Chapter 146: Ungrateful and Affectionate
Su Liuyin looked at Xing'er's eyes and said, "Xing'er...... Don't worry, your young lady will protect you in the future! ”
Xing'er nodded, and said: "Although the prince of this world has snubbed Miss, but the old lady will never let Miss be angry, Miss sent this letter, it is naturally a knock on the mountain, the old lady will not watch Miss suffer, those who bully Miss will be afraid!" ”
Su Liuyin shook her head, lowered her eyebrows and stroked the child in her womb and said: "Now I just hope to be able to be safe, although it is a little boring in this mountain, but there are no assassins, after all, it is not a blessing to be implicated in countless bloody storms and rains after investigation!" As long as people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone! ”
Xing'er suddenly remembered the days when Su Liuyin was injured, and said with a sad look in her eyes: "It's safe in this mountain now, but Miss will go down the mountain in the future, and the enemy will be dark and I will be clear, and I don't know who wants to be unfavorable to Miss, so I am afraid that it will be more difficult to deal with in the future!" ”
Su Liuyin smiled slightly: "This enemy has repeatedly wanted my life, it seems that I am his henchman, and now I don't have any great thoughts, I just want to give birth safely first, this child is in my belly, those far-sighted thoughts on weekdays are all vitality, at this time, I just want to live an ordinary life, I just want him to live a comfortable life!" Don't be like his father, although he has a noble status, he is not as comfortable as this ordinary person! ”
"Miss's heart is excellent, I just look forward to Xiao Shizi being able to live a worry-free life in the future!" Xing'er's eyebrows stretched, and she was secretly relieved to see her young lady's light appearance, as long as she thought of her young lady's injury, she couldn't sleep.
After Su Liuyin prepared the letter, she called Xing'er again, and said: "This letter has been written, what I want to say, and Wufu and Xing'er's concern for Mama Zhang are all in it, my brain capacity is limited, and it is already the limit to be able to write like this, if I continue to write it, I'm afraid even I don't know what I'm writing, my writing is ugly, and my mother has a hard time reading it on weekdays, if it weren't for not seeing it this year, I'm afraid she doesn't even want to see me!" ”
Xing'er listened to Su Liuyin's words, as if she remembered that in the days of Gusu, the young lady was punished for copying "The Female Commandment", but later she threw the pen to herself to do it for herself, but she didn't even know how to take the pen, but put the ink on her face!
Su Liuyin walked out of the house, unconsciously it had rained outside, the sky was clearer, the white clouds were swimming in the blue of a sea, bright, radiant, silent for a long time Fang said: "This letter is too tired, now that this letter is written, you can take it to Brother Chen, I want to go by myself!" ”
Xing'er said hello and told her not to go too far before leaving.
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Su Liuyin was walking alone on the road, a breeze blew, with a faint fragrance, refreshing and even more intoxicating after the rain.
Looking for the fragrance and going, it turned out that the jasmine blossomed, and among the green leaves, there were small and snow-white jasmine flowers, and there were small, tender yellow flowers in its petals, and jasmine petals fell on the soil, as if the soil was also stained with its fragrance, Su Liuyin couldn't bear to step on it, just stood quietly under the tree, watching the petals rain falling.
Child, can you see such a wonderful scenery too? Su Liuyin thought softly, if you are a woman, you may be able to dance solo under this jasmine flower, swaying in the wind. If you were a man, maybe you would be able to meet the woman you love like this? My child, before I even saw you, I had already played out your whole life in my mind, it turns out that being a mother is such a being!
Su Liuyin thought about her past life and this life, many things had come to an end, if she cared too much about losing her original intention after all, why didn't she understand...... That's it.
"Sister Yin'er......"
Su Liuyin turned around and saw the young man coming, the young man in white was like this!
She and the young man sat side by side under the jasmine tree, just like this, but the hearts of the two were separated from the Chu River and Han realm, and they couldn't guess each other's minds!
Su Liuyin raised her eyes to look at the rain of falling petals, and just floated away, always a little unbearable in her heart, and involuntarily stretched out her hand, and the small jasmine petals fell on her palm, cool, without a trace of weight, "Brother Chen...... How are you thinking about it, do you want to explore your mother's past? ”
The young man smiled lightly: "What Sister Yin'er said is really amazing, how can I not know my mother's past, she has passed away, I have also seriously thought about what Sister Yin'er said, my mother does have some talents that are different from ordinary people in some aspects, the world you said is indeed amazing, but I still need some time to verify!" ”
"It's just that the world constructed by human beings to a certain extent is no different from this world, but don't underestimate our world, all these systems and laws have been perfected, and people's happiness index is higher! Don't worry about the change of dynasties and the people in dire straits! ”
Su Liuyin closed her eyes gently, and the wind in this season had gradually warmed up, blowing her face warmly. Su Liuyin focused on enjoying the freshness of this moment, and said casually: "Brother Chen...... Do you know that you are going to earn money in this life because of me, traveling through the past and the present, and you are by no means a simple character! ”
Su Liuyin spoke, but in her heart she had her own calculations, and finally someone believed that she had this time travel, and she would have to work harder to understand this star in the future, no matter what, they all have a common goal now!
