Bitterness Chapter 48
"Gu Yiqing, what I like has always been the squad leader." Luo Luo tried to speak in the calmest voice possible, and she did not dare to look up at him, for fear of being seen in the struggle and sadness in her eyes.
As soon as the words were finished, there was only endless silence left around, Luo Luo stared at Gu Yiqing's shadow on the ground tightly, he just didn't want to look up at him, and he didn't dare to raise his head, and the two were stalemate in a suffocating silence.
"Huh." After a long time, he only heard Gu Yiqing laugh softly and walked away, the self-deprecation of the laughter was obvious.
Luo Luo dared to look up at his back at this time, but he couldn't touch it to bump into his deep eyes, he turned to look at her coldly, and said, "Xia Luoluo, don't provoke me in the future." ”
Luo Luo watched him stunned as he turned away alone and resolutely, as if he had returned to the moment when the two first met, and the aura around him was as lonely and indifferent as now, as if he wanted to cut off contact with everyone, and turned back into the boy who was unwilling to smile at others. It was as if there was a big stone pressing heavily on her heart, which made her breathless, she understood that Gu Yiqing might not like herself anymore, and her feelings for him should also be over......
In the next few days, Luo Luo was listless at home, Xing Jia's invitations were rejected by her several times, and Xia's father and Xia's mother looked at their daughter's lifeless appearance, and once thought that it was because of the unsatisfactory exam, and they were very worried about it. After all, it was the first time they had seen their daughter so lost, in the past, she had always been optimistic, and she could even be said to be silly, but now she was so sad that it surprised the two elders.
Luo Luo, who had been depressed for a summer vacation in the surprised and worried eyes of her parents, began to look forward to the day of school, she and Gu Yiqing have never met since then, and they have never contacted each other again, the two are like parallel lines, they can't find the points that intersect, so they go their separate ways, and it doesn't matter at all. Every time she thought of this, she felt very sad, Gu Yiqing's cold back and eyes seemed to be still in front of her that day, reminding her that she had already made a choice, and it was a decision that was perfect for him, and she couldn't regret it......
Finally waiting for the start of school, Luo Luo looked at Gu Yiqing's seat that had been vacant for three days with some disappointment, clenched the pen in her hand, she forced herself to concentrate on the podium, this was the nth time she had lost her mind in this class, and the teacher's warning gaze could shoot her through. However, the dull feeling in her heart could not be relieved, and she was almost out of breath, and she was even more interested in the knowledge in books.
After finishing the last class in the morning in such a daze, Luo Luo was lying on the table and flipping through the book boringly, Xing Jia's head poked over from the other side, looked at her and said thoughtfully:
"Charolo, confess leniently, resist strictly, you have been very wrong in recent times!"
Luo Luo glanced at her, and his eyes staggered: "There's nothing wrong with me, you think too much." ”
"Come less, you still dare to say that you don't, your parents' phones have become frequent visitors to my house, almost all of them ask me what happened, or let me take you out to enlighten well, I'm afraid you will be depressed." Xing Jia patted the table and said in an unkind tone.
"Don't worry about it, I'm just a little sleepy, isn't this winter coming? I'm hibernating, too. Luo Luo's eyes flickered, couldn't he think that his actions had affected the people around him? Mom and Dad are very worried, it seems that they really have to cheer up.
"Hibernate ghost! Don't fool me, with my observation for so many days, and the phenomenon that Gu Nanshen hasn't come to school for so many days, I have already guessed it!! Xing Jia stared at her with a "smirk", and almost wrote the words "I know everything" on her face.
Luo Luo was flustered, could it be that Xing Jia found something? Where are the flaws exposed?! She quickly smiled, "Hahaha, you know what, I'm really nothing, I'm just sleepy, it's that you think too much!" What's the matter with you taking care of the male god! ”
"Lolo, your smile is fake." Xing Jia looked at her seriously, her eyes full of doubt and disbelief.
"I ......" Luo Luo didn't know what to say, the smile on his face also fell, and Xing Jia was stunned with a face full of loss.
"You already knew that Gu Nanshen was going to transfer schools."
“…… What did you say?!! Luo Luo looked at her in shock, and asked in a trembling voice.
"Huh? Don't you know? Gu Nanshen is leaving this semester, and he has been going through the transfer procedures recently, hasn't this matter been spread all over the world? Xing Jia looked at the surprise on her face, it really didn't look like she was pretending, could it be that Luo Luo really didn't know? So why is she so sad and depressed? I have known her for so many years, and it is the first time I have seen her show such a lost expression.
Gu Yiqing is really leaving??! As his father said, get out of here and go to a place that suits him better, to the place where his mother longs for the most, and never ...... again Not coming back! Although I was mentally prepared, how could I be so fast? Gu Yiqing is about to leave his life so soon, to a distant place that he may not have reached? Will she never see him again? Is it that you can no longer stand with him and go to the amusement park together?
