Chapter 15 Stopping Out of Character

Until the day he received the report card, his father never spoke to Lin Luoluo, and even his mother couldn't stand it and said to his father in the room: "Do you treat your daughter as an enemy?" At the end of the term, you don't say anything about the Kaolo Luokao, so do you still give the New Year's red envelope? ”

"It's so good to watch TV, what do you say!" Father said as he flipped through the newspaper.

Lin Luoluo heard it clearly in the room, and every sentence went to his heart.

"I'm going to the farmer's market to buy some New Year's goods later, why don't you come with me!" Mother said as she began to pack up and get ready to go out.

"You don't have to buy a lot of things, and no one comes to our house to pay New Year's greetings, you can just buy some."

"Are you going or not?" Mother said a little impatiently.

She didn't hear her father's answer, but she got up and dressed, and her mother smiled with satisfaction when she saw his father's movements.

The room was empty, Lin Luoluo was lying on the bed resting with his eyes closed, such a quiet was very comfortable, there was no noise, and there was only the sound of his own breathing.

"Come out?" The phone buzzed.

"Where?"

"Old place."

Lin Luoluo turned around, jumped up from the bed, changed his clothes, and went out.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't come in the future? Why did I come out as soon as I shouted you? The boy hugged Lin Luoluo and smiled.

"Don't be sentimental, you know I don't like you." Lin Luoluo pushed the boy away.

"It's routine, we still don't talk about it." The boy said.

Sometimes Lin Luoluo really hates himself, the kind of thing that says he cares but is doing things that make his friends sad, but even so, Lin Luoluo can't control it, as if he will never leave himself blank if he doesn't do things that disgust him, maybe it's a kind of pathology, the more he hurts himself, the more he wants to deepen, just like if he accidentally scratches his arm, a normal person will stop the bleeding, but Lin Luoluo may pick up a knife and put another layer on the wound, which is a deepening of the pain and an aggravation of the scar.

"I'll tell you, I've always had a girlfriend, but I found that I didn't seem to like her very much." The boy sat down and said leisurely.

This sentence really surprised Lin Luoluo: "Why don't you tell me that you have a girlfriend, so you are not afraid that your girlfriend will know?" ”

"What's wrong? Are you scared? You're not afraid of this, but I'm afraid if I have a girlfriend? The boy smirked.

"What's wrong with this? I think I'm disgusting, and now you seem to be even more disgusting. Lin Luoluo said and got up to take his bag and left.

"Can you stay with me?" The boy said.

Lin Luoluo didn't answer by slamming the door and leaving, and pulled the boy's communication into the blacklist when he left the door, Lin Luoluo didn't take the elevator but sat down silently in the corner of the corner, I don't know why Lin Luoluo felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, like a faint pain that a thin needle quickly poked into the heart and quickly pulled out.

Lin Luoluo sat in a lost soul, I don't know how long the time has passed, I don't know how much time has passed, I only see that the sky is slowly darkening, such a loss and loneliness devouring Lin Luoluo, I don't know how to tell that the discomfort and sadness have spread over him, tears sliding down his cheeks, and he can't help choking so that Lin Luoluo can't stop it for a while.

"Where? I sent something to your house, and your mother said you were out. "Received Jiang Zhijing's message.

"On the way back, what is it?"

"Just some snacks, I'll go back first, will I come out late for supper in the evening? Call them out. ”

"Okay, you go and ask them." After Lin Luoluo sent the message, he got up and left the hotel to go home.

Lin Luoluo, who returned home, really didn't have the appetite to eat, said hello and went back to the room, and his parents no longer forced Lin Luoluo to do anything, if he really wanted to say that his mother was much softer than before, he would not ask Lin Luoluo to do anything, but his father did not look at Lin Luoluo with his eyes, of course, Lin Luoluo did not take the initiative to talk.

"Huh?" Lin Luoluo picked up the phone with sleepiness.

"Have you read the mobile phone message? We're all here, you haven't come yet, you're oversleeping! Qi Yujiu shouted on the other end of the phone.

Lin Luoluo glanced at the time, then hurriedly got up and said to his mother and went out, "Come back early!" Let Jiang Zhijing send you back. Mother shouted from behind.

"If it's yours, you can sleep through this." Li Ya said and handed a skewer of grilled chicken hearts to Lin Luoluo.

"I can only sleep when I have nothing to do at home all day, and the more I sleep, the sleepier I become." Lin Luoluo replied while eating the skewers.

"Where did you go in the afternoon?" Jiang Zhijing asked casually while drinking a drink.

"I went and bought some groceries."

After finishing supper, it was already more than 11 o'clock in the evening when Jiang Zhijing sent Lin Luoluo home, and the others had already arrived home, but Jiang Zhijing had something to say and didn't leave for a long time.

"I'm in?" Lin Luoluo asked.

"Hmm." Jiang Zhijing waved his hand.

"That ......" Lin Luoluo was about to open the door downstairs when he heard Jiang Zhijing standing behind him.

"What?"

"That...... Or...... Why don't we be together? Jiang Zhijing's voice became quieter and quieter, and he couldn't even hear the words "together" behind him.

For a long time, Lin Luoluo didn't respond and just looked at him blankly, and Jiang Zhijing then said, "Is it okay?" ”。

"You know what my mom used to be like! If that hadn't happened, maybe she would still be the same as before, she would look through my diary, and she would go to the business hall to check my call logs and text messages. My mom just had a bad mouth and was too bad to hear, so I didn't dare to get too close to any boy at that time, and you were mainly because I told my mom that we wouldn't be together, so she was so relieved. Lin Luoluo said as he walked to a chair in the community and sat down.

"So you're rejecting me? Haha, plus the number of times in junior high school, I think I can count them with one hand. Jiang Zhijing said with a smile, but it made Lin Luoluo feel a little uncomfortable.

"I'd be happy if nothing had happened and you'd be like the same as you always have." Lin Luoluo smiled at Jiang Zhijing, and that smile made Jiang Zhijing feel a pain in his heart for some reason.

"It's still too late." Jiang Zhijing replied.

"Do you know what it's like for a domestic squirrel to return to the forest?" Lin Luoluo looked at the pedestrians in front of him and said.

"What?"

"It may die because it is unable to stand on its own feet, or it may be bullied for not being accepted by its peers, how to put it! None of the results should be good. Lin Luoluo said and got up: "It's time for me to go home, you should go back early." ”

Jiang Zhijing obviously wanted to say but couldn't take a word, so he watched Lin Luoluo enter his own building, feeling bad but helpless.

Lin Luoluo, who was standing in the corridor, looked at Jiang Zhijing who was leaving from the window, thinking that maybe it was really a matter of waiting until he lost to know what was commendable, if he met you in the past, everything might be beautiful now, but unfortunately he always had to wave goodbye to the other party.