Heartbeat Chapter 21
At the beginning of the evening self-study, Luo Luo looked at the rare teenager next to him who was sitting and playing games with his head down instead of sleeping, and remembered that he had forgotten that he had forgotten the other protagonist of this false news - Gu Yiqing! Cautiously peeked at him a few times, it didn't seem to be abnormal, his expression was still faint, and he seemed to be a little more impatient. It's just that a person like Gu Yiqing, who sleeps on his stomach every day, can he hear this gossip? I guess he didn't know it yet.
Thinking of this, Luo Luo's original embarrassment disappeared without a trace, and his mood brightened, but not long after he was brilliant, looking at Gu Yiqing's still lazy appearance, he didn't mean to open the book at all, and he felt that he seemed to be happy too early.
"Student Gu, this is a classroom, we are here to study, not to play with mobile phones!"
"Then what are you doing with the teacher?" Gu Yiqing took the time to raise his head, gave Luo Luo a look, and motioned for her to look at the podium.
Luo Luo was speechless and looked at the head teacher who was holding his mobile phone, sitting on the podium and playing seriously with his head down, without distractions~ "Uh...... We are students, and the main task of students is to study, and besides, now is the time for mutual aid, and we can help each other to learn! ”
Luo Luo planned to move with affection, and persuaded Gu Yiqing to put down his mobile phone to study, after all, the teacher handed over people to her, and she couldn't let it go. It's just that when he saw that Gu Yiqing didn't even raise his head, still playing the game with an expressionless face, as if he was out of the matter and had nothing to do with him, Luo Luo couldn't hold back, "Gu Yiqing!" Have you listened to me? ”
Hearing Luo Luo's slightly angry voice, Gu Yiqing raised his head, looked at Luo Luo with a tense face in front of him, and recalled all the previous things in his mind, what about the praise, what about the results, and in the end, it was not ...... Gu Yiqing didn't want to continue thinking about it, a strong sense of irritability and displeasure suppressed him, he closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, and when he opened his eyes, his eyes were full of coldness and darkness, like a black hole, sucking everything in, leaving nothing behind.
"Charolo, don't mind my business. I don't need to study anything. After speaking, as if he was afraid that his tone would frighten the person in front of him, he got up and walked out quickly.
Luo Luo looked at his thin back in a daze, and those dark eyes full of ice flashed in his mind, feeling that Gu Yiqing was very strange and fragile, so fragile that it made people feel distressed. She suddenly remembered what he had said to the girl when he was in the park, and he had laughed at himself at the door of his house saying that he was an insignificant person, and his expression was the same as when he left just now, there was a kind of fragility and helplessness of the injured trapped beast struggling to survive, why would he act indifferent and indifferent to everything? Why does he feel like an inconsequential person? What is he running away from?
After thinking about it, Luo Luo raised his head and wanted to talk to the head teacher, but he saw the head of the class looking at Gu Yiqing's back leisurely as he left, and only then did he turn around when he found Luo Luo's gaze, nodded lightly, and signaled that she could go out. Luo Luo, who had been approved, slowly sneaked out, stood outside the door, looked at the dark sky, and remembered the look that the class leader looked at Gu Yiqing. followed the direction Gu Yiqing left, thinking about it as he walked, but he didn't understand the meaning, but his thoughts stopped when he saw the back of the young man by the small lake.
"So it's not easy for you to be here, but I can really find you!" Lolo approached him and sat down beside him.
"You...... You want me to go back, right? Gu Yiqing looked at Luo Luo in front of him as if nothing had happened, even his smile was still bright, his heart suddenly calmed down, irritability and displeasure withdrew with her approaching, just now I was worried that she would stay away from him because of this, and because of this, the uneasiness of letting the light that he finally saw disappear was so depressed that he was about to suffocate, but fortunately she came.
"Uh...... It stands to reason that this should be the case. But don't you want to learn? It's useless to call you back now! Luo Luo looked at the calm lake, and his tone was light, without his usual babbling.
For a while, both of them were silent, there was no one by the lake at the moment, everyone was studying on their own at night, only a few street lamps illuminated the lake, and under the light, moths or unknown insects were intertwined with each other and flying around, probably to render the atmosphere that the two were too calm at this time, even the breeze no longer blew the flowers and grass, everything seemed to be still. Suddenly, the girl's soft voice broke the calm, not only the environment, but also Gu Yiqing's heart.
