"Big brother! Blame me for not taking good care of Yu Jiu. Qi Yujiu's uncle stood by the window and said silently.

Qi Yujiu has stayed at home in the past few days, and has not even stepped out of the room, and the meals are brought in by people, but they have to be brought out completely, Qi Yujiu's uncle is worried that Qi Yujiu's body has problems, so he arranged for the doctor to be on duty at any time.

But in this way, Qi Yujiu did not forget to send a message to Lin Luoluo, although she refused a few video calls, but it still did not make Lin Luoluo suspicious, perhaps after experiencing Lin Luoluo's mood, Qi Yujiu also changed her attitude when she spoke to Lin Luoluo, everything was considered for Lin Luoluo, but Qi Yujiu was always a person who had just had an accident, and her heart could not calm down at all.

Lin Luoluo was bent on going back to accompany Qi Yujiu during the holidays, but Lin Luoluo didn't know that the company when he went back was only for a few days, and he couldn't realize what he wanted to say and do.

Lin Luoluo received the notice that two days after the incident, Uncle Qi Yujiu found Lin Luoluo's phone number through Qi Yujiu's frequent contacts in mobile phone communication, Lin Luoluo was in class at that time and called back after class, and rushed back to Zhengzhou as soon as he knew it, so panicked that even Jiang Zhijing forgot to tell him, and only remembered it after getting in the car.

Qi Yujiu was leaving this world in her own way, the weather was very good that day, Qi Yujiu opened the curtains that had not been opened for nearly a month and walked out of the room, everyone thought that Qi Yujiu was relieved, but in fact it was not. Qi Yujiu ate breakfast and went out to buy something, and she saw everyone with a smile on her face. But as everyone knows, that day is indeed the last time everyone will see, Qi Yujiu carefully washed her body, put on clean clothes, and even changed her bed sheets and sheets: "I won't lie down again in the future!" ”。

Lin Luoluo only received a simple message from Qi Yujiu that day: "I miss you so much, you have to know that I really love you!" At that moment, Lin Luoluo just felt that Qi Yujiu was sensational, and he didn't think too much, he looked at his phone and replied with a smile: "Me too." ”。

"Where are you?" Jiang Zhijing asked anxiously on the phone.

"I'm in the car, I'm sorry, I forgot to say it."

"I'm the bus behind you, and I'll be there when you go first."

"Good! Be careful on the road. ”

"You too!" Jiang Zhijing didn't say too much, because he knew that in such a situation, no matter how many words he had, it would only be pale.

Lin Luoluo's mind was blank when he leaned on the car, and those memories were injected into his head like a flood, repeating them over and over again, as if they were not true, Lin Luoluo thought to himself, maybe it was just a dream he had now! This dream is just a little more real, but even if he comforts himself like this, Lin Luoluo's tears still fall uncontrollably, and everyone says that silent crying is the biggest sadness.

Lin Luoluo was stunned all the way, until he arrived at the station and was about to sit at the head of the station without being reminded. The wind was a little cool in the evening, and Lin Luoluo pulled his coat and walked towards the exit.

Lin Luoluo saw a row of wreaths at the mouth of the alley before he walked to Uncle Qi Yujiu's house, Lin Luoluo never accepted that these cold wreaths were for the sake of sacrificing the friend who grew up with him, for a moment Lin Luoluo wanted to step forward and tear off these white and dazzling wreaths, but she didn't do it! Lin Luoluo slowly walked into the alley all the way, there were not many people in the alley, but Lin Luoluo still recognized Qi Yujiu's uncle at a glance.

"You're here!" Uncle Qi Yujiu was tired, after all, Qi Yujiu was the person he loved the most.

"Uncle!" Lin Luoluo could feel how hoarse his voice was, and Uncle Qi Yujiu nodded and went to greet the guests.

The door of the house is open, and a photo of Qi Yujiu is placed in the center of the living room, which is still a photo of Qi Yujiu when she was in high school! Lin Luoluo looked at the photo and was fascinated, as if he hadn't seen Qi Yujiu's smile like this since he went to college. Lin Luoluo slowly approached, and heard them say that Qi Yujiu's body had been sent to the funeral home.

"Why, exactly?" Lin Luoluo muttered to himself.

