280. I'll stand up for you
Why not? Su Xiao asked rhetorically about the summer solstice.
Isn't this knowingly asked? Xia Zhi didn't want to blame him, he shouldn't have been involved, but he still said: "If you are like this, I can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River." ”
"Do you care about him? If you care, then I'll tell him that I'm in love, I don't like women, I haven't touched you, is that okay? ”
"Su Xiao!" She jerked her head up at him, "I'm sorry......"
He's angry, he's justifiably angry, it's all her fault, she's so stupid, she's making a mess of everything, always hurting those she cares about.
"Don't apologize, you're not wrong. I'm not supposed to be nice to anyone. He turned away from the hallway and into the living room.
Xia Zhi stood at the door for a while, sighed and entered the house to close the door.
They all compete to take responsibility for themselves, but there are some things that really can't define responsibility.
She approached him timidly and stood in the center of the room: "I'll wait for Xiao Yiqing's side." ”
"You go and get some sleep and rest, I'll send you there later." He didn't object, he stood up and brushed past her to the kitchen, and after a while she remembered the sound of an electric kettle boiling water.
“…… Good. She stood for a long time before replying. She was weak and weak, and the energy she had accumulated when she woke up in the morning had long since been exhausted, and she climbed up to the attic, where his quilt was laid square, and the depression that had formed on the sheets made her feel guilty.
Smelling the faint fragrance of the quilt cover, she soon fell asleep. I don't know how long she slept, but she was awakened by the sweet smell of meat sauce.
When she opened her eyes, Su Xiao was sitting next to her, stumbling over a plate of pasta on the bedside table: "Are you hungry?" I boiled the noodles a little softer, which made them easier to digest. ”
She immediately sat up: "I'll go downstairs and eat." ”
Cleanliness shouldn't be able to accept people eating in bed, but Su Xiao stopped her: "It's okay, just wash it when it's dirty." ”
"I don't want to ......," she lifted, and he put it back on her lap.
"Do you want me to feed you?" His tone was unmistakable.
She spurred her lips and snatched the plate of pasta. He smiled and helped her prop the small desk on the bed above her thighs.
"It's delicious." She didn't know what time it was, but she could have eaten two more plates of pasta anyway.
He teased: "Don't worry, it's still after eating." However, some people have complained before that this thing is not delicious. ”
"Aren't you going to eat?"
"It's okay, let's see what you eat first."
She and Han Junxi also started by ridiculing her for her appearance. She slowed down the movement of her hand, and he looked in the eye and said, "Do you think of him?" ”
"Uh-huh......" she snorted softly, and she couldn't hide anything from him.
"He treats you like this, and you still love him." He said indifferently.
"We're married...... she rolls the pasta with a fork, round and round, but doesn't put it in her mouth, "Marriage represents vows and constraints." ”
"It's good that you're having a good time." He put one hand on his cheek and said, "But remember, you are my sister, someone bullied you, I should stand up for you." ”
She looked at him and smiled. She said something similar to Cheng You, and she told him that Xiao Yiqing was not alone in Nanzhou.
Maybe this little support is not enough to give them peace of mind, but in some vulnerable moments, it can really warm people's hearts.
She felt a sudden feeling in her heart, in the past two years of married life, she seemed to have put herself in a cage, Han Junxi became the focus of her life, she always revolved around him, she felt bored from time to time, but she didn't know where this boredom came from.
The best love is to see the whole world through the other person, not to see the whole world through the other person.
No matter how good he is to her, he just wants to keep her for himself and raise her like a canary.
Do you say love? That's for sure, she never doubted his feelings or her own, it's just that she really didn't seem to agree with him on how to love each other.
He's used to letting her follow him, and she's used to keeping her eyebrows down and pleasing to her eyes, but is that really what she needs?
"Do you think I should salvage our relationship?" She unconsciously asked.
"I don't know. I'm not going to give you any advice. I just don't want you to wronged yourself. She looked sideways at him, and he added, "But you should talk." ”
"I will." I don't know how to say it......
Some words are easy to say to Xiao Yiqing and Su Xiao, but as soon as they arrived in front of Han Junxi, the words changed their taste, as if there was a certain communication filter between them, which would distort the original intention in their hearts.
Later that day, Su Xiao sent the summer solstice to the door of Xiao Yiqing's house in the sixth middle school. Xiao Yiqing went to pick up Beibei and didn't go home yet, he waited with her at the door for a while, and didn't leave until Xiao Yiqing came back.
Xiao Yiqing was a little surprised by this situation: "It's only been two days, the baby is gone, and you guys have a quarrel again, I can't handle it." ”
There was a crawling mat on the ground, Bei Bei sat between the two of them and put together building blocks, Xia Zhi helped her build a "fortress", and said: "You can't handle it, I'm even more confused." ”
"I thought something like this had happened, and you should be reconciled."
Originally, Xia Zhi had already agreed with Xiao Yiqing that she would go home after work on Monday, so she received a WeChat message from Xia Zhi last night saying that in the hospital, the fetus could not be saved, and she was stunned for a long time.
"I also thought we should be reconciled...... "The more Xia Solstice said, the lighter it became.
Xiao Yiqing said: "From the first day you were together, he was very taboo about Su Xiao's existence, you should know." ”
"So what can I do? Resign? Don't work? Xia Zhi tugged at the corners of his lips and said, "There's no need for this now, Su Xiao has already resigned." ”
"He? Why? Xiao Yiqing asked instinctively.
"It's a strange question, he's a famous illustrator now, and his original ambition was to do graphic design, and a small company like ours can't dive into dragons."
"That's right...... But at this time, I'm afraid that the one in your family has an idea again. ”
Xia Zhi laughed silently, she didn't expect this, and then, she was a little angry: "He can't see what we do." I didn't resign, he felt that I was reluctant to Su Xiao, Su Xiao resigned, he felt that it was to not embarrass me, I couldn't make everything develop according to his strange ideas. ”
"If I were you, I'd go home tomorrow and tell me what I had to say, and what he thinks is his business." Xiao Yiqing patted her on the shoulder and said, "But, of course, I hope you can reconcile." The premise is true reconciliation, not separation. ”