"Gu Yiqing, I don't want to mind your affairs, I just don't want to give up on you, obviously you can be so good, why do teachers and schools say that you don't need to care, you are also a very important part of the class! Can you and don't give up? ”
Gu Yiqing listened quietly, but his heart was confused, a long, long time ago, someone said to him, no matter what happens in the future, don't give up on yourself, said that he is her most important person, whether he is good or not, said that he is the best...... But those things have been for a long, long time, so long that he has forgotten in some corner. There was a long silence before he heard his own voice, "I'm sorry. ”
"Hmm...... I don't know what happened to you before, but I believe that it should be a memory that makes you not very happy, since this is the case, then you might as well start now, forget the past, and do a good job of Gu Yiqing in the present. I don't care what your past is, I only care about your present, I'm not interested in your past, and I promise not to ask, let me help you now, okay? I'm sure you can get better! Looking at Luo Luo, who had a bright light in his eyes, shining brighter than those street lamps, and was looking at him expectantly, Gu Yiqing felt like a moth under those lights, greedily accepting her light, if he didn't agree to her, her light might disappear. He tapped his head uncontrollably,
"Okay."
After that, the two did not go back to the classroom, and chose to be quiet with each other, quietly listening to the sound of the wind stirring the flowers and plants, and enjoying the unusually beautiful scenery tonight.
That night is one of the indelible memories in Gu Yiqing's life, and in the future, when he is alone, he will always think of the starry sky that day, the wind and insects of that day, and the girl who has been stationed in his heart for a lifetime......
But the next day, everything was a new life, and the gossip between Luo Luo and Gu Yiqing did not circulate for long, after all, from last night, everyone agreed that Gu Yiqing obviously rejected Xia Luoluo, and the story that ended in tragedy often does not make people interested for too long, on the contrary, the news that Ban Hualin Ke has always appeared in front of the new male god intentionally or unintentionally and without anything in the past few days quickly replaced Luo Luo's old gossip and topped the gossip list.
This thing is also peculiar to say, the Qinggao Banhua that ordinary people want to approach has come to Gu Yiqing again and again, even if a man is not moved, at least he has a good impression, not like Gu Yiqing, sleeping on his stomach and pretending not to hear it, or he is tired of hearing it and just throws his face and leaves, and he never says superfluous nonsense, the most he says is: "Get out of the way." Excuse me. Well. "This level of coldness, it's... It's amazing! Luo Luo said that the little goblin who usually surrounds the squad leader has finally come to treat him! Merely...... Gu Yiqing is not like such a personless person, he always feels that they have known each other before, and the festival is not small, otherwise it is impossible for Gu Yiqing to stab someone to death every time the ice ballast on his face!
Although he was curious about what Gu Yiqing had to do with Lin Ke, Luo Luo felt that since he had promised him to come again, it would be better not to let him reminisce about the past. But if you think so, the truth seems to be competing with her, and the more you don't want to know, the more it will be sent in front of you, such as now......
Luo Luo originally wanted to find a quiet place to memorize the words after class, but not long after he came, he saw Gu Yiqing coming over, followed by Lin Ke, who was chasing after him breathlessly, and said as he ran: "Yi Qing, how long do you want to escape?" Are you going to ignore me for the rest of your life? Why can't we have a good talk? ”
It seems a bit unkind to eavesdrop on other people's words, but now you should listen to what you shouldn't listen to, it seems that you have listened to it, if you go out at this time, I'm afraid you will be embarrassed to death! Luo Luo hesitated, and then heard Lin Ke speak again: "How good we were before, are we really unable to go back now?" But that incident has nothing to do with me, Yi Qing, can you not do this, it's been so long, can't you forgive us? ”
Lin Ke's delicate voice with a crying voice made Luo Luo admire again, no wonder it was Banhua, this little white flower skill was full. Who said that a long time can erase the past of your mistakes, funny, then I will slap you, and apologize after ten years to seek your forgiveness.
"I'll just say it once, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, Lin Ke, don't dangle in front of me, and Ji Yixuan, your appearance will only make me feel bored." Gu Yiqing's tone was cold, as if he was trying his best to endure some emotion, and after speaking, he turned around, leaving only an indifferent back to Lin Ke, and what he said just now surprised Luo Luo, why did he still have something to do with the squad leader?
