Thursday, July 16, 2003 Cloudy

Today I received a notice from XX University, which coincided with my father's promotion and the end of my mother's four-year training trainee, which was a good thing to be happy and happy! But I didn't have any joy, because he was 578 and I was 579. One point difference! He fell off the list, and the reason for the failure was that he didn't do the last big problem in mathematics, and the reason he didn't do it was because he thought I wouldn't do it!

I understand his frustration, but there is no real empathy in the world, and his sadness is certainly not as simple as I imagined, but I don't know how to comfort him! He has always been proud of how decadent he will be after this blow、、、、、、 from the time I knew the reason, I didn't blame myself for a moment, why I was obsessed with the last question and still remembered it after I went back, and called my classmates in the middle of the night to 、、、、、 me, I was just worried that I couldn't get into the same school as him, I was afraid that we would have to separate because of me, but the current situation is really not what I want. If, if I don't get entangled, if I really can't do it, can't we repeat it together? Even if it's a repetition, I'm willing, as long as he repeats it, what's the matter! When I was dissatisfied with this university and wanted to repeat my studies, my parents strongly objected to it, on the grounds that my parents wanted to transfer back to my original unit, and there was no one to take care of me, so if I really wanted to repeat my studies, I could go back to my hometown to repeat my studies. What's more, this university is my parents' alma mater, and it is also the university of my dreams that I have always said, and now I say that I am not satisfied, and I can't even convince myself of this reason? What are we going to do?

Zhao Yu! I've been looking for you so many times, why don't you see me? Don't you want to see me? I'm worried about you? Do you know?

The heavens have paid off, and today I finally met him in his garden. In just two months, he has lost a lot of weight, although he is still energetic, his eyes are still bright, but they are full of bloodshots, his heart suddenly hurts, his nose is sore, and tears can't help but flow out. He said: "Who knows that the difference of one point is not thousands of troops, it is a gap of 1,476 places and a distance of 1,371 miles, but it will take 365 days and nights, 8,664 hours of lovesickness, and 519,840 minutes of torment to repay!" ”

As usual, he comforted me and said, "You withdraw my cover first!" Xiaoxiao, you can help me see if the osmanthus in our college is good-looking? When the osmanthus blooms again, I'll go to you! Don't worry about me, I'll definitely get in! Not as good as the first one! "He didn't want to give up on me, we can be together again as long as we have another year, I'll wait for him!

When he left, he gave me a Four Seasons Cinnamon bonsai! Say let it stay with me. He said he wouldn't send me to college, he couldn't get used to parting! When he left his house, he agreed that no one could turn back, and he just smiled in the sunset, but I saw something in my smile that I couldn't understand! Is it sad? Is it helplessness? Or remorse? Tears are coming again! I didn't want to cry in front of him anymore, but when I turned around, I couldn't control my tears anymore! I couldn't help but look back at him secretly, only to see his thin figure looking particularly lonely in the afterglow of the sunset! In my memory, only that day, the cloud, the sunset, and the person are the same! is the most beautiful! The beauty makes people cry and break their hearts!!

Jingyi

well

Thank you for inviting me to watch Zhao Yu's game, laughing, and letting you see my most embarrassed appearance. Thank you for comforting me, you asked me why I couldn't stop crying when I heard Zhao Yude roar? Maybe I was the only one who could hear him shouting: "May you be well, may you be happy, goodbye Gu Xiao!" Good-bye! "Don't blame my cruel cousin, maybe it's best to make him forget that I'm me.

You also know that my father is extremely sensitive because of the position in the department, and because the leader of the water group is promoted by my father, this time the water group is seriously corrupt and has an extremely bad impact, although after several investigations my father is indeed honest and honest, but his position can not be left alone in any case, not to mention that he does not know people, this position makes my father walk on thin ice every day, and my mother is full of sadness, I see it in my eyes every day, but I don't know what to do? You know, if my father doesn't get through this, the consequences are unimaginable. My father was in a dilemma, but fortunately, Wang Yuanzhi's father, who was often called Uncle Wang, ran left and right, and my father's situation improved slightly. Xiaojing, do you know why he helped my father? Because my father and he are comrades-in-arms? Because my father used to promote him? What does it mean? No, at least not the most important factor! It's because Wang Changzhi said he likes me, and because of Wang Changzhi's bitter pleading! It's because I promised to be the daughter-in-law of their royal family! Because Wang Changzhi studied business administration and I studied international finance, it was because he needed his own people to help his wife take care of the business, because I was the only heir of my grandfather, and he needed financial support、、、、、、

Xiaojing, the world is not as beautiful and simple as we imagined! It's complicated and realistic!

Zhao Yu is a good boy, enthusiastic, kind, sincere, smart and motivated! I like him a lot, too! But liking and loving are not the same thing, and even less marriage! In fact, I am very grateful to him for letting me have a love when I was young! Thank you for the days with him along the way, I am very happy! Happy too! But after all, we are not all the way, and this is the end of it, and maybe this is the best ending for us. The short relationship has given me a certain understanding of him, he takes his feelings too seriously, and sometimes he is easy to be emotional, but in fact, emotional things are really a double-edged sword, easy to make things and easy to bad things! Xiaojing, I can see that you are interested in him! Maybe try dating! But you have to think carefully so that you don't hurt him in the future. You must know that a family like ours is not allowed to have personal feelings, marriage is a weight, and it is already a great luck to meet someone who is not annoying! Zhao Yu's family has no background, and it has no effect on the development of the family in the future, and it takes a lot of courage to blossom this relationship and withstand huge pressure. Being a friend is definitely the best choice, but being a partner can be difficult, so you must consider the difficulties you will face in the future before making a decision, and no matter what your decision is, I choose to support you. I want you to be happy, and I hope he can be happy too.

May we all be well!