Chapter VIII
On the way back, there was a narrow distance between the two people, and they walked slowly along the street corner.
It seems to be very close and yet it is very far away.
On the dimly lit side of the street, warm yellow lights sprinkle on pedestrians, giving an illusion of warmth.
The boy in the black inch head and the tall camel coat walks very slowly, and the girl with long red hair and black coat walks the crooked route.
Wang Zhili put his hand in his coat pocket, lowered his head and squinted at the top of Qin Ye's hair, "Why did you dye your hair red?" β
"Because red has the longest waves of visible light."
"Why do women think that the longer things are, the better?"
Qin Ye, "........." I seem to have understood something strange.
The corners of her mouth twitched, and she continued, "Don't you dislike women?" β
Wang Zhili kicked the dead leaves that fell from the side of the tree, "I don't like more things." β
Qin Ye, "........."
Wang Zhili didn't notice Qin's expression that was about to crack, and continued, "I don't like those so-called famous sayings that are partial and comprehensive, I don't like the mentally retarded stories made up in psychology books, and I don't like those self-righteous psychological test questions. β
Qin also didn't understand it a little, even if he was a homosexual, he shouldn't be so annoying to women, right? She pondered her career, although her mother was not human, but she didn't dislike all the species of women.
That Wang annoyed women may not be because of his own mother, Qin was also a little curious and asked casually, "Then why don't you like women?" β
Wang Zhili glanced at her and said, "I don't like it or like it very much, when you saw me at the gay bar before, you must have thought I was gay, right?" Actually, it's not, it's just that the person I like happens to be a boy. β
He said that when he was a boy, he used a rare gentleness, like picking up a handful of spring water with tenderness and being careful to slip away along his fingers.
Qin Ye actually wanted to know who the boy he liked was, and he felt that it was not good to inquire about other people's privacy, so he could only hold back the idea of gossiping.
It's like a train approaching a fork in the road only to find that it is going to change tracks, and it turns the topic bluntly, and I can't wait to twist the wagon into a twisted bend, "Have you read "Outline of Psychophysics"? β
Wang Zhili stopped and looked at her, and said seriously, "Xiaoye, I am a psychologist, and I can see all your cover-ups." You dye your hair red because you are afraid of red and you want to overcome it. But Koya, no one in this world can be fearless. All people can have something to be afraid of. We hate the world because it has things that we fear and hate, but we also love the world because he can accept us who are afraid of those things with the greatest tolerance. You did your best to be what you are today, although it was very hard but you have been trying to be an honest person, you are now just like a person who often stays up late and works overtime to get a cold, you are just too hard, you have been doing very well. β
At that moment, Qin also saw something called a pillar in Wang Zhili's eyes, like a well-known traveler who was rumored to never rest and found a stool, although this stool was broken and lame, but it was enough to support him through the rest of his life after a while.
Qin Ye's eyebrows quickly frowned to the middle, his eyes turned red in an instant, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and tears seemed to be falling.
However, the next moment, Qin Ye raised her arm, covered her face for a moment, and put it down after a while, except for her eyelids that were a little red, her face returned to the gentle calm that had not changed for ten thousand years.
"Hmm." Qin also replied softly, "Thank you." She choked up and grinned, "You probably didn't know what you just said to me...... Yes...... Thank you... Thank you ......."
Wang Zhili patted Qin Ye's shoulder and said softly, "You did a great job, you're just a little tired." β
Qin also covered his mouth and choked up, "...... Stop it...... I'm going to cry......"
Wang Zhili stepped forward and hugged Qin Ye, wrapped her in his arms, and gently patted her on the back like coaxing a frightened little baby, "Good girl, I proud of you."
Qin also hugged Wang Zhili in an empty alley and cried heartbreakingly, and the pain of more than 20 years gushed out like a flood.
Some people look calm on their faces, many times stronger than others, but the inferiority complex and sensitivity in their hearts are like an armor embedded in the flesh to tie themselves to death.
No matter how much people criticize and reprimand, she can be indifferent, but as long as a little kindness can make her loosen her shackles, reveal a scar on her body, and collapse into an army.
