(363) is abnormal
Jingrou only felt a loud "boom" in her head suddenly, and a feeling of dizziness made her eyes blurry, if she hadn't held the ATM in front of her in time, maybe she would really fall to the ground, just like all those who were stimulated and fainted there, fortunately, Jingrou was only alone in front of the ATM at that time, so no one noticed that something was wrong with her, and her "grinding" did not affect anyone.
Jingrou closed her eyes and gradually calmed down as much as possible, then she took a deep breath and slowly opened her eyes, her eyes stared at the numbers on the ATM screen and stood a little stupidly, at this moment her heart no longer had the shocked feeling of being stimulated just now, only a lot of question marks that were a little unbelievable and a little unacceptable: "Is there only this one passbook in Yamaguchi?" Is there only such a small amount of money at home? Didn't Yamaguchi say that he had always saved money? It's just such a small amount of money, not to mention what kind of expensive funeral, what ridiculously expensive cemetery to buy, even the medical expenses of this hospitalization, and the expenses to be paid by the family this month are not enough! Could this be the reason why Yamaguchi is reluctant to give his passbook? Because Yamaguchi doesn't want to let himself know that he is actually just a poor bastard who looks glamorous on the surface, but in fact he doesn't even have savings! Because Yamaguchi doesn't want to let himself know that he is actually just a habit of spending money lavishly on weekdays, and he is used to squandering every penny he earns? ”
Thinking of this, Jingrou couldn't help but gasp, and a fine sweat broke out on her forehead, because she really couldn't imagine how she could deal with the next pile with her bare hands, and it would take money everywhere, and it would be astronomical for her.
But then, Jingrou suddenly remembered a reason that made her feel at ease and bold, so she quickly let herself gradually regain her composure: "Forget it, don't scare yourself yet, although there is no deposit in the passbook, is there still such a big company!" Yamaguchi also said a few days ago that he had sold the company to the old chairman, and the money for selling the company must not be in another passbook, or he must have not received it from the old chairman. I believe that the old chairman, who regarded Yamaguchi as so important, would not have bullied himself, a foreigner, like a wicked man, as a young widow with three daughters, after Yamaguchi's death. ”
Finally convinced Jing Rou, she finally took out the pitiful deposit from the ATM, and then slowly returned to the ward with heavy steps.
After Jingrou returned to the ward, Yamaguchi was sleeping, so she didn't mention the company's affairs to him, and wanted to wait until he was in good spirits to ask, but what Jingrou never expected was that she would never have a chance to ask Yamaguchi again.
I don't know why this night, Yamaguchi had been feeling a little restless, and he had to let Jingrou pull him up and sit on the edge of the bed with his feet on the ground, and he had to take his own secret medicine. Jingrou refused to let him take the medicine casually from the doctor, and wanted to ask the doctor if he could take it, but Yamaguchi said that he didn't agree to anything, and he had to continue to eat secretly, so Jingrou had no choice but to let him eat it, and Yamaguchi was satisfied and lay down on the hospital bed again. But I don't know if it's because of this tossing that the drip on Yamaguchi's arm has some problems, and since then, it doesn't take more than 20 minutes to call a nurse, and as a result, the nurses were tossed all night, and Jingrou and Yamaguchi were also tossed all night. Because since this hospitalization, he has been infusing Yamaguchi's body through this pinhole, so maybe it wasn't because of Yamaguchi's tossing, maybe it was because it was too long, and everything was caused by the careful Jingrou who first discovered that there was an overflow of liquid in the adhesive tape on the side of the pinhole.
So Jingrou called the nurse, but the nurse was unsuccessful after several times, and it didn't take more than a while for the alarm device of the infusion set to loudly sound the alarm that the liquid medicine was not working. And Yamaguchi this night, I don't know how to do it, I always move my arms uncontrollably, and every few times I move, it will cause the alarm to send out an alarm that the liquid medicine is not working, even if Jingrou keeps her eyes open, she can't look at it. Yamaguchi couldn't do without the oxygen mask anymore, so he finally tossed until the second half of the night, and several nurses finally came to the ward together, intending to help Yamaguchi change to the other arm for infusion, but the needle prick was unsuccessful more than 20 times, and Jingrou was simply frightened to see. In the end, the nurses had no choice but to give up, embarrassedly telling Jingrou that they could only keep the status quo and make a decision when the doctor came in the morning, and advised Jingrou to hurry up and sleep for a while, because they were very worried that Jingrou, who had been sleeping like this, would suddenly be tired.
It was already past 4 o'clock in the morning when the nurses left, and Jingrou could close her eyes and sleep, and she had no other way but to gently grasp Yamaguchi's arm with one hand, not letting him move any more, and persisted until dawn when the doctor came to work. The doctor in charge and the doctor who gave Yamaguchi first aid came to the ward to re-inject Yamaguchi, but the result was not as smooth as the nurses last night. Seeing that the stitches kept piercing Yamaguchi's body, Jingrou finally couldn't stand the distress, so she could only quickly hide at the door of the ward, turned her back and didn't dare to look at it again, until the doctors all stopped and stopped pricking.
