Lin Luoluo, who had no one at home, lazily collapsed on the bed, unable to sleep and had nothing to be interested in cheering himself up, just recalling the past and the present, Lin Luoluo recalled everything that had happened from the first year of high school to the present for the first time. It's just that I still feel a little sad when I think of my mother, for such a long time, my father will occasionally look at my mother's photos and watch my mother's videos, but Lin Luoluo is reluctant to touch these, not so much sad as afraid, afraid that memories will come to my heart, afraid that the already suppressed thoughts will spring up. Over time, Lin Luoluo began to forget the pain little by little, thinking that he would recover one day, but once the appearance of his mother appeared in his mind, the wound seemed to be torn open again, and his eyes were red and he couldn't help crying.

"No way!" Lin Luoluo held back tears and forced him back.

Sometimes Lin Luoluo will feel that there is no one who loves him in the world, like an abandoned child wandering in this sinister society, and his father cares more about his identity. Maybe there is, but I don't seem to want to admit that the pain of my whole body has always been with me, and I have less naivety and simplicity in my first year of high school, and more sorrow that I shouldn't have at this age.

On weekdays, I really envy Qi Yujiu and them, with the care of their parents, their phone greetings at night, and the steaming meals at home, the home is more warm and bright, unlike Lin Luoluo's house, which is only shrouded in darkness. Thinking of this, Lin Luoluo felt a pain in his heart, he was really, really sad! Even breathing seemed to be fake, doubting everything in front of him and wondering if he was already dead.

The sky gradually darkened, there was no sound in the house, it turned out that this was the real appearance of his own home, Lin Luoluo slowly got up, staring at a place in the house in a daze, it was really quiet, the dazzling lights in other people's homes could be seen outside the window, that family should be eating!

"If you're not happy, cry!" Lin Luoluo heard a voice, as if it came from his body, and the voice carried a little sadness.

"I don't want to cry." Lin Luoluo said.

"No, you want to cry! It's you who can't hold back your crying. ”

"You know what?"

"I understand, because I'm you!" The voice disappeared, Lin Luoluo's tears fell like a burst, the whimpering voice gradually turned into a howl, and he couldn't help feeling sad anymore, the sadness that had been full of his ability to bear could finally be released a little.

The next day, Lin Luoluo sorted out his mood and pretended that nothing had happened and entered the school, "Lin Luoluo! ”。

Lin Luoluo raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw that it was Li Ya, and there was a burst of surprise in his heart.

"You took a leave of absence yesterday?"

"Hmm."

"What did you go to the hospital to see?" Riya asked as if she looked at it as a joke.

"Nothing." Lin Luoluo quickened his pace.

"It's psychological! I heard from my classmate that you fainted in class yesterday? Li Ya said to Lin Luoluo.

Lin Luoluo was stunned and turned his head uneasily.

"It looks like I was not wrong yesterday, I saw your medical order yesterday, this kind of thing should be well hidden."

"What do you want to say!"

"Jiang Zhijing, they shouldn't know!" Li Ya slowly approached Lin Luoluo.

"I'm going to class." Lin Luoluo unconsciously took a few steps back.

"What do you think would happen if I spoke to them?"

"If you want to say I can still stop you?"

"Yes! Then you don't mind if I say it? ”

Lin Luoluo didn't answer and went upstairs and went back to the classroom, he didn't expect to be discovered by Li Ya, if the relationship was still like that, it would be nothing, but now Li Ya may be complacent about grabbing her pigtails.

"Luo Luo, are you feeling better?" Qi Yujiu asked with concern.

"Well, it's nothing."

"Have you had breakfast?" Jiang Zhijing said.

"Eat."

"After you left yesterday, Jiang Zhijing didn't have any energy for a day." Qi Yujiu teased.

"Yes! Jiang Zhijing's soul is gone. Shen Chanjuan smiled and said kindly.