"That....... Are you called Lolo? The maid at home walked in and asked in a low voice, and Lin Luoluo nodded.

"Then please come with me." The servant led Lin Luoluo upstairs, and the innermost part of the corridor was Qi Yujiu's room.

"Can I go in?" Lin Luoluo looked at the servant and asked.

"Yes, Miss Qi told Mr. Qi before she left that only people named Luo Luo can enter this room, at first Mr. Qi didn't know the intention of Miss Qi's words, and it wasn't until after Miss Qi left that Mr. Qi remembered, he asked me to remember to bring you, Mr. Qi has a lot of guests these days, and he should have forgotten about it."

As soon as Lin Luoluo's door opened, a burst of fragrance wafted in, it was the smell of Qi Yujiu's body, Lin Luoluo's eyes were wet, his steps were so heavy, it was not that he didn't dare to enter the room, but there was Qi Yujiu's breath everywhere.

The things on the cabinet and the desk were placed very neatly, Lin Luoluo couldn't bear to disturb it, just looked around, and there was Qi Yujiu's mobile phone next to the bed, Lin Luoluo thought about it for a while and picked it up.

The phone has no power and automatically shuts down the moment it is unlocked, Lin Luoluo opened the drawer to find the charger but saw the bracelet in the drawer, is this the broken bracelet that Qi Yujiu said! Lin Luoluo picked it up and looked at it, looking at the broken mouth, Lin Luoluo seemed to react to the "roommate" that Qi Yujiu said at that time, could it be that it was cut by a roommate? Thinking like this, Lin Luoluo rummaged through the drawer again in order to confirm it, and sure enough, he turned out the American-style saber, Lin Luoluo looked at the dried blood stains left on the knife, Lin Luoluo thought it was Qi Yujiu's self-mutilating blood, but in fact, this was the blood stain left by Qi Yujiu scratching the face of a large girl.

After the phone was turned on, Lin Luoluo couldn't wait to read the content, because if it wasn't a big deal for Lin Luoluo, Qi Yujiu wouldn't be like this, and even after his parents died, Qi Yujiu didn't commit suicide, so there should be something else. But Lin Luoluo rummaged through the phone and didn't find any useful clues, or did he find it in the wrong way, thinking that Lin Luoluo turned around and opened Qi Yujiu's notebook, although this behavior was not very good, but Lin Luoluo didn't want to end it like adults as Qi Yujiu's suicide after falling ill.

The notebook has not been turned off because it has been charged, but it has just covered the screen, and the first page of the notebook after Lin Luoluo opened it was the mailbox, Lin Luoluo subconsciously clicked on the column that had been sent, and the most recent email sent turned out to be himself! However, Lin Luoluo was puzzled that he had never received any messages from Qi Yujiu, and after clicking on it, he found that it was sent on a regular basis, and the time was 12 o'clock this evening.

The contents of the mailbox:

My dearest big baby:

I remember when I first met you as a child, you were really inconspicuous! Sitting in the corner without saying a word, when the teacher asked your name, you shyly said, "My mother is at the door and you ask her!" That's when I noticed you! You're really cute like that. After that, everything we came into contact with was so beautiful, although there will be conflicts and quarrels, but no one will really take it to heart, as long as one person has an accident, the other person will appear to guard.

I thought we'd go on like this, then a wife, then a mother, and then a grandmother, sorry! This time I broke my promise, and if you get angry, I hope you can come to me for another eighty years, and then I will let you beat or scold me.

I think if I could go back in time, I would like to go back to when you first entered high school, when you were the happiest, and we were the most carefree, just thinking about what to eat every day, secretly sending messages in class, and occasionally listening to other people's gossip. But we don't seem to be happy anymore, and the quarrels have become more, and every time I quarrel, I want to hug you and say that we don't quarrel, okay! But face is always bigger than the sky, I'm sorry!

I'm sorry what happened in high school! I should have understood your sadness at the time, even though everyone didn't talk about it at the time, everyone remembered it, and it was the last thing we wanted to think about. I'm really sorry for what you said afterwards, I didn't understand it at the time, I didn't really understand you and care about you, I really regret it!

