She immediately shrank back, and her heart immediately popped up countless times: What's the situation?!? What are Gu Yiqing and Lin Ke doing here in the dark? Lonely men and widows? Could it be on a date? No, if it's a date, why choose this time, it's not romantic, it's a little scary? The point is, why do these two people bump into me every time they whisper! Do I listen or not? Before he had time to think about it, Luo Luo heard Lin Ke shout sharply:

"Easy to clear! I know that your mother's death has caused you a lot of harm, but we were still young, and we were only responsible for pulling you away, and we were not involved, and we didn't know it! Why do you blame us for the fault? It's been so long, can't you forgive us? Think about when we were kids."

"Shut up!" Gu Yiqing interrupted Lin Ke's words indifferently, he raised his head to look at her, and Luo Luo happened to see the emotion in his eyes from this angle, in addition to indifference, there was also endless sadness and sadness, like a small animal covered in scales, but he disguised himself as distressing. Her mood suddenly fell, her heart seemed to have been punched, the pain was strange and abrupt, and she heard his voice say coldly: "Heh, how do you ask me to forgive, yes!" We were young, but dare you say you didn't mean to break me away so that those vile and mean people could kill my mother! Think about what am I doing when my mother was struggling to survive in her hospital bed, trying to see her only son for the last time? I was eating cake and chatting and playing games with you on the comfortable sofa, I was laughing and laughing heartlessly, and I abandoned my mother under the cover of everyone, including you, and left her alone in this world. Maybe you're right, I don't have the right to blame you, I'm also the sinner who killed my mother, and my biggest mistake is to believe you! ”

With a thunderclap fell, the torrential rain fell with a bang, crackling on the leaves, hitting the two people under the tree, but it did not defeat the young man with a bamboo posture, he still stood straight and strong, not admitting defeat against the world's frustration and injustice against him. And Luo Luo's heart was also beating like rain, pounding, she listened to Gu Yiqing's sad and angry words, and finally saw his past, and learned about the bond and story between him and Lin Ke, which was even heavier and more painful than she imagined, no wonder Gu Yiqing always showed such a sad look from time to time. She sniffed softly, raised her hand to wipe the fog in front of her, and found that she was unconsciously bursting into tears, for the indifferent but scarred man in the rain......

At this time, the two people outside fell into silence, and after a long time, Luo Luo heard Lin Ke's somewhat weak voice in the sound of the "boom", "Yi Qing, I know it's my mistake, can you ...... Can you give me another chance? You see! This was given to me by my aunt at the time, and she said that I would take care of you in the future, and said that if we could be together, it should be given to ...... For your wife, you see! ”

Luo Luo poked her head out and looked at the thing in Lin Ke's hand hard, it seemed to be an old-fashioned pocket watch, but before she could see it clearly, Gu Yiqing unexpectedly snatched the pocket watch and threw it out.

"She was so stupid that she believed all of you, but never thought that one day you would join forces against her. Lin Ke, if you still have a little conscience, you don't deserve to take anything from her! You don't deserve to be in front of me! ”

At this time, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, washing away everything in the world, but it can't wash away these painful memories. Listening to Gu Yiqing's helpless roar like a trapped beast in the rainstorm, Luo Luo closed his eyes uncomfortably, maybe no one could really understand his injury, his pain, his despair, he was just a child at that time......

Lin Ke looked at the indifferent and angry young man in front of him, and finally realized that the Gu Yiqing in front of him was no longer the Gu Yiqing of his childhood playmate, he had become a man in an instant after the incident a few years ago. She only remembered that at that time, at Gu's mother's funeral, he didn't shed a single tear, and watched indifferently throughout the whole process, until he saw his mother cremated, he moved out of Gu's house, even if Uncle Gu cut off all his financial resources and no longer paid him a living allowance, he never lowered his head once and returned home once. Until they met again, he had become the current Gu Yiqing, cold and withdrawn, but he no longer stopped in the past. And he has become the one who forced him to remember the pain, when something like that happened, whether he was innocent or not, he was involved in it after all, he didn't hate himself for being the best, but he was still greedy for more, envious of Charlotte. She suddenly remembered what Charolo asked that day when she asked Charolo to help persuade Gu Yiqing to reconcile with herself, and at that time, Charolo could see it clearly, knowing that Gu Yiqing would only be dragged back to those painful memories by them, she was reminding her......

