Chapter Eighty-Six: If You Do It Again
"Where do you live? I'll send you back! Yu Xuan saw that Lin Luoluo might be a little tired from hiking for a long time, so he thought about letting her go back and rest first.
"Jinjiang Star." Lin Luoluo replied.
"Which Jinjiang Star? I live there too! Representatives of our institute live there! ”
"Over there! It's actually close! Lin Luoluo pointed to the hotel under the overpass in front.
"Hahaha!" Lin Luoluo looked at Yu Xuan in surprise.
"That's where I live!"
Lin Luoluo smiled and thought to himself, it was really a coincidence, when Yu Xuan left that familiar place in high school, he even changed his contact information, so deliberately avoiding Lin Luoluo and avoiding everyone, Lin Luoluo thought that Yu Xuan should hate himself to death, but the last time he met Lin Luoluo, he felt that it should not be like that.
"What do you think?" Yu Xuan lowered his head and looked at Lin Luoluo, too close to Lin Luoluo to take a step back subconsciously.
"Excuse me, did I scare you?" Yu Xuan sensed his faux pas and smiled awkwardly.
"It's fine."
Maybe it's fate, Yu Xuan's room and Lin Luoluo's room are on the same floor, the only difference is that the representative of Yu Xuan Academy has wrapped all the rooms at the end of the left side, while Lin Luoluo lives at the end of the right side.
"How many days will you stay?" Lin Luoluo asked Yu Xuan.
"I'll be back in two days, what about you!"
"I'm pretty much the same."
After sending Lin Luoluo back to the room, Yu Xuan stood in place for a long time and didn't go back, maybe he wanted to stay a little longer, Lin Luoluo naturally knew, because she was staring at Yu Xuan with cat's eyes, Jiang Zhijing's disappointment made her not very willing to trust people anymore, but looking at Yu Xuan's loneliness, Lin Luoluo knew that he had never forgotten himself, and even his feelings were still there.
"Come in!" Lin Luoluo looked at it for a while, opened the door and said to Yu Xuan.
"Huh?"
"Come in! It's still early! Talk to me for a while and then go back! ”
Yu Xuan scratched his head and went in, the room was very clean, and there was not even any trace of anyone living in it, if it weren't for Lin Luoluo's suitcase put aside, Yu Xuan really thought it was an empty room.
"I don't have anything to entertain you." Lin Luoluo smiled, took a bottle of mineral water from the Xiaoice box and handed it to Yu Xuan.
"What else do I need to entertain! But won't you be hungry at night? Why don't I buy you some snacks, in case you're hungry at night? Yu Xuan got up and looked around and said.
"No, I won't be hungry when I go to bed early at night."
"Then I can't stay like this for too long, what if you fall asleep in the middle of the conversation."
"Are you kidding!" Yu Xuan's words amused Lin Luoluo.
Lin Luoluo smiled and cried, tears couldn't stop falling, Yu Xuan looked panicked, but he didn't say a word, because Yu Xuan understood that Lin Luoluo must have endured it for a long time, otherwise she wouldn't be like this, the two of them just cried and looked at each other without speaking.
After a long time, Lin Luoluo snorted and smiled: "I'm funny like this!" ”。
Yu Xuan didn't laugh along, seeing Lin Luoluo smiling very uncomfortably, he stepped forward and hugged Lin Luoluo gently, Lin Luoluo didn't refuse to lean on Yu Xuan's chest and sobbed silently, she needed someone to comfort her, just like Qi Yujiu left, only she knew how uncomfortable Lin Luoluo felt in her heart, thinking that she was dying but she was still uncomfortable and survived.
"If only I hadn't left then." Yu Xuan said softly.
"If I hadn't agreed to your breakup, maybe you wouldn't have done it, it's okay if you don't like me, at least you avoid the current injury." Yu Xuan was a little distressed and a little self-blaming.
"Why take the blame on yourself? I used you at that time, you obviously knew that I liked Jiang Zhijing at that time, but you never said a word to me. ”
"Because I like it! Who will hurt the things they like, people are the same, people who cherish will not think about hurting, they will only want to hold it in their hands. Yu Xuan was still a little embarrassed when he said this.
"If only you were the one you liked at first!"
"Without Jiang Zhijing, there are still your good friends! Those people who are together every day. Yu Xuan gently rubbed Lin Luoluo's head, Lin Luoluo stopped talking, because she couldn't tell the fact that Qi Yujiu had left her forever, Shen Chanjuan and herself were also drifting apart, Lin Luoluo thought carefully as if there was no one to accompany him like this.
Time passed faster than expected, people came and went, and in the end, Lin Luoluo stayed alone, and it was Yu Xuan who wanted to find someone to accompany him, and God always surprised him.
"Lolo?" Yu Xuan looked at Lin Luoluo in his arms and called softly.
Lin Luoluo hadn't slept so comfortably for a long time, Yu Xuan gently put Lin Luoluo down on the bed, and looked at the person he liked in the past, and his heart beat again at this moment: "Is it still possible for us?" ”。
Yu Xuan turned off the light and turned around and walked towards the door, and when his hand just touched the doorknob, Lin Luoluo stepped forward and hugged Yu Xuan from behind: "Don't go!" This move made Yu Xuan's heart a little moved: "Aren't you asleep yet?" ”。
"I regret it!" Lin Luoluo said.
