Early in the morning, Xu Jingmo knocked on the door a few times, and Shang Lu only said lightly, "It's coming, it's coming." ”

However, his so-called coming, coming, coming, half an hour, no reaction at all.

Xu Jingmo couldn't help but get anxious, she had already made an appointment with Dr. Chen, and it was already eight o'clock to meet this morning.

She opened the door a little anxiously, and saw that Shang Lu had cleaned up and sat on the bed without saying a word, obviously a little nervous.

When Xu Jingmo saw it, he sighed and thought: "It's also difficult to talk about Shanglu, and it's not easy to ask a doctor to admit that he has a mental illness."

She waved her hand and said, "Shang Lu, if you don't want to go, it's okay." ”

When Shang Lu heard this, he immediately sat up from the bed, walked forward, and said, "No, I'm going." ”

After the two arrived at Dr. Chen's house, Xu Jingmo accompanied Mrs. Chen to stay in the living room, while Shang Lu and Dr. Chen went to the inner room.

According to Mrs. Chen, it was a room specially prepared by Dr. Chen, which was specially prepared for medical treatment.

"My husband has been a doctor all his life, and he is also an idle person who has retired, but he treats his home as a hospital."

Mrs. Chen and Xu Jingmo gossiped, their tones were full of softness, and they thought that the two of them were very happy to get along.

Xu Jingmo couldn't help but sigh with emotion, "I really envy you." ”

Mrs. Chen hurriedly waved her hand and said seriously, "This family has a scripture that is difficult to read, it depends on how you look at it, if you think well, this life will be good." ”

Xu Jingmo originally only thought that these words were innocuous chicken soup for the soul of people with good lives, but he was shocked by Mrs. Chen's next words.

Mrs. Chan bluntly said that in fact, Dr. Chan also had mental illness.

When Dr. Chan was young, he suffered from depression due to his introverted personality and constant bullying by others.

When Xu Jingmo heard this, he was very surprised, and asked Mrs. Chen again and again, "Then how did you help Dr. Chen, Mrs.?" ”

Mrs. Chen smiled and said lightly, "Actually, I can't say that I helped him, I just told him over and over again that he was fine." ”

Xu Jingmo only thought that she had found the same kind of person, so she told Mrs. Chen about Shang Lu's situation, and after speaking, she said sadly, "I am sometimes quite powerless, and I don't know what to do to help him." ”

Mrs. Chen quietly listened to Xu Jingmo's cry, and then said slowly, "Child, this situation is not something you can do alone!" ”

When Xu Jingmo was listening to the Leng Shen, the door inside was opened, and Shang Lu took the lead to walk out.

Xu Jingmo hurriedly greeted him and asked, "How is it?" ”

Shang Lu's face was much better than when he came, but he still said lightly, "It's okay" and stopped talking.

Xu Jingmo had no choice but to go to Dr. Chen.

According to Dr. Chen, Shang Lu's symptoms are much better than before, but they are not completely cured.

"This stage can be said to be a turning point, if the transition is good, you can get rid of depression, if the transition is not good, it will be troublesome."

Dr. Chen's words can be described as mixed, and Xu Jingmo doesn't know whether he should be happy or worried.

After saying goodbye to Dr. Chen, the two got into the car, and Mrs. Chen's words appeared in Xu Jingmo's ears, and he couldn't help but say, "Shang Lu, you are very good." ”

Shang Lu took a moment, gently stroked Xu Jingmo's forehead with his hand, and muttered, "I don't have a fever."

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Xu Jingmo couldn't help but be shocked, she didn't expect that Shang Lu would joke with her now.

She was overjoyed, so she hugged Shang Lu's arm tightly, and said coquettishly, "Brother Lu, let's go to the playground to play." ”

The two of them finally took a day off, and it would be boring to waste it at home.

When Shang Lu heard this, his brows furrowed inadvertently, and he said softly, "Momo, I'm afraid it won't work today!" ”

Xu Jingmo let out an "oh" in disappointment, and then stopped talking, who knows, Shang Lu came to the door of the car and asked her to go down.

"Shang Lu, what are you going to do?"

Xu Jingmo stared at Shang Lu aggrievedly, and wanted to save his arm.

The discussion couldn't help but bow his head slightly, and said softly, "I have something to do, Momo, you go back first." ”

Xu Jingmo had no choice but to get out of the car. However, she still couldn't resist the curiosity in her heart, so she stopped a taxi and followed Shang Lu all the way.

She remembered that Shang Lu seemed to go out alone at this time of the month, even when he was very depressed, he never forgot it.

The car made its way to the suburbs and eventually stopped at the entrance of an orphanage.

When Xu Jingmo's gaze touched those three words, her body seemed to be passed through an electric current, and her whole body froze in place.

Her hands couldn't help but caress her flat lower abdomen, she once conceived a life, but that life was not yet formed, and she left this world.