"What did Sister Yin'er say this? Are you praising yourself, or are you praising me? ”
Su Liuyin stood up, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "Who do you think you are praising is praising anyone, I'm a little tired, go back to the house first, next time we have time to talk about your mother!" ”
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A day passed unconsciously, and now the night is deep, the bright moon is like a hook, and the clear light is like water, but Su Liuyin is not sleepy at all.
She knew that tonight was another sleepless night.
In order not to disturb their sleep, Su Liuyin had already sent everyone away, leaving Xing'er alone by her side, and lying quietly on the bed to pretend to sleep.
"Miss...... Is it still hard to sleep like this today? Xing'er held Su Liuyin's hand, with some worry in her eyes, "There is no rest during the day, and you should have a good rest at night!" Otherwise, what can I do with Miss's body? ”
Su Liuyin sat up slowly, Xing'er took the opportunity to put the pillow behind her, she couldn't sleep for many days and nights, and the prescription prescribed by the doctor was not useful, but her body was not in trouble.
"Is Miss thirsty...... Apricot is going to bring you water! ”
Su Liuyin gently took out her hand from the quilt, gently grabbed Xing'er's arm and said, "Don't bother, sit down and sleep!" I've made it a habit to do this, and this body is the same as before, I can't sleep well at night and force myself to sleep, but I still can't sleep steadily, and my heart is very messy! ”
Xing'er said with a worried face: "This doctor doesn't know whether it is used or not, and the prescription prescribed is useless, tomorrow Xing'er will go to the old housekeeper Yu and ask him to find a doctor for Miss again!" In a few more days, Miss will be happy to see Xiao Shizi, and maybe the symptoms of not being able to sleep well this night will be alleviated a little. Xing'er said some things that Su Liuyin needed to pay attention to, she knew that this was just the words she had told her on weekdays, and what she wanted to say was not these.
Finally, Apricot said, "Miss...... Several times when I had nightmares, Xing'er listened to you call the name of the prince, this medicine can't cure this heart disease, only Miss, your heart is over, you can rest assured, your heart is relaxed, this night will not be so difficult! There was deep worry in her eyes, thinking of the words she heard the old man say on weekdays, love is not long, and longevity is humiliating! Especially sadness is the most hurtful to the body, people who use too much affection hurt their bodies! Miss is already moved by her true feelings for the prince, and she is afraid that if Miss continues like this, she will definitely drag down her body!
Su Liuyin was silent for a while, raised her head and looked at Xing'er and said, "Xing'er...... I don't want to be like this, think about how much I hate a person, how happy my heart will be, this person's heart is fickle, and he imprisons his thoughts during the day, but at night, the lines of defense in my heart will collapse, I will deal with my emotions well, don't worry! ”
Su Liuyin gently held Xing'er's hand, looking at the reflection of the trees on the window screen, her heart was a little desolate, such a scene would be smeared with a layer of gray at night.
Xing'er held back her tears, and her sad tone penetrated into the words, and seeped into Su Liuyin's ears word by word, "Love is deep and longevity, and longevity is humiliating!" The female commandments are all fallacies, and I just hope that the young lady will keep her body......"
Su Liuyin heard Xing'er's words, and her heart trembled, yes! Since ancient times, the love has not been long, but this apricot is young in the end, it should be the heart of a little girl, she is sad and married, she follows herself these days, a moment of food and clothing, and she will bloom a very bright smile. It's just that now when she listens to such words from her mouth, her heart is really not a taste, just like Sun Wukong went to steal the fruit of longevity, the fruit that he picked with great effort fell into the soil and disappeared in an instant, she suddenly felt like a sinner who lost the most precious thing!
Su Liuyin didn't feel smiling, about this is what she looked like in her best years, her mind was filled with headache-inducing sorrows, these sorrows constantly pressed her heart, making her breathless, she knew that she had already passed the years when she could get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows in her heart, and the days of eating, drinking and having fun also left her, getting farther and farther away, and finally became a memory in her mind......