Hua Tao had already cried once when she saw the physical examination report. So now, when I heard Xia Sheng admit it in person, I didn't cry so much.

He's not dead yet, she's crying.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, who can escape since ancient times.

She can't even see herself, how can she become his pillar?

It's just that she really hated it for a moment.

Why is he so self-righteous? Carrying everything by yourself, and not letting her take half a point?

She really wanted to bite off his ear and make him hurt so hard that she knew what she was feeling in her heart.

Xia Sheng couldn't see her crying, and hurriedly said, "It's me who is not good, it's my fault."

After such a toss, neither of them wanted to sleep.

He simply turned on the little lamp at the head of the bed and sat up.

Under the light, the wound on Xia Sheng's ear was clearly visible. Hua Tao only glanced at it, and she was distressed.

She regretted it.

He hurts, she hurts more than he does.

She found a first-aid kit and used Yunnan Baiyao to help him stop the bleeding.

"Does it hurt?" She asked.

Xia Sheng said: "I'm not a masochist, it must be painful." ”

Hua Tao gently poked his wound with a cotton swab, saw him shrink his shoulders violently, and smiled cruelly: "You deserve it." ”

Xia Sheng thought helplessly, it was really terrible for a woman to be ruthless.

After taking the medicine, the two of them fell silent again.

Xia Sheng knew that she was waiting for him to speak first.

So Xia Sheng asked, "How did you know about this?" ”

"Orange juice told me."

Xia Sheng was terrified: "How is it possible? ”

"How could it not be? If you don't know, you can't do it unless you do. ”

Xia Sheng: "......"

Hua Tao felt that it was really a mistake that she could know his secret.

In the afternoon, she went home to change her clothes, and when she opened the closet, a moth flew in from nowhere. Orange juice ran after him, and the moth flew to the closet in a panic.

I don't know why I got into the small gap in the drawer.

So she picked the locks on the drawers.

Everything seems to have its own arrangement.

He hid it from her, but he couldn't hide it from the sky.

"What does the doctor say now?" Hua Tao asked.

Xia Sheng put his arm around her shoulder and patted her gently soothingly: "Do surgery."

It's about the same as Hua Tao expected.

She hesitated for a moment before asking, "What are the odds of success?"

Xia Sheng was silent for a moment, and Hua Tao immediately turned her head to glare at him and warned, "Don't think about lying to me again!"

Xia Sheng smiled helplessly: "Okay, I won't lie to you." Doctors said that the success rate of the operation was only 20%. ”

The air fell silent all at once.

The rain was still falling, and it was pounding on the glass windows.

The voice was urgent.

After a long time, Hua Tao spoke again: "Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you." ”

Xia Sheng hugged her tighter.

He kissed her hair, her thick eyelashes drooping, hiding the emotion in his eyes.

"Flower piggy, you're not afraid, but I'm afraid." He whispered in her ear, "I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid you'll cry, I'm afraid you'll be sad." ”

She was stronger than he had imagined.

Cowardly, he may be the only one.

He carries everything alone, not how strong and great he is.

On the contrary, he is a coward who does not know how to face the tears of his loved ones.

Hua Tao raised her head to look at him, raised her hand to touch his cheek, and whispered, "Fool, you won't lose me." ”

Never.

Xia Sheng smiled, put his hand on the back of her hand, held it gently, put it to his lips, and kissed it.

"Now the attending doctor has put me in touch with one of his teachers in the United States, and I heard that he is very well-known in the field of neurosurgery."

Xia Sheng said, "Next week, I'm going to fly to the United States. ”

Hua Tao said almost without hesitation, "I'll go with you."

Now, Xia Sheng has nothing to hide anymore, if he doesn't let her go, she will definitely try her best to follow.

Since the result was the same, he simply took her with him.

Xia Sheng turned his head, rubbed the other party's cheek with his cheek, and whispered, "Okay." ”

Hua Tao paused, and said a little hesitantly: "I also know about the other thing you hid from me." ”

Xia Sheng looked at her and didn't speak immediately.

On this night, Hua Tao was like a Sherlock Holmes, pulling out the cocoon, perceiving everything, and presenting all the things he tried so hard to hide in the shadows under the sun.

Xia Sheng didn't wonder if she had installed a monitor on him and controlled his every move in the palm of her hand.

"Little pig, I only say one word, not to justify anything, but to speak from the bottom of my heart." Xia Sheng sighed and said slowly, "No matter what I'm hiding from you, it's just to see your smile more, and I don't want you to be unhappy." ”

Hua Tao looked at him steadily, bit her lower lip, and asked in a low voice, "Have you ever heard of a word called sweet and bitter sharing." I'm not a little flower in a greenhouse that you take care of, and I want you to shelter me from the wind and rain. I also have the ability to withstand the wind and rain, as long as you hold my hand and don't give up. ”

Xia Sheng looked at her, and a warm current flowed through his heart.

