Time passed silently and coldly, and if it was the middle of April, the man's departure was as if it were yesterday.

On this day and night, Su Liuyin sat quietly under the window, and a ray of silver-white moonlight outside the window shone in through the begonia flower tree, shining in a thousand times, reflecting her delicate face, shining.

The faint fragrance lingered on the tip of her nose, Su Liuyin felt as if she was still living in a dream, this dream was very light, and there were men and her laughter in the dream, at this moment, it seemed that there was still a man's breath in her sleeves.

Xing'er and Ping'er were "kicked out" by her a few days ago, at this time, except for the insects at night, it was quiet, maybe she didn't want them to see her uncomfortable, or maybe she wanted to stay quietly for a while.

It's just that in the middle of the night, people's hearts are becoming more and more fragile, what is Duan Chuyi's situation in the southwest, she has not heard any news so far, and she has not received any letters, as if the southwest border has been like an impermeable wall, desperately isolating the inside and outside, and people outside can no longer hear the wind and grass inside.

Su Liuyin glanced back at the flickering candlelight of the candlestick, as if it was the hope that was about to be extinguished in people's hearts, she had been reading the secret letters from Yingtian and Suizhong County under the candlelight these days, a thick stack of letters, describing everything in detail, she looked at one after another like this, and also understood the current situation, which made her life in Jingcheng not sit in a well and watch the sky.

At least, looking at these letters like this, she would always find something related to the Northwest Land, as if in this way she would be able to find clues in these envelopes and then get close to know Duan Chuyi's life in the Northwest.

And since Xiao Zhan said goodbye, he did not come to Jingcheng again, Su Liuyin gradually handed over the power of Suizhong County to his hands, and Suizhong County seemed to be more and more prosperous under his control, when he was trapped by thieves, out of nothing, sentenced to a collaborator to kill the king of Fuyuan, the emperor also did not expect him to make a comeback now, more than two identities!

Now that he is guarding Suizhong County and with the blessing of Yu Lie's army, the emperor does not dare to rashly invade the northwest.

Gradually, it seems that the border between Mongolia and the northwest has become nothing, and the people here seem to cherish their lives more after the plague, even if the Mongolians who have been enemies for many years enter their borders, they can get along well, but Su Liuyin understands that all of this is the strict management of the army in Xiaozhan, and there are many rules to restrict the army and the people, and the army is not to oppress the civilian people, and there is no need to pay harsh taxes, people are praising it, and for a while, he has become the "new king" of the military and the people in the northwest ！

Su Liuyin has never doubted Xiao Zhan's ability, once when it was on the border, he was already famous in Suizhong County, and now he is making a comeback, which is not inferior to the prestige of the year.

It is believed that he respects the military and civilians of the two realms, and will not deviate because of their identity and race, and there are indeed dissatisfied people at the beginning, but he has always taken pacification measures, which makes the border peaceful, and because the northwest land has no previous wars, the two borders have begun to market each other, and the people are also living and working in peace and contentment, as if they are living in a new country, but they are not fingered with Duan Chuyi's fief, maybe this is the only thing her brother can do for her now.

But now she thinks about how good it would be if she could send a letter from the southwest, or if she could fly a letter and she would be satisfied, so she only asked him if it was good or not, and only talked about how Qingfeng and Mu Xi were, although Mu Xi is a younger sister, her temperament seems to be much more resolute than her brother Qingfeng, and she never cries wantonly, and Qingfeng is the one who cries a lot.

There is also the death of Duan Chuyi's aunt, will he know about it in the southwest? Although Su Liuyin didn't communicate much with her, she had only met a few times seriously when she first went to Yingtian, but she still remembered the woman who was weak on the hospital bed, and the woman also kindly took her hand and said that she was very happy, and she was also very emotional when she heard the news, dragging a sick body to live for most of her life, and there were no children and no daughters under her knees, but Cao Youguang never gave up on her, and he was almost grief-stricken when Cao died, and this feeling was also rare.

Before Duan Chuyi left, he built an elite army to stay and guard Jingcheng, which was probably the only thing he could do.

Su Liuyin has also been to the Terracotta Arena, the soldiers who trained the soldiers did not relax because of Duan Chuyi's departure, every time she saw them training, she would think of the time when men trained hard here, they drank and slept with the soldiers, and they were not a little arrogant because of their identity, but the hardships of training were also extraordinary, and now she was indeed protected by the soldiers, Su Liuyin understood how well-intentioned Duan Chuyi was.

