One hundred and eighty-seven, I have loved for many years

Since she was a child, that girl didn't look like a girl, she was crazy all day long, either because of this or that disaster.

Maybe it's because she knows that no matter what trouble she has, Gong Mo will be the first to stand up and clean up the mess for her.

From the helplessness at the beginning, to the end, Gong Mo got used to it, and this bastard girl didn't have a time to be honest.

His quiet and monotonous life also became lively because of her joining, and later the family was changed, and Gong Mo's father died in the line of duty during a mission.

The backbone of the family was suddenly gone, and my mother also walked with Locke two years later, and Gong Mo, who didn't talk much, became even more silent.

It's Xiaoxi who changes tricks every day and coaxes him, or tosses him, she is like a little sun in her own world, as long as there is a place for her, he will feel a little warm.

Later, the two grew up, and the bastard girl didn't know when she started to grow long hair, began to wear skirts, and began to stick to him less so.

All this stems from growth, Gong Mo was happy that the little girl finally grew up, but she was also a little lost in her heart.

He liked her to throw herself into his arms and call Brother Mo, or to climb into his bed at night when she had nightmares, hugging her arms with a dead face.

All this disappeared completely after the two grew up, just because of one word, men and women are different.

Then she somehow began to run away from her sight, she stopped going home with her, and she made new friends, both men and women.

In his own eyes, as long as Xiao Xi is happy, then he will be happy, the two are becoming more and more estranged, Gong Mo's heart is like there is a gap, and this gap is getting bigger and bigger with Xiao Xi's departure.

He felt so painful, his whole body seemed to be covered with cold, cold and painful, how many times he stood outside her door, and finally he did not have the courage to go in.

For a long time, he was thinking about what kind of emotion he had for Xiaoxi, and his friends always laughed at him for being a sister, and his sister was older than the sky.

At first, he thought it was normal, and that many brothers in the world felt the same way as their sisters, but then he gradually realized that it was not.

One time, when he suddenly turned back home and saw Xiao Xi hurrying to the living room with only a bath towel to bring something.

The little girl is no longer the matchstick that stuck to her side in the past, nor is she the tomboy who used to be covered in mud and roll in the mud.

Her skin was as white as snow, her chestnut-colored hair was draped with some droplets of water on the back of her head, her twin peaks looming in the bath towel, and her two slender, white legs reminded him of one thing.

His girl grew up, and at this moment he finally realized that he had never been a brother to a sister's love for her from beginning to end.

It's a man's love for a woman, no brother will have a desire when he sees his sister's body, and that night he had a dream, a dream full of charm but even more tangled in his heart.

After understanding his feelings for Xiao Xi, he couldn't face Xiao Xi even more, he was afraid that Xiao Xi would think he was a pervert if he knew this.

A pervert who has intentions for his sister, he also began to alienate Xiaoxi from that day, the two were already under the same roof, but they rarely saw each other for ten days and a half months.

Even if they met, they didn't have the intimacy they had before, and Gong Mo could only suppress his feelings like this.

The two went to the same university, and Xiao Xi was one level younger than him, until one day Xiao Xi came to him and told him, "Brother, I have someone I like." ”

At that moment, the ghost knows what kind of pain he felt in his heart, and the thing he was most afraid of still came, even if it hurt to death in his heart, on the surface he had to say calmly: "Oh, who is it?" ”

"Look, this is a picture of him, isn't he very handsome and handsome, he is in the same class as me, I liked him at first sight." Xiao Xi smiled, and the two dimples were very good-looking.

His favorite smile in the past, but now he feels a little harsh, "Let me see you another day." ”

"But he doesn't like me, but don't worry, brother, I will definitely catch him." Xiao Xi jumped and ran away, as if she had returned to the past.

But Gong Mo was covering his heart, it seemed that someone had slashed him there, it hurt!

Since then, the whole college has been spreading one thing, Xiaoxi chased Qu Jingbo, and the two became a beautiful scenery of the school.

Someone laughed: "Xiaoxi, you may not be able to catch him from your freshman year to your senior year, his heart is made of stone, even if you die for him." ”

"Hmph, I don't believe it."

