Chapter 145: It's Better to Love Than To Miss
Xia Sheng walked out of the hospital, his face sinking like water.
Dr. Lui just told him about the test results, which is not good news.
In fact, I already vaguely know in my heart that if I am a healthy person, I will have insomnia all night long, my temper will become uncontrollable and irritable, and I will have headaches without warning.
All this portends bad omen, but he is lucky and always thinks that he can escape.
However, it is a blessing and not a curse, and it is a disaster that cannot be avoided.
Dr. Lui painstakingly suggested that the only way now is to undergo surgery as soon as possible.
He asked Dr. Lui how risky the surgery was.
Dr. Lu was silent for a moment before he slowly said that he was 20% sure.
Only two percent sure.
He has almost already been sentenced to death.
He felt his brain buzzing, his thoughts were messy, and his eyes were a little blank.
He asked again, what would happen if he didn't have surgery and kept dragging it out?
Dr. Lu seemed to understand his mood at the moment, and comforted him with a pleasant face: Let's do surgery, although the risk is high, but at least there is a glimmer of hope, if it is dragged out without treatment, the tumor will only grow bigger and bigger, and when you change your mind and want to operate again, the risk will be higher than now.
Xia Sheng stopped talking, frowned slightly, and did not have much emotional change.
Dr. Lui felt a pang of worry, he had come into contact with so many patients, and no one had ever been so calm and composed as the one in front of him.
Except for the sudden paleness of his face when he saw the inspection report, there was no other change in emotion.
It was calmer than the last time.
Dr. Lu thought of the words of comfort, but at this moment, he couldn't spit out a word.
Xia Sheng slowly put the inspection report back in the file bag, stood up and said goodbye.
He said to Dr. Lui, let me think about it.
Dr. Lui also stood up and solemnly told him that it was best not to think about it for too long.
Xia Sheng left the hospital without looking back.
It was already evening on the streets, and the afterglow of the setting sun dragged everyone's shadows so long.
The autumn wind was dry, with a faint fragrance of leaves, pouring from the neck into the clothes, turning the corners of the clothes upside down.
He was at a busy intersection and suddenly lost his way.
The traffic light on the opposite side changed color a few times, and then he raised his steps and crossed the road unhurriedly.
When I got home, it was already dark, and Hua Tao was cooking in the kitchen.
"Coming back?" Hearing the sound of the door opening, Hua Tao leaned out of the kitchen door, "I made seaweed egg drop soup, you drink a bowl first." ”
Xia Sheng responded and said with a smile: "I'll put the documents away first." ”
Hua Tao scooped out a bowl of soup and put it on the table.
"What kind of document is it?" After a quick glance, she saw Xia Sheng holding a cowhide bag in his hand.
Xia Sheng's voice came from the bedroom: "How can orange juice be in bed?" ”
Hua Tao hurriedly ran into the room, and sure enough, she saw the orange juice clumping into a ball on their pillow.
"Bad cat, you can't sleep here." Hua Tao walked over and picked it up.
A lot of cat hair had fallen off the pillow, and Hua Tao said distressedly: "I have to change them." ”
"I'll change it, aren't you cooking?" Xia Sheng said.
"Ahh My braised fish is going to be mushy! Hua Tao put the cat on the ground, turned around and rushed back to the kitchen.
Xia Sheng opened the wardrobe, there was a locked cabinet inside, he found the key to open it, put the file bag in it, then locked it again, and put the key into his jacket pocket.
Orange juice squatted on the ground and watched his every move quietly, his green eyes clear and bright.
Xia Sheng turned around, looked at it with four eyes, and then raised his index finger to his mouth.
Hush.
Xia Sheng not only changed the pillow towel, but also changed the sheets and sheets, rolled up the changed sheets and sheets, and threw them into the washing machine.
Hua Tao had already brought out the food, the braised fish was very fragrant, and the orange juice turned around a few times under the table, and finally squatted at Hua Tao's feet, raising her head and looking at her.
"If you don't behave, I won't give you food." Hua Tao said.
Orange juice still looked at her, her eyes not blinking.
"Well, ask Daddy's opinion." Hua Tao looked at Xia Sheng with a smile, "Dad will give it if he says it, and he won't give it if he doesn't give it." ”
The orange light fell on Hua Tao's delicate and moving face, and a lovely pear vortex faintly appeared on the left cheek, Xia Sheng looked at her, and his heart tingled.
Xia Sheng pulled out a chair and sat down, bowed his head to Liu Chengju, and said, "Good son, for the sake of your health, let Dad try it first." ”
Hua Tao immediately glared at him angrily.
Xia Sheng took a sip of the soup and felt a little light, but after eating a piece of chopsticks and fish, he finally understood that this soup was reasonable, because it was meant to quench his thirst.
Hua Tao raised her feet and rubbed Xia Sheng's calf under the table: "You left early today, where did you go?" ”
Xia Sheng buried his head in the rice, and his long eyelashes drooped: "Are you Chagang?" ”
Hua Tao scratched his calf with her toes, and said with a smile: "Brother Yuwen only said that you went to meet the customer, but he didn't say which company." Going to the meeting alone, not even bringing an assistant, the customer is a beauty? ”
Xia Sheng raised his head and smiled at her, his green eyes were deep and bright: "I only cared about talking to her about investment, and I didn't pay attention to whether she looked round or flat." ”
This answer is too clever, Hua Tao knows that it is a routine, but she is still very happy in her heart.
