Chapter 4 A Helpless Life

Qi Zhiming and his wife Liu Xia were high school classmates.

Her grades can always overwhelm him, and occasionally her eyes are facing each other, both of them are blushing and red, and she is already secretly emotional.

According to the usual mock exams, it is no problem to take the economic management examination of the university together, and it is also necessary to meet together.

But Qi Zhiming was admitted to the military academy, because it was free, and his family could not afford him to go to other schools.

During the more than three months of training at the school, I was so tired that I could fall asleep standing all day. After resting, there was no place in my body that was not painful. His girlfriend's letter was what kept him going the next day.

During the three days off, I asked my girlfriend to come and hang out together. After walking 200 meters, Qi Zhiming was stunned and couldn't say a word.

"Your dress looks so good!" He also knew he couldn't stop talking. For a boy who has no experience in a relationship, this is already very good.

Eighteen girls have no ugly women, and their eighteen-year-old youth is already beautiful and moving, not to mention that Liu Xia, who wears a skirt, has faded away from her former youthfulness and unscrupulously displays the vitality of youth. I can no longer hide the radiance of Gu Pan, like the beauty of a butterfly.

The tall figure shows the beauty of the girl. Shawl long hair, swaying with energetic and unrestrained steps.

Qi Zhiming, who was cramped, tried to avoid a meter away, thinking that it was a safe distance, and tried to avoid physical contact between the two. Although classmates have been classmates for many years, they also have a good impression of each other. But it is the first time that they have been together in such a form alone.

Qi Zhiming lost his previous humor, and his nervousness was expressed in the sweat on his face. The swinging arms and the steps are no longer coordinated, and the mouth is not able to speak.

"Is it pretty? I bought it myself! ”

Liu Xia, who has a cheerful personality, has no restraint at all, jumping around in front of and behind Qi Zhiming, like a beautiful butterfly dancing.

The nervousness made Qi Zhiming's handsome face and his straight military uniform look more and more heroic.

Walking all the way, there are a lot of people.

Time gradually removed the constraints, and a pair of children looked back on each other's troubles in the past, laughing constantly. Looking forward to the future, cheer for each other and talk happily.

Time is always unpleasant, and the sun slowly sinks below the distant horizon. I can only look forward to the next meeting, and I agreed to contact each other, so I had no choice but to part.

After years of love, in the reunion between you and me, I finally achieved a positive result, got married and had children.

Romance gets lost in the symphony of pots and pans. The wife's affectionate gaze also shifted to her son's ass. Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea have made the originally not rich economy even more constrained.

Qi Zhiming's retirement from the army due to some accident made the temperature of the family drop to freezing point under the duo of quarrels and his son's crying. After six months of working as a security guard, the home was completely frozen.

The happy family that had been in love for many years and worked so hard to build was frozen and cracked.

His wife's ridicule, the huge gap in income between the two, and the endless quarrels broke through his last bottom line of patience and exhausted the relationship between the two for many years.

Divorce, it's a nasty and frightening phrase, but it's the smartest choice for both of them at the moment. As his wife said: "The fate is over, and it is a harm to each other to live again, so let's get together and disperse!" ”

The wife took her son back to her parents' home.

Left this cold rental house, empty, without a trace of temperature.

Qi Zhiming's usual smiling face was frozen stiff, and his face was cold all day long, and he didn't smile.

The days continued day by day, but nothing improved. It's just that his face is becoming more and more cold and silent, and sometimes he can't squeeze out a few words for a whole day.

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Time does not stop for a moment because of people's likes and dislikes. The cold face can't stop the hot summer from coming.

In late spring and early summer, the weather is warm and pleasant. The girl who loves beauty can't wait to put on a bright summer dress and walk on the streets, forming a beautiful scenery.

"Rogue ······ Hooligans" screamed, mixed with panic and shyness, attracting Qi Zhiming to turn his head and look.

Six or seven tall men, bald, with naked upper bodies, all with zebra-like tattoos. At this time, there are two girls with ponytails, white shirts, and short black skirts. A few paws violated the two girls one at a time. A shameless laugh of "hey, hey, haha" came out of his mouth.

