034 We're in this together
Regarding the rumors, Xu Yuanshan didn't know at first.
He is used to being alone, even if he has a deep relationship with his fellow dormitories, and he does not pay special attention to the gossip around him, and he can ignore the strange or scrutinizing eyes of others.
If it weren't for Chen Wenjin asking him if he really got along with Qi Dai, I'm afraid he wouldn't know when the gossip settled.
Xu Yuanshan didn't expect that in the eyes of others, his relationship with Qi Dai would be like this, he didn't care about himself, but he was worried that it would affect Qi Dai.
During the lunch meal, he hesitated how to tell Qi Dai about this, so Qi Dai took the initiative to ask him, "Do you have something to tell me?" ”
Xu Yuanshan hesitated and said, "It's the last ...... About Us......"
"Lately?" Qi Dai thought for two seconds and asked him, "Do you mean those rumors about the two of us being together?" ”
Xu Yuanshan hummed lowly.
Qi Dai said helplessly: "Actually, I explained, but they didn't believe it." ”
"Oh." Xu Yuanshan couldn't say it, and his chest was a little tight.
Qi Dai looked at his expression, and said with some reluctance: "If you mind...... "In the future, we won't eat together or study together."
But Qi Dai can't say this kind of thing, just thinking about it makes her uncomfortable.
Xu Yuanshan immediately answered: "No! I don't mind! I'm worried about you! ”
Qi Dai smiled, "Of course I don't mind." If she can still hope to come true, she said to Xu Yuanshan: "Since we don't care, let them talk casually, it is estimated that they will not be interested in it after a while." ”
Xu Yuanshan also agreed: "Hmm." ”
The non-explanation of the two also deepened the authenticity of the rumors, Class 6 is okay, Xu Yuanshan is already withdrawn, and he will not communicate with them too much, at most they will compare it with Lu Weijia, wondering and despising Qi Dai for no vision.
The fifth class students often make fun of Qi Dai with Xu Yuanshan, and Qi Dai will defend a few words from the beginning, "It's not together, it's just friends" to the later ones, they can answer with a generous smile: "My family Yuanshan is the best in the world!" ”
Originally, these things were all conciliators between classmates after studying, but somehow the head teacher of the sixth class knew about it.
When Xu Yuanshan was called to the office, he thought it was a matter of studying, after all, last time Mr. Lu Fenglu called him to the office like this and asked him if he wanted to speak on stage as an outstanding student representative.
When Lu Feng saw Xu Yuanshan coming, he first asked him to find a chair to sit on, and then looked at Xu Yuanshan after reading all the information in his hand, "What have you studied recently?" And there is nothing you are not used to? ”
Xu Yuanshan said it was good.
Lu Feng asked again: "Do you know what the teacher is looking for you?" ”
Xu Yuanshan shook his head, indicating that he didn't know.
Lu Feng said: "You should have heard that the No. 1 Middle School in the city will recruit a group of Qingbei preparatory students in advance next year." ”
Xu Yuanshan: "Hmm. Before the monthly exam, this matter had already spread, and it was Chen Guangyu, who was still at his table, who told him.
Lu Feng continued: "Judging from this unified examination, your hope is the greatest. ”
Xu Yuanshan nodded, in fact, he didn't care if he could go to City No. 1 Middle School, but Qi Dai seemed to want to go, so if he could, he would try his best to go.
Lu Feng: "City No. 1 Middle School is the best high school in the city. It is no exaggeration to say that as long as you enter the city of No. 1 middle school, one of your feet has already entered the undergraduate line, if you enter the experimental class of the city No. 1 middle school, then the heavy book is not a problem, if you can be enrolled in the Qingbei class of the city No. 1 middle school in advance, it means that you can choose the top two universities in the country. ”
Xu Yuanshan still nodded, he hadn't thought about it so far for the time being, but he didn't know why Lu Feng told him this.
He didn't doubt for too long, and Lu Feng said, "But this is not certain, the premise of the success of these assumptions is that you can maintain your current results." ”
Xu Yuanshan continued to nod, this is a must, after all, he has nothing to be proud of except his achievements.
