Chapter 334: Scrutiny

She was busy with all kinds of things, so she hadn't had time to take a good look at her heart and think clearly about her feelings for Mo Xuanyin.

Is it love? Still in love? Gu Xiwu's heart was also uncertain, too many things had happened, and now Gu Xiwu's heart was also wavering, she didn't know her true feelings for Mo Xuanyin.

Before Mo Xuanyin was poisoned, with her feelings, Gu Xiwu could be sure that she was in love with Mo Xuanyin. But after that, everything Mo Xuanyin did disappointed Gu Xiwu, and since then, Gu Xiwu's heart has begun to waver.

Her feelings for Mo Xuanyin are no longer the same as before, but they ......

If he didn't love him, why would he hear Mo Xuanyin say that he just regarded her as his wife and child from beginning to end, and he wanted to take her back just because she was his wife and child?

If you don't love him, how can you give him a draft girl after you go back?

If she Gu Xiwu hadn't been interested in Mo Xuanyin from beginning to end, how could she be depressed every day after getting the book and leaving?

Although Gu Xiwu looks happy or plain as water on the surface, sometimes when she calms down, her mood will still become uncomfortable for no reason.

"Princess, what do you think?" Liuyun asked the doubts in her heart, she still couldn't understand Gu Xiwu's heart, and she didn't know what she thought.

It can be seen that Gu Xiwu still cares about Mo Xuanyin in her heart, but why, she just refuses to go back to see him?

Since Gu Xiwu was worried about Mo Xuanyin and wanted to know his current situation, why would she rather know about him from other people's mouths than go back to find out by herself?

"I don't know." Gu Xiwu shook her head, she didn't know what she was thinking, she also wanted to figure out her heart, so that she could make a decision, and she wouldn't be as embarrassed as she was at the moment.

Gu Xiwu was entangled in her heart, on the one hand, she couldn't let go of her dignity. In her opinion, now that she is going back, she is humiliating herself, Mo Xuanyin has already given her the book of harmony, and now she goes back, she is afraid that she will stick her hot face to Mo Xuanyin's cold ass, she is unwilling to do that.

But if she didn't go back, she was worried about Mo Xuanyin in her heart. Especially when Gao Qi said that he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on, Gu Xiwu's heart was raised.

"No matter what the emperor becomes, haven't you always been worried about the emperor in your heart?" Liuyun's words directly hit Gu Xiwu's heart, hurting her so much that she couldn't help herself.

Yes, in her heart, she has always been worried about Mo Xuanyin, no matter what he becomes.

That time in the villa, Gu Xiwu had already died of Mo Xuanyin, she told herself not to pay attention to Mo Xuanyin anymore, she just needed to do her part.

But she still couldn't control her heart, she gave Mo Xuanyin a draft and chose a show girl, not because she wanted to do her part, but because she was disappointed and sad.

After that, he was bent on finding a way to unravel the Gu poison in Mo Xuanyin's body, and when Mo Xuanyin mistakenly thought that she was going to poison him, Gu Xiwu never gave up looking for a way to solve the Gu poison in Mo Xuanyin's body.

Now that she is gone, she still can't control her desire to know the news about Mo Xuanyin from other people's mouths.

This is probably love! Because of love, in her heart, she still couldn't let go of Mo Xuanyin in the end, no matter how Gu Xiwu denied it, she just couldn't let go of Mo Xuanyin.

"If you care, why don't you go back? In this way, you won't leave yourself with regrets? "Liuyun doesn't understand, I really don't understand, is it difficult, Gu Xiwu really has to wait until something happens to Mo Xuanyin, causing irreparable results, will she go back?

Did she really have to wait until that time to think about regret and be annoyed there?

Listening to Liuyun's words, Gu Xiwu suddenly realized that she really wanted to do that?

Gu Xiwu was shocked, and her mood couldn't calm down for a long time.

If she continues to follow her so-called heart, then she is afraid that she will leave a lot of regrets.

Gu Xiwu knew in her heart that if she didn't follow her heart now, once something really happened to Mo Xuanyin, she would definitely leave a lot of regrets in her heart.

However, after going back, will she be able to face Mo Xuanyin calmly and accept him completely? It's not that easy.

After all, they have already reconciled, and now when they go back, Mo Xuanyin is afraid that they will treat her coldly. Besides, in Gu Xiwu's heart, the most unacceptable thing is the three thousand beauties of Mo Xuanyin's harem, she really can't accept it.

The relationship that Gu Xiwu wants is unique, and the love she wants Mo Xuanyin for her is also unique. She is reluctant to share Mo Xuanyin with others.

And now there are countless women in the harem, no matter how much Ren Mo Xuanyin loves her, I am afraid that she will not be able to be alone. Even if it's okay, but after a long time, there will be a lot of gossip in the harem, and I am afraid that I can't accept it.