She couldn't help but feel worried, if there were countless nights in the future, in the night without him, it rained, or there was a clear moonlight shining brightly, but Xie Nuo's palace was missing him, how would she face this day-to-day life.

Su Liuyin couldn't help but stand up, looking at the black pressure outside the window, and sometimes a wisp of evening breeze hit, she was a lot more sober, feeling that she was sober living between this heaven and earth, through a round of crescent moon, can you be with the person she misses? She didn't know the answer. But whenever she stands in the wind, she does hope that she can feel his presence through a ray of moonlight or this oncoming breath, or be able to feel more of his breath, he may also miss her like this, "I hope people will last a long time, thousands of miles together"! She believed that such a night was something she and Duan Chuyi could have together.

It was only after a long time that she came back to her senses from these many thoughts, and there was only the sound of insects chirping in her ears, low and soft, as if endless, and it was the closest to her.

She never thought that she would sit under the window all night, and she would only fall asleep under the window when she was confused.

Only when the morning dawned, through a clear and vigorous sunlight from the window, Su Liuyin slowly opened her eyes, and used her hand to block the dazzling light, her curly eyelashes trembled slightly like butterfly wings, and the sunlight in her palm was warm at this time, but also ethereal, she knew that if she turned around again, it would slip away from her hand.

The woman stood up and stretched her waist, and then opened the window door wide, and at a glance, the courtyard seemed to be alive in the sunlight, not as lifeless as it had been last night.

It's just that she has some emotion in her heart, whether it is a lonely empty court, or a market, even if she is standing in the most lively street market in the entire Jingcheng, she understands that she must be sober at this time, so that her own mind calms down.

Duan Chuyi is the person she loves and relies on to him, and now she must settle down, just like a fish in the deep sea, quietly sinking to the deepest part of the seabed, living, waiting, and looking forward to it, she believes that she will eventually wait for a ray of light that leaks to the bottom of the sea to lead her out of the dark cave.

In this way, she will wait for that man with hope, and she will gradually get used to life without him.

Perhaps, for Su Liuyin, she has really grown up, and she no longer insists that liking someone is to be together for the rest of her life, and she can't survive without him.

Those feelings of love and dependence on others seem to have gradually faded, making her understand that she can't rely on anyone to live, and she no longer has the courage to jump in the Gusu Lotus Pond, she knows that she is doing useless work, not only can she not go back, but she is practicing her body in vain.

Su Liuyin has a lot of things that she can't let go, her children, her family, she seems to feel that she is a little old, even her mind is the same, she must calm down, although her worries about Duan Chuyi have not diminished, and her elderly parents who are far away in the southwest, at this time she understands more that she is the only master of this palace, if she wants this palace to stand still in all kinds of changes, she must be strong.

She wants to take care of all the big and small affairs in Jingcheng, quietly raise Qingfeng and Mu Xi to grow up together, and she also wants to plan for the worst, even if something happens to Duan Chuyi...... The people up and down in this house don't dare to look down on her because she is a woman, so that there will be any trouble.

Su Liuyin's brother seems to have completely controlled most of the northwest, and the emperor does not dare to act recklessly for the time being, if nothing else, this Jingcheng will remain quiet like this, and she may wait until he comes back, and she will live like this forever.

Naturally, for Su Liuyin, what still makes her feel fresh and satisfied in such days is Qingfeng and Mu Xi, their differences and changes in their growth and change are touching her mind, she only knows that the child grows up day by day, and the days will pass day by day.

Shen Qingning was also completely calm, when she was young, she had Su Muyue by her side, practicing medicine and accumulating kindness, and she was also a girl with wings.

Then go deep into the court, although there is no emperor's favor, but with the medical science she learned to save the emperor's life, the emperor treats her not thin, although in the palace is to enjoy all the unprecedented glory and wealth, but more is a lifetime of desolation, those flower-like women have tried their best, and some even in the end just get a holy decree from the emperor and throw it into the cold palace and never see the light again.

Now, Shen Qingning is more accustomed to watching her daughter and the two children Qingfeng and Mu Xi, approaching the people she is close to, and sharing those joys and sorrows with them.

Su Liuyin had just calmed down her thoughts, and there seemed to be a faint sound of laughter from the two little maids in the courtyard, she didn't need to look at it to know that it must be Ping'er and Qing'er.

Gradually, the laughter came closer, and Su Liuyin also heard the child's giggles, and she knew that it was Mu Xi coming.