Volume 1 Fear of meeting is a dream Chapter 35 Ten years of life and death

It may be that he was young and frivolous and arrogant in the past, so in the face of Gu Mo, who was extremely difficult to do no matter what he did, he couldn't help but have a bit of contempt for others.

It may be like no matter how good a friend is, sometimes it is inevitable that they want to strangle each other to death.

But he actually loves Gu Mo very much, and he really needs Gu Mo very much.

"I know what you're talking about...... I've grown a lot since then. He was silent for a moment, then continued. I'll admit that I used to be a headstrong, selfish and ignorant bastard who likes to embarrass you as always......"

He took a deep breath and said with tender nostalgia in his tone: "I am grateful that you have always been there for me and tolerated my mistakes. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have respected others, and I wouldn't have had so many ...... I really love you and respect you very much. ”

“…… Are you sure? Gu Mo said hesitantly.

"Don't you believe me?" Cheng Yunjing cautiously observed Gu Mo's face, "Then how do you want me to prove it, as long as you can say it." ”

"First, let's break up." Gu Mo lowered his head and didn't dare to look at his face, "Give me some time, let me be alone for a while." ”

"......" Cheng Yunjing smiled as if he had expected it, "Yes." ”

Gu Mo's eyes widened and he looked at him incredulously, as if he hadn't expected it at all.

"But you remember." Cheng Yunjing said leisurely, "You still owe me a request before. ”

Gu Mo suddenly had a bad premonition.

"I can break up with you, but you can't stay here, you have to go home with me."

"...... "What's the difference between this and not breaking up?"

Cheng Yunjing seemed to see through what Gu Mo was thinking: "You live in the bedroom on the third floor, and I am separated from you on the second floor, so we don't usually see each other." ”

"It's just a delaying tactic." Gu Mo smiled mockingly, "Can you have a trick that is not easy to be exposed?" ”

"It's certainly not a delaying tactic." Cheng Yunjing calmly retorted, "If you really want to break up with me, I can't stop it if I want to." ”

Gu Mo felt that his head began to hurt again: "Okay, what are you talking about...... I'm too lazy to argue with you. ”

Jiang Han was woken up by them early in the morning, and walked over with sleepy eyes, looking very devastated: "Ancestors, can you quarrel and not disturb others' rest, it's been almost five or six years and you're not tired of it, oh my God......"

Cheng Yunjing smiled when he listened: "Your way of speaking sounds more and more like your brother." ”

Gu Mo couldn't help laughing, don't say it, it's a bit like it.

Jiang Han immediately became energetic, and his sleepiness dissipated: "It's not right for you to talk like this...... My brother Jiang Yu and I are two completely different people. ”

"I know." Cheng Yunjing teased, "It is said that it was because your brother accidentally damaged your research materials, and you moved out of the house in a fit of anger and vowed to ignore your brother again." ”

"He did it on purpose!" Jiang Han almost didn't jump up angrily, "I'll tell you, he definitely did it on purpose,...... At that time, Jiang Yu sprinkled ink on it with a smile in front of him.

Cheng Yunjing laughed so hard that he couldn't get angry, leaning against the wall on the side, looking very uncomfortable: "I don't know if he did it on purpose...... But he regrets it and wants you to go home. ”

"I'm not going back." Jiang Han was so angry that he wanted to kick the wall, but he couldn't help it, he didn't want to destroy his cold image, "I want to keep my distance from him, lest he destroy my other information." ”

"I can understand that feeling very well." Gu Mo raised his hand, "The person next to me, he spilled Coke on my book one day, and I almost tore him." ”

"Yes." Cheng Yunjing added, "I almost didn't survive that day. In the end, I had to buy a new one and pay her a new one.

"So you understand?"

Gu Mo nodded desperately: "I understand." ”

Cheng Yunjing shook his head, indicating that he didn't understand at all.

Jiang Han looked at the two of them with completely different movements: "...... How did the two of you get together before, do you have a common language? ”

"When two people are together, they don't rely on a common language to get by." Cheng Yunjing looked at him vigilantly, "We are completely benign and complementary. ”

"Yes, yes, yes." Jiang Han didn't bother to refute him, and turned to look at Gu Mo, "By the way, my dad has always missed you, if you have time, go play chess and chat with his old man or something." ”

Gu Mo looked at him confusedly: "...... Who is your father? ”

Jiang Han's eyes widened in surprise: "No...... You can't even remember that? ”

"You mean, Gu Mo's teacher?" Cheng Yunjing seemed to have a little impression, "Is his old man okay now?" ”

"Your body is still strong...... That is, I miss my old friend very much. Jiang Han sighed and said in a heavy tone.

Gu Mo didn't seem to understand what he was talking about.

