113 Not sober
He didn't reply, just lifted up my slightly slippery robe. Cover it up for me again.
When I was done, I made a special soft brocade place from the side of the carriage in front of me. He took out a brocade handkerchief and wiped the knuckles that had just touched my palm, and wiped them sluggishly and firmly.
Everything is self-explanatory.
My heart was half cold, and my body was half cold. Sitting stiffly in his arms was like pins and needles.
He said, "True or not." I won't... Dislike warblers. ”
Fear, anger, hatred. I stared at him and couldn't say anything.
I don't know where the sound came from.
"That's what you think of me?"
He said: "The warbler in my heart will always be as sincere and beautiful as you. Even if...... What happened to you? To me, it's still as clean as ever.
Words that sound like comfort are like sharpened blades.
I stared at him in a daze, and the overwhelming disappointment came over me. The person who is pressed is out of breath. The words of explanation are astringent in the heart.
In the end, he replied to him as if he was retaliating.
"Yes! Thank you, Your Majesty, for understanding the righteousness and making good things come true. The concubines are courageous, please ask Your Majesty to do it for me and me in the Zongren Mansion...... A good husband who cultivates Qin and Jin! ”
I bit those two words heavily, and I longed to chisel my teeth and pierce my bones to spread this title far away all over the mountains and rivers.
"Build a fitting mound that can be buried together!"
He obviously didn't expect me to admit it frankly, and he couldn't say a word with a tremor of anger, and his eyes glared at me twice in annoyance.
"You... No way! I want to do it for you......" said and became more and more angry.
Glance out the window. Ignore me and pretend to be innocent and confused.
A moment later, it turned back suddenly. His hand twisted a string of jewels on top of my coat. Annoyed: "You... That's what you admit? ”
I said, "Yes." ”
He was even more angry, and his tone was sharp. But he repeated the same mistake and asked again: "You don't explain it to me?" So admit it? ”
I fearlessly said, "What about that?" Am I going to... Don't admit it? As the saying goes, it's useless to hide what you've done. So I decided that I admitted... I am as you wished. I am the meanest, dirtiest, and most shameless concubine in your palace. How. Are you satisfied? ”
His face became more and more ugly with my self-judgment.
Cover my chattering mouth with self-deceptive palms. "I was wrong about this... Don't listen to rumors. Let the warbler be wronged......"
I have nothing more to say.
Knowing that mistakes can be corrected, good is great! But he prefers to make mistakes again and again.
This is just a mediocre sentence in his hypocritical rhetoric.
I used to believe in him! To believe now is to lack the eyes of the heart. Obviously, he deliberately made me angry, frightened and sad, and finally explained to him tamely.
Insect carving skills.
The words you want to say are wrapped around the base of the tongue between the teeth. The salty smell of blood lingers for a long time.
Before I came to the Imperial City, I didn't know I could be so tough.
Facial destruction, broken hands, broken legs, serious injuries to internal organs, etc...... Ordinary concubines are concentrated in a once-in-a-century disaster.
In addition to vomiting blood, I was still alive and kicking like no one.
For the first time, she became the most resistant concubine in her country. Thanks to the good physique given by A-Niang. Thanks to the rice of Nanyang knot, it is really hard enough.
Thanks to the dedication of the hospital.
Maybe it was because of the serious internal injuries, or maybe it was the carriage of the holy doctor who escaped alive and fulfilled my long-cherished wish. Or maybe the eldest brother took root in Kyoto and let me have something to attach to.
This time, Lin Jue was carried back to the palace again, but there was not much unwillingness.
The first thing to do when entering the palace. I went to the execution site at his insistence.
There are no white bones, red flesh and blood as the holy doctor complains about. I could only find strands of greasy broken hair and...
Steeped in the deep smell of blood.
The official of the punishment said: I have already been taken away by the inner servants who have packed up, and it is estimated that I will not be able to find the layer of flesh and bones. If I want to keep some thoughts, the torn father-in-law's stripped clothes are still there.
Holding back my tears, I begged him to find out.
He looked at Lin Jue respectfully. Lead me into a dark prison full of miscellaneous items. From a pile of variegated clothes, a gray robe covered in dirt was revealed. Hold up your hands to me.
I took the gray robe.
The rancid robe was like that of the old man's chamberlain. It's so tattered, so unbearable, so regrettable, and painful.
I took the robe back to the Suning Palace and placed it in the desk mezzanine of the main house. It was placed with the group skirt that Lin Jue gave me. The gray robe was set off by a shiny garment. It's even uglier.
Lin Jue stretched out his arm around my entire shoulder. He said: "The warbler... At this time, I will definitely give you an explanation, and I will also set up a tomb for him. It's me who didn't think it through and made you suffer. ”
I ignored him. He comforted me in Suning Palace for a long time, and was urged three or four times by the grand duke who came to the door before leaving.
Before leaving. I saw that he instructed the Grand Duke to find a doctor, and ordered a group of forbidden troops to surround my Su Ning Palace.
I was a little tired, and looked at the closed door of the temple. Suddenly, where did Qiao'er go? I didn't see you back.
I was the only one left in the empty Suning Palace for a while.
Thinking like this, he unconsciously fell asleep on the table.
I had a cold that night and spent several days in bed. Dizzy and dizzy, I can't tell the difference between day and night. Occasionally, when he was awake, Lin Jue was there. He moved all the official documents that were pending approval to my Su Ning Palace.
No matter when I open my eyes, the first thing I can see is his shadow stretched by the lamp and candle.
Even the dreams I had in my dizziness were bizarre. I dreamed that it was he who was injured and unconscious. I took a sip of the nourishing ginseng soup and poured lip-to-lip into his mouth. Because of the plot of the script and the after-dinner conversation. It's all described like this.
Then he suddenly realized. This is what happened in Nanyang.
He slept on a sickbed, accompanied by me, an idler, all day long.
In my dreams, there was a cold bitter liquid poured into my mouth.
Someone gently straightened half of my body, and the jade spoon gently rubbed the bowl noodles, making a nice sound. Scoop spoonful after spoonful of bitter feed to me. I was so worried that I closed my lips tightly and didn't let him feed me. A little tougher feeding, and I cried.
There is no need to worry about so many thin noodles in the confused brain. When I was unhappy, painful, and sad, I cried in my throat. He even coughed and vomited the potion he had drunk.
The man kept stroking my back, soothing me from crying. After that, there were no more tough moves. He cautiously took the jade spoon to test, and had to pay tribute to the candied fruit at the first time to stop me from crying.
I have been in the palace for five years and have been willful and resentful. They all vented their illness through this disease.
I was burned in my sleep, and I was slightly awake and wanted to lick my dry lips. Someone dipped me in cold water and wiped the dry skin cracks on my lips inch by inch.