Looking at the sleeping man in the quilt, Zhuo Zhuo chuckled and reached out to pinch his cheek, "Look at you, you still look domineering in the afternoon." After a while, he seemed to remember something, his originally stretched brows furrowed slightly, and while stroking Shen Yi's face with his thumb, he muttered helplessly: "Xiao Yi, what should I do with you?" ”

"You are a filial child, and I also care about the feelings of my parents. I don't want you to be against your parents for me, and I don't want my own parents to live in the eyes of others because of our rumors. ”

"You are a person born for the stage, you love to dance, you love to perform, but three years ago you tried to give up your favorite stage in order to win your father's concessions, learn management, fool, let you sacrifice everything you cherish to change me, how can you give up, how can I bear it."

"When I first heard that you had this idea, in addition to being unbearable, I was also a little moved and happy, after all, our future has another bargaining chip, hey, you see, I am also a selfish person after all. But gradually, I began to worry, even fear, that being pulled back and forth by love and family affection would make you tired; I'm afraid that when you reach the middle of your journey with more and more heavy public opinion, you will find that there is only one equally exhausted me left by your side; I'm afraid that I'm not good enough, and I'm afraid that after a few years, you will suddenly find that the sacrifice you have made is not worth it; I'm afraid that ---- will pull away after you have melted into my life, and I can't bear the pain of this cramping and pulling out of my bones. ”

"Xiao Yi, I am six years older than you after all, and in a few years, I may be just a middle-aged man who has been smoothed out by time and fettered by the world, and you are upright."

"The feeling of being with you, it's so good, like candy wrapped in poppies, I tasted it briefly and became addicted. If one day you don't give me this candy again, I'd rather take it in my mouth after the first bite and spend more time learning to chew it in my memories for a long time afterward. ”

"Xiao Yi, I love you, very persistent, but not brave."

Speaking of this, Zhuo Zhuo's eyes gradually became wet, and his voice was a little choked with an irrepressible chok.

This night was pulled by memories for a long time, and Zhuo Zhuo remembered the first meeting when the two met but did not communicate; reminded me of the reunion of the two in the crew of "Chasing Shadows"; remembered that the two gradually knew each other and fell in love with each other; remembered that the two expressed their hearts to each other through lines, and the fake drama was really done; remembered that after this relationship was put in front of the public by the media, the two got rid of the paparazzi again and again, met and dated, a little embarrassed, but they also enjoyed it.

What else...... Oh, by the way, he remembered his parents' inquiries after the rumors of their relationship were overwhelming, and remembered the disbelief and sadness in their eyes when he confessed - no wonder, suddenly knowing that his son was dating another boy, they must have been difficult to accept for a moment.

He also remembered what Xiao Yi's father said when he was choked by the malicious hype of the media and the step by step pressure of the brokerage company: "Zhuo Zhuo, I am just an ordinary father with some traditional thoughts, you know, Xiao Yi has always been a filial child, and now, he is deadlocked with your family for your relationship." He was a somewhat proud man, but now he had to endure the fingers of others. With you, what did he gain and how much he lost, have you thought about this? That's all I say, I hope you think about it, for you, and for him, think about it. ”

There is no check thrown in the face in idol dramas, and there is no domineering and arrogant, only this seemingly ordinary sentence comes from a father's confession. Every sentence is reasonable, and it cannot be refuted. For Zhuo Zhuo at that time, this meeting with Shen Yi's father was like the last straw that crushed the camel's camel, fluttering, but it smashed the little courage he had left.

"Xiao Yi, you see, I didn't lose to love, I just lost to these worldly things, that's all, but there is no way to avoid it."

Shen Yi's uncomfortable murmur suddenly sounded in his ears, and Zhuo Zhuo retracted his voice and pulled himself out of this long memory.

Zhuo Zhuo measured Shen Yi's body temperature and burned again. Changing the fever patch, feeding water, and wiping the body were another toss, and it was only before dawn that it stabilized. The string that was tense in his heart was finally loosened, and fatigue and sleepiness hit him instantly, Zhuo Zhuo lay on the side of Shen Yi's bed and fell into a deep sleep.

As it was close to noon, Shen Yi opened his eyes with some struggle. When he sat up and wanted to take his mobile phone, he saw the bowl of noodles on the bedside table, and he couldn't help but move his eyes to Zhuo Zhuo, who was sleeping on the side, and stared at it for a while. In the middle of the night, Shen Yi put his quilt on Zhuo Zhuo, got up, and got out of bed.

Shen Yi poured out the bowl of troublesome noodles, walked to the kitchen, scooped rice, crushed it, washed rice, put it in the rice cooker, added water, and boiled porridge----

It's the same as what Zhuo Zhuo did for himself three years ago.

It's the same thing I've done every time I've been sick for three years.

The porridge was boiling in the rice cooker, and Shen Yi hesitated for a moment before heating up another glass of milk, toasting a few slices of bread, and finally frying an egg and bacon. After doing this, Shen Yi washed up briefly, sat at the dining table and made a phone call: "Hey, how are things going?" ”

The affirmative answer came from the other end of the phone: "It's going well, don't worry." ”

"Well, good work."

Hanging up the phone, Shen Yi clicked on Weibo and swiped the content about Zhuo Zhuo. There are brand endorsements, tidbits of variety shows, and publicity of new dramas. Continuing to slide down, Shen Yi's fingertips stopped. In the copywriting of this Weibo, the blogger helplessly called on everyone to chase stars rationally. In one accompanying picture, Zhuo Zhuo is surrounded by many people, there are no bodyguards around him, only an assistant Apricot who is also squeezed and a little embarrassed, and another picture is a close-up of an arm, the cuffs are torn, and there are traces of scratching on the arm. Shen Yi remembered the news that the assistant reported to him a few days ago: Zhuo Zhuo was surrounded and dragged by several irrational fans after finishing the announcement, and Zhuo Zhuo seemed to have suffered a slight injury in order to protect the assistant.

Damn, WJ simply doesn't have the power to protect him!

Zhuo Zhuo, who was asleep, felt a life-threatening vibration in his pocket, took out his mobile phone with sleepy eyes, and answered in a sleeping position:

"Hey."

"Brother Zhuo, Brother Zhuo!" It was Apricot's voice: "I went to your house to look for you and I didn't see anyone, and I didn't answer your phone, I'm in a hurry!" Oh, by the way, after meeting that person in the studio yesterday, on the way back, I saw that your face was a little not good, uh, Brother Zhuo, are you okay? ”

"I'm fine, apricot don't worry."

"Oh, that's good, by the way, Brother Zhuo, where are you?"

"I'm ...... Hey, it's hard to say, what's wrong? ”

"Oh, at half past three this afternoon, do you remember the shooting of that dessert advertisement, do you want me to pick you up?"

"No need, you can wait for me directly at the shooting site in the afternoon, I'll just go over by myself." If you let Apricot know that she stays at Shen Yi's house all night, either Apricot will collapse or she will be noisy to the point of collapse, so it's better to go to the studio by herself.

"Oh, that's good. Don't forget it at half-past three. ”

"Okay."