Inscription: Have you ever had a favorite experience that ended up uneventful? Do you still suddenly think of someone in the dead of night, but you can't remember what she looks like, after many years of absence, let's look back and say goodbye to those who we liked as children.

Tian smiled and said, "Lin Muxing, I'll go with you, wait for me!"

Go to a place to meet someone I liked earlier than I liked Tian Xiaoxiao, I haven't seen it for so many years and I don't know, is she doing well? Remember me?

Lin Muxing's previous name was: Lin Xiahua, and later the family disliked being too feminine and changed to Lin Muxing, so I changed from a flower to a Jupiter.

1. Flowers and leaves

I don't know why I've been thinking of someone lately, who is related to my past, my birth, and my past.

I was born in a small town called Qingshi, and the town has a nickname called Qingshi Ancient Town.

The ancient town is full of quaint and leisurely, where there are Yi's favorite flowers, and there are also my favorite Yi. After the ancient town of Yiren did not return, the old people were broken in memories. Do you remember the memories I wrote for you, there are two naughty imps on the other side of the mountain, and that is us.

At that time, I was only a few years old, and my emotions were always very simple when I was young.

I'm innocent, I'm naïve. Time hurried past our past, the years crossed the contours of our faces, doubling mature, once stayed in the ancient town of my hometown for more than a year, and it was then that I met you.

Green mountains and green waters, flowers and moonlight, remember that you love the unknown little wildflowers in the mountain paths, the flowers bloom and fall in a hurry for another year, the children love the crisp sound of ticking on the bluestone slabs in the ancient town, the old people like the silence in the ancient town, you like the unknown little flower of the milk smile sister.

You always like to ask me the name of the flower, I don't know, I can only helplessly perfunctory: "When I know, I'll tell you." ”

"Okay, then you can't go back." You say it very seriously.

Actually, I don't know when I knew the name of the flower, and I thought it was perfunctory and funny, but you believed it.

Occasionally, you will also say that you like to stay with me, but at that time we were too young to understand feelings, maybe it was not that we were too young but we were not able to bear a relationship.

In the ancient town, the old Xiucai who stayed in the Qing Dynasty said that one of us is like summer and the other is like autumn, life is like summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves.

You are my autumn leaves, quiet and melancholy, shy. You say I'm your summer flower, because you like flowers and you like me.

At that time, a puppet and the two of us played for more than half a year, so good that a piece of cake was eaten together, is this considered a childhood sweetheart? What about two little guesses? We can always turn the cold winter into the warmth of spring, and we never thought that we would leave each other one day, and we didn't believe that anyone between us would leave suddenly.

2. Unheard of flower name.

On that day, the sky was clear and the sun was shining so brightly that people couldn't open their eyes, which was a sign of summer.

After watching the idol drama, you asked me.

"Xiaohua, do you like me?"

"Well, I like it most with Xiao Ye."

After watching the idol drama, I replied like this.

"Me too! Then let's never be separated. ”

It's like a bridge in an idol drama.

If you like Disney princesses, then I like princes, and I made up my mind at that time.

But they were separated, and I left first. An apple may be complete at the beginning, but once it encounters a fruit knife, it will be divided into two halves, and many things are fruit knives between us, such as misunderstanding, suspicion, or transfer, distance.

But in the end, it is time that leaves us away - and you start with youth, hurt by longing, and ruined by time.

The reason for leaving was my mother, who wanted me to go to elementary school in the city center, but your mother insisted on letting you stay in the town.

Later, I met Tian Xiaoxiao, but I didn't expect that since I grew up with her in the future, I didn't expect that my childhood sweetheart would be Tian Xiaoxiao.

Xiao Ye knew that when I was leaving, I cried for a long time, and you said to me with swollen eyes, "Xia Hua, will you come back?" Will you ever forget me? I pinched your slightly baby-fat little face, and said in a milky voice, "Of course, Akiba, you must miss me." ”

Even when I was leaving, I thought I would be back, and I think you believe that I will be back, because you gave me a flower of promise.

What do I know when I just graduated from kindergarten, how can I say such a thing?

At first I was amazed, but in the last few days you ignored me, and heard from your mother that you had gone with your aunt to pick flowers, saying that she was going to give me as a gift—lest I forget you.

At that time I thought you must have asked me to look at the flowers, know the name of the flowers, and then come back and tell you. It must be, but you say that flowers are conventions.

You have worked so hard to get the flower, and when I saw you, your clothes were covered with thorns, sweat soaked all over your body, and your hair was unkempt.

I've never seen you look so sloppy as you've always loved to be neat.

You tear the flowers to pieces and put them in a small blue bag and hand them to me. Strange flowers with an unknown faint floral fragrance, the flowers are not showy, elegant and refined, and the residual flowers of the milky smile sister are a little yellowed, which is probably the so-called only fragrant - I have not heard the name of the flower, but I know its meaning.

I left, but I never thought that this turn would never look back, I was so reluctant and unbearable when I left, but I still left.

went so resolutely, but also so helpless and painful.

