(85) Sad mood
After the two brothers drank a glass of beer, Qin Junshan sighed and said while eating: "Junchi, this time the whole family depends on you to have a place to stay, and only then can I have something to do with your eldest brother, but I really feel a little ashamed to be the eldest brother, and I feel very sorry for you!" ”
Seeing that the eldest brother was like this, Qin Junchi hurriedly persuaded Qin Junshan with a smile and said, "Big brother, don't you say that, didn't the whole family rely on you before!" Now I'm not a child anymore, it's long overdue to share the burden on your body to make it easier for you, this is what I should share, don't think about it! ”
Knowing that his younger brother was comforting himself, Qin Junshan reluctantly smiled bitterly, but when he thought of the current situation at home, he sighed even more dejectedly and said, "Alas, I really didn't expect it, you said that our brothers have been busy for so many years, but in the end, they were all in vain!" Now not only do we have nothing, but we also owe so much debt, and we don't know when we will be able to pay it off! ”
Qin Junchi has never seen his eldest brother's mood so low, because Qin Junshan has always looked honest and smiling in front of him since he was a child, so he hurriedly smiled again and continued to comfort him: "Big brother, don't be sad, when the two of us didn't have a penny, weren't we afraid of anything, besides, we have also been beautiful, but now we have no money for the time being." But at least we still have hope, I will go to my class in the future, you will lead your sister-in-law and parents to run a barbecue restaurant, it's a big deal, let's start all over again, one day life will get better, don't be discouraged! ”
Qin Junshan heard his younger brother say this, and finally felt a little relieved and laughed, he drank the beer in his hand, and then looked at his younger brother with some distress and said: "Okay, you can rest assured to go to your class in the future, and you don't have to worry about the rest of the brothers!" But my brother still feels sorry for you, you said that with your current conditions, how can you remarry your younger siblings? We've all become a burden to you, and my brother feels sorry for you, and I'm sorry for my poor little niece! ”
As soon as Jingrou mother and daughter were mentioned, Qin Junchi's face immediately lost his smile, he also drank the beer in his cup, and then said with a blank and somewhat sad face: "I am destined to be sorry for the two of them in my life, as I am now, if I still hold on to them, it will be too selfish!" In the past, they followed me and never enjoyed any blessings, except sadness and sadness, not to mention that now I can't give them anything! I don't dare to expect them to come back to me, no matter what happens in the future, as long as they can live well, I will be satisfied, and I will not force it anymore! ”
It's been a long time since the brothers have chatted like today, and now there is no one else around, so they all spit out their hearts, and the last bottle of wine they bought was drunk by them to the point that there was not even a little left. Although they were not so drunk that they didn't wake up, they also fell asleep in a daze, temporarily forgetting the pain and helplessness that life brought them.
Early the next morning, Qin Junchi got up and prepared to go to work, and Qin Junshan also got up and prepared to go to the store to have a look, wanting to open as soon as possible, and he was also happy to follow his wife and parents over. The store is only one street away from the new home, and you can see it from the balcony window facing the street, so it is really convenient to go back and forth between the home and the store, so Qin Junshan is also confident that he can open the barbecue restaurant soon. So Qin Junchi handed over everything in the family to his brother, because now he just wants to do his new job wholeheartedly, and he wants to put himself into work as soon as possible.
Qin Junchi came to work on the first day today, and he still came to the door of the company as early as when he used to go to work, but now he is no longer like when he was the vice president before, there is no halo on his head, and the gap in feeling is still very big. Because no one nods to Qin Junchi anymore, he must stand quietly at the gate of the company, like many ordinary employees, waiting for the guards to open the door.
Qin Junchi had thought of this situation in advance, so he was wearing the same as the colleagues around him today, very ordinary half-sleeves and long trousers, which did not make him look out of place, but his handsome appearance still attracted the attention of several young female employees, so that they couldn't help but cast appreciative glances at him. It wasn't until the door of the company opened and Qin Junchi walked into the company with everyone that he finally avoided the prying eyes of those female employees, but he didn't care too much.
As soon as he walked into the company building, Qin Junchi went directly to the land development department on the 3rd floor to report, and then he sat in his position next to him, and he took a lot of cases of the company's current land development, and asked him to watch and learn in this month's time. Xiao told Qin Junchi that he had to wait until he was familiar with all the relevant businesses before the company could arrange the following work for him depending on the situation, so to put it simply, he was now at the level of an intern.