Wang Zhili felt that he was about to cry, his high-end suit was pulled out by Qin Ye, but he couldn't bother her in this scene, so he could only ask Qin Ran to give him a salary increase later.........
Qin Ye didn't know how he got home that night, only that he probably cried all night.
According to Ms. Hu, a fat man who did not want to be named, who went to her house for dinner that night, she hugged Qin Ran's crying snot and cried like a bitter cauliflower of her dead father.
Although her dad is really dead...
She's really a bitter cauliflower...
Ms. Hu also said that Qin Ye slept on the sofa that night, and the snoring sound made her wonder if Qin Ye had never slept in those days when she and Qin Ye lived together in the pet hospital......
No one has ever mentioned the fact that Qin Ran was beaten by her again, and no one has opened up the incident of nine years ago, and everything seems to be going smoothly.
But to cure poisonous sores, you always have to tear off the scab on it, then use a knife to rip off the carrion, and apply the medicine, and it will take a few rounds of wounds to heal.
Endure it like this, and one day it will get worse.
After this day passed, Qin Youxiao did not get sick for half a month.
And every day with a smile on his face, he followed Qin and then looked like if you let her go east, she would never go west, and if you asked her to kill chickens, she would never smash dogs.
Hu Pan's school is on winter vacation, and this dead fat man seems to have opened his mind, losing thirty pounds in half a month, and his whole thin person is two sizes smaller.
The skin from the door of the head to the heel was loosened twice.
The whole person went to that station, and the whole soup bag with leaky filling.
Qin Ran was sitting on the sofa playing a game with Wang Zhili, and was about to lose When he saw Hu Pan when he turned around, he immediately threw down the handle like a savior, and his wrinkled face was like an old lady who loves to care about the trivial matters of the village.
Aunt Qin said, "Yo, sister, what's wrong?" β
Hu Pansheng stood at the door without love, the corners of his mouth were deflated, his face was full of grievances, and he said, "I was dumped." β
Qin Ye patted her shoulder and said softly, "Do you want me to hug you?" β
Jesus, who was sipping juice at the bar on the side, poked his head out, "What did you dump?" Where did he throw you? β
Qin Ran glanced at Wang Zhili, thought for a moment that his adoptive parents seemed to be doctors, he twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Every time this happens, I feel that he is the one who is adopted." β
Wang Zhili glanced at his younger brother who lacked heart and lungs and Qin Ran, who couldn't afford to lose, "Every time this happens, I will also feel that you two are half-brothers." β
Hu Pan automatically blocked the conversation on the other side of the sofa, and said to Qin Ye with an indescribable desolation, "That man said that he was with me because he had a love for ugliness." β
Qin Ye, "That's because he's blind, you look so good-looking, why are you ugly?!" β
Hu Pan shook his head with red eyes, "You don't have to say such things to comfort me." Do you know what I'm most sad about? It's not that he says I'm ugly, it's that I think he's right........."
Qin also glanced at Qin Ran and Wang Zhili worriedly.
Qin Ran got up and came over, the old lady clapped her hands with hatred of iron and steel, and said, "Isn't your face just a skin?" Everyone has an old day, who can grow old from childhood to old for a lifetime, besides, you are ugly and you don't look in the mirror, it is others who are disgusting! β
"........." Qin Ye couldn't bear it, "Qin Ran, can you say something?" β
Qin Ran's hand combing his hair in the mirror stopped, he opened his mouth, and said, "If there is something wrong with what I said just now, I think I can grow from a young beauty to an old age." β
You can imagine how sad Hu Pan cried...
Wang Zhili received the eyes sent by the Lord Jin to give full play to the spirit of moving bricks, and considered the language to comfort Hu Pan, "Every growth is a complicated and tortuous process. β
Hu Pan leaned on Qin Ye's shoulder and snorted "um".
Wang Zhili nodded, "There are billions of people in the world, and even if you become a religious believer, there will always be believers who do not belong to you. β
Hu Pan stared at the rabbit-like red eyes, covered his mouth and said, "This is the best sentence I have ever received when I am so old......
