Li Kai is a very thin boy, his family is poor, and he has not been an outstanding student in the class since he was studying, not to mention his classmates and even teachers often ignore his existence. When Li Kai was in the first grade of primary school, his mother took the family's only savings and left, and the weather was very good on the day he left, the sunlight could shine directly into the house, and the warm sunlight sprinkled on the floor, Li Kai sat there basking in the sun and reading extracurricular books.

"Where's Mommy?" Li Kai looked at the travel bag that his mother lifted and wondered.

"Mom is going to buy something delicious and open it." Mother thought that Li Kai was taking a nap, but she didn't know that he had already obediently gotten up to read.

"What's that bag?" Li Kai pointed to the travel bag.

"Oh! This is the clothes that the aunt next door asked her mother to take out, you are obediently at home, and your mother will be back later. The mother tried her best to hide the panic in her eyes, for fear that the young Li Kai would notice something.

"Well, how about buying Kaikai's favorite fried chicken!" Li Kai smiled and showed a few teeth, and the mother looked at her child and was reluctant for a while, put down the travel bag and hugged Li Kai: "Kaikai must be good, mother will buy your favorite fried chicken back." After saying that, the mother gritted her teeth and turned around and left.

"Goodbye Mom!" This is the last time Li Kai saw his mother when he was young, and in the next few years or even decades, his mother seemed to disappear from Li Kai's life and no longer appeared, and it was also after that time that Li Kai had a unique attachment to women, and he would always pay more attention to girls who spoke softly and softly.

"Damn old! took Lao Tzu's money and ran away, and I will chop her to death if I catch her! That night, his father was drinking at home, and Li Kai hid in his room and peeked out the window, thinking that his mother would appear in this muddy and dirty alley in the next second.

"What did your mom say when she left!" The father's tone of tobacco and alcohol said to Li Kai, Li Kai subconsciously took a step back, this step annoyed his father, in the eyes of his father, the woman in the family and the son who had no interest were the biggest oil bottles.

"Daddy!" Li Kai said softly in a milky voice.

"Lao Tzu is not your father! I said why don't you look like me at all, I think it's that slut who is stealing people outside with Lao Tzu behind his back, go! Lao Tzu is looking at which man's species! Father dropped the beer bottle in his hand, stepped forward and grabbed Li Kai's thin wrist and dragged it out.

"Daddy! It hurts! Father! Li Kai cried and struggled, but how could he be as young as an adult man.

Li Kai's father has a serious alcoholism, and he will beat people after drinking, and Li Kai's mother chose to leave her young children because of this, of course, her mother thought that as a father, she would take good care of her own son, but she was wrong Because of her departure, all her father's resentment and dissatisfaction were completely vented on Li Kai, so that Li Kai was always scarred when he was young, and because of this, Li Kai always looked thinner than his peers.

"Teacher! Li Kai beats people! ”

"Teacher, Li Kai ...... bugs"

"Teacher ......"

"Teacher ......"

The only person who can make students and teachers remember Li Kai is that he has always been a problem child in the class, either bullying anyone or disassembling the corpse of the insect and throwing it on the desk of his classmates.

Every time the teacher called Li Kai's father and said what trouble Li Kai had caused today, Li Kai would definitely be beaten by his father over and over again that night, from the panic at the beginning to the indifference in the back, his father sat on the chair and drank wine after being tired, and Li Kai slowly stood up and returned to the room, the old wounds on his body had not healed and new wounds had been added.

Li Kai especially likes to pinch the new scars with his hands, and the pain will make Li Kai feel a moment of pleasure, no longer hiding in the bed and crying like when he was a child, but rubbing the wound over and over again.

"What a university to go to! I don't know how much money Lao Tzu has spent on raising you in the past few years, and the dead woman who gave birth to you, after so many years, this money hasn't come in. On the day he received the university admission letter, Li Kai put the notice on the table where only wine bottles appeared in the past ten years, and his father refused to even open it when he saw it.

There were very few people in the high school that Li Kai attended that year who could be admitted to Nanjing University, and to everyone's surprise, Li Kai's score was more than 50 points higher than the admission score that year.

"Dad! It's Nanjing University! Li Kai said to his father, who drank in broad daylight.

"I don't care what university you are! Even if you are admitted to Peking University, Lao Tzu has no money for you, you can just find a job to make money, and return all the money that Lao Tzu has given you in the past few years. "My father didn't want to listen to Li Kai say more.

In the summer of that year, Li Kai actually took three part-time jobs in order to make up for the tuition fees, and he worked almost all day, but fortunately, the night shift was a part-time job in an Internet café, as long as there was no problem in the middle of the night, Li Kai could sleep for 3 hours, or even more!

In the summer of more than two months, Li Kai went home twice, and it was naturally much more comfortable than at home for the part-time job outside, and his father also knew that Li Kai was working part-time outside the home, so he called Li Kai to make money, of course, Li Kai did not pay once, and he was dedicated to making up for tuition.