"Really!" Lin Luoluo looked back at Jiang Zhijing with a smile, and when Lin Luoluo saw Jiang Zhijing like this, his face was immediately red.

Lin Luoluo, who got out of class, received a message from Li Ya, and the content of the message made Lin Luoluo stunned for a while, and Lin Luoluo, who didn't know how to reply, put away his mobile phone and returned to his old smile to participate in Qi Yujiu's topic.

Information content:

If you don't want Jiang Zhijing and them to know about it, then you promise me to be with Yu Xuan, and I won't care about your business anymore and won't talk about yours.

Lin Luoluo knew Li Ya's mentality, even if Lin Luoluo and Yu Xuan were together, Jiang Zhijing would not like Li Ya, Li Ya did this just to balance her heart, and all Li Ya liked from beginning to end was only Jiang Zhijing. But because of this, Lin Luoluo was so sad at that time, obviously they were all friends but couldn't resist the good feeling for the opposite sex, such a fragile relationship really made Lin Luoluo laugh coldly.

Until the end of the lunch break, Lin Luoluo asked Li Ya to meet at the staircase alone.

"Aren't you afraid that Jiang Zhijing will see them?" Riya asked.

"There is no one else in your mouth except Jiang Zhijing?" Lin Luoluo said unhappily.

"Why did you call me out! If it's because of the morning, you can send a message, you don't have to say it in person, and besides, you don't want to see me! ”

"If I say I'm with Yu Xuan, will you help me hide it?" Lin Luoluo looked at the corridor and asked.

"Yes!"

"Then I promise you!" Lin Luoluo's firm eyes made Li Ya not know how to answer for a while.

"Since I promised you, then you should also keep our agreement."

"Good! I won't say it, but if someone else knows about it and says it, then I don't care. Riya replied.

"If you don't say it, no one will know." After speaking, Lin Luoluo returned to the classroom.

Li Ya looked at Lin Luoluo's back, to be honest, Li Ya never thought that Lin Luoluo would agree to this matter, even if Lin Luoluo didn't agree to Li Ya, she wouldn't say it, because there was no way to say it, and if she said it, it would only bring their relationship closer and leave her gossip to herself, but Lin Luoluo's resolute promise made Li Ya feel a lot better.

Li Ya, who has been subjected to school bullying since she broke away from the small group, is alone, and there is no so-called classmate who told Lin Luoluo that she fainted, but when the class group chatted about it, she happened to see it, maybe she felt a little distressed about Lin Luoluo, but she would never admit it.

Lin Luoluo, who returned to the classroom, saw the milk handed to him by Jiang Zhijing, but his mood was very complicated, and he didn't dare to face Jiang Zhijing directly, nor did he dare to take the bottle of milk.

"Take it! What are you doing in a daze! Jiang Zhijing grabbed Lin Luoluo's hand and went to pick up the milk.

"Thank you!" After saying it, Lin Luoluo himself was shocked, because they would never say thank you, because the word seemed very strange and polite.

"What do you say?" Jiang Zhijing was stunned for a moment, and then rubbed Lin Luoluo's hair with a smile.

Jiang Zhijing sat behind Lin Luoluo and watched, Jiang Zhijing listened to what he said just now, and that politeness made Jiang Zhijing extremely uncomfortable, from before to now, everything Jiang Zhijing did thought he had to do, and he didn't need Lin Luoluo to respond, he didn't need to thank him, he just wanted Lin Luoluo to accept Jiang Zhijing's kindness to her.

"When is the game over? I owe you food and haven't invited you to eat yet! Lin Luoluo sent a message, his face was not shocked, but his heart was sad.

"It's over! It's okay this weekend, I'm more idle this week. On the other side, Yu Xuan happily pressed the screen when he received the message.

The climate is starting to get a little cooler, although the afternoon is still a little hot, but the temperature in the early morning and night is much lower than usual, the temperature difference between day and night is starting to get bigger, and the summer school uniforms alone still can't stand the cold at night.