I probably heard it wrong, but in fact, the phone never rang at all. Watermark Advertising TestWatermark Advertising TestSummer Solstice doesn't know why there is such an illusion.

She lay with her back to Wang Ran, and took turns swiping Weibo with her mobile phone. There are constantly new messages coming out on Weibo, as if the whole world is in the palm of your hand, and many groups have been added, and many of them are chatting enthusiastically.

But there's no information about her. No one looked for her, no one left her a message, it was as if she had disappeared from the world.

"You're going to move back after the students are on vacation, right? How much luggage is there? Do you want me to drive to Nanzhou to pick you up? Wang Ran interrupted her inexplicable sadness.

"No, it shouldn't be much. I haven't cleaned it up yet. We'll talk about that then. "You don't have to pack, Xia Zhi also knows how much luggage she will have, she just moved once more than half a year ago, but she doesn't want to say.

Drag it out until the last time to come back and see what to do, Xia Zhi said that she wants to come back in August.

"Nanzhou's summer extracurricular training classes are more popular." She said so, and Wang Ran agreed.

Standing in the waiting area of Nanzhou subway station, waiting for the moment when the subway entered the station, she could hear the screaming sound of the train, and the cool breeze brought by the high-speed operation of the train hit out of the gap in the protective door, so that she could really feel the speed of the city.

It's really fast. It's too fast to be very friendly. But when she really thought of leaving, she was full of reluctance.

Although she also left for Pan Rui. She really loved him at that time. So leaving now can be regarded as loving yourself.

However, does she really love herself?

She looked at her own figure reflected in the protective door, and felt dazed.

There is no subway in Kangzhou, there is no endless struggle to take root, her roots are in Kangzhou. There's her home there. The home she wanted to escape from and the new home that she was about to open her arms to.

She didn't even need to struggle to get the material that she had exhausted all her efforts in Nanzhou. Judging from Liang Lu's values, the result is good, and the process is not so important, the process she has pursued, the kind of positive force.

Don't think about it, why bother yourself, live a good life.

After she finished speaking to herself, she walked out of the subway station with the flow of people.

When she was looking for the key to open the door of the rental house, she heard her mobile phone ringing, she unscrewed the door first, and while entering the house and turning on the light, she kicked the door back with her foot, and fumbled for the mobile phone in her bag.

The words "Su Xiao" flashed on the mobile phone screen.

He hadn't called her for a long time, and it had been nearly four months since the Lantern Festival. She and Wang Ran have been in love for as long as they haven't spoken on the phone. But he sent her greetings on the board, and every time he went to a travel buddy event, he would ask her if she was going.

Of course she hasn't been again, she's too busy.

She pressed the answer button.

"Hey, is it the summer solstice?" What came from the microphone was not Su Xiao's voice.

Xia Zhi's heart moved slightly, and he had a bad premonition. Something can't happen to him, right? She quickly responded, "It's me." ”

"I don't know if you still remember me, I'm Su Xiao's roommate, and I helped you move with him."

"Zhang Linchang." Xia Zhi called out his name, but she really didn't remember his appearance very well.

"I'm sorry to call you"

"What's wrong with Su Xiao?" She asked a little eagerly.

"He's not very good, he's fine, he took a job, he has to work overtime, he goes out to be busy, he doesn't bring his phone. You don't have to worry. Zhang Lin paused slightly, and then said, "But, are you really worried about him?" ”

"What do you mean?" Xia Zhi was asked by him very inexplicably. Since Su Xiao is fine, why did Zhang Linchang call her?

"Don't blame us for being troublesome, we have a good relationship in the whole dormitory."

So, he didn't make this call alone? Are there other roommates next to Su Xiao? Xia Zhi was a little impatient: "What the hell is going on?" ”

There was a pause, as if to discuss something, and she heard a few boys chirping like birdsong for a while.

"Xia Zhi, we all understand that feelings can't be forced, although we both think Su Xiao is very good, but if we don't like it, we don't like it, right? It's just that you can't stop consuming him like this. ”

Xia Zhi opened his mouth wide in shock: "I didn't consume him." "She told him that she had a boyfriend and that she was getting married

"Do you know he's been waiting for you? Why do you want him to wait for you if you don't like him? There are so many girls in the school who like him, he doesn't want it, just waiting for you! It's been a year since we watched him wait like a fool to talk to you on the phone every night! ”

Zhang Linchang's voice gradually increased, and Xia Zhi felt aggrieved: "I didn't let him wait for me!" ”

The other party didn't seem to listen to her, and said vigorously: "I don't know what your situation is, and he won't tell us, maybe you have a better choice, a poor student like him can't get into your eyes."

"But don't use him as a spare tire! Do you know how hurtful you are? He gave up a forest for you! We're going to beg you for him in the whole dorm, okay? You don't like him, you say it, isn't it just a matter of words to you? ”

Xia Zhi felt as if the inside of her trachea was covered with barbs, scattering the inhaled and exhaled air, and she said incoherently: "I didn't say I liked him, and I didn't let him wait for me!" What does he like to do is his own business, and what does it matter to me? ”

"You look down on him, so don't provoke him!"

Xia Zhi was so angry that tears flowed: "I didn't look down on him!" I didn't provoke him either! ”

"That's for the best. We don't mean anything else, we just can't bear to look at him like that, you can make it clear to him, we"

Xia Zhi hung up the phone without listening to him.

She threw herself on the bed, buried her face in the pillow and cried, and in a moment the pillow was wet.

Weirdos, a bunch of weirdos! She didn't do anything wrong, so why should they blame her? She said what she should have said

Su Xiao, you bastard!

She yelled at him in her head, but to no avail.

Did she hurt him? Do you dare to love him for being a porcelain doll? No wonder a confession can make him autistic for two years, no wonder he doesn't dare to find a girlfriend, he is so fragile and sensitive, can he buckle the pot on her back?

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and she cried for a long time, unable to even eat, and fell asleep hungry when she was tired of crying. When I got up to work the next day, my eyelids were also swollen, so I had to apply a cold towel for a while and cover them with some concealer.

In the last few days of the term, the school was like a war, the sound of students reading aloud in class, the knowledge points picked out one by one in the textbooks at the teaching and research meeting, and the nervous phone calls from parents all made Xia Zhi smell the smell of gunsmoke.

During recess or during the recess, the phone rang, and it was either a parent's call or a leader looking for her. She always instinctively pressed the answer button first and then looked at the name of the caller displayed on the screen.

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, after the students got out of school, she inadvertently picked up Su Xiao's call when she was in the classroom.

After seeing that it was his name, she immediately hung up. She didn't know if it was him who called this time, and even if it was, she didn't want to answer.