Xia Zhi bought a ticket with his mobile phone, and went to the high-speed rail station with a simple bag.

After leaving Nanshi, her heart has been very empty, and she feels groggy. Her eyes were dry and she couldn't cry anymore.

The car at nine o'clock can arrive at Yancheng at eleven o'clock. In fact, it is also very convenient and fast to take the high-speed rail.

If you want to see someone who has parted, you should go to see it. What separates them is not distance, but the fatigue of life.

After getting on the high-speed rail, Xia Zhi booked a hotel and stared at the window glass in a daze. She remembered the first time the four of them met in the dormitory, the first time they couldn't find the north on campus, and the party at graduation.

Countless images are presented on the glass, and everything is as if it were a world away.

She was in a trance, someone sat down in the seat next to her, and she didn't look back at the person, however, a familiar face appeared on the glass window.

She frowned slightly, only to glance at him, and then turned her face away.

The corners of Han Junxi's mouth moved slightly, and he said, "That's so coincidental." ”

She didn't believe it was a coincidence, she was in no mood to raise the bar with him, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, ignoring him.

After a while, she heard another person coming, and the person said "huh" strangely, and before he could ask, Han Junxi took out his ticket and gave it to him: "I'm sorry, I'll change seats with you, okay?" My girlfriend is here. ”

The man seemed to nod, took the ticket and was silent. Xia Zhi opened his eyes and glared at him weakly, really too lazy to correct him.

Han Junxi withdrew his gaze from the aisle, and found that Xia Zhi was looking at him, and he swallowed: "That...... I blew myself up, Liang Lu told me. ”

He has come and gone, and at this time he is still thinking about being poor. She was silent, just looking at him.

"Uh......" he said awkwardly avoiding her gaze, "she's worried you're going alone." You should just help as a pure friendship. Didn't you also recommend it to me, and I returned your personal favor. ”

"I don't need to." She looked back at the window that had begun to move, and said lightly.

"Then now you don't need it and you can't do it, the car is gone. If you think I'm annoying, I'm going to stop talking from now on, okay? ”

"Then shut up." She only said four words.

She plugged in her headphones and let the music fill her ears. In fact, it is not necessary, he really didn't speak again, and rarely turned the book out to read.

The drive of more than two hours is particularly difficult at the moment, and the summer solstice almost involuntarily counts every minute and every second.

After arriving at the station, she got into a taxi in front of the station, and Han Junxi wanted to follow, but she didn't stop him. If you love it, follow it, she doesn't want to bother trying to drive her away.

He followed her to the hotel she had booked, and when she checked in, he pointed to her and said to the hotel front desk, "Open me an extra room, next to her." Today's Literature Network

She rolled her eyes, and when she got to the door of the guest room, she said to him: "I don't care what you want to do, this is not the time to joke, I am very uncomfortable, don't recruit me." It's not newsworthy, and I'm not going to make any difference to you just because you're dead-faced. ”

When she spoke, she knew that she had spoken a little heavily, but she did not regret it. Why does she have to think about other people's feelings all day long? She put her key card on the sensor door lock, but she couldn't open the door lock all of a sudden.

Han Junxi listened to her in a daze, sighed slightly and said, "Chen Dajiao, it's too much for you to say this." Doesn't Nanri have a reporter stationed in Yancheng? Do I need to travel all the way to the interview? As for you...... I'll admit I'm here for you, but I'm not as dirty as you think. If you don't like me, you can't like you? It's overbearing. ”

While he was talking, Xia Zhi finally opened the door, she walked in the door, and Han Junxi also followed to the door, but she didn't follow the house.

Xia Zhi turned to him blankly and said, "Thank you." I'm used to being loved by no one, and I don't need others to be nice to me, and I can't afford it. ”

The older she gets, the less she wants to give emotionally, no matter to anyone. It can be uncomfortable if there is no return for the effort. Comparing her heart to her heart, she doesn't want others to pay her, she feels that this is some kind of equivalent exchange, the more she accepts, the more fetters she has.

He gently blocked the door and didn't let her close: "You can have someone to love and someone to love, you can have peace of mind, not everything has to be carried by yourself." ”

"I don't understand if I'm that good? You have to be so entangled. There are women better than me all over the streets. ”

"I don't understand it either. Just when I'm happy I'm glad I'm cheap, okay? Don't think I'm in love, I'm not impatient. I'm idle right now anyway, and I don't have any suitable people around, so maybe I won't pester you again tomorrow. What age is this, no one will stick a hot face for you for a lifetime for free. ”

They don't listen to each other's words, but they are rarely sincere. She lowered her head, her fingers on the door and forgot to push it out.

He added, "I'm good to you, you don't need to be stressed. Isn't liking someone nice to her? You don't have to worry about me being misunderstood, I'll know since last time. Anyway, if you think our relationship can go further in the future, you can say it, and if you don't say it, we won't change.

"I won't be pretentious enough to fight for anything in the future, everyone is still friends, if there is something to contact, you should save a mobile phone number to occupy memory space, and when you meet it on the way, you will nod and say hello, not an enemy and no need to deliberately maintain it. I have thousands of characters like this on my phone, and I don't miss you. ”

She nodded and said, "That's good." ”

"Okay, don't think too much, go to bed early, and go over early tomorrow." He exited the door and pulled his key card out of his pocket.

She kept the door open until she heard him enter the room, and then closed it completely.

However, this night is destined to never sleep. She lay on the bed tossing and turning, never thinking that death could be so close to her so suddenly.

Deaths like this can happen in any corner of the world every second, and countless lives can become a picture on a news report, a few square words, or even just a number on a statistical report.

She knew many, many of these stories, and she still couldn't wake up from the shock.

She remembered that when she was a child, she followed Xia Jianfeng and He Yan to attend the funeral of relatives in the countryside, and an awning was set up in the courtyard, and under the shed was an altar set up by a superordinate mage, and the musicians who played funeral music played the funeral music, she covered her ears, but was beaten down by Xia Jianfeng.

It seems that it was an aunt who died that time, and Xia Zhi didn't remember her. And now, lying in the mourning hall is the roommate who used to get along with Xia Zhi day and night, and she seems to be able to hear her voice and see her smile.

She looked like she was asleep, but she couldn't wake up again to go to their unfulfilled appointment.