The sound of rain outside is mixed with the sound of thunder, in fact, Lin Luoluo likes this feeling of lying indoors while it is raining outside, it should be said that he is like a safe place.

"Lin Luoluo, tell me clearly, what is your situation." Qi Yujiu suddenly jumped up from the bed, perhaps because she was unwilling to think about it, the more uncomfortable she became.

Shen Chanjuan was about to fall asleep on the chair due to the sound of the thunderstorm, but she was really scared awake by Qi Yujiu's sound.

Lin Luoluo didn't answer, and continued to squint with his back to them.

"Aren't you going to explain it to us? If I don't ask during this time, it doesn't mean that I can't see it, you obviously have something to hide from us, but I have been waiting for you to take the initiative to tell us, what if Jiang Zhijing didn't tell us how long you plan to hide it? Qi Yujiu grabbed Lin Luoluo's shoulders and turned her over.

"Do you think I'm taking too much care of you? Do you think it's too selfish for me to take care of your private affairs like this? Can't you just explain it to me? Why do I have to hear about you from someone else's mouth every time? Junior high school is also high school, is it true that one day you die, I will also hear from others? Qi Yujiu began to choke as she spoke, and Shen Chanjuan didn't dare to interject a word when she looked at the situation in front of her, so she listened quietly.

Lin Luoluo got up and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Qi Yujiu, and then said, "Then can you accept my behavior?" ”

Qi Yujiu was asked for a while, but she didn't answer for a long time.

"If you can't accept why I'm saying it, it's just going to be a fight." Lin Luoluo answered silently.

"You don't say how I accept it, you tell me why you do it, if you can give a reason, I may be able to accept it."

"You won't accept it, you're only saying this now because I didn't tell you. Didn't you and Chanjuan think I was practicing the moment I heard it? Lin Luoluo said, his gaze turned to Shen Chanjuan.

"If there's anything, we'd like to work it out with you." Because of Lin Luoluo's gaze, Shen Chanjuan continued.

"It can't be solved!" Lin Luoluo replied leisurely, reached out and took out his mobile phone and pressed it.

"Who are you talking to, that boy? What is your relationship now? You've been through something like that, why do you want to do this, it's enjoyable? Do you know what you are now......" Qi Yujiu's voice gradually raised, and Shen Chanjuan hurriedly stopped Qi Yujiu and asked her not to continue.

"What is it? Chanjuan, don't stop her from saying! What am I to you now? Jiang Zhijing told you what happened to me? Now are you questioning me? I've been through something like that, how I feel, do you really know? Do you know how I spent that time at home? The word empathy is disgusting when I think about it now! Where did I feel empathy before I experienced it. You guys! You're all people living in a safe place, you're completely protected, do you know what my dad did to me? What is the most vicious thing you have ever heard, that is, my relatives have ignored my own experience, let me bear it, and blame me for being embarrassed. How? At the end of the day, I was wrong, wasn't I? So I shouldn't be sad I should enjoy it, right, now that I go to enjoy it, there is a problem again? Lin Luoluo stood up as he spoke, although his voice was normal, his eyes had begun to redden.

Qi Yujiu didn't answer, just turned around and sat back on the bed, Shen Chanjuan looked at Qi Yujiu crying and handed over the tissue: "Luo Luo, although I don't know how you feel, we are sad to look at as friends, Yu Jiu doesn't blame you, she is distressed, we don't say anything if you are happy about this matter, I just hope that you won't be like this in the future, where can we travel and play, it doesn't have to be like this to relax, isn't it!" ”

Lin Luoluo doesn't remember how the topic ended, but in the end, no one went to wash up and went back to bed to sleep, it may be that Shen Chanjuan sent the matter to Li Ya at night. The next day, everyone's atmosphere was a little awkward, even if they went to and from class together, there was no communication.

Lin Luoluo thought that this might be a good thing, it was better than meeting or knowing from another stranger that he was coming, as for how to get along in the future, maybe it was just a matter of going with the flow! In fact, according to Lin Luoluo's personality in the past, he couldn't accept silence at all, but now once his mood changes, many will change.

This week has also passed much slower than in the past, and the occasional conversation during this period is also a necessary topic for daily meals and washing, and there are no extra words other than that, Qi Yujiu has not looked at her after talking to Lin Luoluo that day, let alone has other words.

As soon as the class ended on Saturday morning, Qi Yujiu left without saying hello, and then Jiang Zhijing also left, Shen Chanjuan and Li Ya came to Lin Luoluo and said, "Luoluo, let's go first." ”

Lin Luoluo answered and watched them leave the classroom, and Ben's hand in collecting the books also stopped, I don't know what it felt. Lin Luoluo's heart was like being blocked by a stone and panicked, and Lin Luoluo, who couldn't breathe, was choked by himself and coughed until he was forced to tears.

