214. Lack of confidence
Throughout January, Xiao Yiqing did not have a good time. Although she had a supplementary rest during the New Year's Day holiday and took a week of sick leave, the classes and homework that were piled up together after returning to school almost didn't bury her.
Because of the fear of pain, she almost lay on the bed for a week and didn't dare to move, so she had to go to the bathroom, and her feet dragged on the ground and took small steps.
Cheng You had to go to work, prepared a meal for her and put it in the pot, let her heat it up, and put the bowl in the pool after eating and waited for him to come back to wash it, she was too lazy to toss, and ordered a takeout directly at noon.
In fact, the wound is very small, change the gauze every day to disinfect and clean, and if you don't pay attention to it, you can't see the three small red spots on the belly, but she always feels that her stomach is swollen, and the skin is tight and inelastic, as if it will collapse with a little effort.
It took almost 10 days for the situation to ease slightly.
I don't know if it's sleeping at home every day, sleeping too much and sleeping out of inertia, or the body is weak after surgery, or the accumulated work is too cumbersome, after going to work, she feels that she is very easy to get tired, she doesn't take two steps on the road and is out of breath, and she can't speak loudly.
She looked forward to the stars, the moon, and the passing of January, and the beginning of the winter vacation, so that she could rest completely.
The winter vacation is not expected to come, but Song Yujiao came first. It may be that Cheng You said on the phone that he missed his mouth or something, Song Yujiao knew that Xiao Yiqing had just undergone surgery, so she bought a ticket in a panic and rushed over to take care of her in mid-January.
"Mom, I'm fine, my body is well." Xiao Yiqing said to Song Yujiao hard. She was afraid that Song Yujiao would give birth again, but now, she is not confident enough.
"It takes 100 days to break your muscles and bones, you can't be careless if you have had surgery, you have to recuperate for a few more days."
Hearing Cheng You say that Xiao Yiqing could no longer ask for leave, and the operation was not as exaggerated as she imagined, she was still a little uneasy.
She stared at Xiao Yiqing's belly and said, "Are your wounds all healed?" Can you show me? ”
The tone was inquisitive and full of concern, Xiao Yiqing had no choice but to pull up the corner of her clothes. Song Yujiao nodded with satisfaction: "I'll make you some pork belly soup to make up for the shape." ”
Xiao Yiqing was amused and smiled, looking at Song Yujiao's busy figure rushing to the market with her wallet, Cheng You winked at her and smiled, "Look, I said earlier, don't worry." ”
Xiao Yiqing was both embarrassed and slightly comforted. She remembered the previous quarrel with Song Yujiao about fertility, and the fact that their family always emphasized the importance of inheritance, which made her disgusted.
What she was most afraid of was that Song Yujiao would use the topic to play and humiliate her, Cheng You said that she was too worried, everyone is a family after all, what is there to be dissatisfied, make noise behind closed doors, and it is still a family after the trouble. This made Xiao Yiqing feel very warm.
Song Yujiao came, mainly because there was more soup. Usually, Cheng You also pays attention to food when cooking, but after all, he has to go to work, and he will do it a little simpler on weekdays.
Now, Song Yujiao gets up at six o'clock every day, prepares breakfast for Xiao Yiqing and puts it on the table before going out to buy vegetables. This is also the greatest consolation in a busy month.
Liang Lu and Xia Solstice came on the weekend, and in order to make it easier to talk, the three of them made an appointment to meet in a café near Xingda Garden. Listening to Xiao Yiqing talk about the joy of this family, it made the two of them sour for a long time. Courier
But Xiao Yiqing is not without pressure, it turns out that she feels that she can't give Cheng You a child, so she lives up to his sincerity to her, and now, she feels more and more that she can't have a child, and she is really sorry for Song Yujiao and the ancestors of the Cheng family.
Xia Zhi couldn't cry or laugh: "Yiqing, you are completely assimilated." ”
Xiao Yiqing shrugged indifferently: "Just follow the local customs, that is, a favor." ”
Liang Lu shook his head and sighed: "I don't think you are so smooth, if it's me, it's gone, don't toss around." It's a good person, and it's all ruined. ”
It was also this time that Liang Lu was in a much better state when she was in love with work and study, and Xiao Yiqing dared to make fun of her: "If you really stand in my position, you have to do the same, if you get married, you can't patronize yourself!" ”
Xia Zhi nodded in agreement, marriage is not a matter of two people at all, marriage is a social behavior, to put it mildly, it has to account for a small percentage in the statistics of marriage rate and divorce rate. She just couldn't help but feel uncomfortable for Xiao Yiqing.
Hearing Xiao Yiqing say that she wanted to arrange the promotion before the Spring Festival, Xia Zhi wondered if she was too anxious, she said: "Anyway, you look at your body, whether the child is pregnant or not is secondary, take care of your body first." ”
Xiao Yiqing said: "I want to strike while the iron is hot, I'm afraid that something will happen, and the last operation also made sense, but it still didn't work and blocked it again, and I didn't dare to take any more risks." ”
"Hitting these three little needles makes you die of pain, I can't imagine how you can get to the delivery bed." Xia Zhi had an impulse to take out Cao Limei's bloody production experience again, but he was afraid of frightening Xiao Yiqing.
However, Xiao Yiqing seems to be ready for this: "Are you stupid?" Painless delivery! Medicine is so advanced, why do women have to bear the pain of childbirth? ”
This time it was Liang Lu who spoke: "As far as I know, painless delivery is not completely painless, and this pain is settled after the autumn." ”
Xiao Yiqing's whole face wrinkled: "You'd better shut up for me." Don't think you can escape the first year of junior high school and the fifteenth, is there a plan for your talent exchange? After going abroad for five years, maybe you will get married and have children abroad. ”
Liang Lu finally has a little smile these days, and it is also because of this that she can successfully enter the final list, and she herself is surprised.
Thinking about it later, it may be because her single status has taken advantage, and most of the old-timers with better qualifications are dragging their families, and the organizers will also consider this aspect comprehensively.
"Maybe the results came out after the Spring Festival. I still have a microgrid class to take. Liang Lu thought, to complete this final assessment, no matter whether it is successful or not, she has done her best.
"That's a good idea!" Xiao Yiqing leaned forward, hugged Liang Lu and Xia Zhi's necks and said, "Remember this special moment, the Spring Festival of 2013 is a turning point in our lives, I want to give birth to a baby, Liang Lu is going to the United States, Xia Zhi, write about you well, and become a great writer in the future......"
The corners of Xia Zhi's mouth twitched and said: "It's far away, you two are real, I wrote it and no one reads it." ”
"Why isn't anyone watching?" Xiao Yiqing smiled, "Aren't we all watching?" ”
"It doesn't matter if you read it or not, I'm happy to write. By the way, there is also Cao Limei, she came to Nanzhou after the winter vacation, and we can finally reunite once. Xia Zhi remembered the agreement with Cao Limei, "I told her to come over early, you two, even if the sky falls, you have to arrange a time for me to get together." ”