Finally, the attending doctor told Jingrou, "Mrs. Yamaguchi, it seems that Mr. Yamaguchi can no longer have infusions, and we can only remove all the instruments and treat Mr. Yamaguchi with oral medicine." ”
Jingrou immediately nodded in agreement, and she couldn't help but wonder a little: "Since there are oral drugs that can be treated, why do you have to torture people for such a long time?" ”
At this moment, Jingrou didn't know the meaning of the doctor's words, and even Aya Matsuo told her that she couldn't get an infusion, and there wasn't much time left for Yamaguchi, and she didn't realize in her heart that her husband was about to leave her and her daughters.
Yamaguchi was no longer bound by the infusion set and was finally able to lie comfortably in the hospital bed, and his younger siblings also came to visit him after receiving notice from Aya Matsuo. But as long as Jingrou left for a while, Yamaguchi would ask this and that and keep looking for her, knowing when he saw Jingrou's smiling face, he would calm down and show a reassuring expression. Xu Huan also came to the ward early to accompany Jingrou and Shankou, and after seeing off many people who came to visit, there were only three of them left in the ward.
In fact, since Yamaguchi's chemotherapy, he has told his family from time to time that he has seen black lines on the walls of his home and elsewhere, and once he said that he saw the face of Jingrou's deceased grandmother in a painting hanging in the corridor of his home. And when he arrived at the hospital, Yamaguchi often said that he saw the faces of many strangers on the roof of the house that he had never seen before. At first, Jingrou, like everyone, felt that Yamaguchi was likely hallucinating, and she also worked with everyone to persuade Yamaguchi not to think cranky, and occasionally deliberately got angry in the direction Yamaguchi was looking at, telling those unclean things to get out of the way and not to pester her husband. In fact, Jingrou did this just to comfort Yamaguchi, not wanting him to be afraid, she herself didn't believe that there would be any ghosts and gods, but today, Yamaguchi's behavior became more abnormal, so that Jingrou had to feel that he did see something. Moreover, Yamaguchi even began to speak in a language that Jing Rou couldn't understand at all, and kept talking in the direction of the ceiling, as if he was really talking to something that normal people couldn't see.
Jing Rou and Xu Huan were both a little stunned when they saw this, and even felt a little creepy watching Yamaguchi's behavior, and occasionally they would interject a sentence to ask him to stop talking, but it didn't seem to work very well.
Finally, seeing that Yamaguchi seemed to be a little sober, Jingrou hurriedly dared to block his gaze and asked him, "Yamaguchi, what are you talking to them, can they understand what you say?" Aren't you tired after talking for so long, and when will you be willing to rest? ”
Yamaguchi glanced at Jingrou, smiled and said, "I'm talking to them for you and everyone, I'm going to keep it until they understand, I'm not tired!" ”
Then Yamaguchi raised his hand and waved, signaling Jingrou to stay out of the way and stop him from talking to those people, Jingrou and Xu Huan looked at each other nervously, and then she immediately dodged to prevent Yamaguchi from worrying. The two of them looked at Yamaguchi quietly and talked for a while, and then Jingrou really couldn't stand it, worried that he would be too tired to stand it if he continued like this, so she put down the hospital bed that supported Yamaguchi's half-sitting, so that he could lie flat and rest. As soon as the hospital bed was put down, Yamaguchi miraculously stopped saying those inexplicable words to the ceiling, Xu Huan and Jingrou were relieved, so they stayed with Jingrou for a while, and Xu Huan said goodbye to Jingrou and went home to rest.
The ward was unusually quiet that night, and no one came to visit Yamaguchi, except for one of Yamaguchi's younger brothers, who brought his wife to stay in the ward for a while. And just before the couple arrived, Yamaguchi began to say unintelligible words again.
As soon as she saw Yamaguchi's brother and his wife coming, Jingrou asked his brother, "Can you understand what your brother is saying?" He's been like this during the day, and it's started again, and I can't even understand a word! ”
Yamaguchi's younger brother smiled and didn't explain anything, but quietly looked at Yamaguchi with his wife, and then looked at the small bed in the ward and asked Jingrou, "Have you been staying in the hospital with your brother all the time?" ”
Jingrou nodded with a smile and said, "Yes, I don't worry about letting your brother be here alone, even if I go home, I will always be worried, and if I am not here, your brother will be nervous and scared if he can't find me, so I have to accompany him!" ”
Yamaguchi's younger brother looked at Yamaguchi with envy and said, "Brother, you are too happy to marry such a wife!" I am afraid that there are not many people in Japan who can be cared for by their wives day and night in the hospital! ”
Yamaguchi understood for a while, but he was still talking in a daze, and he didn't know if he had heard what his brother had said. Although Jingrou was very relieved to be praised by Yamaguchi's relatives, it was not as good as more praise, and it made her feel even happier to make her husband better. And Jingrou at this moment didn't know at all, in fact, Yamaguchi's younger brother already understood that his brother was going to die, he just pitied Jingrou, a little sister-in-law who didn't know anything, and didn't want to make her sad and sad by the words.