Gong Mo watched her start learning makeup, start learning to wear high heels, and start learning to walk like a lady.

She learned to make breakfast, although she had to taste it herself every time, and she would only send it to Qu Jingbo if she passed her own level.

Gong Mo admitted that he was jealous, and how many times he wanted to pull her into his arms and tell her that he loved her.

But Gong Mo, who had no fear of anything, was afraid for the first time, he didn't dare, such feelings were too shocking.

Even if the two are not biological brothers and sisters, if it is passed on, it will stain Xiaoxi with a permanent stain, and he loves her, so he doesn't want to let her take the slightest risk.

He had to suppress his feelings and look coldly at everything she had done for Qu Jingbo.

Every time the confession fails, Xiao Xi will continue to cheer herself up, and strive for the success of the next confession, at that time, Xiao Xi makes him feel distressed and makes him pity.

He fell into a deep contradiction, on the one hand, he hoped that Xiaoxi could get her wish, but on the other hand, he didn't want Qu Jingbo to accept her.

Who would have thought that in this complex and contradictory relationship, Xiao Xi finally disappeared from his life, if time could be turned back, he would definitely tell Xiao Xi his feelings.

Whether she can accept it or not, at least give her all happiness while she is alive, this is the thing that Gong Mo regrets the most.

As soon as Xiao Xi left, it was as if he had taken away all his sunshine, and he closed himself even more, and there was a long time when he drank too much to find a woman every day in order to forget Xiao Xi.

Every time he dreams back at midnight and sees a strange woman around him, he feels disgusted, and he can't get out of that relationship.

Since then, he has had a serious habit of cleanliness, no longer touching any woman, no longer letting people touch him, and coming back on time every day after work, guarding the empty room, silently looking at this oil painting.

"Xiaoxi, he's back again, aren't you very happy in the spirit of the sky." Gong Mo's fingers gently caressed the smiling woman in the painting, as if the darkness of the whole world had been dispelled.

He loved her for more than twenty years, and he didn't know when it would end.

The next day, when the warm sunlight poured through the window lattice, the man and woman snuggled together formed a beautiful picture.

"Early." Qu Jingbo woke up leisurely, and the happiest thing was to be able to see her beloved woman from the morning, caressing her soft hair affectionately with her fingers, and whispering good morning to her.

Looking up, his hands have been treated, although the bandaging is not beautiful, but every place represents the little woman's care and love for herself.

"Brother Bo, are you awake? Did you sleep well last night? Luo Chu, who had just woken up, still muttered a little when he spoke, and habitually rubbed his head in Qu Jingbo's arms.

Qu Jingbo stroked her cheek, "With you, how can I sleep badly?" Thank you for your hard work last night. ”

At that time, he fell asleep as soon as his eyes dimmed, where did he know what was going on, his body was dry, and he didn't feel sticky, but it was conceivable that she cleaned it up for herself.

"I just did what you did to me, where is it going to be hard?" Luo Chu's body has returned to its original state, and his mental state has improved a lot.

After the two washed up, they did another examination, Luo Chu was already safe and sound, and the doctor told her to eat well in the future, and it would not be a big deal to eat on time and quantity.

Xiao Yang brought Luo Chu a change of clothes, and the three of them left the ward with a smile and a smile.

Qu Jingbo returned to Luo Chu's residence in the United States, Xiao Yang greeted him for a while and went to work, and there were only two people left in the room.

After some wandering around and getting acquainted with every corner, Qu Jingbo waved his hand at Luo Chu, "Come here, little rabbit." ”

"What's wrong, Brother Bo?" Luo Chu walked to the balcony and was pulled into his arms, and the two of them lay on the recliner and blew a slightly cool cold breeze.

"Don't you want to know about Xiaoxi, I'll tell you, let's talk about it first, but don't be jealous, because I don't have the relationship you imagined with her from beginning to end."

Thinking of Luo Chu's appearance yesterday, Qu Jingbo felt that he needed to wake up first, so as to save this little rabbit from being jealous.

"Who's jealous?"