“…… I'm sorry. After saying that, Lin Ke ran out crying and disappeared into a dark rain curtain. And Gu Yiqing, after she left, exhaled heavily, and then left the school with her legs.

Luo Luo came out of the classroom after Gu Yiqing left, looking at his back when he left, still straight under the rainstorm, but Luo Luo felt that there was a very heavy thing pressing on him, suppressing his emotions at this time, making him indifferent and withdrawn, unwilling to have too much contact with others, and even unwilling to trust others. Feeling her vision wet and blurred with tears, she wiped the tears from her face again. Gu Yiqing, I'm sorry, I didn't have the courage to run out to stop you just now, I didn't have the courage to stand with you, I didn't have the courage to protect you, and I said that I would abandon the past and move towards the future with you, but I was still too useless!

Although from their conversation just now, you can probably guess something that Gu Yiqing's mother died, and it seems that someone deliberately killed her, and Lin Ke should have deliberately taken Gu Yiqing away, so that their mother and son could not see each other for the last time, so Gu Yiqing would not treat them so badly. Only, why did he kill his mother? …… I went to his house several times, except for himself, he was alone, and when he asked the head teacher for the address, he also said that he lived alone, and asked his parents why they didn't live with him, but the head teacher sighed a long time, didn't say anything, just shook her hand and told her not to care. Could it be that the head teacher also knows something? But no matter what, she could see that his mother's death made him sad and sad, so he ......

She strode into the rainstorm, with the faint light of the mobile phone flashlight, looking for the pocket watch that was thrown out on the dark ground, the umbrella she was carrying was thrown in the classroom, she didn't have time to think about whether there was an umbrella, she held the mobile phone in one hand to illuminate, and groped in the grass with the other, anyway, it was left by his mother, it must be very important!!

The wind and rain outside were still blowing continuously and violently against the window, Gu Yiqing had just taken a shower, he didn't turn on the light, and looked at the inside and outside of the house in pitch black, just like those days in the past, after his mother just died, he was alone in the hut where he lived with his mother when he was a child, and his life was always dark at that time, and it seemed that he hadn't thought of his dead mother for a long time, the woman who would smile softly no matter what happened, her departure seemed to bring all his light at once, All that was left was endless darkness and loneliness, and a suffocating despair. At that time, he thought about dying, but he didn't succeed, so he gave up. Because his mother said that he still has a very good and beautiful life to go, she wants him to live up to his glory and grow into a man who stands up to the sky, she wants him to live with kindness, no matter what happens, don't hate it, and can't give up life. She said:

"Xiao Yiqing, my mother's illness can only let me stay in the hospital, but my mother still wants to go to many, many beautiful places to play. Can Xiao Yiqing promise his mother? If you're old enough to move freely on your own, go and help your mom make her wish come true. Of course, my mother's greatest wish is that you can grow up to be a man who stands up to the sky and live happily. ”

At that time, how could he understand the sadness in his mother's words, he just promised her with joy, and then on her face, an extremely gentle smile would appear, as if she was a person with a happy life, but how could she be happy! is just holding on to show him, forcing to tell him that even if she leaves, he should not despair, but take her wish and try to live, because that is her greatest wish! He opened his eyes and laughed self-deprecatingly, how could he be as happy as she wished? Since that incident, he has fallen into darkness, rejecting the approach of everyone, indifferently rejecting everything from the outside world, he feels that he does not live like a person at all, at most he is just a walking corpse, how to talk about happiness! Mother, Mother, I can't even fulfill your wishes, are you disappointed in me?

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door that interrupted his gradually negative thoughts, he stared at the door hesitantly, his eyes were empty and lonely, and he couldn't find a trace of focus, until a doorbell rang, his eyes moved, and then he stood up and walked over slowly, stopping by the door, he didn't want to open the door, because now he just wanted to be alone. But the thought in his mind made him hesitate suddenly, there seemed to be only one person who would knock on his door in this way, but at this time, the idea became bizarre and ridiculous, but he still took a deep breath and slowly opened the door with all the anticipation.