She pushed away the chair and stood up, ran towards the office, and asked the head teacher, maybe everyone misunderstood, he wasn't going to leave so soon, he just handled it first, it wouldn't be so fast!
When she ran to the office out of breath and happened to collide with Gu Yiqing who was out of the office, the eyes of the two were stagnant after a moment of intersection, and the unprepared encounter made the two a little overwhelmed. Luo Luo calmed her breathing a little quickly, her eyes looked at her in confusion, and it was only when she saw the document bag in his hand that she realized what she meant. I wanted to ask the head teacher if he was transferring schools, but I didn't expect to meet him like this. Is it the same for him?
"Gu ......" Before Luo Luo could say anything, he saw him turn around and leave indifferently, his back was indifferent, and he didn't even want to say hello, and he didn't even want to give her a look. She pursed her lips and lowered her head a little uncomfortably, if he really left, the two would never see each other again, never see him again, never again...... I like him. She clenched her fists and chased in the direction he had left, looking at the back she had seen countless times, when she was found when she was lost, when she was chased by bad people and protected her, when she was disliked by everyone, and when he was unhappy and begged for comfort, every time it felt different, but the same made her happy and reassured. For the first time, she found that it was not only she giving Gu Yiqing strength and help, on the contrary, Gu Yiqing also brought her a lot of happiness and protection, and an inexplicable emotion came to her heart, at this moment she just wanted to keep him, don't worry so much about letting him stay by her side all the time. So she shouted to him with all her might: "Wait for Gu Yiqing!" Stop it! ”
The figure of the young man in front of him was slightly stunned, Luo Luo originally thought that he didn't want to pay attention to her, but he didn't expect him to stop and stand straight in the sun, waiting for her approach.
"Gu Yiqing, you ......" Luo Luo happily looked at his stopped back, and hurriedly caught up, but was about to speak but was interrupted by him.
"Charololo, I said, don't run around all the time, your ankle is still in danger of dislocting, you ...... Can you take care of yourself. Gu Yiqing turned his back to Luo Luo, looked at the sky in the distance with complicated eyes, and said in a calm voice.
Luo Luo could only see the back of his head, and his expression could not be seen clearly, but when he heard his familiar reminder, it was as if time had gone back to the past, and no one had to avoid the good times of the past. She smiled, a bright smile on her face that she hadn't seen in a long time, "Okay, I'm not running around." I just wanted to ask you, are you...... Is it really leaving? ”
After a long silence, Luo Luo thought that Gu Yiqing was not going to answer her words, and when he was about to say something and ask again, he didn't expect that he would turn to face her directly, looking straight at her with deep eyes. After a while, a low, cold voice came: "Charolo, I said it, don't provoke me again." ”
Luo Luo listened to his indifferent words, his heart tightened, and his indifferent eyes and back at that time unconsciously flashed in his mind, he lowered his head with a sad and aggrieved face, and said in a snorting voice: "I ......"
"What does it have to do with you if I can't leave? What do you care so much about? Gu Yiqing looked away from her sad and wrinkled face and the eyes that always made him succumb, and deliberately forced himself to be ruthless and said coldly.
"No, it's not! I just don't want to ......" Luo Luo hurriedly looked up at him, but he didn't have the courage to say what he wanted to say at this time, so he could only look at him helplessly, hoping that he could understand his helplessness and retention.
But Gu Yiqing didn't go or didn't dare to look at her expression, afraid that he couldn't help but hesitate to make his own decision, afraid that he would be reluctant to leave, and afraid that he wanted to keep her by his side like crazy. "Don't want what? Charololo, who are you trying to coax? ”
"I didn't, I ...... I just don't ...... I don't want you to go! Luo Luo looked at his cold gaze that was gradually unfamiliar, and he didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, and hurriedly shouted.
"Hehehe, don't you want me to go? Can't bear me? Gu Yiqing's eyes lit up, and his face, which had been cold all morning, finally showed a smile, and looked at her teasingly.
Luo Luo looked at the smile on his lips, and realized what he had said, and his face turned red and he was at a loss, "I...... I didn't give up! I...... I just didn't want you to leave too early, so I didn't want you to leave! You're less narcissistic! ”
Gu Yiqing stared at her silently, his eyes were deep and serious, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance in his mind, and the smile on his lips gradually disappeared. He stopped teasing her, and restrained the spring breeze just now, "Heh, I know, don't worry!" I won't leave so soon, I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you. ”
Luo Luo watched him leave thoughtfully, remembering the look he had stared at her when he finally left, and always felt as if something was wrong, as if he could no longer see it and leave it as a thought. But forget it, in any case, he won't leave so soon, although he still has to leave in the end, but ...... She was really reluctant, whether it was as a friend or because of that hazy liking.