Chapter 298: The girl's mind is hazy
Su Liuyin looked at her squirming appearance, secretly guessing that there must be something between the two of them to be like this, and only smiled and gently hugged the girl's shoulder, "What did this Chengyu do to make our apricot girl so angry!" ”
The girl stared at her head, tearing off the essence of the green leaves little by little, as if the thousands of feelings in her heart were entangled together, and she couldn't figure it out.
"Xing'er, if you have any grievances, just tell me, if that kid does something sorry for you, I'll go and chop off his hand now!" Su Liuyin snorted evilly and made a knife gesture, and was about to walk outside the pavilion.
"Miss, don't ......" Xing'er quickly grabbed her hand, lowered her head and said weakly: "Xing'er is just ...... Just ......"
"Just what...... Say it quickly! Su Liuyin couldn't help but hold her hand anxiously, forced her to look at the girl and said: "If you have anything to say, I will do everything for you, if you really like this Chengyu, I will tie him up......"
"Miss, that's not what the slave meant!" Xing'er blushed, "The slave doesn't know what Cheng Weiwei thinks in his heart, and she doesn't want to force him to do anything!" I don't want to talk about him again in the future! ”
Su Liuyin said "oops", making a look of hating iron but not steel, "Why are you so strong?" This Cheng guard still uses your mind to say to others, this discerning person can see it, if you will shed blood for someone who has nothing to do with you? ”
"I ...... I do not know! Apricot's voice became weaker and weaker!
Su Liuyin shook her head helplessly, "You girl, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, if you don't like it, you don't know where so many people come from?" ”
The girl shook her head, "Miss, Xing'er can only take care of herself, thinking about this way, the people around her have gone one by one, now the palace is not small, but there are less than twenty people up and down, listening to the meaning of the prince, I don't plan to recruit people anymore, although it is a lot cleaner, but I always feel that there is less liveliness, so many things have happened these days, Xing'er can no longer buffer it for a while!" ”
Su Liuyin looked down at her and said: "I understand what you mean, although I have never heard what you say today, but my heart is bright, the people in this house are dead and gone, your heart is not a taste, I have never felt how noble my identity is, I will not accuse them of a word for no reason, you have been with me for so many years, you should know!" ”
The girl answered. Su Liuyin sighed and said, "Since following me, you have indeed suffered a lot of grievances, I really can't stand you?" ”
When Xing'er heard this, she hurriedly knelt down, Su Liuyin quickly pulled her up when she saw the situation, and said eagerly: "Miss, why do you bother to say such things, but you have to kill the slaves, the slaves can follow the young lady I don't know how many lifetimes of blessing, where can it be said that it is a grievance!" A person with such a humble status as a slave maid can be taken care of by the young lady so far, even if the slave maid dreams of it, she would not dare to think of it! ”
Su Liuyin grabbed her hand tightly and sighed: "Only you will comfort me like this, we are all involuntarily, this is the last resort of being born in this era, I once told you that I am not a person of this era, in our era, everyone is equal, although there is no absolute fairness in this world, but this woman also has infinite possibilities, and does not have to depend on men to live, so in my time, there are many women who will not marry, they have their own jobs, and maintain their own hearts, Live hard! She paused, and then said: "Maybe you don't fully understand what I said, but you must know that you can't belittle yourself like this, all the dignity and humility in this world are just in your heart, if you think that you are noble is noble, if even you feel that you are worthless, just a slave, then you can only live like this for the rest of your life, can you understand?" ”
Xing'er was ignorant, silent for a long time, with tears in her eyes, and said: "Xing'er knows, it is Xing'er who shouldn't make Miss angry, if Miss was able to stay in Gusu at the beginning, if she hadn't been this princess, she would have learned with your appearance, no matter what she did, she might not be under a man." ”
The girl's expression was slightly shocked, and she said: "If the young lady is a man, how many girls' hearts can be fascinated!" I remembered that when I was in Gusu, Miss disguised herself as a man that night, and she was drunk, and the girl who was drunk in the Red Mansion almost pulled you away, if it wasn't for Xing'er eating a few more bowls of rice that day, she would definitely not be able to pull Miss back, and after that, Xing'er ate more than before, just to guard against these girls! ”
Su Liuyin's mind suddenly drifted to that day, all the scenes are vivid, such a leisurely time she is also sighing that she can't go home helplessly, now the times have passed, she has fully integrated into this era, she is a daughter, a wife, and a mother, everything can no longer be changed, but now I think about it will be nostalgic and sentimental, I can't help but say calmly: "Everyone has a share in their lives, what is the benefit of forcing it, but now I also feel free, and there is nothing unhappy!" ”
The girl apparently found the sorrow between her eyebrows, and no longer wanted to say anything more to make people sad, and hurriedly changed the subject: "It's still early, if Miss is bored, it's good to read a book, Miss is the most beautiful when she reads poetry!" ”
Su Liuyin shook her head, "The books in this study are too boring, and besides, I keep looking at that book, my eyes are sour, and I don't want to read it anymore!" ”