I left you like this, I left my childhood, I don't have you anymore, I don't have you anymore......

Later, Lin Xiahua also became Lin Muxing, he never forgot you, even if he met Tian Xiaoxiao, who he really liked, but Qiuye was still the cinnabar mole in his heart.

But I didn't have a chance to tell Ye.

3. Substitution.

"I'm not happy, Brother Muxing, why do you always keep a straight face." It was Tian Xiaoxiao who spoke, the girl I like now, she is very beautiful and I like her, I like her for many years, even if she doesn't like me.

I liked her at first because she looked a lot like a girl I used to like. The girl that day was Akiba.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, can you sing to me?"

Tian Xiaoxiao knew that I liked her singing, and immediately sang a song to me. She said that the song was called "I miss you so much", and I listened carefully to her singing.

I miss you so much, Ye.

"Brother Muxing, don't go!" After listening to Tian Xiaoxiao's song, I put Tian Xiaoxiao aside and went home alone. Tian Xiaoxiao was still behind me, calling my name: "Lin Muxing, Lin Muxing." ”

I knew Tian Xiaoxiao laughed at her crying because I heard her sobbing, and even I knew that she was wrestling when she chased me.

"Brother Muxing...... What's wrong with you? Tian Xiaoxiao hoped that I could take a look at her, and then I glanced at her, and that glance was not a souvenir.

I bought a bottle of beer alone, and who understands the helplessness of drinking it all? The sad Tian Xiaoxiao, and the helpless me, Tian Xiaoxiao and I are very far away from the people we like...... Far beyond the clouds.

Tian Xiaoxiao didn't understand the sadness that suddenly appeared in my eyebrows, and she didn't understand why I was prone to sentimentality.

4. Departure.

If we still have ifs, can we wait for me to tell you the name of the flower? Ye, I miss you so much, hehe.

My mother laughed miserably when she saw me drinking: "Lin Muxing, how did you learn to drink?" "Mother must be disappointed, right? The son she brought up was so uncompromising, in order to let his son go to the best school, he pulled me out of the ancient town despite everyone's objections.

"I'm sorry, Mom." "You don't have to say anything I'm sorry, you can do whatever you like when you're older, Mom won't force you." "Mom, I think she ......" I almost cried because of the strength of the wine.

"Who do you think?" "Leaf! It's the autumn leaves in the town where we used to live in elementary school. "You've missed her for so long? I thought you had forgotten her. "Hmm...... Mom, you know her...... Where? Mother shook her head helplessly, he couldn't help it, he hadn't been back to his hometown for so many years.

At my insistence, my mother could not persuade me to go with me, and since that time I committed suicide, my mother has been dependent on me for everything.

On the eve of my trip to the ancient town, Tian Xiaoxiao stopped me.

"Brother Mu Xing, the song I am going to sing on the stage when the time comes, it was written to me by your captain Mu Yixuan." Tian Xiaoxiao looked very happy.

"Okay, I'll listen then, I still have something to do." I said perfunctorily, because I really had no intention of getting entangled with Tian Xiaoxiao.

Tian Xiaoxiao smiled and said with concern, "Brother Muxing, why are you leaving?" Why are you so pale? You're not in a good mood these days, is something happening at home? Auntie, is she in good health? "Tian Xiaoxiao knows that I am a single-parent family, and she also knows that my mother is not in good health.

I think she's annoying, I like her, but sometimes I don't want her to interfere with my past, but she does. I like her as I used to like Akiba without hesitation, even if Tian Xiaoxiao has always regarded me as a younger brother.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, can you leave me alone now? You're going to really annoy you like this. "I don't have a good voice for her.

Lin Muxing...... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Tian Xiaoxiao lowered her head and pursed her mouth, she wanted to relate to me, but she didn't expect me to be impatient.

I understand that Tian Xiaoxiao can always understand everything about her in one look, but Tian Xiaoxiao can't see through me, but I still stay by her side like a fool.

She also deserves me to be good to her, Tian Xiaoxiao even cried when I was angry and said: "Brother Muxing, I know you are annoying me now, but you must tell me if you are unhappy, I just want to make you happy." "That's the case.

This time it was still the case, Tian Xiaoxiao cried again, crying and saying, "I'm sorry...... Brother Muxing, I seem to have made you angry again, I didn't mean to. ”

I don't know why she likes to cry so much in front of me recently, obviously she wasn't like this before.

The lonely street lamp illuminated my lonely back, and I wanted to embark on the return journey back to the ancient town alone, wanting to meet the autumn leaves that haunted my soul.

"Brother Muxing! I'll go with you. Tian Xiaoxiao also followed with the luggage on her back, she was determined to follow me all the way, I knew that she was worried that I was not safe alone.

Embarked on the journey, in addition to the luggage I should have brought, I also brought a bag of dried flowers that Ye gave me back then. I haven't seen her for more than ten years, I haven't returned for more than ten years, I don't know what happened to her.