Qin Junchi's internship life began on this day, he went to work at 8 o'clock in the morning and got off work at 5 o'clock in the evening every day, working again and again, and soon a week passed.
On Sunday, Qin Junshan had almost done the preparation of the barbecue restaurant, so the two brothers decided to hire a truck to go back to their hometown in the county town and move the family and everything to their current home.
Since there was only one day, the two brothers called home in advance so that they could prepare in advance so as not to delay the time. Before dawn, Qin Junchi and his brother drove in front to lead the way, letting the hired big truck follow them, and set off from the provincial capital one after another.
They arrived at Qin's house at about half past six in the morning, and after meeting with the family, they didn't bother to say a few words, so everyone began to move things inside and outside the house, and after the morning passed, they finally loaded everything they wanted to take onto the truck.
When Qin's mother locked the door, she finally couldn't help but shed tears, and at this moment a thousand things lingered in her mind: although this home has not lived for many years, it is also the proof that she feels the most beautiful in her life, because the house is the two sons who honor her and her wife, she really likes it in her heart, but now she suddenly has nothing, which makes her feel that she has lived half her life, but it is really a feeling that the bamboo basket is empty! And what makes her most sad is that the life and career of her two sons are not going well, she originally thought that the younger son has a promising future and a bright future, but now not only the younger son, but even the eldest son, who has always been stable, has become a poor egg, and she really can't accept the reality in front of her!
The two sons looked at their mother's sad and tearful appearance, and their already not very good mood also fell. Song Han, who had been crying with a sad face, even cried directly, because she was the eldest lady who had always been high, and she was the most unacceptable person in the Qin family who could not accept the current situation!
Although Father Qin was also very sad, as the head of the family, he could only sigh silently in his heart, but on his lips, he was a little stern and loudly reprimanded everyone, saying, "Okay, don't cry!" No matter how difficult it is, don't there still be so many living people in our family, all of whom are starving to death with hands and feet! ”
Father Qin's angry shouts made the pair of crying mother-in-law and daughter-in-law stop crying at once, and also made the pair of sad-faced brothers suddenly cheer up. They hurriedly walked to their mother and wife and helped the two of them into the car, and then Qin's father got into Qin Junchi's car, and Qin Junshan sat in the truck behind.
When the Qin family left the county and was about to pass by the town where the Yao family was located, Qin Junchi proposed that he wanted to see his daughter, and of course the second elder of the Qin family was also very much in favor, so Qin Junchi parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car and took out his mobile phone and dialed Jingrou's mobile phone. But what Qin Junchi never expected was that the person who answered the phone was not Jingrou as he expected, but his sister-in-law Jingshu, who was still on maternity leave at her parents' house.
Qin Junchi immediately smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "Sister, you are at home, please let Jingrou answer the phone!" ”
"Oh, it's Junchi! Jingrou has already gone abroad, and it has been almost a month since she left. Why, don't you know? ”
Jing Shu's smiling words made Qin Junchi wilt like a frosted eggplant, and he seemed to say to himself for a long time: "She's really gone!" I didn't think it would be so fast! ”
Jing Shu hurriedly comforted her ex-brother-in-law and said, "Well, but my little sister has only been going for half a year, and she will be back soon." When she comes back, you can come and talk to her again! ”
Endured the sadness in his heart, Qin Junchi asked Jing Shu again: "Well, I know!" Sister, is the baby at home? ”
Jing Shu smiled a little embarrassed and explained: "It's really unfortunate that the baby went to her grandmother's house with her grandmother to play, and she can only come back in the afternoon." If you want to find your baby to listen to the phone, after 3:30, they will definitely be back at that time! ”
Qin Junchi was very disappointed, but he still said politely: "Okay, I know, I don't have anything else to do with that sister, goodbye!" ”
Jing Shu felt a little reluctant and hurriedly said: "Okay, you can call if you have something, Jing Rou's mobile phone will always be placed here with me until she comes back, you must not be polite!" ”
"Well, thank you, sister, goodbye!"
Qin Junchi, who put away his mobile phone, wanted to find a place where no one was there to cry immediately, but his parents and family were still sitting in the car, how could he, a big man, be embarrassed, and let them be sad and sad to worry about him? So Qin Junchi took two deep breaths to calm himself down, and then sat back in the driver's seat.