The courage of divorce
Eleventh long holiday, work is carried out in a relaxed way, the day shift is over, and there will be a night shift tomorrow. Wang Yan sat down to show the bag to the flowers in the transfer station, and the guy went to buy baked gluten. According to the guy, the food in the cafeteria was too unpalatable, and he had to rely on grilled gluten to satisfy his hunger. Every time I eat on the station, that guy eats the most, such a statement has long lost its convincing power in Wang Yan's cognition, in line with the colleagues in the unit, the relationship is close, and there is no direct interest relationship, Wang Yan did not say it, and let this statement continue until now.
"Wang Yan, you are here, let me find it."
Wang Yan identified the identity of the speaker, looked at the source of the voice, and found that Sister Pan was still followed by a person, and the two of them walked in to see the person's appearance clearly.
"Sister Pan, sister-in-law." I was thinking about the captain's daughter-in-law, and she must be polite when she sees it, and the little ghost can crush people to death.
Pershing spoke; "Wang Yan, the shuttle bus to your house has a stop near the train station."
"Yes." Sister Pan will have a night shift tomorrow, and it is obviously this sister-in-law who is going to the train station. Looking at her unmasked appearance, with Team Li, it is not too much to say that a flower is inserted in cow dung.
"Xiao Pan, don't tell me my whereabouts. Little sister, you have to keep it a secret too. I'm older than you, so you can call me Sister Xu. ”
"Sister-in-law, you are pretending to be tender, after you get married, you will have a child immediately, not much younger than her."
"Yes, after sixteen years of marriage, if you have a child soon, the child will be fifteen years old."
Wang Yan immediately reported her age, "I am twenty-three this year. ”
"Little sister, you're so young, it's good to be young." Sister Xu fell into the fantasy she had created.
"Little sister, you must not say that you see me." Sister Xu is very persistent in this matter, and the weight of her answer has become heavier.
Wang Yan's nerves tightened after hearing this, and his brain worked at high speed to get such an answer, he was inadvertently involved in a big matter, hurry up today, and send this plague god away. Let a sleeping dog lie.
"I'm very tight-mouthed."
Hearing Wang Yan's affirmative answer, Sister Xu's fluctuating emotions calmed down and said to Pershing; "I don't regret my decision, why should I raise a child for someone else with my hard-earned money. Thank you for helping me, thank you for your kindness. ”
"It's a gesture. What are you going to do next? ”
"I've found a lawyer and signed a divorce agreement. I can do nothing but get divorced, get away from here, and take my children to a new life. I have a low education, but I can learn, I have hands and feet, and I can't starve to death if I can work. I spend the money I earn by myself, and I won't be used to raise other people's children. My parents are ready to help me with the baby, and they are full of joy waiting for the arrival of their little life. ”
Wang Yancai noticed that Sister Xu was wearing a long skirt to cleverly cover her belly, and the children showed that there was more than one in the belly, and life was really amazing.
"Sister-in-law, you are here, why don't you come out of the stall, I really want to eat the cold noodles you made." The flowers returned, rendering the environment with the red heat outside, and they attracted attention here. The flower's words did not get a response from the main owner, so the flower was in a situation of a small island in the middle of the lake.
Wang Yan was displeased with such attention, and the source of the incident was attacked: "Roasted gluten can't stop your mouth." ”
The situation becomes a connection between the two. Hua Hua looked at Wang Yan in the shape of a kitten pretending to be a tiger and replied: "Little Yanzi is angry, I was wrong, it was my fault for not paying you the package fee, I apologize to you." The grilled gluten at this place tastes good, so why don't you eat some? ”
"I lose weight." Wang Yan kept her mouth shut tightly and dodged the attack of roasted gluten
"Little Swallow is not fat, it's okay to eat something, it won't affect your slim figure."
"The shuttle opens, I'll take the shuttle, goodbye."
After Wang Yan finished speaking, she stood up and looked at the expectant mother who was following her in the car.
Flowers speed up the speed of eating gluten, you can't eat baked gluten on the bus, it's the most correct way to put it all in your stomach, watch the flow of people at the change station disappear, and the flowers follow the last group of people after eating.
Wang Yan sent away the freshly baked plague god, and produced a sense of desolation as a woman, and after listening to Sister Pan tell all the stories during the night shift, this desolation became a respect for the mother-to-be.
Growing up in a patriarchal family, although there is no shortage of food and clothing, the eccentric love of her parents is engraved into her soul. When he grew up, he continued to do business, and he couldn't escape the fate of changing the bride price and marrying his younger brother's daughter-in-law. Marriage to your sweetheart is hard to come, and it is difficult to escape the city's respect for system employees and contempt for rural people. The word Gao Pan is a mountain that pressed on her the moment the two fell in love, and her continuous efforts have not wavered for more than ten years.
She worked hard to be a good wife and daughter-in-law, tried her best to earn money to fill the family, carefully honored her young and widowed mother-in-law, and maintained the relationship between her eldest brother and sister-in-law. In order to save money, I lost the opportunity to be a mother again and again, and earned many times more money than my husband, most of whom went to fill my husband's eldest brother's house, raised children for my eldest brother, and paid medical expenses for my mother-in-law, although my mother-in-law has medical insurance, but medical insurance does not mean that all of them can be reimbursed, and my mother-in-law has a pension of more than 3,000 yuan a month, and I also need my husband and sister-in-law to pay 1,000 yuan a month. During the New Year's holidays and the birthday of the elderly, their family and sister-in-law's family also need to give money and gifts.
Honoring the elderly is a Chinese virtue, she understands. The eldest brother is deaf and mute, and she understands. But all kinds of things in her husband's family made her feel uneven, and this grievance tended to calm down under the nourishment of her husband's love. She worked hard to earn money, and every moment she fantasized about a child who was connected by blood to call her mother, and when she learned that she had a child in her womb, she felt that the whole world was bright, and all forbearance and dedication were worth it, and she happily told her husband the good news, in exchange for which her husband ordered her to go to the hospital to have a baby, on the grounds that the family had no money and to maintain the lie that the husband told his mother that his wife could not have children.
More than ten years of love have long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow and carved into the soul under the blow of sweetness and bitterness. It was a heart-rending and sleepless night, which was a kind of pain that broke her muscles and bones, made her sober, made her lose the motivation to return to that home again, and her heart died for the man she had always loved deeply.
Bruised everywhere, she returned to the home full of male superiority and inferiority, full of childhood injustices, and full of winter ice and snow. Now she has no choice but to come back here. When you get back here, tell your parents and brother how things happened. With the support of her parents and younger brother, she received the bride price money for the property, shop and savings she had obtained over the years, and her father explained that these things had been hidden from her before, fearing that she would sell them to fill her husband's house, and that person's home was a bottomless pit.
Approaching the age of forty, she realized that the lowly daughter in her parents' mouth also had a place in their hearts. The love of her blood relatives gave her strength and encouraged her to pursue a new life. The pain creates an injury that cannot be healed, and the love of her relatives and the flesh and blood in her womb support her courage to face the future.
Divorce became her way of protecting her children. After the divorce, regaining her freedom and living with her children and parents became her vision for the future.