Chapter 487: Is It Hard to Get Happiness
There were a couple of beer cans on the table, and she was supposed to be drinking, but she wasn't drunk.
probably thought of Qi Xiaoyang, and didn't dare to get drunk.
Thinking of this, Liang Yu suddenly felt distressed.
After taking a deep breath, Liang Yu said: "Qi Yao, Yin Yifei is on his way to S City, just today, after he returned to City A, he went to the woman's house and proposed to dissolve the marriage contract with the other party, I think...... I think there should be some misunderstanding in this, and Zhong Xiaojian...... I haven't figured out this situation yet, but what I can be sure of is that the person who is engaged to Yin Yifei is definitely not Zhong Xiaojian! ”
Qi Yao turned her head and didn't look at her, Liang Yu found that her eyes were red again.
Liang Yu sighed and said, "Qi Yao, I swear to you, Lin'er and I really don't want to hide it from you, the main thing is ...... I don't know how to explain it, but please believe that we all care about you very much, and we really don't want to hurt you, even if it's a little, really ......"
"Liang Yu ......" Qi Yao finally turned her head, looked at her, and said, "Do you think it is difficult for a person like me to be happy?" ”
Liang Yu was stunned and shook his head hurriedly: "No...... How could it be! ”
"But I think it's so hard...... Really, Liang Yu, I know my own conditions, and I also know that Xiaoyang will become a burden to me in the future, so I never thought about how good and rich I was going to find a good and rich other half, my father, once cheated and hurt my mother and abandoned his family, I live in such an environment, and you may not believe it, the first person who found out that my dad cheated was not my mother, but me......
Can you imagine how I felt at the time? I think that even my favorite and most admired father is such a man, so in this world, there are still good men? What love, what promises, what vows, that's all lies, all lies! ”
"But people always have to marry in this life, don't they? Who made me a person who doesn't believe in love, but still a person who is afraid of loneliness? My requirements are really not high, I just hope that there is a person, no need to be excellent, no need to be rich, as long as he is sincere to me, willing to accept Xiaoyang, we like each other, work hard for each other, and stay together until we grow old in the future, this is enough, really, Liang Yu, enough ......"
Liang Yu frowned, she didn't know how to comfort Qi Yao, she always knew that Qi Yao was not easy, but she really didn't know that she actually hid so many things in her heart.
Qi Yao said: "Do you know? Liang Yu, my parents divorced, I transferred to school and left, and then a series of accidents, Xiaoyang came to my side, so I returned to S City again and started working, the only person I wanted to find after I came back was you, but I couldn't find you, plus Wen Shiyue actually became the vice president of the Yu family, and his sister Wen Jingyan became your father's wife and gave birth to a child......
I was ...... It was really sad and angry at the time. I'm sad, I didn't expect so many things to happen to you, but as your best sister, I don't know anything. I'm angry because the person who hurt you and made you go away alone is Wen Shiyue...... At that time, I thought of my father, and I felt very disgusting, and the men were very disgusting, and they were all a bunch of turtle bastards......"
Qi Yao chuckled lightly and said, "But, I didn't expect that I would meet Yifei, can you imagine?" The resistance to men in my heart has made it difficult for me to fall in love with someone, but as soon as I fly, I actually entered my sight. I still remember the first time I saw him, it was in the elevator, I hurried over with the papers, told them to wait, and when the elevator door was about to close, he suddenly stretched out one foot and blocked the ......"
"I got on the elevator, he hung his head and smiled at me, the smile was very warm, there were a lot of people in the elevator, I was squeezed down, I almost fell, he reached out and held me again, and then later, there were only two of us left in the elevator, we walked out together, he looked at me, and asked: 'You also go to the planning department'? I nodded, said yes, and then he said, let's do it together. I said yes! ”
"Well, it's such a simple conversation, and he makes me feel like I'm being accepted. At that moment, my heart was beating very hard, and then later, he became a member of our company, we often meet, but each other is a simple greeting, he always has a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes are gentle, he is really the most kind person I have ever met, to me...... I think I'm in love with him. ”
"But what if you like it? I didn't dare to take that step, even if Lin'er persuaded me to try once, I didn't dare, he later misunderstood me and left, I did have regrets in my heart, because even if the whole company knew that I liked him, I never said a word to him face-to-face, I think, that is my regret, I have lived for more than 20 years, and for the first time in my life, I have regrets, and I actually gave him ......"
"I want to be with him for a lifetime, I don't believe in love, but I gave him all my passion for love, even if I am separated from the two places, he is always with me in my heart, always thinking about me, just like I think of him, we have been dating for a very short time, only a month, but I feel that I have loved him for a long, long time, and now I think about it, my heart hurts......"
Then she looked at Liang Yu and asked, "Am I stupid like this?" I think it's really stupid, that's why I'm here now, ridiculous ending......"
"And as you said, he broke off the engagement with the woman when he went back. So what? This love has changed in my heart, and I can't treat him unreservedly like before, it's over...... I'm with him, it's over! ”
Liang Yu frowned and said, "Qi Yao, maybe...... Maybe things aren't as bad as you think...... Maybe ......"
"Maybe what?" Qi Yao smiled faintly, and the sorrow in her eyes couldn't be dissolved, which made Liang Yu feel uncomfortable in her heart.
She said: "Liang Yu, you don't have to persuade me, you know my personality, what I want, even if the other party is bad in your eyes, I will stick to it and won't let go." But there is one person, even if it may not be so bad in your eyes, it is already a dusty love in my heart, no matter how good it is, I don't want it anymore......"
Liang Yu pursed her lower lip, she actually understood Qi Yao's choice, because if it was her, she might have the same choice as Qi Yao.
Love should be pure and flawless, and should not be mixed with any impurities, otherwise it is not pure.
Loving someone should also be unreserved, but this unreserved must be shared by both parties, if it cannot be consistent.
The eternity we hope for can only be a dream.
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