Thinking of this, her heart couldn't help but spread a throbbing pain, it turned out that some pain could not disappear with time.

"Miss, Miss......"

Seeing that Xu Jingmo didn't react, the driver couldn't help but wave his hand in front of her.

Xu Jingmo came back to his senses at this time, and when he looked ahead again, Shang Lu was gone.

She got out of the car in a hurry, and when she arrived at the gate of the orphanage, she met an old woman who received her.

Xu Jingmo hurriedly described Shang Lu's height and appearance to the old woman, and eagerly asked where he went.

When the old woman heard this, she smiled happily, took Xu Jingmo's hand enthusiastically, and said softly, "You must be Miss Xu!" ”

Xu Jingmo was shocked, and hurriedly asked the old woman how she knew.

The old woman said, "What you just refer to must be Mr. Shang, who is a frequent visitor to our place and a patron, and he will come here at this time of every month, and he will come a few more times." ”

"He once told us that he didn't come alone, and he also took the place of Miss Xu......"

What the old woman said next, Xu Jingmo didn't know, she only felt a haze in front of her.

She suddenly remembered this day, the day she had surgery, and the day her child died in the womb.

Thinking of this, Xu Jingmo became emotional, collapsed to the ground, and cried.

For so many years, there was not a day when she didn't miss her unformed child, and she thought that Shang Lu had forgotten about that child, so she deliberately didn't mention it.

She now learned that it turned out that Shang Lu had always remembered their children, and even transferred his feelings for their children to the many children in the orphanage.

She couldn't help but blame herself a little, thinking about her, what did she do for the child?

The old woman looked at Xu Jingmo in surprise, because Xu Jingmo was crying inexplicably, she didn't know how to comfort her, and she was at a loss for a while.

Xu Jingmo cried,

Soon provoked the dean, Shang Lu and others.

As soon as Shang Lu saw the familiar figure at the door, he immediately ran over, hugged Xu Jingmo into his arms, gently stroked her hair, and said softly. "Why did you come along?"

At this time, Xu Jingmo was already full of tears, and she said with red eyes, "If I don't come, I don't know that you come to this orphanage every month, and I don't know that you always think of our children......"

Xu Jingmo cried for a while before gradually calming down.

Shang Lu looked at her and said softly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hidden it from you." ”

In fact, Shang Lu also thought about telling Xu Jingmo, but he was afraid that she would be too emotional, but it would stiffen the relationship between the two that they had cultivated with great difficulty, so he could only endure and remain silent.

"Okay, forgive me."

Xu Jingmo said softly, she cried just now, but it was just to relieve the depression that had been squeezed in her heart for many years, and now, the depression has been resolved.

"Take me to see the kids!"

"Okay."

A flash of light flashed in Shang Lu's eyes, and he took Xu Jingmo and walked inside.

As soon as the two arrived at the center of the orphanage, the children rushed towards Shang Lu and began to shout.

"Brother Lu hasn't been here for a long time!"

"Brother Lu, did you bring us something delicious this time?"

"Brother Lu, did you bring me flowers and butterflies?"

……

For a while, the whole hall seemed to be crowded with the words "Brother Lu", and the children wanted to come to Shang Lu's side, and some of the small ones were squeezed outside, and the aggrieved ones were crying.

"Bring, bringing."

Shang Lu tirelessly answered immature questions.

Xu Jingmo found that from the time he came in to the present, Shang Lu's face was full of smiles from beginning to end, which was extremely rare for the current Shang Lu.

"Who's that sister?"

A little boy pointed to Xu Jingmo beside Shang Lu, scratching his head, looking like a gossip, "It won't be Brother Lu's girlfriend!" ”

Suddenly, all the children withdrew their eyes from Shang Lu and looked at Xu Jingmo.

Xu Jingmo was amused, so he came to the little boy and quipped, "You are so smart, call Sister-in-law Lu." ”

Shang Lu looked at Xu Jingmo, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he took Xu Jingmo into his arms and said softly, "That's right, this is my girlfriend, your sister-in-law Lu." ”

After Shang Lu finished speaking, a few little girls came to Xu Jingmo, took out the flower rope hairpin from their pockets, and handed it to Xu Jingmo.

Xu Jingmo hurriedly squatted down and joked with the little girl, "Is this for my sister?" ”

The little girl shook her head, her chubby face was pink and tender, so cute that people couldn't help but want to pinch it.

The little girl said seriously, "This is for Brother Lu's girlfriend, Sister-in-law Lu, not my sister." ”

Xu Jingmo was amused, hurriedly took the hairpin, pinned it on his head, shook his head, pinched the little girl's face, and quipped, "Does my sister-in-law look good wearing it?" ”

"Beautiful!"

The immature child's voice sounded, and the little girl blinked her big watery eyes, and said, "Sister-in-law Lu, you are as good-looking as Brother Lu said." ”

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