The girl's poignant cry for help seemed to aggravate the interest of several bastards violating. The cry for help became even more miserable: "Help······ Help"

Although it is not a downtown area, there are many pedestrians. But everyone chooses the posture of being deaf, dumb, and blind, and walking is so fast that people have to be admired, what a miracle!

"Stop, get out of here!" The voice is deep and powerful. Qi Zhiming was on the job, he couldn't leave the post, he could only scold.

"Ouch! Whose crotch is open? What the fuck are you charged! Two bald-headed zebras rushed over, and without saying a word, they raised their fists at the bridge of their fatal noses.

With a "snap", Qi Zhiming grabbed the wrist that came, and the anti-joint twisted suddenly, and the sound of "ouch~ouch" sounded.

Another zebra punched Qi Zhiming's ear.

A side kick, kicked out more than two meters with a "snap", and fell to the ground and really rolled like a zebra, "ah~ah", rolling around.

Seeing the situation here, the remaining zebras rushed over together.

Qi Zhiming's depression for many days has been vented at this moment. "Pap ~ Pap", and after a while, the zebras all rolled on the ground.

Although the process was short, the mood was much more relaxed.

As soon as he finished saying "call the police", he looked up, only to find that the two girls had long disappeared without a trace.

Qi Zhiming was dismissed.

The reason was that the security guards did the work of the police. The unit is afraid that it will be harassed every day and will not be able to work normally.

No compensation for dismissal was given in accordance with the labour law.

Qi Zhiming was a little stunned.

I didn't have a purpose in life before, but now I wonder if I have changed or my society has changed. Originally, I used social norms as a reference to plan my life direction and goals.

And now that there is suddenly no reference, how should the direction of progress be determined and corrected? What kind of social reference do you use to work and live?

Although the 5,000-year-old civilization and the 1.4 billion people of a large country are inevitably hidden under the plane of social justice, there is a little dirt and garbage.

To make matters worse, or the roof leak coincides with overnight rain, this is a portrayal of real life.

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After several days of drunkenness, my head was groggy, and I slept so much that my waist hurt unbearably.

Without the usual morning exercise, I felt that the muscles in my body had atrophied a lot, and I endured the discomfort of a hangover from nausea and vomiting, washing my face and brushing my teeth.

Look at the beard and face, the hair is as messy as a chicken nest, and the eyes are red and swollen, and they are haggard.

A voice in my head was reminding: "It's decadent, I can't go on like this!" Stand up and get out! Go for it, work hard, tomorrow will be better than today, go for it! ”

The phone rang after a long time, "Ming, do you have any money?" Your mother is not in good health and vomits when she eats. My stomach hurt and I rolled on the floor, and I was sweating all over. I want to take your mother to the hospital, I heard it costs a lot of money! The vicissitudes of my father's voice conveyed panic, helplessness and longing.

"Dad, how much money do you still lack? Do I have 20,000 here enough? Not enough for me to go get some more. Qi Zhiming's chest hurt, his nose was sour, and tears flowed down involuntarily.

There is a shortage of grain in the rural areas, and the prices are pitifully low, but the prices of various agricultural products are frighteningly high. Exhausted and tired, there is not much money left throughout the year.

My mother was sick, and my father was the only one in the family. Every time my mother was in pain, she relied on painkillers to get through it.

The old house that often leaks rain is still renovated by Qi Zhiming's retirement fee. My parents, who are only in their fifties, look like they are in their seventies.

Every time I go home, I leave with tears in my eyes!

What can be done to give parents a better life? How can I give my son a better life? How can I build a home? What does it take to be a man who stands up to the sky?

"Enough, enough! Not so much. Just go to the town to check and check, buy some medicine and go home for treatment, your mother is an old problem. At that time, the family was poor, and I couldn't make up for it for your mother. Alas, the family is poor! ”

Listening to his father's babbling words, feeling his father's guilt and the relief of hearing that his son could give 20,000 yuan at once. It seems that his wife can be cured immediately if she has money.

Some relief, some eagerness, and more of a sense of security to rely on!

"When my son grows up, I have something to rely on!"

Qi Zhiming's heart was sour! But he didn't dare to cry. I'm afraid that my father will be uncomfortable, and I'm even more afraid that my mother will be afraid of spending money and not going for treatment. Holding back tears flowing down his face, he didn't dare to wipe it, for fear that his voice would be noticed by his father!