Lin Ke's face turned white all of a sudden, like a fragile glass doll, it seemed that the wind could blow her down. "Yi Qing, can't that incident be let him pass? We're still the same as before. ”
"Heh, how can you get by?" Gu Yiqing didn't even give Lin Ke a look, just looked coldly into the distance.
"That'...... So why does Charolo ...... Why can she? Lin Ke suddenly choked up and spoke, his tone seemed to be sad, and it seemed to contain something. And Luo Luo was named by the party when he eavesdropped on it, and his heart trembled weakly, and the leaves below made a faint sound, Luo Luo was so frightened that he didn't dare to come out, and he almost stopped breathing.
When she was almost out of breath, she heard Lin Ke crying and saying, "You are not the Gu Yiqing I know!" Then he ran out. She secretly poked her head out to take a look, and saw that Gu Yiqing was still standing there, his expression indifferent, and there was an aura of indifference on his body. After weighing it again, she still chose to continue to hide, if she went out now, it would be difficult to explain, and second, Gu Yiqing was obviously in a bad mood now, and she didn't want to run out and hit the muzzle. It's just that what did Gu Yiqing say just now? In the process of being nervous to death, I didn't hear anything, only the last sentence "You are no longer the Gu Yiqing I know", what does this mean, they really knew each other before? Merely......
Luo Luo felt that at this time, if Lin Ke shouted again, "You are a negative man who kills a thousand knives, I won't let you go if I am a ghost!" It can be called a classic plot of a bloody drama plus an idol drama and a horror movie. Hahahahaha......
"Is it still pleasant to eavesdrop?"
"It's okay, it's okay, it's not much" When Luo Luo had a whim and played a trick, a cool voice suddenly came from behind, and Luo Luo suddenly felt that he was going to be cold. "Ahem, hello! What a coincidence, I actually met you here, hahaha, I'm here to concentrate on memorizing words! Guaranteed not to hear anything!! Luo Luo raised his voice to promise, but he didn't know that this scene was the legendary "three hundred taels of silver here".
"That's it~ Then you're really focused." Gu Yiqing cooperated with a certain Luo's clumsy performance with a smile, and the dark clouds that were pressing on his heart just now suddenly decreased a lot. He himself didn't understand this phenomenon very well, as if every time he talked to this girl, he always felt a lot easier. His attention didn't stay on Lin Ke just now, and the faint voice naturally floated to his ears, and he didn't think much about it at first, but when he saw the familiar figure that he paid attention to every day, intentionally or unintentionally, he panicked, his past, is she going to know? So he ended the conversation in the most indifferent language, hoping only not to let her know too much, otherwise...... It's just that she doesn't seem to be curious, suspicious, or isolated, just as stupid and confused as usual.
"Hmm...... I... I'll admit that I did eavesdrop on your conversation, but I promise I didn't hear it all, just a few words, and I'm so nervous for the rest of the day that I don't have time to eavesdrop. Luo Luo still decided to confess and resist strictly, after all, he was directly "caught and raped".
“…… And then what? Gu Yiqing said in a light tone, as if it had nothing to do with him.
Luo Luo paused slightly, he, not angry?! "Aren't you angry?"
"This is your freedom, choose what to listen to, choose what to see, choose who to contact with......" Gu Yiqing said calmly, but there was a confusion in his tone, Luo Luo suddenly had a feeling that he was afraid!
"Hmmm! If only you weren't angry! Let's go back to class together! Luo Luo said with a smile.
But Gu Yiqing looked at her still bright smile in surprise, and asked suspiciously, "You... Not curious, don't ask me about"
"Gu Yiqing, I said, I'm not interested in your past, I only see and only know you now, the past has long passed, people will always change, there is no need to dig into these imaginary things." Luo Luo was still smiling, as if he wanted to use laughter to drive away the panic in the young man's heart, "Besides, your past was unpleasant, and now I ask you, isn't it like tearing open your healing scars?" It's too cruel for me to want. ”
Gu Yiqing only had the gentle voice of the girl in front of him in his mind, which seemed soft, but it contained a sense of strength and resilience, which dispelled the fear and escape that he had been afraid of others knowing him for so long, and also broke open the door of his long-closed heart. At that moment, he was thinking, how long can this person accompany me, anyway, I want to stay by her side, for the rest of my life.