The first time Yu Xuan saw Lin Luoluo was in the examination room, or from the moment Lin Luoluo entered the examination room, he attracted Yu Xuan's attention, and his delicate and clean face was really the type he liked. Yu Xuan, who had finished the test paper early, glanced at Lin Luoluo's tight brows, a smile in his heart, and looked at Lin Luoluo in a daze at a question, Yu Xuan couldn't help but move over a little, looked at the ancient poems to fill in the blanks, and looked at Lin Luoluo's distressed face.

"King Yan is terrified of the king's might, he doesn't dare to raise troops to resist the king, and he is willing to make the whole country a minister, compared to the princes, and give tribute such as a county, and have to guard the temple of the ancestor king......" The voice was very soft, but Lin Luoluo heard it, and Lin Luoluo's face when he looked up at Yu Xuan made him a little trance.

Lin Luoluo smiled awkwardly and said softly: "I don't know how to write, which words are they." ”

Yu Xuan smiled, wrote it on scratch paper, and secretly handed it to Lin Luoluo, this was the first time they met, and it was also the first step for Yu Xuan to get closer to Lin Luoluo.

Occasionally, I met in the school and thought that I was not familiar with it, so I didn't take the initiative to come forward to say hello, and the meeting at the gate of the community really made Yu Xuan's heart bloom, and it was logical to invite Lin Luoluo to eat It was also Yu Xuan's step, this was the first time that Yu Xuan was not walking the road paved by his mother step by step, but looking for what he liked.

Yu Xuan leaned against the wall and looked at the small window blocked by iron bars on the top, thinking that the weather outside should be very good, just sitting in this dark place can feel the warmth of the sun, a little envious and a little yearning. How long will it take to get out? Yu Xuan touched the bed covered with rough fabric on the side, he was used to lying on it every day, he hadn't come since his parents visited, Yu Xuan understood that they had been disappointed, and the matter was a foregone conclusion.

Closing his eyes and living in memories again, a smile appeared on the corner of Yu Xuan's mouth at this moment, the smile that he had not seen for a long time.

"Didn't I tell you! You're going home after the exam on Saturday morning, where are you going? Mother looked at the clock on the wall and was a little angry,

"I forgot to look at the time when I was in the classroom." Yu Xuan replied lightly and went back to the room.

"Alright, let's eat!" The mother called Yu Xuan, Yu Xuan did not look back, and the father got up and sat down at the table.

"You don't care about your son, when you grow up, you are not as obedient as when you were a child, and what I say is the wind in your ears."

"How old are your sons, and you still ask for this, so that you don't have any opinions."

"Isn't this for his good!" When my mother heard my father's words, she couldn't sit still, and my father stopped arguing with my mother and ate alone.

Then Yu Xuan came back later and later, except for a few times when he went out with Lin Luoluo, the rest did solve his doubts at school as he said, and there was also the matter of preparing for the competition. The follow-up competition also won a good ranking, and her mother naturally believed that Yu Xuan was studying seriously in school.

But that time, Yu Xuan's parents were called to school, and his mother never believed that Yu Xuan was a child who would fall in love, thinking that her son knew nothing except studying, and it was also that day that her mother saw Yu Xuan, who had a temper. After all, Yu Xuan has always been so well-behaved since he was a child, and his mother thought several times that if he had a daughter, it should be Yu Xuan's so well-behaved, but that time his mother was actually a little sad, thinking that it was his own failure, and also thinking that Yu Xuan had no conscience and shouted at his mother who had raised him for many years.

Mother said extremely ugly words to Lin Luoluo, Yu Xuan felt for the first time that the things he loved were belittled to worthlessness by his mother, and the screaming at that moment was not because of his mother's opposition but because Yu Xuan thought that he was not respected.

Since he was a child, Yu Xuan abandoned many of his interests and favorites, but those were taken away by his mother from the beginning, so Yu Xuan would not be so sad, but this time his mother threw her little dignity to the ground in front of so many people.

That is, this time Yu Xuan wanted to work hard for himself, but why was it wrong! After that, Lin Luoluo left him, although he could understand it, he couldn't accept it, and the depression made Yu Xuan unable to lift any spirits, and his mother was also panicked in her eyes.

"Son! How can you do it without eating! Mother saw that Yu Xuan didn't eat for a few days, and only occasionally went out of the room to drink a few sips of water.

"......" Yu Xuan sat at the desk and looked at the book, but he didn't actually put a word into his mind.

Father came to Yu Xuan's room in the middle of the night, and talked to his son who had not cared about him for so many years for nearly two hours, Yu Xuan sobbed at his father, it was the first time his father saw Yu Xuan crying so sadly, obviously everything was so good, even if his mother was strict with him, he never shouted bitterness and shed tears, his father looked a little distressed and gently touched Yu Xuan's head: "Dad is very sorry for you, I can't let you have a happy childhood, Dad is useless, obviously you are very hard working and excellent, but I will never praise you, I won't tell your mother to let you take a break, I've been a bystander and a useless father for so many years. Yu Xuan couldn't stop sobbing when he listened to his father's words.

