After hesitating for many days, I finally made up my mind on August 30 and booked a ticket to Chengdu. At this time, it is also very close to the end of our repatriation, but the more peaceful and harmless the time, the more there will be some episodes.

That night, Hu Mingming suddenly called Zhang Pengpeng and said that Xia Xiaoxue had a fever. Zhang Pengpeng didn't have a car, so he actually called him to get the news to me.

In fact, there is no need for this at all, I have no grudge against her, why can't I even make a phone call?

Without waiting for Zhang Pengpeng to convey everything, I jumped out of bed and dragged him out.

After half an hour of speeding to the dormitory in the city, Hu Mingming helped the trembling Xia Xiaoxue downstairs, and I saw that her lips were white and she smiled at me weakly.

"Brother Lu, thank you." Hu Mingming glanced at Xiaoxue beside him, his eyes were bloodshot.

"Thanks for what? She is also a colleague of mine. ”

After hanging up the emergency department, the doctor recommended hospitalization, and it was almost early in the morning after some formalities. Hu Mingming and Zhang Pengpeng snuggled up to the seats in the corridor and fell asleep, Xia Xiaoxue was on a drip, and the nurse changed the potion every half an hour. Seeing me standing on the edge of the bed, Xia Xiaoxue's pale lips moved, but she was a little exhausted when she wanted to say something, her brows were furrowed, and her big watery eyes were open.

I was afraid that she was going to say something kind like thank you, so I asked her to stop talking, and I touched her forehead and found that it was still burning badly.

"Let's sleep for a while, if you have anything to say, I'll go back to the company tomorrow."

Xia Xiaoxue stared at me and nodded slightly, and even had a smile when she closed her eyes.

Xia Xiaoxue stayed in the hospital for two days before she completely improved, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she turned back into the little girl with spirituality, a pair of big eyes staring at you as if exuding spiritual light, and all the internal organs became transparent to spotlessness under the full light.

On the fourth day, Xia Xiaoxue was already able to go to work normally, and in order to express her gratitude, she sneaked over to me when she got off work and said, "Brother Lu, I invite you to dinner." ”

"Okay!" I wasn't polite to her, but when I turned around and looked at the other colleagues, I realized that they were all almost gone, and then I realized that she had only invited me alone.

"I've eaten enough steamed buns in the cafeteria, let's go eat rice."

Most of the cooking food in Yucheng is pasta, and rice is basically not visible. And Anhui people are also very strange, with Feishi as the boundary, the north eats noodles, the south eats rice, Xiaoxue and I are both from the south, and we can't stand the noodles here for a long time.

Found a small restaurant and the rice was to be freshly cooked and made us wait. So we started to wait and chat, and after chatting, we found out that Xia Xiaoxue actually had a high degree of education, but her major was very high, and she majored in psychology, and basically couldn't find the right job.

"Why did you learn that?" Taking a bite of the dish, I asked casually.

"Actually, it's very simple, don't laugh at me when you say it." Xia Xiaoxue swallowed the food in her mouth, cleared her throat and said, "When I was in high school, there was a boy who liked me, but he never said it. Didn't confess or do anything for me, but I just knew he liked me. Later, when I asked him, he didn't admit it, but his eyes and usual behavior were telling me that he liked me. ”

Seeing that it was a love story, I was also interested, and stared at her with chopsticks.

Xia Xiaoxue took a sip of orange juice and said: "Later, he had a fight with another male classmate in the class, no one knew why they were fighting, and the fight was fierce, and the classmates were terrified. After the fight, he ignored the nosebleed on his face, walked up to me, and threw a Zou Baba exercise book on my desk. …… It turned out that the reason they were fighting was simply because he found out that another person was plagiarizing my homework. ”

I was confused, thought for a moment and asked her, "Is this person very possessive?" Can't anyone copy your homework? ”

Xia Xiaoxue shrugged her shoulders after drinking the orange juice in the cup: "I didn't understand it at the time, so I especially wanted to know what he thought later, so I studied psychology." But I may not have a good understanding and a bad learner, and I still haven't figured out what he thought at the time. He never admits that he likes me, nor does he deliberately get close to me, but he will care about the slightest thing that has something to do with me, isn't it strange that this kind of person is this kind of person? ”

"Maybe everyone shows love differently." I comment.

