Reminiscing about the past

Decades later, return to the place where you lived for years. Yan Yan looked at the bits and pieces here, brick by brick, flipping through the memories of the past, only to suddenly realize that there are not a lot of memories left here, this land has just carried the soul of the eldest brother, and he has always thought that the eldest brother has always hated this place in his heart.

This is the origin of the miserable days of their family of four, depriving our parents of their lives and turning us into orphans. The remarks of the three of them becoming tigers circulated among people and continued to ferment. What is white becomes black, what is black becomes white, and in the end, no one can tell whether it is black or white, and it can only be judged by time. The eldest brother once used to be a test for himself, the hardships in life are all tests for the master, the hardships have passed, and the rest is sweet. Why did a person who has always been so transparent choose to end his life in a suicidal way, and choose to be here, a place that cannot be described by any good words, but he cannot find any bad words to slander.

In Yan Xin's eyes, the aunt's behavior revealed the word abnormality, and this abnormality was not only because the action was different from the usual style of speech from the homely words with the old man in the car just now, but because the aunt's whole person was like a woman's aura. For as long as she can remember, my aunt has been able to give people the feeling of being a queen, always confident and domineering. Thinking of his father, one gave Rong the impression that he was the king of Hades, but in the end he took such a path, and a desolation inadvertently emerged in his heart.

After the group was in the village, outsiders appeared, increasing the curiosity of the village. The old things were turned out, and the people who were implicated in the past life also came to the door.

It should be more than 40 years, and the young guys or big girls of that year have been in the same house for three generations, and the third generation is studying in junior high school. And his own child has just graduated from college. Yan Yan patiently chatted with these people, reminiscing about the past, the above-mentioned past events, looking back, the past was turned out again, and some things suddenly became clear, and they were placed in front of you with another clear line. The eyes of my former self were covered up by bad sadness, and I was turned to my head and turned my head away by the unfair reading of the fate, and everything with this place was sealed in the depths of my memory as gray garbage, and everything here was defined by the theory in my heart as only black and white.

The former relatives came to the door and handed Yan Yan a wooden box, which was handed over by Yan Jin's eldest brother a few times ago, and asked him to hand over this box to himself, the box was locked by a delicate lock, and the workmanship was very exquisite. After Yan Yan selfishly checked it, she came to a judgment and opened it in front of her sister-in-law when she went back to see what was inside.

"Sister-in-law, we haven't seen each other for a long time, and it seems like it's been more than forty years. You're still so young, and your appearance has almost changed; And I'm already full of gray hair, and I look like a bad old man. ”

For the former uncle to talk to himself so calmly, it was a fantasy in the place where he left.

When he was young, he believed in love, and his believers were romantic, waiting for the prince charming in his heart to appear with sweetness. In order for the eldest brother to successfully apply for the college entrance examination, he reduced the contemptuous eyes of the villagers on the old girl, and had to choose to solve all the problems and troubles by getting married.

Marrying into that family will be a new beginning, a new life, and what was once very well prepared will become an empty talk. New China has been established for many years, the cultural movement has just dissipated, and the ideas handed down by the Qing Dynasty are still fully reflected in the interior of this family. My own son can't give up his education, and he puts all the anger in his heart on me. The reason why I married into this family has always been put on the table, and it is clear at a glance, but I have to endure colored eyes here. It's just because of that era that I can't get out of it.

Yan Yan knew that she didn't like that era very much now, and she couldn't wait for why she wasn't born a few years later, so that she would enjoy the care of her eldest brother more comfortably, and her eldest brother was a warrior and would never fall. No, he fell.

"I'm also a 60-year-old, too. Wouldn't you become an old goblin if you don't get old? At first, she didn't know how to respond, and Yan Yan could only use such words to answer the answer in front of her. I know very well that back then, if my dead husband didn't snatch love, this person would be my husband, and my later life would not be as free as it is now, maybe I would be trapped here for the rest of my life, unable to get rid of it, all the edges and corners were grinded, and finally became a copy of the mother-in-law who was picky everywhere.

The fire is a nightmare that has always plagued Yan Yan, because this fire took away the husband who was good to him, but from the moment they met to the moment they died, Yan Yan never gave that person a good face or a kind word. Back then, I always had this thought in my heart, it was this person who used his power to force himself to marry him, and a despicable person was not worthy of any friendliness. After that person died, all kinds of events happened, and suddenly realized that the selfishness of the human heart fills many corners of the world, and under the effect of selfishness, you have no way to control the development of many things.

"When the matter is done, what are you still doing standing here, but people who eat the water of two wells are nourishing every day?" Yan Yandi's thinking interrupted, followed the source of the voice, and saw this partner who used to earn work on the ground with her, and recognized her the same, but forgot the name of Rao, vaguely remembering that this person was finally taciturn, not lazy, often bored to work, time passed, and became something in the words, and the words revealed a little bit of bitterness.

If the other person is not good, you need to deal with it in the same way. After many years of dealing with people, Yan Yan has not changed in particular. "I don't need you to judge what my own experience is, if you manage your own man well, you don't need to wander around, smell and bite."

"You. Who are you? "The woman was about to step forward and start a tear with real action, when she was dragged away by her husband. Before leaving, he spoke; "Sister-in-law, goodbye. My mother-in-law is not sensible, so please take care of my sister-in-law. ”

Originally, there was nothing going on, but the beautiful scene seemed to turn some illusory things into reality, and Yan Yan was very uncomfortable with this feeling of making something out of nothing.

Yan Xin learned from these words that some things happened to his aunt here back then, these things he never knew, although he was a little curious, but he always felt that things had nothing to do with him, if the lamb was present, the focus must be different from his own. I came here for a trip, I didn't feel that there was anything special here, there was a box of harvest, I don't know what kind of things my father was hiding inside, and I locked it tightly with a delicate lock.