Where there are many women, there are many rights and wrongs, Gu Xiwu, as the master of the harem, even if she has all kinds of skills, she can't stop what the consequence of those women has to do.

Once she chooses to go back, there are really too many things for her to consider, and Gu Xiwu knows that she will have a lot to do.

It was impossible for her to be as free as she was now, looking at the house she had just cleaned, Gu Xiwu knew that once she decided to return to the palace, she would not have such a leisurely life again.

So, is she really going back? Gu Xiwu hesitated.

"Excuse me, is it Miss Gu Xiwu?" A powder-faced man walked in, no, not so much a man as a eunuch.

The eunuch walked to the gate of the courtyard, poked his head inside, and asked Gu Xiwu.

"I am, you are ......" Gu Xiwu looked at the eunuch in front of him, remembering in his heart, wanting to search for the existence of this person in his memory.

"I am the eunuch of Nanyue who serves by the emperor's side, and our emperor wants to see Miss Gu Xiwu before he dies." The eunuch directly explained the intention.

"Good work." Gu Xiwu responded, and then the eunuch left.

Gu Ye is dying? For this news, Gu Xiwu was not surprised, but still felt a little surprised.

The last time she saw Gu Ye, Gu Xiwu knew that Gu Ye couldn't last long, but that was Gu Ye's business, and Gu Xiwu didn't care much about it.

But it's only been a few days, and Gu Ye can't hold on? Want to see her?

How is this good, Gu Xiwu was embarrassed, she didn't know what kind of decision she should make.

It is undeniable, Gu Xiwu's heart is worried about Mo Xuanyin, she wants to go back, go back and see what Mo Xuanyin's situation is now.

Liuyun is right, she shouldn't leave regrets for herself, she wants to go back, go back to see Mo Xuanyin, and follow her own heart.

Instead of worrying about Mo Xuanyin here, it is better to go back and take a look, what kind of situation will be at that time, no one can say, why does she have to guess here alone and disturb her heart?

If she goes back, Mo Xuanyin really doesn't want to see her and insists on driving her away, then at that time, it will not be too late for her to leave.

At least, if she follows her heart and makes her own heart's decision, then she won't regret it.

As for Gu Ye's side, he went with him for the time being.

With Gu Xiwu's understanding of Gu Ye, if he wants to see her, nothing good will happen, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't go.

Besides, she has more important things to do now, she wants to go back to see Mo Xuanyin.

"Liuyun, pack up your things, let's go back to Yunnan." finally made a decision, Gu Xiwu instructed Liuyun, and then began to pack up his things.

In the courtyard, Mo Xuanyin sat with a cloak on her body and wrapped herself tightly. Under the cloak, Mo Xuanyin's figure looked extremely thin.

"Imperial Princess, won't you go in?" Looking at Gu Xiwu, who had hesitated at the door for a long time, Liuyun asked out loud. Why did she hesitate again at this time?

Gu Xiwu was silent, she had thought of a lot of words and wanted to say them to Mo Xuanyin, but when she came here, her mind became blank, and her body trembled slightly.

What's wrong with her? Why did you coax it at this time? Gu Xiwu secretly scolded herself in her heart for not being angry.

Taking a deep breath and relieving for a while, Gu Xiwu finally stopped being so nervous, reached out to push the door open, and walked in.

Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Mo Xuanyin instinctively turned around, but when he saw the face that he had been thinking about day and night, he suddenly forgot to react, Mo Xuanyin was stunned like that, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Looking at that face, Mo Xuanyin didn't dare to blink, he was afraid that this was a dream, as soon as he blinked, and when he opened his eyes again, the dream would wake up, and Gu Xiwu would disappear in front of his eyes.

Seeing Mo Xuanyin, Gu Xiwu immediately burst into tears, he became more and more thin, his body was terrifyingly thin, as if the wind would blow, and his face was even thinner, and he was a little pale.

Gu Xiwu regretted it, she should have come back sooner. As early as when she knew that Mo Xuanyin was going to detoxify the Gu poison, she should have come back and accompany him through the difficulties.

Why did she come back now? She didn't have him by his side when Mo Xuanyin needed her the most, she really didn't deserve to be treated so hard by Mo Xuanyin.

But now it's okay, she's back, and in the future, no matter what Mo Xuanyin encounters or what happens, she will be by his side and face it with him.

After looking at each other for a long time, Mo Xuanyin didn't move, Gu Xiwu walked towards Mo Xuanyin and slowly approached him.

"I'm back." Gu Xiwu said softly.

"Mo Xuanyin, don't take these medicines anymore." Seeing Mo Xuanyin pick up the medicine again, Gu Xiwu was annoyed, stepped forward and snatched the medicine bowl in his hand.

Mo Xuanyin really can't take medicine anymore, his body is already too weak, and he still needs treatment, Gu Xiwu is afraid.