XXXVI. Crazy Talk
The mad god, the mad web, it is like a lighthouse built by a demon in a foreign land, and it is like a spider's web hunting in a cave, it guides me, it traps me.
The members of the Mad Web had mentioned Moqawi's name, but then I sensed that they were jealous of him. They.... Fear him, as if mentioning him would bring bad luck even to them.
I'm used to the councillors, but in fact they are more terrifying than the other, and normal human beings are afraid that even their hearts will collapse when they see their faces and hear their voices.
Even they are afraid of madness, like a child who fears the monster in his mother's nightly story.
Because the mad god Mokawi is the monster to them.
I heard a faint voice say, "Pick it up." β
My hand reached for Mokkawi's burnt bones.
Wu Ce said: "I don't recommend you to do this. β
I retracted my hand back and asked, "What's going on here?" β
"When I arrived here with Charon's Special Operations Team, the first thing we saw was not the resurrected Mots, but Mokkawi. The ancestor of the Bloodline destroyed himself and used his bones as a sacrifice to awaken Moci. I don't know why he did it, this bone is the only body left of him. β
Pick it up.
I took a step forward, feeling like an alcoholic, a step before the next, a little forward and a little backward. My heart was racing, my sweat was dripping, my breathing was heavy, and I looked for the ghost in my dreams in horror like a patient who woke up from a dream after midnight.
Don't go any further near the web of madness, it's harmful.
But in the web of madness.... There's the memory of Longinus, there's the memory of Seth, perhaps... I am only their carrier, an inconsequential tragic character, but they also draw me in, a source of my strength, my deadly blade.
I need to perfect this weapon, I need to sharpen my minions.
If madness makes me stronger, if nightmares save my life, then I will welcome them and give my soul like a man who makes a deal with the devil.
Or maybe I've given my soul, so I can have peace of mind.
Tell me something, Mokkawi, how I can defeat Yegari and defeat the Assassin Dagon.
I finally picked up the bone.
Burn.
It was as if my brain had been cut open with a burning wound, the flames leaping in my eyes, the pain rolling into my mind like magma, the curse, the explosion, the endless waiting, the gathering of billions of fears.
Embrace it all.
Embrace this fever, this virus, this disease, this madness.
I saw an angel, a messenger, a prophet, a dead man, a vampire, a pure undead, all as a whole scattered like molecules in an endless web.
The Black Nightmare can't compare to him, the Black Nightmare is just a wolf in the lair, and Mokawi.... Mokawi is a world that houses these beasts.
Cain... Cain learned a lot from Lilith, but Lilith didn't teach Cain everything.
The Mother of Darkness approached Moqavi and said, "Behold, child who enjoys in madness, nourishment in madness, and sees the truth out of madness, men will fear you more than they fear Cain." β
So, Mokawi rubbed his eyes, shed bloody tears, and tore his hair,
Heβtheyβthe flood ancestorsβkilled their parentsβthe children of Cain.
Enoch, Eliad, Girrah.
Mokawi was the first to suck their blood, like a hungry dog.
He screamed like many, many hyenas, like a vulture with broken wings, like Seth who killed his own children, like generations of bloods who were cursed to kill their relatives.
The knowledge that Mokawi has gained.... It has power, great power, and it is connected to the world, to the endless chaos.
I tried to escape the illusion, but the image became clearer and I saw Mokawi and two others, standing beneath the endless darkness of the night.
Everything became organized, I could hear and understand what they were talking about, and I could even recognize who the three men were.
One of them was Salot, my old friend in the Black Coffin.
The other man, whom I did not know, was a very handsome and tall man, with brown skin, and who was very dignified in his every move.
Salotte said, "Xitai, my brother. β
Xitai said: "Salot, my brother. β
They greeted them with a hug, and then Salote said, "Mokawi's illness is not getting better." β
"We can't cure his madness, it could be a wound left by God, and all we can do is comfort him, relieve his pain, because there is no ointment to relieve his symptoms, no potion to keep him from those nightmares," Xitai said. β
Salotte sighed, "That's the only way to talk to him." β
They walked towards Mokavi.
Mokawi said, "Ah, Salot, Xitai, my two brothers. The last conversation made me see through you, and your ridiculous statements are nothing compared to my wisdom. β
Salotte smiled, "What's ridiculous? β
Mokawi pointed to Salotte and said, "You, Salot, love your body, and the bodies of all those you love, you try to make your immortal body more perfect. β
He pointed to Xi Tai and said, "You, Xi Tai, you long for eternity, and you want the rest of your loved ones to be eternal as well, and you think that only by perfecting your dark soul can you achieve this eternity comparable to God." β
"Isn't this valuable research? β
"It's not worth mentioning. β
Xitai was enraged by Mokkawi, and although he sympathized with his sick compatriots, he apparently did not allow Mokawi to slander his obsessive pursuits.
