Chapter 49: The Blue Rose and the Sun
"Sun, long time no see." The director of a variety show suddenly greeted Tian Xiaoxiao.
"You ......" Tian Xiaoxiao looked confused, this should be someone Sun knew before, "Long time no see." ”
"I'll add you to WeChat." The director is very familiar with the WeChat QR code, "I haven't seen you for so many years, and you are still so beautiful." ”
Tian Xiaoxiao added WeChat and found that the director's name was Su Lan.
Tian Xiaoxiao never thought that she would get into trouble with Peach Blossom again, the other party was called Su Lan and thought she was Sun, but Tian Xiaoxiao's current stage name is Sun.
Tian Xiaoxiao remembered Sun's diary and found traces about Su Lan:
There is a young boy in Sun's memory, he said: "I like the Sun you, Sun" (I like you like the sun, Sun) In the long four years of college, Sun remembers not many people, but Sun will not forget the sun like him.
The world is so big, there are so many people, you remember a teenager once said to you in English that is not fluent: You are my sun. He never compromised, and he was paranoid about you as the sun and the world.
Spring goes to autumn, and it seems to be back to the four years of college with you. Strange and familiar faces, intertwined with the sadness of the lovers, who had passed a hurry ten years when they saw each other again. "Is that you?" Sun's face was covered with an imperceptible mist, she had never imagined that she would meet the boy who haunted her in such an appearance.
"Sun, how are you all these years?"
"What's not good? Who is this? Sun looked at Su Bin's other person, "Your girlfriend, right?" ”
"Yes." He generously admitted it, and he looked at Sun's face seriously, Sun was the only woman he loved in this world. The bluebird can stay in the sky forever, but never forget its fish.
"I didn't expect to meet you in France, it's really fate......" Sun smiled heartily, Su Bin's vision was good. Big eyes, melon seed face, half-moon eyebrows...... That girl is better than her and can give Su Bin the happiness she wants. "For you......" Sun handed seven of the most beautiful of the blue roses in his bouquet to the girl beside Su Bin. Su Bin stared at the blue rose, which was Sun's favorite flower, and Su Bin knew the meaning of the seven blue roses. Meaning – endless blessings.
Blessing? Is this the end of it? Su Bin didn't believe it. "Thank you for your kindness, I didn't expect you to forget everything......" he sneered, and sure enough, feelings were not credible. Sun didn't get angry, but laughed deeper: "What's the matter, isn't seven roses bad, alas, do you like blue roses with that beautiful woman next to you?" ”
"You say me?" The girl pointed to herself, then immediately replied, "I don't like blue roses, blue roses are outdated, I like blue enchantresses." ”
"Outdated? Hehe...... Then I'm getting old. ”
"I ...... I...... No...... That's what it means...... "The girl didn't know what to say, Sun smiled and played a round: "The blue enchantress is also beautiful, isn't it?" The girl nodded hurriedly, the girl didn't know why the woman in front of her loved to laugh so much, could she really be Sun?
Su Wei didn't want Xiao so and Sun to get too close, "Xiao so, it's time to go." The girl named Xiao so was not very happy, and pouted coquettishly, "Brother Huan, don't you...... I'm going to play with my aunt. ”
Aunt? Is she really that old? She shook her head helplessly and watched Su Wei take Xiao so away. Over the long period she began to get used to being alone......
Unconsciously, he has learned to be lonely like Sun, but why is he still afraid of being alone when he sees Sun again? Sun, are you like me?
Do you miss me when you're lonely? The black and white school uniform that was a little small and washed white by me still has the EXO I wrote when I chased the stars and begged you. Do you remember every word in that long, long love letter I wrote to you back then?
The road we walked together was too hard to forget, just a little fast, too fast to finish. Are you getting used to living without me now?
I learned the maturity that I didn't have before, and I also learned the courage to bear loneliness. That's the growth of a big mouth, right?
Do you miss me when you're lonely? Now I'm used to a future without you, and I will never wash off the words you wrote on my school uniform, and I can't wash them off, because it's engraved in my heart.
S.u.n, you know what? It's your name. Girl, you used to be the gentleness I relied on the most. "Xiao So, will you go back to the hotel by yourself? I'm kind of going beforehand. "It's because of that sister, right?" "Huh?" "I can see that you and that sister are truly in love......"
Su Bin thought that he had covered it up well enough, but he was still seen through, and sure enough, he shouldn't act, he wanted to chase after him...... To chase the happiness that I forgot to take away over the years......
