149, that moment
The blind date is, of course, fake. For the New Year, except for He Yan, who has time to introduce objects to the summer solstice. And if she doesn't go home, of course there is no such thing as a blind date.
But listening to what Xia Zhi said, Cao Limei didn't force her to stay.
She opened her arms and hugged Xia Zhi tightly: "Thank you for coming to see me...... Really, no one talks to me anymore, I'm afraid I'm going crazy. ”
Xia Zhi was sad when he heard this: "If you are bored, you can call me at any time!" QQ is also fine, don't hold it in your heart. I have a family here, friends and colleagues, and I can talk to them a lot. ”
"I know! I'm nothing, you have to hurry up and marry yourself, it's 28. Cao Limei wiped her tears and said.
“27。” Xia Solstice said.
"There are still five months to 28, and even if you are based on your age, you will already be 28 if you round it off."
Cao Limei asked Xia Zhi to call her before leaving, and she drove her to the high-speed rail station through the hotel, but it was Zhang Renli who came that morning.
Xia Zhi retired from the room and waited in the hotel lobby, Zhang Renli called her mobile phone and asked her to get out of the hotel and get in the car.
She pushed her suitcase out of the door, and after seven or eight minutes, Zhang Renli drove over.
He got out of the car to help her put her luggage and said, "My son is crying so much, Limei can't leave, I'll send you over." ”
This time I came to see Cao Limei, Xia Zhi always felt that something was wrong with her. She didn't know if Zhang Renli noticed Cao Limei's emotional instability, this time she came and went in a hurry, and she didn't find a chance to remind him, and she also felt that it was strange for her to suddenly break in and say this.
Now that it is rare to have this gap, she quickly said: "She has been working hard at home lately." ”
"She?" Zhang Renli smiled, "It's okay, I don't go to work, I just take a child." ”
Xia Shang got out of the car and buckled up his seat belt and said: "It's not easy to take a child, I heard her say that she has insomnia." ”
"yes, maybe because she didn't sleep well, she's been very irritable lately. Didn't you lose your temper at you, too? Our family has always been scolded by her. ”
Zhang Renli's tone is still quite relaxed, he was scolded when he was scolded, he didn't take it to heart, he was quite an optimistic person. It can also be seen that their family is very good to Cao Limei, and they tolerate her as much as possible.
However, Xia Zhi still said: "It's not that you can't put up with her tantrums all the time, if you can help as many people as possible, wouldn't it be better to directly reduce the chance of her tantrums?" ”
"I really can't help." He started the car and drove towards the high-speed rail station, "My mother has helped her." ”
"Your mother and you mean different things to her." Like Xiao Yiqing, although she has conflicts with Song Yujiao, Cheng You is on her side as a whole, and she feels much more comfortable. Xia Zhi thought that if Pan Rui could stand in her position a little more, would their results be different?
"I understand. Thank you so much, she is a lot more cheerful when you come over this time. Zhang Renli smiled.
"If she needs to talk to someone in the future, or if she needs help, you can also come to me. Although geographically a bit distant, I am online 24 hours a day, QQ and phone are available. ”
"It's so rare." Zhang Renli sighed, "Many people stop contacting each other after graduation, and a few of you are still thinking about her." ”
Xia Zhi nodded and didn't speak again. Most people are, right. Jumping from one living space to another, trying to adapt and establish new habits, and facing new relationships, no one has the energy to nostalgia for the past.
I thought I would never forget it sooner or later. "Forever" looks far away, but in fact it is close at hand.
Summer Solstice counted with his fingers little by little. She walked in the unfamiliar crowd, counted in the screeching sound of the wind breaking when the bullet train was running at high speed, counted in the streets of Nanzhou, where the number of pedestrians had decreased but was still bustling, and counted the years she had lost unconsciously. All right
Some people, some feelings also flow away with time.
In this Spring Festival in 2012, no one left around her.
The streets are lit up, the shops are playing familiar New Year songs, and Xia Zhi watches the pedestrians walk by, always feeling that everyone is not in groups or at least in pairs, and she is the only one alone.
She returned to her apartment and opened the door, the light in the hallway pulling her figure inside. The room is very small, but in the darkness the space seems to be infinitely magnified, only at the moment when the light is turned on, the light drags this small room of more than 20 square meters back to reality.
The sound of the door closing echoed in the silence, and she leaned her back against the door, sighing secretly.
That's when the phone rang. There was no name on the screen, it was a string of numbers, and she looked at the string of numbers for a long time.
To answer, or not to answer?
What did he call for? They haven't been in touch for so long.
She left her suitcase at the door, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with her phone in her hand, the vibration of the phone made her palms tingle slightly.
The green circular phone logo flashes in the center of the screen, swiping to the right to answer and left to hang up. Her breath was short, and her heart was beating like it was beating in her ears.
If she answered the call, would it change her life that she has settled down now?
Her free and fearless single life. Except for loneliness, except for no one to accompany you, everything is fine. She was scared, but she admitted that she still had a desire in her heart.
She put the phone on the bed and let it ring, the more she didn't want to care about it, the more she couldn't help but support the cells in her body to feel the slight movement transmitted in the mattress.
Probably...... It's about to stop......
Her mind moved, and all her thoughts could no longer suppress the movements in her hands, she quickly picked up the phone and pulled her fingertips to the right.
"Hey......" she pressed her phone to her face, the coldness of the screen making her tremble slightly.
There was no echo over there, as quiet as cool water.
"Hey......" she called again, still.
She took off her phone, and it turned out that the phone had already hung up. It was at the moment she answered.
She lay flat on the bed, her hands folded and pressed her phone to her chest, her heartbeat calming down.
It's still like this, she's too angry. She turned on her phone and deleted the call log. It seemed as if that would erase the thought of answering the phone from her. At the very least, you can make a fool of yourself.
Two hundred kilometers away, in a KTV private room in Dahe County, Taicheng, the music was like thunder, and a room of men and women howled and frolicked, celebrating the upcoming Renshen New Year.
Pan Rui put his mobile phone into his coat pocket and entered the door, he couldn't hear Liu Neng shouting at him clearly, but from his movements, he knew that he was urging him to hurry over and continue to shake the dice.
He walked unsteadily through the crowd and sat down next to Ye Qianpei, she looked at him with a different face, and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Just went to the bathroom and threw up? ”
He smiled and shook his head, "I'm fine." Do not worry. ”