(400) Real thoughts
Jingrou told the two daughters all the truth, but such an honest explanation made Xinxin hear a little bit of the truth at once.
So Xinxin smiled even happier now, and she immediately questioned Jingrou and said, "Mom, I have already heard it, you and Uncle Liao have met each other in addition to being students, right?" Because Uncle Liao has changed a lot, that's why you didn't recognize him all of a sudden, haha, I guessed right? ”
The more she explained the problem, the more Jingrou really regretted it, and felt that she shouldn't talk more, but she immediately found the most normal reason to prevaricate: "I'm a classmate with him, and we'll meet again after graduation, of course, at the class reunion!" ”
This explanation sounded reasonable, and Xin Xin immediately said with some disappointment: "So that's the case, I thought Uncle Liao was your past suitor!" ”
Jiayi also said with some disappointment: "Alas, I thought my mother could get a boyfriend now, Uncle Liao is tall and handsome, it's a pity not to be my mother's boyfriend!" ”
At this time, Jiayue, who had been seriously fiddling with the toys, finally raised her little head, looked at Jingrou a little stunned and said, "Mom, is Uncle Liao your boyfriend?" ”
Jingrou couldn't help laughing anymore, she looked at this, then at that, and then said with some emotion: "Let's change the topic, Mom didn't think about finding a boyfriend!" Mom just wants to guard the three of you now, hoping that you can all marry good men, give birth to a few cute little babies, and be satisfied if you can live a happy life! ”
Jiayue didn't think much about it, and immediately smiled happily and continued to fiddle with her new toy, and although Jiayi and Xinxin also laughed after listening to Jingrou's words, they were already sensible after all, so they all felt distressed for Jingrou in their hearts to varying degrees. Especially the eldest daughter Xinxin, she has always hoped that her mother can live a happy life, her father did not bring happiness to her mother, and her stepfather also did not bring happiness to her mother, how she hopes that there will be a good man who loves her mother wholeheartedly, so that her mother will never shed a sad tear from now on!
Xin Xin couldn't help but sigh secretly in her heart: This Uncle Liao, who suddenly seemed to fall from the sky, would be great if there was no wife by his side! Looking at his appearance must be interesting to his mother, alas, it doesn't matter if he is married, as long as he is divorced and has no wife! What if my mother refuses to remarry and can't meet any suitable person, is it really a widow for a lifetime at a young age? Alas, that's too pitiful!
I feel sorry for my mother, Xinxin is not as happy as just now, she has become silent, and Jingrou's mood at the moment is also a little bad, I don't know if it is because of the wine, she suddenly wants to cry!
Jia Yi, who was sitting in the back row, saw that her mother and sister's expressions were a little depressed, and she didn't know what to say for a while, and she also panicked a little inexplicably when she thought that her mother would find a strange man for their sisters to be their father in the future. However, Jiayi likes this Uncle Liao very much today, not because he gave him an expensive watch, but because this Uncle Liao is really an impeccable good man, not to mention that he is really good to their mother and daughter. So Jiayi felt that if she asked Uncle Liao to be her stepfather, she would still be willing to accept it, because if there was such a humorous and amiable man who was super capable to protect their mother and daughter, I believe that the family life together in the future will be very happy.
As soon as the car stopped, Jiayue immediately broke the silence, holding her toys and saying with a smile: "Mom, hurry up and open the door, I will put this castle all together now!" ”
Jingrou finally smiled, and while getting out of the car to help her little daughter get the toy, she walked a few steps and opened the door and said, "Look at the one that you are in a hurry, and the toy will not run away with long legs on its own, why bother to finish it all at once every time!" ”
Jiayue kicked off her shoes in two clicks, and hurriedly poured a large box of Lego bricks on the carpet, and then she continued to put together meticulously, while not squinting to Jingrou behind her: "I just want to put it all at once, otherwise how can I know that what I put together is different from the photo on the box!" ”
At this time, Jiayi and Xinxin, who followed into the house, also came over, and accompanied Jiayue to fight together, Jingrou looked at the cute backs of her three daughters, and suddenly forgot the sadness just now, but when she looked up and saw the remains of Yamaguchi, her mood sank inexplicably.
Jingrou sat on the sofa a little tired, closed her eyes to calm her mood, since that day Obon she asked Xinxin and her boyfriend to go to the grave on the grave, and she led her two little daughters at the door of her house, burning that special wooden stick, and was a little excited to pick up the soul of Yamaguchi. But for three days in a row, Jingrou burned the sticks at the door of the house in earnest, and after she had not dreamed of the mountain pass one night, she was very disappointed and accepted the fact that her husband had left. Although Yamaguchi weaved so many lies to deceive Jingrou, ruthlessly and selfishly left their orphans and widows without leaving a will, Yamaguchi's two daughters have been constantly making trouble for Jingrou, and Jingrou has been hit financially and mentally and has become exhausted. But after all, I have lived with Yamaguchi for more than ten years, and most of the time in these ten years the two of them have been happy, and there are three daughters between the two of them, how can Jingrou only remember Yamaguchi's no, but not remember that he is good to herself? Even after the truth was revealed, Jingrou didn't hate Yamaguchi as she said in her heart, because they did love each other, and there were too many memories to prove Yamaguchi's love for her.