I said I want you to be well, you said that the years are not good, you once said that we are not love, at most we are dependent and habitual, so we get used to you, and we have relied on you for so long. The years are quiet, and the end of summer is not young. Thoughts crossed the corners of my eyes, and I really wanted to keep ...... like this Hold you tightly...... Even if there is no future...... He was going to say to Sun that he loved her, and always did.
The seaside in France is lonely, and Sun looked at the diary written by Su Wei and unconsciously began to regret their relationship back then:
I said I want you to be well, you said that the years are not good, you said that we are not love, at most we are dependent and habitual, so get used to you, rely on you for so long. The years are quiet, and the end of summer is not young. Thoughts crossed the corners of my eyes, and I really wanted to keep ...... like this Hold you tightly...... Even if there is no future......
Oh, where are you in the future? Why are only those memories left? Sun's eyes were hazy with tears......
"Can Su Bin not love me so much?" "No, you can't." Sun is 3 years older than Su Bin, Su Wei was 19 and Sun is 22 years old in college, he has just entered his freshman year, and Sun is already a senior.
"I'm sorry I just thought of you as a brother." Sun doesn't want to fall in love with her sister and brother, she doesn't deserve Su Bin's love so much. Su Bin was still young and would meet a better girl than her, and Su Bin had long forgotten about her at that time. The day she rejected Su Bin was a rainy day, and the rain was so heavy that she couldn't see Su Bin clearly, but she didn't know why her heart hurt when she rejected Su Bong.
Sun is the student council president, and Su is the vice president. Su Wei didn't know why he couldn't extricate himself when he first saw Sun in the student union......
He likes girls in white dresses, but Sun always complains that he likes Sadako; He likes girls to tie their balls, and in the end, Sun complained about the hairstyle of middle-aged women; He likes Doraemon, but is always laughed at by Sun as a childish little brother; Obviously, she is only 3 years older than him, but she is always criticized. Obviously, he is only three years younger than her, why should she give in as a matter of course, and finally even give in to her own feelings.
The day I was rejected by Sun was a rainy day, and a drop of water crossed the sky, and one of them was not tears? If not, why is it so salty...... Su Wei didn't expect that the day after Sun rejected him, Sun went to France.
"Sun, let's go......"
"Mom, do you have to go?"
"What's wrong? Don't you want to go to France? That's your favorite blue rose. ”“
But there are also blue roses here, and blue roses are everywhere......."
"Sun, good. The plane waits for no one...... "Goodbye, Su Bin." She left without telling anyone, without saying goodbye. She was dressed differently than before, and that day Sun wore a white dress and combed her ball-hair, which was the type Su Han liked.
In the departure hall, his voice was echoing, word by word...... "Sun...... "The day Sun left, I must not have heard his call, if I heard it, I would have stayed, right?" Because Sun isn't the kind of person who runs away.
“Sun…… I'm scared ......."
"No! Didn't you say yes to play bungee jumping with me? ”
Why was she so brave, but in the end she didn't stay for him?
Spring goes to autumn, the sun sets and rises again, but the sun that rises is not his sun. After graduation, Su Bin went to France, and he was looking forward to seeing the girl named Sun again one day, but he waited and waited and waited, but he still didn't wait...... When he thought he couldn't wait, he waited in a small town......
“Sun…… I miss you......"
"Get out! Dare to lie to me, believe it or not, I will ignore you in the future! ”
"Don't believe it...... Because...... You've been ignoring me for a long time......"
"Su Bin, do you remember what my favorite flower is?"
"Remember, it's a blue rose." Sun hugged Su Yan tightly, "Mm-hmm...... Do you know? You are my blue rose, which is more precious than the purebred blue rose of France, and I have been waiting for you for a whole decade. ”
The lonely sea has one more figure, and it has become no longer lonely.
But the good times didn't last long...... Sun still couldn't be with Su Lan after all, and broke up with an excuse.
Tian Xiaoxiao closed Sun's diary and sorted out the timeline. When Sun was in college, a little milk dog named Su Lan pursued her, but Sun felt that the age difference between them was too great. Sun thought that Su Lan fell in love with a scumbag and even crossed the ocean, and then finally met Su Lan again after many years of returning, but they broke up later.
Tian Xiaoxiao wondered if to tell Su Lan the truth, but what if Su Lan told her about impersonating someone else's name? But the truth still has to be told to that person, and he has the right to know the truth.
Tian Xiaoxiao just clicked on WeChat and sent Su Lan a yes? No one replied for a long time, Tian Xiaoxiao, who was idle and had nothing to do, went to the circle of friends but found that a paparazzi broke the news that Su Lan was beaten.
Tian Xiaoxiao still doesn't want to forget it, then give Su Lan the truth, let Su Lan recover from his injuries first.