"Still don't admit it? Who looked like they were going to eat me yesterday? Qu Jingbo smiled and quipped, it was the first time he had seen Luo Chu so angry.

Luo Chu Nunu mouthed, not daring to meet Qu Jingbo's gaze, "I, I don't have it." ”

"Yes, yes, you don't, I'm jealous." It is rare to see Luo Chu's embarrassed and awkward little tsundere.

Qu Jingbo gently bit her duplicitous red lips, and Luo Chu gently pushed him away, "Don't make trouble, don't you want to get down to business, then you can say it quickly." ”

She knew this man too well, as if there was a switch on his body, and she accidentally activated the switch on his body.

Even if he just kissed him, or touched him, and was taken to bed by him without noticing, this man has such a magical ability.

"I left the Ye family that year, and I studied high school in China, because I could see you as a rabbit anytime and anywhere.

And at that time, I was already starting my own business, and when I arrived at university, I knew very well that domestic universities could not give me what I wanted, and I could only apply to foreign universities.

That is, when I was a freshman, I had just entered the school, and there was a lovely girl in our class, her name was Xiaoxi. ”

Hearing this, Luo Chu felt a little sour in his heart, "I've never heard you praise other girls for being cute." ”

Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Don't interrupt, listen to me." ”

"Oh." Luo Chu continued to listen.

"She had a pair of deep dimples, and she loved to laugh, and the dimples on her cheeks were very noticeable when she smiled, and she began to pursue me fiercely soon after entering school.

Growing up, I didn't have a lot of suitors around me, and at first I only thought of her as one of many other suitors.

At that time, my heart was full of you, and I just wanted to be with you, waiting for you to grow up early, so that I could marry you.

So I didn't take these women seriously, but later I found out that this Xiaoxi was different from other girls. ”

"What's the difference?" Luo Chu suppressed the sourness in his heart and continued to ask.

"Her insistence, no matter how many times I reject her, I can see her smiling again the next day, she is like a little cockroach, no matter how you step on it, you can't step on it."

"You shouldn't have agreed to her because of her insistence, right?" Luo Chu was a little unhappy.

Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Where did you think of it?" Didn't I say that I would marry you when you grow up, do you think I'm a little conscienceless like you? ”

"I, I'm not too young to remember, what happened to Xiaoxi?"

"I thought she really liked me, and no matter how much I refused or said hurtful words, she would be able to persistently continue to chase me.

But at the same time, I thought she was very strange, she didn't look at me like those girls, although she was straightforward, she also had a woman's sensitivity.

I can feel that she doesn't like me in her eyes, and since she doesn't like me and won't be a pure nymphomaniac for my looks, why does she keep pestering me?

This question puzzled me for a long time, and I began to observe her, until something happened and I finally found the reason. ”

The more Qu Jingbo spoke, the more suspenseful he became, and Luo Chu also heard his interest as if listening to a story, feeling that this Xiaoxi was not simple, and his whole body was full of mysteries.

"What is the reason?"

"That day, our school organized a basketball game, Gong Mo and I were two opposite groups, Gong Mo is her brother, and she has always been hostile to me, this feeling is not unique to you women.

At that time, the two of us had a fierce confrontation, and Gong Mo and I had a friction in grabbing the ball, and landed at the same time from a high altitude, because of the excessive force, we smashed to the ground at the same time.

After we fell, a small figure rushed faster than anyone else, and that person was Xiao Xi. Speaking of which, Qu Jingbo paused for a moment.

"Oh, don't sell it, tell me what happened later, Xiaoxi helped you up, and then you were beaten by Gong Mo?" Luo Chu thought about it.

After finishing speaking, he was knocked on the head by Qu Jingbo, "In your heart, are your men so useless?" ”

"That's not it, then you can say it quickly."

"The result at that time surprised me, but it was also expected, I finally solved the answer to the previous question, the first person she rushed to was Gong Mo, Gong Mo's nose was hit by my elbow and nosebleed, I will always remember her expression when she looked at me and looked at Gong Mo.

At that moment, I suddenly understood, it turned out that the person she had always liked was not me but Gong Mo, and I was just her human flesh shield. Qu Jingbo smiled quietly.