Now that I think about it, the kind-hearted Jingrou can also understand Yamaguchi, because if he doesn't love himself, he can't do his best to marry him, and he won't want to tell the truth to himself until the end of his life. And maybe it's to make Jingrou love himself the same, so Yamaguchi will deliberately weave one lie after another, and blow the cowhide almost to break, his purpose is probably just to be able to keep Jingrou well! Jingrou is actually just too disappointed in this man, if she can, she still hopes that Yamaguchi will not leave her side so soon, and would rather continue to live in the beautiful dream woven by this man than face the cruelty of today's reality!
I don't know when Xinxin also sat next to Jingrou, she looked as if she was closing her eyes to recuperate her mother, but she frowned and looked preoccupied, and couldn't help but ask with some worry: "Mom, are you asleep, have you drunk too much, do you want me to get you a blanket to cover?" Otherwise, I'll help you upstairs to sleep, you'll catch a cold if you sleep like this! ”
Jingrou retracted her thoughts and slowly opened her eyes, she looked at Xinxin beside her with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine!" I just feel a little tired, I'll take a shower and go to bed early, otherwise I won't be able to get up tomorrow! ”
Xinxin glanced at Jingrou several times to make sure that she didn't drink too much and didn't cry, so she finally smiled reassuringly, and then walked to the door while taking something and said, "Then you should wash and sleep early, I also want to go back to rest and rest, I have to go to work tomorrow!" ”
Jingrou immediately waved her hand at Xinxin and instructed, "Be careful when driving!" ”
"yes, got it!"
Xinxin agreed and locked the door and drove away, Jingrou did not delay, and quickly took her two daughters to take a hot bath, and then urged Jiayi and Jiayue to sleep.
At the end of this day, Jingrou's mood is like the unpredictable weather, I don't know how many times the good and bad have changed, the happiness and embarrassment that Liao Hong brought to her, so that Jingrou seems to have a new vitality all of a sudden, but those memories and feelings for Yamaguchi make her heart full of contradictions and loss. It's just that when Jingrou finally lay down in the bed, she suddenly didn't want to think about any man anymore, because she felt that men would not bring her any happiness at all, and the source of happiness in her life was all on her daughters.
So she no longer wasted those brain cells on questions about men, and when she thought that she would have to get up early tomorrow to make a bento for her two little daughters, and that she would continue to work like a person who had nothing to do, she immediately closed her eyes and stopped thinking nonsense, and soon succeeded in falling asleep.
Jingrou dreamed again that night, she not only dreamed of Qin Junchi, but also dreamed of Yamaguchi, and also dreamed of Liao Hong for the first time, these three men seemed to be in a relay race, and Jingrou was like a baton in their hands. Jingrou saw in her dream that she was handed over to Yamaguchi by Qin Junchi, and then Yamaguchi handed herself over to Liao Hong's hands, every man was extremely gentle with him, as if he was so considerate of a treasure, until finally she was tightly held in Liao Hong's arms, Qin Junchi and Yamaguchi gradually drifted apart, and slowly disappeared in front of her eyes.
A piercing alarm sounded, Jingrou was suddenly awakened and opened her eyes, she quickly reached out and turned off the alarm clock in a little confusion, and then slowly sat up and woke herself up. Although the dream just now was still very clear in Jingrou's mind, she didn't want to bother to think about what those scenes in the dream meant to her in reality. Because Jingrou has begun to stop believing in those hypocritical and ethereal things, and is only willing to face everything in reality bravely, after all, the three men in the dream did not let her have true happiness, how could she still pin her hopes on the three of them?
Jingrou put on her slippers and soon went downstairs to the kitchen, and the busy day began from this moment, making her spin like a spinning top. Jingrou made two bento boxes for the two little daughters, and made a simple breakfast for the mother and daughter, and then after looking at the time, she hurriedly ran upstairs to get the little daughter up. Waiting for Jingrou to wait for her youngest daughter Jiayue to leave, she hurriedly ran upstairs again to wake up her second daughter Jiayi, fortunately, today is a sunny day, if it is a rainy day, she has to send her two younger daughters to school twice. Finally, Jingrou finished waiting for Jiayi and left the house, so she quickly finished her breakfast, and then washed up and put on makeup and trotted all the way to catch the bus.