The girl suddenly had a flash of inspiration in her head, and said with a smile: "The slave maid went to get the guqin, Miss was the favorite when she was in Gusu was to play the qin, and the piano skills were even better, Xing'er still remembered that the piano master who taught the piano praised the young lady, saying that the young lady was his most talented student over the years!" ”
Speaking of this piano, Su Liuyin felt more and more unhappy, remembering that if it weren't for a broken piano, she wouldn't have come here, only frowning slightly, "That was in the past, but now I don't like it, so I don't want to play it!" ”
Xing'er carefully observed Su Liuyin's expression on the side. Jin said on the side: "It will be late in a few hours, I'm afraid it will be difficult for the prince to come back today, if the young lady is bored and bored for a long night, it is better to go back and see Qingfeng and Mu Xi, it is also the time to walk around the ground, if the young lady is not willing to go, she will go and invite this nurse to come over, Xing'er feels that this aunt must be playing with them!" ”
Listening to what the girl said, Su Liuyin felt that she hadn't hugged her child for a long time, she had been recuperating her body a few days ago, and she was afraid that the smell of medicine on her body would be unfavorable to the child, but it was also a good idea to think about it, in such a long and peaceful day, it was still a happy thing to be able to watch her child grow up, and said: "At this time, they will all eat something, you go to prepare some snacks to eat, and take them according to your usual preferences, Remember to take some of the things that children like to eat, children like to be lively, prepare the food, invite Yin'er and Xiaoyu'er to them, and invite your aunt over, Wufu is also called, you can't be busy alone, remember to call Shangqing'er and Ping'er to go together! ”
Xing'er promised in her mouth, Su Liuyin has been in poor health recently, and there are so many people in the house, and when it is rare to have a little excitement, she immediately went out of the pavilion.
The girl hurriedly ran back to the courtyard, took Qing'er and Ping'er's hands and passed Su Liuyin's words to them, and the little maids were naturally eager to be lively and hurriedly went.
Su Liuyin looked back at the bunch of splendid begonias that were blooming and swaying gently in the wind, and couldn't help but say slowly: "The wind is blowing, will this tree and begonia fall!" ”
Su Liuyin just went back to the house, staring at the snacks on the table and eating, only holding her chin in a daze, and after a while, she heard the sound of noisy footsteps, as well as the sound of children giggling, mixed with the laughter of immature children, Su Liuyin knew that it was the children who came, so she walked to the courtyard to greet her.
I only heard Xiao Yu'er's crisp children's voice: "Grandma's legs and feet are not flexible when she is old, and this Sister Chunyan will not come, but it's a pity that they can't eat this good snack, can I bring a few pieces back when the time comes." ”
Xing'er was holding Qingfeng and following behind Shen Qingning, and said with a smile: "Your sister Chunyan has a good gardening hand, and the flowers and plants in this house have become her relatives, staying in the flowers and plants all day long, where is it like you can only care about deliciousness!" ”
The girl couldn't stop yawning as she spoke, and Qingfeng in her arms danced and giggled.
"You see, this little prince giggles when he hears this flower and grass, don't learn this flower and grass in the future!"
Wufu smiled: "I also said that others, you girl is not sleepy on weekdays, you have yawned a few times this day, you must be sleeping in the room where you hide from yourself on weekdays, look at the appearance that you still haven't slept enough!" ”
Xing'er muttered and replied, "As far as you know, I don't know who likes to sleep the most on weekdays!" ”
Shen Qingning hugged Mu Xi in her arms, only pinched her little hand with a doting face, and did not speak.
Yin'er followed behind them with a smile, and said with a smile: "It's Xiao Shizi and Xiao County Lord who sleep the most on weekdays, and there are several times when Xiao Yu'er and I want to come and play with them, either asleep, or at the nurse's place, and no one cares about it!" ”
Xing'er hugged Qingfeng and looked back and said: "Naturally, it is human nature to eat, drink, and sleep well, and the little county lord and the little prince are naturally no exception!" ”
Su Liuyin smiled and walked towards them: "I heard you talking and laughing here from afar, and the most important thing to say is really Xing'er, a girl who thinks about eating, drinking, sleeping and sleeping all day!" Glancing at Xiao Yu'er, he asked, "Why didn't grandma come, but she's fine!" ”
"Thank you princess for your concern, grandma and sister Chunyan are in the same place, grandma is too old and her eyes are inconvenient to come, and she said let Xiaoyuer greet you!" Xiao Yu'er said that he made a series, which is not standard, but it is funny.
Shen Qingning patted Mu Xi in his arms and said with a smile: "Look at your mother, I just want to ask when I see you!" ”
Su Liuyin looked at her with a smile: "Auntie, you are going to teach my child badly, it is not easy to invite you, I plunged into the medicine book on weekdays, and I was stunned that no one could invite me." But every day when it's time for me to take my medicine, you must appear in front of me, and you have to stare at me for not a drop left, and sometimes I suspect that I am your guinea pig? ”
"What is a guinea pig?" Shen Qingning was puzzled and asked, "Could it be that Yin'er is comparing herself to a mouse, thinking that this mouse is not as good as you!" ”