"But we can't go back, you're like this now because of Jiang Zhijing." Yu Xuan let go of Lin Luoluo's hand around his waist and said softly.
"Don't you like me? I'll try my best to like you in the future, don't go. Lin Luoluo actually didn't understand how he could say such a thing at the moment, maybe he was afraid of leaving himself alone.
"You have a good rest, I'll take you to breakfast tomorrow morning!" After saying that, Yu Xuan walked out of the room, and Lin Luoluo stood in place: "Why can't you be a little worse, at least so that I can completely stop expecting people." ”。
Yu Xuan, who returned to his room, was confused like he had stuffed a lot of things at once, and he couldn't figure out what he was doing now, Lin Luoluo, who Yu Xuan was thinking about, and now Lin Luoluo took the initiative to send it to the door but was rejected by himself, I don't know if it was out of inner integrity or because he didn't want to take advantage of others, but when he thought about it, Yu Xuan began to regret that he rejected Lin Luoluo.
The next day, Yu Xuan waited at the door of Lin Luoluo's room early, and wanted to see her get up for breakfast but was afraid of disturbing her sleep, so he was so entangled and entangled, and the time passed like this, so it was better to simply eat lunch.
"Ahh Lin Luoluo probably didn't know that Yu Xuan opened the door so suddenly, scaring the two of them at the same time.
"You're awake!" Yu Xuan said with a smile.
"When did you come! Why didn't you call me, has it been a long time? ”
"Soon!" Yu Xuan looked down at the time: "It's already so late!" ”。
"You really are, I actually woke up and sat in bed in a daze, thinking that you were still sleeping and wanted to find you later."
"Then I'll be here tomorrow morning, I'll tell you in advance now!"
Yu Xuan always speaks unhurriedly, and his tone is also soft, every time he sees the most together, his smile is the most, maybe the only person who is really good to Lin Luoluo is Yu Xuan!
"What are you looking at me for? Too handsome? Yu Xuan subconsciously touched his face.
"Beautiful you!" Lin Luoluo's mood has been much better in the past two days, and he hasn't thought too much about Jiang Zhijing.
Yu Xuan introduced the only interesting places he knew to Lin Luoluo, and someone led the way and someone accompanied him, which made Lin Luoluo, who went out alone at the beginning, feel a lot more at ease.
"My friend thought I had a local girlfriend in the past few days in Shanghai!"
"Why do you say that?"
"Because I said to go out with someone, and I went back so late last night......" After speaking, Yu Xuan was silent, because what Lin Luoluo said to himself last night was still in his heart.
"I'm sorry yesterday, I may have a bad brain." Lin Luoluo noticed Yu Xuan's silence and took the initiative to say.
"If you did it again, would you treat me well?" Yu Xuan's words made Lin Luoluo stunned.
"Isn't it that you won't say anything like breaking up in the future!" Yu Xuan continued, Lin Luoluo looked at Yu Xuan, he looked very serious but felt that it was not.
"What are you talking about?" Lin Luoluo pulled the corners of his mouth and said.
A young girl on the side of the road led a VIP, the VIP walked left and right uncontrollably, and it was a small VIP who actually pulled the girl away, and the girl strode forward as if she couldn't hold back, and the movements were funny.
Lin Luoluo looked at her and smiled, isn't she that girl now, and Jiang Zhijing is a VIP, you think it will be loyal to it, but you don't know that it will run away if it breaks away from the rope. It is curious about the world, and any new thing will make it excited, even if it may hurt itself and hurt the girl, but of course this is just a metaphor and not all dogs are like this.
"I'd like to try again if you could, but for the last time." Yu Xuan looked at Lin Luoluo's line of sight and said slowly.
At this time, the wind blew, disrupting Lin Luoluo's combed hair in the morning, the hair was blind, and the world was divided into several pieces, but in Lin Luoluo's eyes, no matter how many pieces the world was divided into, it was an existence that made him disgusting. Every morning, when the sun shines in, Lin Luoluo always feels that it is a wake-up call from God, telling her that she will suffer one more day if she lives more.
"Give it a try!" Lin Luoluo said with a smile, Yu Xuan looked at Lin Luoluo with a side face, in Yu Xuan's impression, Lin Luoluo was still a student with a ponytail and a green face, now Lin Luoluo put down his hair and put on light makeup, and put on bright lipstick, such Lin Luoluo made Yu Xuan stunned, the same people and different charms bring different feelings.
"I want to say that we can be friends now, but once the relationship changes, if there is no future for us in the future, we, no! It's that I'll never see you again in my life, and for me, when I see you, I will remember what happened in the past, and even if I meet in the future, I will avoid it, so you have to think clearly! Yu Xuan said word by word very seriously, for fear that Lin Luoluo would not hear clearly.
Lin Luoluo was a little hesitant, she understood what she meant, but this kind of choice made Lin Luoluo uncomfortable, yes! Lin Luoluo just said at the beginning that he would find someone to replace Jiang Zhijing's role, so that his attention could be diverted, but the price was too great, Lin Luoluo knew the future with Yu Xuan, and Yu Xuan also understood Lin Luoluo's careful thinking, but this time Yu Xuan was willing to gamble.