The mother stood at the door of the room without speaking or entering, perhaps reflecting on her education over the years, but this is only the present. The next day, when the neighbor was bragging about her son's recent competition win, the mother hurried home and asked Yu Xuan to review the next competition.

It's not to blame the mother, she's just used to it. Mother also hopes that Yu Xuan has a bright future, and hopes that the second half of his life can rely on the efforts of the first half of his life to enjoy it, but his mother also forgot that Yu Xuan's energy is decreasing year by year, and after arriving at university, his mother does not supervise Yu Xuan less, but the calls and messages sent from time to time are still the pressure on Yu Xuan, and his mother fantasizes that Yu Xuan will be admitted to the best unit after graduation, and that he can see his son's success a hundred years ago.

"I'm disappointed!" Thinking of this, Yu Xuan shook his head and lowered his eyes with a smile.

Meeting Lin Luoluo in Shanghai is the luckiest thing Yu Xuan thinks, and it feels the same as when he first met Lin Luoluo in high school, the throbbing makes people can't help but step forward, and so is the reunion after that! Yu Xuan firmly seized this opportunity, thinking about the heavens and the earth for a long time, thinking about his mother even if he objected, he would not let go.

originally wanted his mother to change her opinion of Lin Luoluo, but she didn't expect that mentioning Lin Luoluo's name again was indeed under such circumstances, Yu Xuan no longer had extravagant expectations, and he didn't know how to extravagantly hope, it was too difficult!

During the time he entered here, Yu Xuan thought about some things clearly, when the incident happened, Yu Xuan wanted Jiang Zhijing to kill Li Kai, but why did he stab him with a knife. This question was not understood until recently, even if Lin Luoluo said "kill him" in a trance at that time, but in fact, Lin Luoluo himself did not know this sentence. Yu Xuan only thought of Lin Luoluo's future support, hoping that Lin Luoluo would have someone to rely on in the future, but why couldn't he think about himself at that time?

Yu Xuan looked at Lin Luoluo at that time, and then looked at Jiang Zhijing, who was crazy, and suddenly understood that Lin Luoluo always had Jiang Zhijing alone in his heart, so there would be Yu Xuan who stopped Jiang Zhijing, and he completed the second half for Jiang Zhijing, and also did what Lin Luoluo said.

Shen Chanjuan's departure Yu Xuan was very sad, and self-blame and guilt had been lingering in his heart and could not be dispersed. Looking forward to Lin Luoluo coming to visit him, on the other hand, he was afraid to see her, unable to look her in the eyes and unable to say sorry. Yu Xuan thought that maybe Jiang Zhijing had already told Lin Luoluo about the matter, so Lin Luoluo never came to him.

"Yu Xuan!"

"Yu Xuan, what's the matter, why don't you contact me!"

"I'm really angry! It's been too long! ”

Yu Xuan seemed to hear Lin Luoluo's voice shouting at this moment, and he was close and far away. Yu Xuan hurriedly got up and knocked on the door: "Discipline!" Discipline! ”。

"What's the matter!" The disciplinarian asked through the door, pulling open the door and window.

"Someone called me! Someone called me! Yu Xuan was a little anxious, and when he heard this, he turned his head and looked around and replied, "Who called you?" ”。

"Lolo, no! A girl! ”

"What a girl! It's all men here! You're dreaming! After the discipline was finished, he turned around and left, regardless of what Yu Xuan said.

"What can I do?" Yu Xuan's mother washed her face with tears all day long at home, and the neighbors occasionally met at the staircase to ask for warmth when they mentioned that Yu Xuan was about to graduate and was looking for a job, and her mother also left after a few perfunctory words. So much so that my mother didn't dare to go out, and my father sat at home all day watching the TV that wasn't turned on, the soft sobs in the room and the dull atmosphere on the sofa in the living room.

"Okay, okay, can you stop crying!" The father finally got angry at the mother in the house one day.

"What did you do? You are useless as a father, your son is in prison, you stay at home and do nothing, other fathers can fish out their sons. The mother shouted in a hoarse voice.

"Yes! I'm useless! If you hadn't forced your son, would he have done such a thing? It's not like you're pushing it so hard. ”

"I'm for his good, you never worry about his studies, if you want to care, you would have wandered in society a long time ago."

"Wandering is also better than your so-called education, your education is out of murderers, do you know!" The father's resentment that had been suppressed for too long exploded at this moment, slamming the water glass on the table and yelling, the mother rushed out of the room and pointed at his father's nose: "Fall, fall, fall!" All of them fell! My son is gone, his home is gone, you have fallen! ”。 The mother's words made the father stop his movements, and the mother continued to shout, "What! Do you want to burn this place on fire, burn it all! It's all ruined, and the more than 20 years of my hard work are gone, and I don't want it anymore. ”。

This sound of despair spread through the door to the outside, and the neighbors opened their doors one after another to look at each other.

"Isn't this son getting good grades?"

"Don't say it! I heard that his son had committed an accident. ”

"Committing a crime? What is it that you do? Isn't it excellent? ”

"I heard! Killed people in the place where they used to live, oh! I want to think where it is...... Yeah! Zhengzhou! The neighbors were talking, standing in front of Yu Xuan's house and pointing, but the quarrel inside the house was still not over, and it was clear from outside.