Luo Luo, I seem to be a little tired, I want to rest first, although it's very selfish, but I hope you don't blame me, I really can't hold it anymore, it hurts so much here! I can't tell if it's a physical ache or a mental ache. I hope to give you all the happiness and luck of the rest of your life, and you can definitely live with my happiness, and you must tell me the best story when the time comes!

I don't know what it was like when you saw this email, don't cry! You're going to shed tears, you know I hate the way you cry, it's super ugly! If someone bullies you in the future, you must let Jiang Zhijing help you out, now only he can protect you, but I promise you that I will protect you for the rest of my life, although it is a little sensational, but I am very serious!

You must live happily, you must be! I really just want you to be happy now!

Love your selfish ghost

"You're really selfish, how do you make people happy, why don't you say it, why do you always say that you're doing well every time you video." Lin Luoluo looked at the email and cried.

"Why do you just write this, our relationship shouldn't be just a few words!" Sitting at the desk and looking at this item that Qi Yujiu had used, so familiar and so unfamiliar, Lin Luoluo thought that Qi Yujiu should jump out somewhere at this time and said with a smile: "I tease you, are you scared." I really hope that I am just scared, so that at least people are still there.

"Lolo." Jiang Zhijing entered the room and called softly.

"Did you say Yu Jiu was hiding?" Lin Luoluo said slowly.

"Luo Luo, Yu Jiu, she ......."

"Yes! She is hiding, because I always tell her to go to Nanjing to find me, she must be annoyed by me and angry, let's go find her! Lin Luoluo said to Jiang Zhijing with a smile, and walked out as he spoke, but Jiang Zhijing grabbed him and hugged him into his arms: "Luoluo, Yu Jiu is dead!" She's dead, you have to be good, you can't do this, Yu Jiu will be sad when she sees it! Jiang Zhijing's tone was full of begging.

"What! What are you talking nonsense, how can Yu Jiu die, how can she die......." Lin Luoluo's smiling face was soaked with tears, how could Lin Luoluo not know! But it would be nice if I really didn't know, so I always thought she was alive and well in one place.

Jiang Zhijing calmed Lin Luoluo's emotions, looked at the various ornaments in the room and said, "Yu Jiu, didn't she say that she left you something?" ”。

Lin Luoluo shook his head, looked up at the bookcase, and suddenly a short book attracted Lin Luoluo's attention, it should be said that this book is incompatible with the books on the shelf, all the flat books are the only ones standing there is particularly low. Lin Luoluo took it and found that it was a diary, and after opening it, he drew a picture on the first page, a knife drawn with a red pen. Lin Luoluo looked at it and felt familiar, and turned his head to look at the drawer, only to find that Qi Yujiu's painting was an American-style saber.

The diary contains very little content, as if it had just been written, and only a few words are repeated in it, not even a complete sentence. Among them, the words "warehouse", "stranger", "bracelet", "knife" and "death" appear most frequently, except for the three in the back, the "warehouse" and "stranger" in front Lin Luoluo didn't know what it meant, Jiang Zhijing looked closer and shook his head and didn't know.

"Luo Luo, I'm sorry, I have too many guests in front of me to take care of you." Uncle Qi Yujiu went upstairs and saw Lin Luoluo and said.

"It's okay, uncle, you're busy, I'll accompany Luo Luo here." Jiang Zhijing hurriedly answered, while Lin Luoluo's attention was always on the diary.

Just as Uncle Qi Yujiu was about to leave the room, Lin Luoluo said, "Uncle, can I go when Yujiu is cremated?" ”。

"Of course." Uncle Qi Yujiu said with moist eyes.

Lin Luoluo heard the maid say that it had been nearly a month since Qi Yujiu came back, but this month, Lin Luoluo didn't notice Qi Yujiu's abnormality at all, not to mention the abnormality, and she didn't even know that she came back. Thinking of this, Lin Luoluo felt that he was not worthy of the role of Qi Yujiu's best friend at all.

Uncle Qi Yujiu sealed the news, and the servants didn't know why Qi Yujiu came back, and at the same time, Lin Luoluo knew that Qi Yujiu was in a bad state of mind after she came back, and she didn't even eat much at the end of the day, what happened? Lin Luoluo couldn't figure it out, but it should have something to do with the words in the diary.