"If you have done as much study and study as I have, you will find out about this fact," Xitai said. The truth is in the soul. The human soul is interesting, and despite its flaws, it is able to appreciate the profound truth of the universe. It's just that they are not immortal, our blood clan is different from them, and our immortal souls can see deeper and farther than them. The premise is that we stay awake and keep digging. β
Mokkawi laughed, "Wrong, wrong, wrong. Truth... Hidden in a dark cave, we hold torches high and advance in the cave, the faint flame will illuminate something in the cave, those flashes of light, those glimpses, is the truth, no matter how ephemeral and ephemeral, how vague and contradictory, it is a part of the truth. β
Xitai said: "You are deliberately going against me, you mean, even if we find the truth, we don't have to do any research?" As long as we see and feel, we have reached the truth? β
"That's right. β
They glared at each other before turning to Salot, and even though Moqavi's argument sounded insane, there was no evidence to prove his own theory.
So, the only way to do this is to let Salotte judge.
Xi Tai shouted, "Please tell me, my most respected brother, is the answer so?" A person is the smartest in the hollow of despair? Does the truth reside in the soul of man himself? In other words, in the soul of each of us? We only need to perfect our souls to grasp the truth. β
"Tell me, my most perfect brother, is the answer?" Truth exists in nothingness, and only the mind that has seen everything and has experienced all things in the universe can become omniscient and omnipotent? In other words, we have to be connected to everything. β
Salotte frowned and looked distressed, and after a long time he said, "I don't have an answer, because I don't know it myself." He laughed self-deprecatingly, and added, "I'm ashamed that you think so highly of me, and I let you down." So, I'll find out for you. β
He drew his sword and presented it to Xitai, saying, "Goodbye, my brother, this sword is my parting gift." Hopefully, it will allow you to find the eternity you seek. β
Xi Tai couldn't help but be moved, but he didn't dissuade Salot, because he knew that there were few things in the world that could hurt this powerful blood relative. He took out one of his thorn sticks and gave it to Salot.
Salotte took off his crown again, placed it on Mokkawi's head, and said, "Farewell, my brother, this crown is my parting gift, and may it make you more thoughtful and make your sickness subside." β
Mokkawi had nothing to give to Salot, he bit his finger and drew an eye on Salot's forehead, saying, "Have a safe journey." β
Salotte shook his head and said, "Peace doesn't allow me to find the answer to you. β
At this moment, a thunderstorm occurred in the direction of the horizon, and the lightning cut through the dark clouds and turned them into purple rags. Salotte waved goodbye to the two blood relatives, and they never saw each other again.
I sank into the shifting, scorching magma and entered another layer of Mokkawi's memories.
I saw Mokavi, I saw Green Veil, they were in this lab, but that was more than a hundred years ago.
Green Veil is not yet a parliamentarian in the crazy net, but an entity, she is very beautiful, green eyes, long green hair, and a bewitching figure, cold and moving.
I also saw that she was a Blood.
Green Veil said, "I am still looking for my father, the god Xitai, what can you tell me?" β
She turned out to be the heir of that Xitai, the fourth generation of the blood family, so maybe she was the same generation as Vasilissa?
Mokawi replied, "I have nothing to say. β
Green Veil said, "There is a limit to my patience. β
"There's a hole in my soul," he said. β
Green Veil said in a bad tone, "I don't care, I'm just looking for Xitai God!" β
"And I, on the other hand, just want to resurrect Yak Motz now. β
Green Veil shouted, "You've been using me all these years? Use me to help you! Just for... For this inexplicable monster? β
Mokkawi said, "Shhhh They're coming! β
Green Veil asked, "Who's coming?" β
Mokkawi laughed, "The void in memory, the power of someone who has been forgotten to modify the memories of all bloodlines and humans in a certain moment. Isn't that interesting? Isn't that much more important than finding Xitai? β
He laughed out loud and stabbed his hand into Green Veil's forehead.
The green veil was gone up in an instant.
A number of heavily armed combatants broke into the lab, one of whom was Wu Ce, who was dressed differently from the others and who had no protection.
Mokkawi began to turn into blood, and his blood flowed into the circle, which began to turn.