate but not feminine, and the white face is handsome. He Peng's appearance is two types, but it happens to be the appearance that he doesn't hate, and his age looks about the same as Brother Peng.

Wang Yan hates the man with a pair of peach blossom eyes, there is no reason to hate it, my cousin said that he has such a preference because of the shadow left in his heart when he watched the gourd baby when he was a child, and he couldn't figure out what the piglet's mind was thinking, but he never denied such a reason.

The eldest brother's colleague and the teacher who named him explained the reason why the eldest brother did not come. After the divorce, the child returned to the father, and the child's mother was in the field. The child suddenly had a high fever and was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night, where he took care of the child and had no time to study.

The colleague was afraid that the teacher who named him would not believe it, so he deliberately called the eldest brother on WeChat, and the eldest brother told the teacher in the video why he did not come, telling the teacher that he was now waiting in line to pay the fee, and the child's fever had not subsided, and asked the teacher to give him two days off.

The law was broken by true feelings, and the named teacher agreed to the eldest brother's leave. He was not dismissed.

Wang Yan, who has nothing to do, exerts her lame reasoning ability, looks for memories about the eldest brother in her memory, and tries to string together a story, always looking at her mobile phone is very tiring, and it is not good for her eyes.

This kind of concatenation is similar to conjunctions to form sentences, and I used to play with my mother when I was a child. Wang Yan suddenly realized a fact that had existed in her life for a long time, and there were many more memories about her mother than her father. When I am sick, I will always be by my mother's side, and my father will not give up his sleep even if he is at home at that time. Compared to my father, this big brother is a good father.

On the afternoon of the first day of the report, the teacher talked about something on the podium, and when it was mentioned that he failed the exam, he would be deducted money when he returned to the unit. The eldest brother said to himself; "Just more than 2,000 wages, deduct it."

"That's very little." I said what was in my heart, but unfortunately the eldest brother heard it. Rhetorical question; "How much do you earn a month?"

"I haven't been paid yet. I asked my colleagues around me, and they were at least more than 3,000. ”

"You're from an oil plant."

"Ahh

"I'm from the group, and our unit is pretty good. Some teams earn 800 yuan a month. Winter also did not live. Just wait for the spring flowers to bloom. You work in an oil production plant, you have to cherish it, it's a good place. ”

"Oh"

"You have to believe what I say, it's a good place. If I work in an oil production plant, I won't end up like this. ”

Looking back at that time, I thought that this eldest brother and my father had the same opinion.

This plot can be summed up as a bad unit and low income.

One day, he took out a photo of a woman on his mobile phone and looked at it with his colleague, and told his colleague that it was introduced by his mother's friend and was the object of his blind date at night. I was curious, I went to look at the photos in his phone, and he noticed it. He said, "Children have never seen the world, don't mess around." ”

"I'm not a child, I'm in my twenties."

"I'm all four, and I'm still a child compared to you."

"Oh."

This boils down to the fact that the mother is in a hurry when he is a single young man.

And today's thing, single dad. Alone to take care of the children.

To sum up here, the life of ordinary little people is sad, and they are really idle. I felt particularly bored and chose to pause.

Two days later, the eldest brother came to class, and he was very unhappy with the colleague who helped him ask for leave, and said to him, don't talk nonsense about his private affairs.

The colleague replied that he was not talking nonsense, and that what he said was the truth. Wang Yan pretended to play with her mobile phone and pricked up her ears to listen to their conversation.

The eldest brother was depressed for a while after hearing this, and then spoke; "I'm very useless, very incompetent. If you have the ability, this family will be very complete. ”

"The life you want is different, and that's what it is destined to be. I don't have the ability, and I don't even have money for my children. ”

"I have children, and as they grow up, they have more troubles. It's good to not have children, it's trouble-free. ”

Their voices disappear, the conversation ends, and you can hear that the eldest brother has a story, and you can also guess the general content of the story. Wang Yan didn't want to explore, and understood that this story was the sadness of a person. Sadness has always been disliked by himself, and as long as he encounters it, he will choose to give up.

My mother once received a sentence, "Divorce hurts the most is the child, and the child is the crystallization of love and the legitimate product of marriage." It is also a vassal of a broken marriage, some of which are fought over and some are abandoned. "The eldest brother should be a good father, and the child should be loved and happy.

Wang Yan sighed in her heart for the jump of thinking, dragging her chin and pretending to listen to the teacher's lecture, thinking about the joys and sorrows of the past.

Since I was a child, I liked joy and consummation, and I would often read fairy tales. My cousin sometimes made fun of it and told her about the changed fairy tale.

After Cinderella and the prince got married, they found that their values were not in harmony and divorced, and they also fought in court because of property issues.

The remaining children of Snow White and the prince were stolen by the queen and thrown into an orphanage. The two blame each other because of the child, love turns into hatred, and lovers become enemies.

And so on and so forth.

I don't like tragedies and complicated plots, I criticize the works of the great writer Shakespeare that my cousin likes, and I know that I can't say much, and I want to pick bones in front of my cousin, but I dug a hole and jumped into it myself. Now that I think about it, I was stupid at that time, and I read the original version in order to find mistakes, and if I couldn't read it, I looked up the dictionary, or asked my mother. My mother and uncle connived at my behavior, and at that time I thought that the teacher did not make a small report. It wasn't until I fell into the pit I dug that I suddenly realized. The result of being stupid is reflected in the English score, which is not studied too hard, and the score is always very high.

Just like the absurdity of youth, many abilities are created. The willfulness of that big brother has created the life that is present.

The snow was flying outside the window, and after many years, I saw the snow again, which was very kind. Look at the road surface, bright black. Above zero 2 degrees today. The snow will not be left, and I will be buried in the bottom of my heart a small disappointment.