"The teacher knows that you study hard, but it is not easy to maintain your current grades." Lu Feng's index finger lightly clapped on the table, and he considered the words: "Tens of thousands of students in the city are competing for more than 30 places together, as long as they don't work hard, they will be squeezed down." ”
Looking at Xu Yuanshan's well-behaved and obedient appearance, Lu Feng could only say directly: "The teacher has heard some rumors about you recently, although the teacher doesn't believe it, but after all, you are still young, your concentration is insufficient, and you are easily affected by some novelties in the outside world, and the teacher still hopes that you can focus on learning." After all, No. 9 Middle School is actually very small, and when you go to high school and enter college, you will find that there is a wider world and you will meet more interesting people......"
Hearing this, Xu Yuanshan understood, he frowned slightly and did not speak.
Lu Feng continued: "The teacher can't deny that Qi Dai is also excellent, but this does not mean that you are suitable, you are still young now, what you like or don't like is only temporary, and you will have a ...... in the future."
"Teacher." Xu Yuanshan interrupted him.
Lu Feng stopped the topic in surprise, Xu Yuanshan said: "Teacher Lu, I will study hard, I and Qi Dai are also studying together, we know what to do at this stage, please rest assured." ”
“…… Yes? Lu Feng looked at him for a long time as if he suddenly didn't know Xu Yuanshan, and then found his voice: "Oh...... Okay, okay...... If you have a plan in mind, go back to the classroom. ”
Xu Yuanshan bowed to Lu Feng: "Okay, thank you, Teacher Lu." ”
He didn't go back to the classroom, but walked to the playground, he remembered that Qi Dai said that she liked to run the most when she was sad, because she couldn't remember anything when she was tired.
The temperature at the end of autumn was a little cooler, and the goosebumps that the wind blew on the skin stimulated, and the words that Lu Feng said when he was about to leave the office clearly sounded in his mind.
Lu Feng said: "Yuanshan, the teacher knows the situation in your family, to say something unpleasant, at this stage, you can only get ahead in the future if you study hard, and Qi Dai, she has the backing, even if you don't work hard now, you will still have parents and family in the future, but you don't, you can only rely on your own ......"
Lu Feng also knew that he was weak and timid and had low self-esteem, so there would be a bunch of foreshadowing ahead, but no matter how much foreshadowing should be said, "You are different, you can't take a wrong step, and the teacher doesn't want you to miss the opportunity for unnecessary reasons at the stage when you should work hardest." ”
……
Xu Yuanshan ran round and round, wanting to ask loudly: Why?! Why?!
Why do everyone have to tell themselves: "Qi Dai is different from you, you are different, you are not worthy." ”
Why does Qi Dai have no vision when she is with her? !
Is it because he has no parents and relatives, so he doesn't even have the right to make friends with Qi Dai?
Qi Dai! Qi Dai! ……
Xu Yuanshan read these two words over and over again, his eyes were a little sour, and his eyes were a little blurry.
I can't remember how many laps he had run, and when he stopped, he wanted to fall on the spot, but a slender hand grabbed him, and the owner of the name he had been reading all night was telling him: "Don't squat down yet, take a few steps." ”
According to Lu Feng's expectations, the correct thing for him to do now is to break his elbow out of Qi Dai's hand, and then tell her: "Let's not get together often, just be ordinary friends." ”
But he didn't want to......
Xu Yuanshan calmed his breath while trying to see Qi Dai's expression through the blurry spectacle lenses.
But the lenses were blurry, and his eyes were blurry.
He took off his glasses with his free hand, wiped them on his body, wiped his eyes with his sleeve, and put them on.
finally saw Qi Dai clearly.
Qi Dai's smiling eyes looked a little worried at the moment, and her beautiful eyebrows were also frowned, but she didn't ask anything.
Xu Yuanshan suddenly woke up, why did he care what others thought?
In the past ten years, he has been able to do not care about gossip, why can't he now?!
He and Qi Dai are good friends, why do they say they don't deserve it?!
They said that he was not worthy, he wanted to show those people, he was worthy of being Qi Dai's friend, Qi Dai would not affect him, and he would not be spoiled by Qi Dai!
He doesn't want the future, he wants the present.
"Qi Qi, let's take the test for the No. 1 Middle School together and go to Beijing together." Xu Yuanshan clasped Qi Dai's wrist with his backhand, and resolutely made a request or suggestion to her for the first time.
Qi Dai was surprised at first, and then she was delighted, and she responded without thinking about it: "Okay!" ”