For the past two days, she has been calling the same mobile phone number repeatedly.

Just keep going to voicemail.

He didn't lie to her, his old number was still in use, it was just turned off.

He must have had another number, but didn't tell her.

She didn't ask, and he didn't.

The relationship between them was always like this, the closer she went, the closer they were, but if she walked away, he stood still, letting each other drift apart more and more.

She had to wonder if this was a trick he had specially developed to deal with her, and wanted to catch it, so she waited for the prey to come to the door automatically.

So at the club dance two years ago, when the student council president took the stage to confess to her in a high-profile manner, she knew that the opportunity for temptation had come. She pretended to be at a loss and asked him for help, and he immediately stood up and pretended to be his boyfriend to help her.

After the ball, she said to him very solemnly that it was just the situation just now, and the fake boyfriend couldn't be real, unless he pursued her well until he moved her.

After listening to her words, he showed a slightly surprised expression, and his beautiful green eyes looked at him with a smile.

What he said, she still remembers vividly, because since she was a child, no boy dared to say such a thing to her.

He said, "I know it's fake, so there's no need to be real." ”

At that moment, she felt an unprecedented sense of shame and indignation, and felt that she had been insulted.

Or being insulted by someone you like.

Since then, she has avoided him.

So, until he graduated, they really didn't meet again and say a word alone.

At that time, everyone was rumored that she dumped him, after all, she was a cold and arrogant kaolin flower, and he was a playboy who was inattentive and was dumped by girls every time he fell in love.

Later, she inadvertently learned from his friend that the rumor that she dumped him was actually spread by himself.

Flowery, but meticulous and considerate.

It is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty.

At that moment, she knew that she was gone.

Her heart was lost in that amorous and gentle senior.

But he was gone.

She said to herself, it's nothing, who in this world is not the same?

She wouldn't be like her mother did, and she wouldn't hang herself from a tree. She didn't believe she wouldn't be able to meet a better one in the future.

She also deserves better.

It's just that I really haven't encountered it again.

It turns out that it is so easy to get excited.

It's that hard again.

So this reunion, perhaps it was providential arrangement, so that she could make another choice.

"Sihua," the door opened, and Dr. Song walked out of it, "I've already injected Mrs. Tao once, and she's relieved now." ”

Tao Sihua looked through the hidden door, and the dimly lit room was like a delicately decorated prison, trapping the woman and her soul.

"Well, there's Dr. Rauson." Tao Sihua saw the maid coming over here, and knew that she was going to send off the guest as usual, so he waved his hand to her. Dr. Song is different from the previous Dr. Huang, this one was specially invited back by a friend, and his identity is a little more noble than Dr. Huang, and because he is not too familiar, he should pay attention to the number of courtesies, and she should send it personally.

Dr. Song walked slowly out of the door with the medicine box, and suggested as he walked: "Mrs. Tao should not be stuffed in the room for a long time, it will not be beneficial to her condition, if you are free, you should accompany her to go out for a walk, breathe in the fresh air outside, bask in the sun, and change your mood." ”

Tao Sihua smiled helplessly: "I have also thought about this, but she is reluctant to go out." ”

The woman knew that she had been eaten away by the disease, and she refused to even look in the mirror, let alone be seen by strangers.

Doctor Song stopped at the door, turned to Tao Sihua and said, "I persuaded her just now, and she didn't object. ”

Tao Sihua was a little surprised, because Dr. Huang had said the same thing before, but the woman never listened, but she didn't expect this Dr. Song to be so methodical.

"I've heard the term 'medical fate' before, and I thought it was a bit mysterious, but now I believe it." When Tao Sihua first met Dr. Song, he didn't expect much from him. After all, the woman is terminally ill, and even if Hua Tuo is alive, she may not be able to return to heaven.

She just did what she could, asking for a clear conscience.

After seeing Dr. Song away, she returned to the woman's room to check on her.

These days, the woman's condition has been recurring, to put it mildly, she feels that the woman's limit is coming, so she can only watch day and night, and dare not leave easily.

My father had not been home for days, and he had not been seen during the day and at night.

She felt that she was about to be abandoned by her father like a woman.

In fact, her father is very good to her, she has plenty of pocket money every month, she buys whatever she likes, she is never restricted, and she almost responds to her needs, but she has been very independent since she was a child, and rarely spoils him, and the conversation between father and daughter is usually very brief, he asks, she answers, like a boss and subordinates in a meeting.

She knows what an ordinary family is like, and although her parents will quarrel with each other, most of the time they are happy, unlike her home.