Xia Xiaoxue nodded: "What about you?" I heard that you graduated from Agricultural University, what major? ”

"Modern agriculture," I said.

"This major sounds more out of the way." Xia Xiaoxue frowned and asked me why I chose this major.

Actually, my reason is simpler, because I didn't even think about learning anything in the first place. And at that time, no one thought that this major was cold.

"Maybe my dream in life since I was a child is to be a farmer!"

From life ideals to One Piece, Xia Xiaoxue and I started a rambling chat, chatting and chatting about the restaurant owner couldn't stand it anymore and drove us away. At first glance, it was 12 o'clock in the evening and we had a meal for five and a half hours.

drove Xia Xiaoxue back to the dormitory and chatted all the way downstairs. When she unlocked the car, Xia Xiaoxue didn't rush to get out of the car, looking at the front as if she had something to say or something brewing. I was suspicious in my heart, and then I saw Xia Xiaoxue's small body rising and falling with her heartbeat, and I seemed to be able to hear her fluttering heartbeat.

In the end, Xia Xiaoxue stretched her neck and kissed me, and quickly opened the car door and walked away.

……

"Lu Xia, Yanfu is not shallow!" In the evening, Zhao Qian sent me a WeChat message.

I looked at the text on my phone screen and wondered how she knew. Could it be that the scene of Xiaoxue kissing me was seen by Luo Qian, and Luo Qian told her?

"What do you mean?" I asked, suspiciously.

"I heard you went on a date today. Come on. ”

I was relieved to hear her say this, Luo Qian and Zhou Haoran might have told her about me and Xiaoxue having a private meal, but no one should be able to see the last scene.

"Okay!"

……

After dealing with Zhao Qian, I started to wash, but as soon as I closed my eyes in the shower, there was a scene of Xiaoxue leaning her face over, and this scene even scared me a little.

At night, Xia Xiaoxue sent me a WeChat message and said, "Brother Lu, I seem to be in love with you." ”

"Don't joke, make fun of me again, I won't write you a plan."

"I'm not kidding, and I've never been so sober today. I like you! That's what I'm thinking right now, and I feel compelled to let you know. ”

Looking at these words, I don't know how to reply, my heart is a mess, like overgrown weeds.

The next day, when I met Xia Xiaoxue again in the company, I didn't have the same calmness as before, and I was even a little restrained and at a loss. And Xia Xiaoxue seemed to see the answer in my indifference, and it wasn't until the afternoon that she sent me a WeChat message to ask me: "Brother Lu, don't you like me?" ”

"You are very well-behaved and beautiful, and there will be many people who will like you. But I have someone else in my heart, I'm sorry! ”

"Hmm. "But I still need a little time to sort out my feelings, and we're still good friends, okay?" Don't ignore me because of this, okay? I'm afraid I can't take it. ”

There was a slight fluctuation in my heart, and I didn't even know who the person I called in my heart was. Is it Zhao Qian, who is already married to a wife? Or Hu Shanshan, more than 1,600 kilometers away? I began to question the authenticity of this person.

Actually, I like Xia Xiaoxue very much, but it's not love. She is young and beautiful, well-behaved and beautiful, and kind and sensible, if I were a young man who has just graduated from college, I must love crazy. But now that I can't give her love anymore, I'm convinced that my heart is full, and one day I'll see what the person who got into it looks like.

Maybe Xia Xiaoxue was sad at this moment, but she showed strength and resilience that was very different from her physique.

In the evening, she posted a photo in her circle of friends, which I took secretly in front of her hospital bed when I was hospitalized. I was asleep on the edge of the bed, my hand on her dripping arm. But she only patted one of my hands, and attached a beautiful but faintly sad text:

"The most beautiful is often the heartbeat and throbbing when you first meet, spring flowers and autumn moons, looking at each other in pairs, not caring about the sea vows, not extravagant, this moment of heartbeat, enough to burn the whole youth to wait for ......"