After eating, Xia Sheng cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and Hua Tao took out the cat food and walked to the balcony to feed the cat.
Xia Sheng walked out of the kitchen after washing the dishes and found that Hua Tao was still on the balcony.
He walked over and saw Hua Tao holding her phone to take pictures of orange juice eating.
"Flower Piggy." He called out to her, and his voice was very soft, and as soon as the night wind blew it, it dispersed.
Hua Tao raised her head and looked at Xia Sheng, her beautiful apricot eyes sparkling: "What?" ”
"Can you go somewhere with me on the weekend?" Xia Sheng stood in the backlight, and the orange light of the living room fell behind him, outlining a hazy halo on him.
"Okay, where are you going?" Hua Tao was seduced by the beauty and agreed to come down.
With a beautiful man, what about going to the soup and going to the fire.
No wonder there is a knife on the head of the color word.
Xia Sheng looked at her and smiled, "Wipe your saliva." ”
Hua Tao stood up and reached out to pinch his arm: "No." ”
Xia Sheng hugged the person, touched her head, and whispered, "I want to go and worship my parents." ”
He looked up at the night sky, his eyes revealing a little sadness.
Hua Tao buried her face in his chest, and she couldn't know the sorrow of your son.
She said, "Well, you know where they're buried?" ”
"Yes," Xia Sheng said, "my uncle brought my father's ashes back to his hometown in the countryside." After a pause, he continued, "Unfortunately, my father and mother were not buried together. ”
Life is different, death is different, life is separated, death is goodbye.
Xia Sheng lowered his head and kissed Hua Tao's hair, and suddenly felt full of melancholy.
Hua Tao rubbed in his arms and said in a muffled voice: "It's good that they can meet." ”
It's better to meet than not to meet, and it's better to love than to miss.
Xia Sheng understood, so he hugged her tighter.
What is eternity? What kind of land is so desolate?
I only know that if life exists for one day, I will love you for one day.
Until I was gone......
The love is still there.
Early the next morning, Xia Sheng set off with Hua Tao.
His hometown is located in a village called Qingtang, and Xia Sheng drove his SVU to follow the directions of the navigation, and it took about four hours to arrive.
Unexpected scenery and scenery.
Different from the backward and simple Honglin Town, this is a delicate and quaint village.
The marble paved path, lined with houses with blue tiles and white walls, carved railings with vermilion lacquer, and deep courtyards, seem to step into the splendid Jiangnan.
Xia Zili gave him a very detailed address, and Xia Sheng asked an old man sitting at the door basking in the sun about the specific location of his ancestral house at the head of the village, and the old man squinted his eyes and looked at him for a long time before slowly showing him the way.
It was a two-in, two-out, long-deserted house, and looking through the dilapidated gate, it was overgrown with weeds, half a man tall, densely packed with small flowers that were scattered and unknown.
"My uncle said that there is a mountain behind this village, and my father is buried there." Xia Sheng stood in front of the house, staring at every brick and tile, grass and tree there for a long time, and always felt an inexplicable kindness.
Hua Tao glanced at him and whispered, "It's still early, let's stay here for a while before going up the mountain." ”
Xia Sheng smiled and nodded: "Okay." ”
The two outsiders, both dressed and talking, were out of place with the people of the village, and a few frolicking children passed by them, peeking at them with curious eyes.
Hua Tao liked this place very much, and couldn't help but say: "In the future, when we are old, we will also find a quiet and elegant place to live some isolated leisure life." ”
Xia Sheng didn't answer her words, his eyes fell on the two flower butterflies chasing each other in mid-air, a little shaky.
Hua Tao shook his arm, looked at him and asked, "Don't you want to?" ”
"Yes." Xia Sheng looked down at her, his eyes focused and affectionate, "I think about it in my dreams." ”
It's just that I'm afraid I can't accompany you to grow old slowly.
Hua Tao's eyes are pure and pure, full of smiles and attachments.
The tip of Xia Sheng's heart seemed to be pierced by something sharp, and it instantly hurt.
The two sat down on the stone steps in front of the house, ate some bread, drank some water, and waited until their strength had recovered before they began to climb the mountain.
It is said that it is a mountain, but in fact, it is more appropriate to say that it is a small hill, and you can go up along a winding path without any forks, and you can directly reach the top of the slope.
There are many graves on the mountain, and the two searched for a long time to find a tombstone engraved with "Xia Jinsheng", there is no photo on it, and the handwriting has been blurred.
Because there is no one to worship all year round, the grave is overgrown with weeds and wild flowers.
"Dad, I'm Xia Sheng, I'm here to see you." Xia Sheng stretched out his hand and gently stroked the stone stele, and a thin mist opened up in his eyes.
Hua Tao stood beside him obediently, and said silently in her heart: Uncle, I am Hua Tao, Xia Sheng's girlfriend, and I will take good care of him in the future.
The two spent more than an hour cleaning the weeds from the grave and then lighting incense and candles to worship.
Xia Sheng gently took Hua Tao's hand and said to the tombstone: "Dad, this is my lover, called Hua Tao, bring it to you to see." I like her very much, she's a very nice girl, and I want her to be happy. ”
As soon as the words fell, Xia Sheng suddenly felt a burst of dizziness, and the pain in his heart suddenly hit, and both sides of his temples jumped suddenly.