Cheng Yunjing intercepted his words: "We will visit when we have time, I will take Gu Mo back first." ”

Jiang Han looked at their departing backs, and secretly thought in his heart, Gu Mo, do you really remember anything, is this what you want.

No, how could that be.

He still remembers the first time he saw Gu Mo in his father's classroom, she was not tall, she was the youngest student in the class, and she was in class with them college students.

Her face was filled with a dazzling self-confidence that no one could take away, she was an unsurpassed existence in the hearts of many people, a genius who went to college at the age of fifteen.

What made her start to stop dazzling.

Jiang Han remembered that afternoon, Gu Mo sat in front of him, holding his knees with his hands and hanging his head, his eyes full of tears of disbelief.

She listened quietly to the description of her condition, raised her head and smiled at him reluctantly, softly, in an almost inaudible tone: "I'm cured...... May I? ”

"Why?" He was surprised, not understanding why she had given up her life.

Gu Mo smiled bitterly, and tears flowed down unconsciously: "Because even if it is cured, it will leave sequelae...... It's impossible to live like a normal person for the rest of my life, I'm sorry I really want to give up...... I'm sorry. ”

The will to survive is completely gone.

In this struggle with death, she inevitably chose to surrender.

Jiang Han came back to his senses from his memory, put down the water glass in his hand, and sighed deeply.

Gu Mo returned home and moved all his things upstairs, and after Cheng Yunjing saw it, he didn't say anything.

Gu Mo closed the door tightly, leaned on the head of the bed and hugged the orange pillow, lowered her head and flipped through the information sent by Aqing, her head aching faintly.

According to the data, Cheng Yunjing did not use any of his property, but what is worse is that he knows almost all the bank card passwords and the location of the safe.

Gu Mo rubbed his aching head, feeling as if he was completely stunned, didn't Gu Qin have a bad relationship with Cheng Yunjing, how could he let him know so many things.

Could it be that I have always guessed wrong, they are actually happy with each other?

Gu Mo was frightened by his thoughts, and couldn't help shaking his head to dispel his thoughts.

At this moment, she has to admit that she has an inseparable dependence on Cheng Yunjing, and this dependence has entered all aspects of her life.

She took out Aqing's phone number and started calling Aqing, and it didn't take long for the bell to be connected, and Aqing's side was unexpectedly noisy.

"Excuse me...... I was just watching TV with my friends, is there anything wrong with you? Qing seemed to walk out of the room, and the phone gradually quieted down.

"I just wanted to ask." Gu Mo pondered for a moment and said, "Nothing happened in the company some time ago, right?" ”

"Hmm...... Our company seems to have been targeted lately. Ah Qing lowered her voice and said, "Do you know that the international superstar Eric and the eldest lady of the Murong family are getting engaged?" ”

“…… You continue. ”

"They're in the limelight right now, and they're having a big impact on us."

"Who are you with now?" Gu Mo listened to the sound of a knife chopping on a cutting board, and couldn't help but wonder, "Why does this sound like chopping ribs?" ”

Ah Qing was happy when she heard it: "You guessed it, we are preparing to make pork rib soup." ”

"I'm a little confused." Gu Mo was completely blindsided, "Are the little girls' hobbies so unique now?" ”

"Hahaha...... How could it be, I'm with Aunt Liu now. Qing explained, "It's your former landlord. ”

“……”

Ah Qing over there continued: "We are preparing to watch a horror movie while eating food...... If you come here now, you can come with us. ”

“…… All right. ”

"Uh-huh, I'll send you the address later."

Gu Mo changed her clothes, a white gauze top with a beautiful little skirt, put on her little black leather boots at the door and was about to go out, when she suddenly saw Cheng Yunjing coming over.

She froze in fright.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Yunjing just glanced at her lightly, walked past her, and didn't talk to her.

Gu Mo was stunned for a while, as if he didn't expect him to be so cold, and then he shook his head, didn't want to think about it anymore, opened the door and walked out.

When Gu Mo drove the car to the address sent to her by Mo Yuqing, after getting out of the car, she looked at the very old residential buildings, rusty gates and simple cement walls, and felt that her three views had collapsed.

Has she lived here before, God is kidding her.

The familiarity that overflowed from her soul made her unable to question all this, and she had to think that maybe Gu Qin had really lived here.

She followed her memories upstairs, and the familiar, parallel-world feeling flooded into her brain, making her barely breathable.

She came to the door that A-Qing told her, took a deep breath, mustered up the courage to knock on the door, and as the answer of the person inside, the door was opened, but at this time she couldn't help but want to run away.

Her legs were limp, her hands were shaking, and even her breathing began to be unsteady.

She trembled, but stubbornly looked out the door, which was not an illusion, not hell, but a microcosm of the life she had once had.