He always remembered what his father said: "Now I carry you and walk, wow, you are still young." Wow when you can carry your dad, you'll be grown! I look forward to it every day! ”

I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and immediately hung up the phone and started crying. There is a way that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place! Qi Zhiming cried heartbreakingly, and his liver and intestines were broken.

As the parents get older, various physical diseases also appear, and the income is decreasing.

In order for their son to get married and start a family, his parents owed a lot of debts, and the life was really miserable, pitying the hearts of parents all over the world.

Qi Zhiming felt that he was a son and a father in vain, and the helplessness and grievances of life came to his heart.

promised his father 20,000, but only 2,000 in his hand. I borrowed a lot of money, but I couldn't borrow a penny.

Life is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.

It's just that I still firmly believe that the ex-wife will definitely be able to borrow money to save her mother's life.

Guilty for the Son of Man, weeping for his own incompetence.

"Can Liu Xia lend me 20,000 yuan? My mom was in dire need of treatment. I will definitely pay you back, I beg you, just 20,000, please! "I almost knelt and knocked, but in the end I couldn't borrow a penny.

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My mother died, and my father never said a word again.

When Qi Zhiming blamed himself, his father said: "Live well, don't let your mother worry!" Don't cry, let's not cry! Let your mother go well, and don't let her worry about it anymore. She has suffered all her life, and she will give birth to a good family in the next life, don't suffer anymore! ”

The father's voice muttered prayers, unable to hide his sadness and pain.

Although birth, old age, sickness and death are the cycles of heavenly principles, which cannot be changed. But my mother died without money for treatment, and this is not an incurable disease, and she should not die.

If you don't have money, people won't give you medical treatment. My mother died, and she died of complications caused by no money for treatment!

No one touched his face anymore and said, "Obviously, when I grow up, my mother will be happy." ”

"Mom has suffered all her life, and I want to see how you are doing. Go back and admit your mistake to your wife, don't break up as a good family. ”

"You promise your mother not to be stubborn, and your mother will be able to close her eyes when she dies! Why didn't the daughter-in-law bring Guoguo? I want to see him again. ”

"I can't wait, be good to your dad, I can't bear you. Don't cry! Mom is not in good health, and she has caused so much trouble for you two. Be good to your dad! ””

Mom died.

Qi Zhiming accompanied his father for three days.

When his mother was at the funeral, his father had a sudden myocardial infarction and died on his mother's coffin.

The villagers are all saying: "The relationship between this old couple is too deep, and Daming has become an adult, so I can't bear to let my wife go by herself, so I followed." How wonderful!

After dealing with his parents' funeral, Qi Zhiming knelt in front of his parents' graves all day long.

The parents' funeral expenses were mortgaged against the parents' new house. It can be seen that the staff are very happy, and the mood is not sad because of the funeral.

Society is so realistic, worship high and step low!

Qi Zhiming has gone from being a captain of a special forces to today. is desperate, the family is ruined, and the whole person feels that there is no love in life.

Old Man Destiny is really a fun roller coaster, and in more than half a year, life has turned from a peak to a trough.

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A man hides in a house and sleeps drunk, wakes up and drinks, and dies in a drunken dream. After a long time like this, the confused days were broken by calls that never rang.

"Captain, I'm Da Gou, I'm at the long-distance station. Shall I take a taxi myself or will you pick me up? ”

As cordial, as always, a hot spring has been injected into the empty heart, and there is a hint of vitality.

"First Class Lieutenant Gou Hong reports to you!" Gou Hong, a brother in life and death for many years.

"Just to salute me, you left the army? Aren't you afraid of being punished? Qi Zhiming scolded with a smile.

"I've been staring at you for a long time, and I'm discharged from the army. I'm going to eat with you, but there are thirteen people in my family who want to eat! "It's Gou Hong, who is Qi Zhiming's best comrade-in-arms.

He doesn't regard himself as an outsider at all, and the relationship between friends is there, regardless of you and me.

"Come with me to Myanmar and Laos? Whatever you want. My family has no money, and I can't make any money. Let's take a look, if you have a fortune, if you don't have a fortune, you can travel. After meeting a few words, I went straight to the point.