The students in the class were almost gone, and at half past 12 noon, the patrol teacher passed by the class and saw Lin Luoluo still sitting in the classroom, so he stepped forward and asked, "Aren't you going home yet?" ”

"......" Lin Luoluo lay on his stomach and did not make any response.

"Are you uncomfortable?" The teacher shook it with his hand, and Lin Luoluo found that there was no reaction, and he began to panic a little.

"It's okay, I just fell asleep and I'll go home now." Lin Luoluo slowly raised his head and said to the teacher, and then the teacher left the classroom with a sigh of relief.

The warmth of Japan in winter makes people feel warm and physically and mentally, but it makes Lin Luoluo feel dazzling and uncomfortable. There are not many students coming and going on the road, and more of them are old people going out for a walk.

Lin Luoluo, who turned the alley and came to the station, did not find that Jiang Zhijing had been silently following her, in fact, Jiang Zhijing did not leave the school, but waited for Lin Luoluo to leave the school on the bench on the campus, although the sullenness in his heart had not disappeared, but he was full of worries about Lin Luoluo.

Obviously, there was no one on the bus, but Lin Luoluo was never in the state, and he didn't know Jiang Zhijing's existence until he arrived at the door.

The elevator went upstairs, and the moment Lin Luoluo got out of the elevator, he found that Qi Yujiu was leaning on the door of his house and looking at the direction of the elevator.

"Aren't you going home?" Lin Luoluo opened his mouth first.

"No, I'm coming straight to your house." Qi Yujiu didn't look at Lin Luoluo, looked at the other side and replied.

"Do you have something to say to me?"

Qi Yujiu nodded.

"Come in, there's no one in my house today."

Lin Luoluo led Qi Yujiu back to the room, in fact, Qi Yujiu hadn't come to Lin Luoluo's house to play since she went to high school, maybe because of the dormitory relationship, she only thought about going home on weekends.

Qi Yujiu looked at the room, although it didn't change from her impression, what made her care was the dead silence of the room.

Qi Yujiu calculated that she hadn't come to Lin Luoluo's house for half a year.

Before, Lin Luoluo's room may have been more like the owner's personality, the overall color tone is sky blue, as soon as you enter the door, you can see the sunlight shining through the outside, and the room is full of vitality. Lin Luoluo likes to put some Lego models and vehicle models in the room, the bookshelves are basically full of novels, the desk is not very neat, there are always skin care products, and there will be no school supplies.

But today, Qi Yujiu saw that Lin Luoluo's room was closed with curtains, and the curtains were changed to gray, as if they were deliberately trying to block the sun, and the room would be very dim if the lights were not turned on.

The models that were once placed on the transparent cabinet were all covered with plastic bags, the bookshelves seemed to have not been wiped for a long time, even if the lights were not turned on, a layer of dirt on the shelves could be seen, and the skin care products on the desk were neatly arranged Although there were still no school supplies, Qi Yujiu somehow made Qi Yujiu feel that the whole room was very depressing.

"Why don't you open the window?" Qi Yujiu said and reached out to pull the curtain.

Lin Luoluo didn't answer, and at the moment when Qi Yujiu opened the curtain, Lin Luoluo rubbed his eyes a little uncomfortably.

"What are you going to say?" Lin Luoluo said.

"Let's talk about it, tell me what the hell do you think?"

Lin Luoluo sat on the bed and looked out the window, and after a long time he replied: "I obviously want to live like an adult in my first year of high school, I should have been as carefree as you and didn't think about these things that I shouldn't have thought about, but I feel that my thoughts have changed, and I think it may have started after the accident." I don't really like myself like this sometimes, but I've wondered many times if I can go back to the old days as if nothing happened. ”

"You haven't put it down, have you? I know it's hard, and I don't say we can relate to your feelings, but we're really doing our best to get you through this. ”

"I also know that I'm a bit light to say these words as a bystander, I always thought that I was good for you, you would know, you would understand why I wanted to know what happened to you, not because we are good friends but no matter what you do I will be on your side, even if it is ...... Even if you do something, although I am telling myself that you may not really want to do this, you always don't know how anxious I am without saying or explaining. Qi Yujiu said.

"Even so, I haven't changed with you. Then I ask you, will you alienate me because of this? Lin Luoluo said.

"If you have to be so depraved, I can't guarantee that I won't alienate you in the future, but at least not now. Now you are an important person in my heart, a friend and a relative, as for Li Ya and Chanjuan, I don't know what they think, even if they are really alienated from you, you can only accept it, right? Qi Yujiu's rare calmness made Lin Luoluo shake his mind for a moment, maybe this week's time did make Qi Yujiu think a lot.

"Yes......" Lin Luoluo replied in a procrastinated voice, although he said this with his mouth, he was entangled in his heart, after all, no one wanted to be abandoned by his friends.

The two didn't say a word, as if they gave Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu time to calm down, the two sides obviously had a lot to say to each other but didn't know where to start, or they didn't know how to organize the language to describe the current mood.