On the day of the cremation, Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu's uncle entered the cremation room of the funeral home, and there were a row of cremation furnaces inside, and there was a responsible staff member standing next to each cremation stove, who should be accustomed to these scenes, and those staff members were also expressionless when facing the family members of the deceased.

When it was Qi Yujiu's turn, she was pushed out by someone, and Qi Yujiu was lying on the iron, the staff asked Uncle Qi Yujiu to confirm the identity of the deceased and pushed it into the crematorium, the fire in the crematorium burned very strongly, so prosperous that Lin Luoluo couldn't see Qi Yujiu inside at all.

"What if she's still alive!" Suddenly, Lin Luoluo grabbed Uncle Qi Yujiu's sleeve and said, although this was not serious, but after Uncle Qi Yujiu heard it, he said: "I wish that person inside was me, my life is not worth it at such an age." ”。

The staff looked at Lin Luoluo and the two of them, and a trace of pity flashed in their eyes, but it was only for a moment. The cremation oven burned for about ten minutes, and the staff pushed out the iron block that was lying on Qi Yujiu, and at this time, Qi Yujiu on the iron block was only white bones and white ashes, and the staff used a shovel to break the skull that was not burned to ashes. Although it was a white bone, this moment made Lin Luoluo look extremely distressed, this time Qi Yujiu really left, she could no longer touch her skin, and she couldn't hold the person with temperature. Lin Luoluo didn't dare to think about it, as if he thought about Qi Yujiu's memories for a second and cut a knife in his heart, it really hurt!

Uncle Qi Yujiu handed the urn to Lin Luoluo, Lin Luoluo was extra careful holding Qi Yujiu's urn, the cold box cooled into his heart through Lin Luoluo's skin, Jiang Zhijing saw Lin Luoluo come out and hurriedly stepped forward to take the urn, but Lin Luoluo refused.

"I'm coming, I want to hug her a little longer." Lin Luoluo dodged Jiang Zhijing's outstretched hand.

"People who shout to lose weight every day, you see that it's so light now, I can hold you! You said why did you lose weight before, you didn't eat anything delicious, and now you regret it! Lin Luoluo gently touched the urn and said gently, Jiang Zhijing on the side was very uncomfortable in his eyes, and Qi Yujiu was also very sad to leave Jiang Zhijing, after all, they were good friends who had been together for many years.

Qi Yujiu's urn was placed in a cemetery, and when Lin Luoluo saw Qi Yujiu's urn put into the cemetery, the tears that he had endured all the way were no longer controllable, and his throat seemed to be choked with something. There are very few relatives who sent Qi Yujiu, to be precise, there is an aunt in addition to Uncle Qi Yujiu, and there are only Lin Luoluo and Jiang Zhijing, Uncle Qi Yujiu said that there are few people so that Qi Yujiu can go quietly.

It's quiet! Nothing, it was over after putting flowers on both sides of the cemetery.

"I'll let the driver take you back!" Uncle Qi Yujiu said to Lin Luoluo and them, in just a few days, Uncle Qi Yujiu's hair has turned more than half white, and his original face full of smiles has aged a lot.

"No, let's wait and go." Jiang Zhijing saw Lin Luoluo's thoughts and replied.

Uncle Qi Yujiu looked back at Qi Yujiu's grave and sighed and left, leaving only Lin Luoluo and Jiang Zhijing. Lin Luoluo couldn't accept the fact that Qi Yujiu really left, Lin Luoluo stroked the photo of Qi Yujiu on the tombstone over and over again and said to himself: "You are still laughing!" Don't make a fuss, it's time to come out! I don't want to play anymore, why did I come to you as a ghost when I didn't have rock-paper-scissors with you? Come out! I'll take you to eat your favorite thing, I know you miss Chanjuan very much, I'll take you to her! If you can't pull down your face, I'll say it for you, how can you not wait for Chanjuan! You told me you missed her before, why did you run away by yourself without even seeing each other! ”。

Jiang Zhijing just looked at Lin Luoluo, who can accept it! A friend who grew up together since childhood, how can he say that death is death! How can you disappear from this world so easily! Jiang Zhijing turned around, and a drop of watermark appeared on the ground, it was so quiet here! It's not like it's quiet!