In just two months, he earned enough money for two years of tuition, when Li Kai happily took the money earned in two months and went home to pack his luggage.

"Little rabbit, I won't answer your call!" The father kicked the door and said, taking advantage of the situation to get Li Kai's bag: "What about the money you earned from your part-time job?" Where did you put it? Saying that, his father took out Li Kai's schoolbag: "What about the bank card!" Where did you put it? ”。

Li Kai looked at his father's appearance and sneered without answering, and continued to pack his luggage, not so much packing his luggage as taking away everything he wanted to take away, Li Kai himself didn't have many things, even the clothes were pitiful, when he was a child, the grandmother next door always took his grandson's old clothes to Li Kai when she saw him pitiful.

"Lao Tzu asks you!" Father stepped forward and slapped Li Kai's head with a palm, maybe his father was old and his hand strength was not so strong, or maybe it was because Li Kai's physique had been much stronger in the past two months, and this palm didn't hurt too much.

"I'm leaving, you take care of yourself!" Li Kai didn't say a word of nonsense, picked up the bag on the ground, dragged the worn-out suitcase and left this painful home.

"Stop!" The father picked up the wooden stick on the side and pointed it at Li Kai and said, "Take out the bank card!" Lao Tzu didn't raise you for nothing, why did you get big and stiff and leave me alone, right? ”。

Li Kai pushed his father away, and his father was pushed back by Li Kai, and his father's surprised eyes seemed to say: Is this still my son!

Li Kai, who left the house, looked back, the nearby houses have been demolished and rebuilt in recent years, only this place is still dilapidated, maybe God just wants Li Kai to remember this place forever, such an unbearable childhood memory Li Xingxing thought that he should not forget.

This is the first time Li Kai has left home, the first time he has gone to other places, the first time he can control his own life, everything Li Kai thought he could start again, but maybe Li Kai just thought so.

On the first day he entered the dormitory, Li Kai was attracted to Jiang Zhijing, not so much Jiang Zhijing but by Jiang Zhijing's parents, his mother's gentle and careful instructions and his father who silently helped Jiang Zhijing clean up, such a scene was something Li Kai didn't dare to hope for, and Li Kai could see it at that moment.

"Are you alone? I'll make your bed for you! Jiang Zhijing's mother looked at Li Kai on the side and said softly, Li Kai was so frightened by the sudden greeting that he couldn't say a word, just looked at Jiang Zhijing's mother helping him make the bed, but maybe the bed sheets he brought were a little shabby, Jiang Zhijing's mother turned around and whispered something to Jiang Zhijing's father as soon as she spread it out.

It didn't take long for Jiang Zhijing's father to carry a bag of three-piece sets from outside and handed it to Jiang Zhijing's mother, Jiang Zhijing naturally couldn't understand his parents' behavior, so he looked at it, and his mother put on a new bed sheet for Li Kai: "This will be warm!" ”。

"Auntie!" Li Kai understood Jiang Zhijing's mother's kindness.

"It's okay!" Jiang Zhijing's mother said softly, and then touched Li Kai's head with a smile: "Our family Zhijing has a very stubborn temper, and I want you to tolerate it." ”。

Li Kai nodded, Jiang Zhijing's mother's smile has been stored in Li Kai's memory for a long time, Li Kai thought about saving that smile for a moment, as for how to save Li Kai's cruel thoughts, that is, to cut off the smiling face.

"Can I call you Ajiang?" The first person Li Kai spoke to in the dormitory was Jiang Zhijing, because his mother made Li Kai want to get close to Jiang Zhijing.

"Oh, yes!" Jiang Zhijing was actually a little dissatisfied with his mother's enthusiasm on the first day, so Jiang Zhijing didn't buy Li Kai's initiative.

"Your mother seems to be very nice to you." Li Kai said it intentionally or unintentionally, maybe he just met Jiang Zhijing and didn't like others to ask him like this, but he could only say that he was not familiar enough.

"Hmm!"

"What are you doing?" Li Kai then asked, the other two people in the same dormitory did not dare to answer, Jiang Zhijing's face changed a little: "What do your parents do?" Jiang Zhijing's rhetorical question made Li Kai silent.

"Since you don't want to say it, why do you ask me?" Jiang Zhijing smiled, the first impression of the first meeting Jiang Zhijing didn't like Li Kai very much.

Later, the roommates saw Jiang Zhijing and Lin Luoluo and knew that the two were dating, and it was a coincidence that Lin Luoluo met Jiang Zhijing's roommate for the first time, and the two of them had an off-campus class in the same place that day, and Lin Luoluo also met his roommate when he was looking for Jiang Zhijing. Li Kai looked at Lin Luoluo's thoughtfulness and gentleness towards Jiang Zhijing, and at this moment, after jumping out of the memory of Jiang Zhijing's mother, Lin Luoluo's smile was retained, and the smiles of the two of them became the main reason for Li Kai's deviation in life in the future.