I don't know why, these days, when he looks at her, when he holds her hand, and when he hugs her and kisses her, his heart is calm. It is the calmness of the mind like water.

said that if you don't love, you don't love, even he thinks it's incredible.

But what can he do?

The feelings are not under his control, and the feelings do not know what to do, and they go deep.

When it was about to disappear, there was no trace of it.

He took her into his arms, and hugged her tightly, tightly. It seems that she is afraid that once she lets go, she will disappear.

Love is gone, but the heart still cares.

Such a statement may sound unreasonable. But that's just the way it is.

Xia Sheng said: "I took the initiative to confess, and one more thing I didn't tell you was about my parents and your mother. Did she tell you that you came back from Sihua tonight? ”

Hua Tao didn't answer, lowered her eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Then do you have a ...... Hate my mom? ”

"Why should I hate her?" Xia Sheng touched her head and sighed in a low voice, "I knew you would be cranky, so I didn't tell you about it." For your mother, instead of hating, I am grateful. She taught you so well that she generously promised to give you to me. In fact, fate treats me well, and I am very content. ”

Hua Tao looked up at him, her apricot eyes dark and moist. "You really don't mind at all?" she asked. ”

Xia Sheng said very seriously: "Really." And if my parents knew about it, they wouldn't blame her. My parents named me Sheng, which is the prefix of the word day, which means bright, that is, they hope that I will be a bright and upright person, open-minded, and there is no haze in my heart. ”

Hua Tao buried her face in his chest, tears streaming out of her eyes little by little.

Xia Sheng patted her on the back, moving gently, as if comforting a child.

"It's not early, go to sleep."

That night, they slept very late.

Xia Sheng hasn't had insomnia anymore these days, but he always has some very strange dreams.

Like tonight.

In the dream, it was a white fog, and it was impossible to distinguish between east and west, north and south. He stood still, hesitating.

A figure walked slowly in the vast mist.

Tall and long, handsome and majestic.

He couldn't see his face clearly, but could only hear his low, clear voice like the rising tide of the sea, overflowing.

The voice said, "I can only wait for you here." ”

He was puzzled, he couldn't remember anyone with whom he had made such an agreement.

He asked, "Wait for me?" Why are you waiting for me? What do you want from me? ”

In fact, what he wants to ask more is, who are you, we know each other?

The voice said, "I'm locked up, I can't get out, I can only beg you." ”

He only felt inexplicable, and his eyes widened to see what the person opposite looked like.

But the white fog was vast, no matter how hard he tried, he could only see his outline, and he found that the person opposite gave him a very familiar and intimate feeling, but he just couldn't remember who he was?

So he asked, "Who are you?"

In the mist, the man said lightly: "I am you." ”

Xia Sheng sneered, feeling that the other party was extremely ridiculous.

"If you are my words, then who am I?"

The man's voice was still so indifferent, a very understated tone: "You are me, I am you, we are the same person." ”

Xia Sheng frowned impatiently.

"You said that you were locked up, and you could only beg me, did you beg me to help you out? But I'm sorry to tell you that there's nothing I can do. ”

The man laughed, softly, but still audible as a sneer.

"I know there's nothing you can do, I'm asking for something else."

Xia Sheng groaned for a moment, not really wanting to help him.

The man seemed to see his hesitation, and said slowly: "You must agree to this request." ”

Xia Sheng raised his eyebrows, noncommittal.

Then the man said, "Do not think that this thing is done for me, for you are me and I am you." This is actually something you do for yourself. ”

The man's tone had always been flat, and for some reason, he became slightly excited as he spoke.

He even grabbed his arm, his fingers cold.

"You must treat Hua Tao well, I love her very much, don't bully her."

Xia Sheng felt a little angry inexplicably.

"I don't need you to tell me this kind of thing, I'll naturally be good to her."

The man seemed to smile: "Then I'll be relieved." ”

Xia Sheng was about to ask him how he would know Hua Tao, but the mist slowly dispersed at this time.

I don't know where the wind came from, blowing away the dense fog like cotton wool little by little, and the things in front of me slowly became clearer.

Together with the man standing across from him.

White skin, handsome facial features, and a hint of careless laziness hidden in his eyebrows.

Xia Sheng suddenly felt that this face was extremely familiar.

It was his face.

Xia Sheng's heart jumped, and he suddenly opened his eyes and woke up from his dream.