Wang Zhili pushed the gold-rimmed glasses and glanced at Qin Ye, who was struggling to hold Hu Pan in his arms, "Now you know why I don't like those so-called famous sayings that are partial and comprehensive, right?" β
Qin Ye, "........."
Hu Pan, "........."
Qin Ran, "........."
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Wang Yili dusted off the folds of his clothes in a dignified manner, and continued, "If I create a religion in the name of science, no one will refuse to be my follower. β
Qin Ye patted Hu Pan's back in amazement, "See?" If you have half the confidence of him, it will be more than enough to participate in the Miss World competition. β
Hu Pan, "I will still firmly believe that I will definitely win a championship, and the runner-up will not satisfy me." β
Jesus' juice was finally ready, and the time he was here automatically positioned himself as a small long-term worker in a landlord's family who didn't need to be covered by a worker's wallet.
The big landlord Qin Ran nodded reservedly at the fruits of his labor that he had been busy for half an hour, signaling that he could kneel down.
Xiao Changgong sat down cross-legged directly on the side, stretching his neck, "So what does it mean to be dumped?" β
"............" Qin Yeya glanced at him sourly, "It's just that I'm out of love." β
Xiao Changgong nodded, "You are much better than my brother, my brother has been waiting for his sweetheart for fourteen years and has not waited." He's not even a broken love, not even a crush. β
Qin Ran looked at him dumbfounded, "Although I think you have a brain disease, I'm quite curious about what you said." β
Xiao Changgong consciously rubbed against the landlord, and his face was like a gossip, "My brother liked a little boy before he was adopted when he was a child. β
Qin Ran, Hu Pan, "Hmm~~"
Qin Ye, "......... "Did I enter a secret base in some country specializing in intellectual retardation?"
Wang raised his hand to indicate that he had received the signal of everyone's gossip, and said, "It was a little boy I met in the orphanage, two years younger than me, a Chinese named He Yu." β
Qin couldn't say what was going on, she jumped hard with a "bang" in her heart, and her whole person was stunned for two or three seconds.
It was like a broken wire that had been reconnected, and she felt like a burst of electricity, and the strange and familiar current ran along her somewhat dull nerves, waiting for her to become familiar with herself.
"I don't even remember what he looked like, but I remember that I liked him very much, not just the children...... I remember that feeling..."
Jesus snorted on the side, "I remember, Xiao Ye, the personality that split last time was called ...... Call...... He Yu, what a coincidence. β
Qin Ran, "...... That's called He Yu, is He Yu good? β
"I think my Chinese-speaking accent is cute, okay?!"
"You've got a big tongue, you can't speak Spanish, you used to call Nili Lily, you think I don't know?"
"You are an actor, you make money by reading your lines, and I don't make money by this, why should I bite the words clearly?"
"Oh~ Then you mean that you are nobler to be a painter than an actor?"
"In my temple of mind, yes!"
"Then you think you are nobler than me, why do you stay in the house of someone you despise? Why? β
"Because I like you! I don't have any more feelings for you! I can't live without you! After he finished speaking, he stared at his big eyes and bit his lower lip.
Qin Ran, "......"
Qin Ye, "......"
Wang Zhili, "...... Didn't you just talk about me? β
Hu Pan glanced at Wang Zhili sadly, "...... At first, I was talking about it. β
Qin Yelisuo's hand covered their mouths.
Qin Ran felt that his head was a little hypoxic because he was yelling too hard just now, and he looked at Jesus in a trance.
Jesus also felt that he was in a hurry to get there, it was very embarrassing, and he couldn't even let out a fart after being in place for a long time, and he couldn't find a crack in the ground to get into it.
The two looked at each other awkwardly for a few seconds, and then ran away with a tacit understanding......
Hu Pan, "Letting me see this kind of thing when I just fell out of love is more cruel than putting a female monkey in heat next to a bonobo who has just been sterilized." β
Qin Ye, "............"
Hu Pan cried too hard just now, and now she hasn't eased up, she sobbed and wiped her face, "Why are you looking at me like this?" I was thrown by him too, okay? β
Qin Ye, "........." This must be the secret base of the state specializing in the study of intellectual disability.