She's really tired of her family.

Pushing the door into the woman's room, I didn't hear the woman's violent wheezing, it seems that the effect of the drug is really good.

The woman lay on the bed, her eyes half-closed, and did not sleep.

She heard footsteps and took the initiative to speak, "Sihua, how is the weather today?" ”

Tao Sihua was a little surprised, but he didn't expect that women would care about the weather.

She walked to the window, pulled the curtain open, and the sunlight immediately poured in and spread on the red carpet.

The room, which had been dark and dead all year round, was finally filled with a hint of brightness and vitality.

The woman stared out the window in fascination, like a hungry and cold person seeing food, she had been isolated from the world for so long that she forgot what the blue sky and white clouds looked like.

I didn't expect it to be so beautiful, so beautiful.

Tao Sihua took the opportunity to ask softly, "Mom, do you want to go out for a walk?" ”

"Get out?" The woman shrank as if frightened, and repeated mechanically, "Get out?" ”

Tao Sihua knew her scruples, she was afraid of other people's eyes, she was no longer young, and because of the torture of illness, she looked older than her actual age.

This is unacceptable to any woman.

And it's a woman who was once beautiful.

At that time, there were many admirers of her like a carp crossing the river, as long as she hooked her fingers, there were more young talents who went to the soup for him.

Unfortunately, that was a long time ago.

Tao Sihua carefully observed the woman's expression and said softly: "We don't go outside, just bask in the sun in our yard, okay?" ”

The woman was silent for a moment, then finally nodded, "Okay." ”

So Tao Sihua called the maid to help, first put the woman into the wheelchair half-hugged and half-supported, and then pushed the wheelchair from the back door to the yard.

The summer sun is a bit fierce, and Tao Sihua opens the parasol to block the dazzling light of the scorching sun.

The yard is full of flowers and trees, full of life, and the room full of medicinal smell is simply two worlds.

Tao Sihua pushed the wheelchair under a lush tree, put away the umbrella, bent down and asked the woman, "Do you feel hot, do you want to move the fan out?" ”

The woman shook her head, she loved the feeling of being wrapped in heat, she had been closed in her own world for too long, until she touched the light and heat outside, and she didn't know how much she longed and longed for it in her heart.

Tao Sihua pointed to a bush of red knotweed not far away and said with a smile: "Mom, do you remember, this was planted by myself when I was in high school, and I have been thanking you for so many years." ”

Maybe it was Tao Sihua's words that evoked the woman's memories of the past, her expression was a little trance-like, and she looked at the red knotweed in a daze.

Tao Sihua stopped talking, leaned on the trunk of the tree, and quietly listened to the long chirping of the summer cicadas.

"A man is not a good thing...... the woman spoke suddenly, hateful, and every word seemed to pop out between her teeth.

Tao Sihua said helplessly: "Mom, don't think about this. ”

"No, I can't let go." As soon as the woman was excited, her breathing became rapid again, "I asked myself if I was worse than that woman, and it was your father who I met first, why did he choose that woman over me in the end?" ”

It's an unsolvable question, and no one can give her an answer.

Tao Sihua could only bend down, smooth the woman's back, and whispered to persuade her not to be so excited.

"Did you know that the woman also bore him a daughter?" The woman suddenly showed a weird smile, "That woman also gave birth to a daughter, not a son." ”

Tao Sihua followed her and said, "Well, yes." ”

"My daughter is definitely better than her daughter." The woman raised her head and looked at Tao Sihua carefully, she hadn't looked at her daughter for too long, because she was so bright and moving, and she was getting older and weaker. Now, she carefully examines her in a well-lit place, and the more she looks, the more she loves it, and the more she looks, the happier she becomes, "How Peugeot my daughter is." ”

Tao Sihua was stunned, feeling that the woman's gaze on her was too eager, making her feel numb and disgusted.

But she still kept a faint smile.

"Sihua," said the woman, "don't follow my old path, you have to find a man who loves you, and you want to be happy." ”

The sudden warmth made Tao Sihua very unaccustomed, she once longed for the love of her parents, but they didn't give it to her, she was sad, but sadness didn't play a role, slowly, she learned not to fight. So the woman's words did not move her.

"Well, I will." Her smile never reached the bottom of her eyes.

The maid walked out at this time, holding her mobile phone in her hand, and the phone vibrated while singing "Little Lucky".

"Miss, your phone has been ringing a few times."

Tao Sihua took it and looked at the caller ID.

The screen flashes the caller's name: Peach.